And he said, Do you understand?

Wu Ying smiled bitterly, she no longer knew whether to tell lies to cater to him.

Yan Mo's mother should also be a lover, but the person she met was the pride of that day, and she was destined to be the only woman in his life, which was her sorrow.

But when Yan Mo said that she died early, Yu Ying felt a little relieved, maybe it could be said that this was her luck.

Although he couldn't get that man's love until he died, he was able to leave this world early, without entering the harem and getting involved in the deceitful strife.

She left with a heart of anticipation, at least she has pursued it all her life, at least she has not been polluted by the filth in the harem with a pure heart.

Yan Mo closed his eyes in pain, and it seemed that he could still see the picture of the year in front of him.

"My mother waited hard, and watched the caravans at the city gate again and again, hoping to see the man come and pick her up one day. I went happily early in the morning, and came back at dusk, these are all things that Li Bo told me, I didn't believe it at that time, and I sneaked out of Ganlu Temple, and the result was ......"

He saw a beautiful and quiet woman, sitting quietly in the corner of the teahouse by the window, every time the caravan passed through this street and the bell sounded, she would lie on the edge of the window and watch, looking at the caravan, not missing a figure, knowing that the caravan would never be seen from a distance, she would sit back, lost again and again, and cheer herself up again and again, until finally the sky was darkening and the city gate was closed, she knew that it was time to go home.

"At that time, I swore in my heart that I wouldn't let my mother be such a miserable man." He clenched his fists and wanted to vent, but looking around, these were the flowers and plants that his mother loved before her death, and he couldn't bear to hurt them, so he endured them alive.

Yan Mo's mood at the moment, Wu Ying actually understands it deeply.

Wasn't that what I was like in the first place?

Because her father and mother objected to her being with her father-in-law, she was ruthless to beat the child in her womb, and at that time she thought, don't want such a father and mother.

But when the youth was frivolous, the child fell to the ground, and many things that he couldn't understand instantly had a clue.

"My mother is sick because of looking forward to him, and her body is getting more and more unbearable, but she has to go to the teahouse to wait for him, and one day she can't get up again, and the doctor said that she is depressed and can never get better. That day Li Bo took me back to Yang's mansion, and it was the first time I saw her so haggard, but she was still smiling at me, saying that she was okay and would be fine, and asked me not to complain about that man. "Let him not complain, how is it possible!

Because of his irresponsibility, let his mother get pregnant before marriage, how can this be allowed in a big family, if it weren't for the fact that his grandfather only had such a daughter, how could his mother give birth to him under these pressures.

But from the moment he was born, he was destined to be a stain in the family, and when he was three years old, he was just sensible, and he was about to be separated from his mother and sent to Ganlu Temple, a place where there was no warmth.

Later, even if the man knew that there was a mother and son, he hadn't come to see it all these years.

"But do you know, the most ridiculous thing happened, that man actually came, he didn't come for anything else, just to pick me up, how ironic do you say." Yan Mo wanted to laugh because he couldn't cry, he couldn't let others see his weak appearance.

But this laugh is even uglier than crying.

"The day he came to pick me up, it was gloomy, and I didn't want to leave, because I had made an appointment with you to meet at Ganlu Temple. But the man, who didn't even give me time to say goodbye, forced me to get into the carriage, and even my grandfather didn't stop me at that time, because he knew that I was going to be taken back sooner or later. The more Yan Mo thought about it, the more angry he became, because of that man's selfishness, he had missed the little fairy for so many years, if this man didn't appear, the little fairy would be his now, why would there be a person named Yu Hongchou in her life!

"I heard shouts from outside in the carriage, it was my mother, I was lying on the window, I saw her dragging her seriously ill body behind the carriage, chasing for a long time, I desperately asked the man to stop, but he didn't seem to hear, he didn't even look back, until the carriage left Cannes, he really refused to even look at my mother!"

What a ruthless person this is, he once had a child with him, but now he only wants a child and no mother.

"When I arrived in the Southern Kite Country, I went crazy and wanted to run out, but that man actually took my most important person to blackmail me." At this time, Yan Mo glanced at Wu Ying deeply.

Wu Ying seemed to feel his gaze, and when she raised her head, she touched the anger in his eyes, and she already understood that the most important person was her!

"This stay is half a year, if it weren't for my grandfather rushing to the southern kite country and begging many times, the man let me meet my grandfather, then I knew that my mother held her last breath just to see me, at that time I didn't have time to hate that man, how could he be so ruthless, he could let my mother be on the verge of death, and hide it from me."

He had gone through such cruel things.

"When I rushed back, the doctor had already said that there was no way back, and it was in this courtyard, and my mother said that it was too dull in the room, and asked me to move her to the courtyard to bask in the sun, in fact, I knew that she just wanted to see which man had come. Later, I waited and waited with her, and she said, let me not hold a grudge against any man, because he is my father. Until the last moment, she stared deadly, just trying to see the gate of the courtyard clearly, to be able to wait for him to come. ”

"That's how she is, she didn't have her last breath by my side."

After hearing this, Wu Ying was a little reluctant to let him bring him here for no reason, these were the past things he didn't want to mention, and he actually added a handful of salt to his wounds.

"I didn't want to come here before, because I felt that there seemed to be a mother's breath here, but when I came with you and told you everything about them, I was no longer depressed." The wound didn't seem to hurt anymore.

"Do you think that man is ruthless, so Ying'er, you believe me, even if I die in this life, I will not hurt you, my promise will not change in this life."

He had said this in front of her more than once, and it was only now that Ying Ying understood the origin of this promise.

He didn't want to follow in his father's footsteps, and he couldn't be so ruthless.