Tokyo is always beautiful at night, and the night sky looks so beautiful and charming under the illumination of neon lights.

"Ahem, ahem!" Xiuyan choked on the cigarette in his mouth, and in order to prolong his career as a singer, Xiuyan, like most singers, stayed away from all hobbies that hurt his voice.

Only when she is really confused and helpless, she will hide in a corner where no one is around, look at the beautiful stars, or use tobacco or alcohol to release her pressure, Xiuyan, who is usually very strong, does not want to show her weak side in front of anyone, even if it is her good friend.

Taeyeon's words in the afternoon brought a great shock to Suyan's heart, she really didn't expect the other party to pretend that she didn't know anything, and always acquiesced to her existence.

After listening to Taeyeon's words, so-yeon thinks that it is necessary for him to reflect on his behavior, whether he really loves Kim Guofeng, and whether he must get involved in this relationship.

"Unlucky!" Xiuyan threw away the cigarette in her hand, complaining about everything in her mouth, she felt that she was very unlucky today, and she couldn't even smoke a cigarette.

As the eldest daughter in the family, she decided that it was necessary for her sister to be a good example and become a good woman in the eyes of her parents and a child who was envied by outsiders.

So much so that when she went back to South Korea with her mother and sister and was favored by the scouts of S.M, the mother and daughter were very happy, and it was an unexpected surprise for them to be able to become stars.

What made Zheng's mother sad was that both daughters passed the selection of S.M, but the eldest daughter actually suffered from vertigo and couldn't move freely in front of the camera, but was very nervous and couldn't even speak clearly. The younger daughter doesn't have the problem of the eldest daughter, but she is too young, just over six years old, and she can't live on her own at all, so she can only come to study and live in S.M Company for a few years.

Originally, Zheng's mother thought that her eldest daughter would lose this once-in-a-lifetime opportunity, but she didn't expect Xiuyan to spend a year completely adapting to the camera, and even more ignoring its existence, without any obstacles at all, as for the bitterness in this, only their mother and daughter know.

Seeing her daughter's hard work, the mother, who was still a little hesitant, strengthened her thoughts and supported the path her daughter chose, even if it was a very difficult road to pursue her dreams.

How much hardship I endured to become a member of Girls' Generation, and how I passed several strict screenings of the company and finally became a debut member, only Xiuyan himself knows.

In order to improve her weak dance skills, Xiuyan took the initiative to strengthen her practice time, even if her daily rest time will be reduced, she has to overcome her weaknesses, so as to be a qualified artist in the eyes of the assessment teacher.

In order to be able to stand out from the large number of trainees in the company, Xiuyan has paid so much that she no longer has time to rest, can no longer join in family trips, can no longer enjoy school time like children of the same age, and cannot experience everything that ordinary children have.

It is precisely because of her difficult path to art that she has cultivated a somewhat withdrawn character, and she will not consider other ideas when thinking about any decision.

That's why she made that somewhat irrational decision when she was jealous of Taeyeon's feelings, which eventually led to the current situation.

Xiuyan looked at the empty night sky, and her eyes were filled with the beautiful moments she had spent with Jin Guofeng, and the happy times that occupied a place in her memory.

At this time, all that comes to mind are those happy times with Jin Guofeng, perhaps after joining S.M, she spends more time with Jin Guofeng than anyone else, except for the practice room and dormitory, even if the family has few opportunities to see her.

Xiuyan remembered the scene of the other party's last year in the company, always when the two met, the other party would have a cup of their favorite coffee in their hands, when he was unhappy because of his grades, it was always Jin Guofeng who made him laugh, and when his psychological pressure was about to collapse, it was also the other party who escaped from the cage like a company together, and played outside recklessly.

It wasn't until he recalled it at this time that Xiuyan suddenly realized that Jin Guofeng's figure had been left in his heart unconsciously, perhaps this was the fundamental reason why he was infatuated with the other party.

This man who was by his side at his best age, this man who would never reject himself, how much hurt would he have in his heart after facing his own rejection several times?

Xiuyan finally remembered that he had hurt Jin Guofeng's heart unknowingly, so he was not qualified to ask for anything.

On the rooftop of the apartment building, Xiuyan was alone recalling the most important people and events in her life, and she needed to think about it carefully to give herself an answer.

In the days that followed, Jin Guofeng was still busy expanding his entertainment kingdom, and as for the misunderstanding with Xiuyan, he didn't care about it for a long time, but it was just for the sake of a man's face, so he couldn't contact the other party first.

However, what Jin Guofeng didn't expect was that when he was busy with work, the two women who were the most important to him had already started an exchange about him, which would affect the relationship between the three.

Taeyeon looked at Suyan with some surprise, she didn't expect that after she said those words to the other party last time, the other party would actually talk to her, could it be that she had some new ideas?

"Don't think about it, there are no outsiders here, let's get straight to the point." Xiuyan had already thought about everything clearly, it was his own fault and ignoring Jin Guofeng's feelings for him, which led to all this situation today.

"Jin Guofeng, I won't leave, I thought about it seriously when you said those things last time, I may have missed the only man in my life who really likes me, but now that I have realized all this, I naturally won't let go of it."

"Anyway, everyone is still young now, and what will happen in the future is still unknown, so it's better to give him the right to choose, I believe he will choose a wife who is most suitable for him to marry." Xiuyan came up with the only way to come up with this, anyway, the special professions of the two of them make their love lives impossible to expose in front of fans, everything can only be hidden, since neither of them can withdraw from this relationship, it is better to leave it to a man to decide all this.

"That's what you want?" Taeyeon felt a little ridiculous, what age is this, how can someone still rob other people's men so justifiably.

"Whatever you think, I've decided to do it anyway." Suyan was still so strong, and after saying what she wanted to say, she left directly, without giving Taeyeon any chance to say an answer, and no answer could stop her decision from her.

Taeyeon looked at the back of Suyan leaving dumbfounded, she was really a little confused, how did this woman think that she would come up with such a result, she needed to think carefully before making a decision.

PS: Thank you to the people of Jiuhua Road, Sui Tianyuan, and two book friends for their support and rewards.