176. Chapter 65
I found that once Bai Bingbing was not so cold, there would be a fatal temptation for me, and I would like her like a demon and surrender to her. I wanted to rush to Bai Bingbing suddenly, and then pick Bai Bingbing up and put him down on the desk. I think that even if Tang Yanxin didn't leave me quietly before, I would fall in love with Bai Bingbing. I fell in love with Bai Bingbing's beauty, Bai Bingbing's body, and Bai Bingbing's arrogance and strength that snubbed me.
"You might think I'm half-hearted, but I'm not. You are so kind to me, and you have reserved a position for me as the editor-in-chief of the website, how can I not understand your mind? In these years, people like you can afford to work hard in our rural areas, but there are not many people, and I can't thank you enough. ”
"What you say is all nonsense, and what you say is equal to what you don't say!" Bai Bingbing's gaze looked extremely cold, and it was also penetrating. With that, she turned her back.
I don't think she would have turned her back if she hadn't been touched by what I said. Although her mouth was still hard, her heart had softened, and I could feel it.
"Bingbing, I'm telling the truth, Bingbing, I'd rather deceive the world than deceive you. I'd rather bear the people of the world than you. I said to Bai Bingbing emotionally, I know that no matter how savage Bai Bingbing is, how strong she is, and how much she misunderstands me, she is a woman after all. Since she is a woman, she will be touched by love.
"It's better to say than to sing! Even if I don't settle Fang Ya's account with you, even if you really went to meet her for the financing of the website, then what do you say when you take Tan Xing's hand? After I ran out of the ward in anger, instead of chasing me, you immediately took the other woman's hand! Excuse me, can you explain it to me? Bai Bingbing said to me viciously, her unrelenting reluctance is all well-founded, and it can't be said that she made things up out of thin air.
"Definitely a misunderstanding! Who hasn't had a time of impulsiveness and gaffes? Didn't you turn around and walk away in a huff? I was angry too! It just so happened that Tan Xing was by my side, so I got angry, took her hand and wanted to leave, but your mother just pushed the door in at this time. I can't tell why I took Tan Ke's hand at that time. Maybe it's for the sake of anger, or for revenge? I can't tell, but it's definitely not really anything to do with her! I swore by it, and my tone was resolute and unambiguous.
Bai Bingbing held me behind my back with a stiff face, and after listening to my vow, she turned around and gave me a blank look, wanting to see if what I said was true. Her eyes were resentful, making people feel pity. "That's what you said, why do you always have inexplicable misunderstandings with so many girls when you are impulsive? And others don't! How do you explain this? With that, she returned to her desk and sat down in a comfortable chair. Listen to my mother, you can hold Tan Xing's hand tightly enough, giving people the impression that you won't hold it so tightly if you are not a lover! ”
I touched my head and replied weakly, "Well, how can this be judged?" At that time, I was also angry, seeing you dump me as if you were throwing me, and you didn't look back, I really couldn't stand it. Later, Tan Xing scolded me for making her grip hurt. Do you think, if I really had feelings for her, would I hold her so hard? Isn't it just a gas. ”
"Whew! Qiu Xianyi, who do you think you are? When you're angry, you pull other girls' hands indiscriminately! If others were like you, wouldn't the world be in chaos? Bai Bingbing said angrily.
"Why should you be too concerned about impulsive behavior in a hurry. Who doesn't have a time when they make a mistake? I whispered to myself as I lowered my head as I showed signs of admitting my mistake. In this way, Bai Bingbing has no reason to be angry. The office became silent, and I stared timidly at Bai Bingbing.
Bai Bingbing sat on her desk, held her cheeks, twisted her head inside, and after a moment of non-snorting, she slowly turned her head and glanced at me. "Forget it, don't defend yourself in my office anymore, you've been in my office for too long, it's easy to attract the attention of others, you better go back to your office first."
"Oh!" I responded obediently, just like a schoolboy who made a mistake and was finally able to go back to the classroom after being criticized and corrected by the teacher. When I walked to the door, I stopped again, turned around, looked at Bai Bingbing, hesitated for a moment, but still mustered up the courage to say: "Bingbing, I want to stay in the unit after work and continue to improve the business plan." ”
Bai Bingbing had already begun to concentrate on her computer, her hands were already on the keyboard, and her face showed a contemplative expression, but she suddenly heard me say this, feeling very inexplicable and very strange. Her heart seemed to be reminded that there was one thing that belonged between me and her, as if it was not over yet? It seems that he can't explain clearly. She raised her face and said to me, "You sue me for working overtime after work......"
Bai Bingbing wants to say, you sue me, what are you doing overtime after work? However, before she could say what she could do, she realized what those three words meant. She understands it, and I understand it better. Therefore, she can't ask any more, and if she continues to ask, she will be forced to make a choice.
Seeing that Bai Bingbing stopped talking and didn't ask me again, I glanced at her meaningfully, and left her office silently and with heavy steps without explanation. I know that my preoccupied appearance will inevitably cause a slight disturbance in her heart. It's like a pond where a pebble has been thrown down.
Sure enough, looking at the back of me leaving her office heavily, Bai Bingbing's idea of preparing to organize and adjust the business plan was completely disrupted. She pondered the meaning of my last sentence. What exactly is this guy trying to express to me? Is it just to express to me that I work hard and want to ask for credit from me? It shouldn't be that simple, this guy has too many ghost eyes, and now he has learned to speak and say half a sentence and leave half a sentence. And, for Bai Bingbing, she fully understood what I meant by my hints. It's just that her heart is too chaotic now, and she is a little distracted, so she chooses to look like she doesn't quite understand what I mean.
At about five o'clock in the afternoon, when I was about to get off work, Tan Xing came to inform me that Bai always called for a team meeting, and he would go to the conference room for a meeting in ten minutes. After speaking, Tan Xing turned around and went to inform Chen Yideng. Hey, now, my wishful thinking that I want to stay alone and work overtime has been shattered. This white ice ice!
The current team has increased by two people. Under Chen Yideng's strong recommendation, Ye Weiluo was finally promoted to the editor-in-chief of the second editorial department; And Pan Guoqing is also a member of the team as an assistant to the editor-in-chief. During the meeting, Pan Guoqing sat next to Bai Bingbing, which made my heart feel sour.
Naturally, Ye Weiluo chose to sit next to Chen Yideng, just like Chen Yideng's right-hand man, the more he looked at it, the more discordant he became. It was impossible for me to sit next to Bai Bingbing, so I put myself in the right position and sat next to Tan Xing. That's fine, to each his own. Moreover, I also like the feminine smell emanating from Tan Xing's body, as well as the faint smell of perfume on her body, which smells a faint and distant fragrance.
Bai Bingbing began to nag about some of the problems that have appeared on the website recently, first suppressed and then promoted, first said the bad problems exposed, and then started to praise the good departments on the website, praised Chen Yideng, Ye Weiluo and others, and what made people feel strange was that not only did not praise me, but also criticized me.
I had expected such an outcome before the meeting, and I did not express any dissatisfaction with Bai Bingbing's criticism, but took Bai Bingbing's words as a spur, only in this way can I be more confident that I will do better in the future. At the same time, does this kind of fake public and private behavior mean that she is still nervous about me? Is it another expression of love and hatred?
Tan Xing secretly glanced at me on the side, and found that I was tense and lowered my head, I really couldn't listen to Bai Bingbing being so unreasonable, so she quietly took out her mobile phone, bowed her head and wrote me a text message, wanting to comfort me. But before she could send it out, she was discovered by the sharp-eyed Bai Bingbing.
Bai Bingbing was a little angry, this gave her round and tender hands to her ex-boyfriend? Or to be more precise, Tan Xing, who is not interested in pulling her boyfriend who is making trouble, is still playing with her mobile phone at the team meeting, what message do you want to send to Xian Yi! So, without giving Tan Xing a hint in advance, he was still talking about work just now, and suddenly turned the finger to Tan Xing, and shouted loudly: "Tan Xing!" Can you stop playing with your phone during a team meeting? ”
At that time, Tan Xing had just pressed the last word of the text message, and she was about to send it, but Bai Bingbing's words made her hands tremble suddenly, and then, the mobile phone fell from her hand, first on her legs, and then in the middle of her skirt. Her face turned red in an instant, obviously Bai Bingbing criticized her by name in public, which was too shameless.
Tan Xing and I were sitting next to each other, and I lowered my head, so I naturally saw this ridiculous scene clearly. I categorically didn't expect Tan Xing to hide her phone in this way, this trick is too amazing! Tan Xing found that I was looking at the bottom of her skirt, and deliberately twisted my body to the other side, her face was red, embarrassed and shy. At this time, she showed her extremely gentle side, but the other side was deeply hidden.
I was stupid all of a sudden. It is said that men are most easily attracted by the appearance seen by the eyes. At that moment, I was so excited by Tan Xing that my face jumped enthusiastically. Now, it's my turn to get up again.