336 cold and warm self-knowledge 1
The snow fell for three days, and Su Yue was also sick for three days. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
I don't know if it's because of the mood, or maybe it's because of the old injuries before, and I always feel very tired during the day.
But in order to make her face look less pale, Su Yue would still ask Xixue to put on a little makeup for herself.
Since that day, Xuanyuan Yan seemed to have evaporated from his own world, and he didn't ask any more questions about Yulu Pavilion.
In fact, she should have known that this was the best ending, and the two of them might never intersect again in the future.
Taking advantage of the fact that the weather was a little warm in the afternoon, Su Yue, who had just eaten, wanted to go out for a walk alone.
Although Xixue was a little embarrassed, she also knew that Miss Four had been in a bad mood for the past two days, so she told Miss Four not to go too far.
It's been a long time since I've come out to breathe, it's just three days of work, but it seems like centuries apart, maybe so many days have passed through, these three days are the three days when she is in the calmest mood.
She didn't want to think about it, just to be able to keep her heart at ease.
No matter what the future holds, what comes will be safe, that's the conclusion she has reached.
She won't force it anymore, she won't ask for anything more, as long as she can enter and leave the palace freely, live the life she wants, and be at peace with what happens.
The snow under her feet, because of the deep fall, creaked, and she listened to the creaking snow, and her mood was inexplicably better.
This snow-white world, this spotless world, looks so clean, and the scenery under the snow is beautiful as if it is not like the scenery of the world.
Walked silently for a while, only to feel that the cold wind was a little biting, and his hands subconsciously tightened the clothes on his body.
As she passed a courtyard, Su Yue's footsteps stopped.
The courtyard was an arch with the word Plum Garden written above it.
Plum Garden, if Su Yue's guess is right, this should be the season of plum blossoms.
The footsteps involuntarily changed direction, just because of the inside of the arch. The cold wind blows with a faint fragrance of plum blossoms.
Slowly walked into the courtyard, and was greeted by a full of snow-white colors.
Skirting the snow-covered rockeries, the ground has already begun to freeze because of the cold. When walking over the ice, you need to be extra careful.
This ancient dress is inconvenient to wear, but in Su Yue's opinion, it is full of beauty.
Walk around one of the largest circular rockeries. What catches your eye is a plum garden full of plum blossoms.
The plum blossoms full of branches, in this cold wind, look so noble, look so stubborn, in such a cold weather, can bloom so beautiful, it really makes people sigh.
Her lips were dotted with hot vermilion, and she deliberately applied the reddest lip grease because she wanted to look more complex. There are not many best times in a woman's life, it seems to be a woman's nature to live beautifully, whether anyone looks at it or not, whether anyone appreciates it or not, just like this plum blossom, even if the lonely yard is full of flowers, no one appreciates, but it can still be so arrogant, so stubborn.
Women should be the same as plum blossoms. Bloom in the coldest winters and bloom in the toughest conditions.
Her red lips opened slightly: "There are a few plums in the corner, Ling Han opened it alone, and he knew that it was not snow." Come for the dark incense! ”
"It's beautiful!" Looking at these plum blossoms, her mood slowly improved, perhaps, in the future, she will be like this plum blossoms, blooming in the coldest branches, blooming in the most difficult environment.
Now. She fully understood that plum blossoms are so high-spirited and bright, no wonder there were so many songs singing plum blossoms in her previous life.
Suddenly remembered a song, and the feelings for plum blossoms in that song were also fully revealed.
It's been a long time, it's been a long time. In his previous life, because of Zhang Ran's relationship, he also learned some dance, but he hadn't practiced for a long time, so he might have stiffened.
Looking at the plum blossoms blooming in the wind and snow, her brows began to gradually stretch.
With fluttering clothes, dancing long sleeves and a soft smile on his face, even the snow is almost melting this winter.
Her red lips lightly opened: "True love, like the vast grassland, layers of wind and rain cannot be blocked, there are always, the clouds open, at sunrise, the sun shines on you and me!" True feelings, like plum blossoms, cold, wind and snow can not be drowned, just in, the coldest branches bloom, see spring, go to you and me! Snowflakes fluttering, the north wind Xiao Xiao, heaven and earth, a vast expanse, a cut of cold plums, standing proudly in the snow, just for, Yiren fragrance, love what I love, no regrets, this love will stay in the world for a long time...... Snowflakes fluttering, the north wind Xiao Xiao, heaven and earth, a vast expanse, a cut of cold plums, standing proudly in the snow, just for, Yiren fragrance, love what I love, no regrets, this feeling, stay in the world for a long time......"
After singing the song, Su Yue still recalled the song she sang just now, dancing with long sleeves, only feeling that in this world, she could hear the wind quietly.
"Lord, wait for me, wait for ......me" Behind him, a woman's voice came, Su Yue, who was immersed in the scene of plum blossoms, turned her head suddenly, but saw a plum blossom falling not far away.
Fortunately, there is no one, the voice just now is obviously Su Yan's, could it be that she is also here?
Thinking of this, Su Yue hurriedly packed up her emotions and prepared to leave.
It's just that I just turned to a plum tree, but I heard a voice say, "It turns out that my sister is also here!" ”
Su Yue's body was stunned, it seemed that Su Yan saw her, sorted out her mood, turned around, and when her eyes fell on Xuanyuan Yan, who was wearing a silver-gray robe, there was a moment, but it was only a momentary abnormality, and no one should notice it.
The smile on his face, the face under the shallow dimples, there seems to be no trace of sadness.
Su Yan's hand, holding Xuanyuan's arm, slowly walked to Su Yue's side: "Sister, how long have you been here?" ”
"I've been here for a while!" Su Yue bit her lip and pretended to be natural.
Su Yan smiled and looked back at Xuanyuan: "Strange, the prince has been here for a while, haven't you seen the prince?" ”
She smiled, smiled beautifully, but in her heart she was thinking, was the place where the plum blossoms fell just now because he was standing? It's just that she is no longer interested, caring whether he is not there, she is a little tired now, and wants to go back to Yulu Pavilion to rest first.
"Sister. I'm a little tired today, and I want to go back to Yulu Pavilion to rest first! Su Yue said with some apologies.
"Hey, that's a pity, you see how beautiful this plum blossom is. I originally thought that I could still walk around this garden with my sister, but it seems that today, my sister is not this blessing! Su Yan said, leaning his head on Xuanyuan's shoulder.
Su Yue had no intention of skimming it. I just couldn't help but glance at Xuanyuan, her eyebrows were as cold as frost, and it seemed that seeing her was no different from seeing a stranger.
However, she didn't care too much, she didn't even salute, and directly bypassed the two of them and walked towards the entrance of the courtyard.
Just as the two of them were staggered, Su Yue heard Xuanyuan's cold voice: "This king is tired, Yan'er, you accompany this king to Xingchen Pavilion to sit down!" ”
Su Yue's pace couldn't help but slow down a little. I only heard Su Yan ask worriedly, "Lord Wang, are you uncomfortable?" Do you want to call the imperial doctor? ”
"It's okay, this king is just looking at some boring things today, and it will be fine to rest for a while!"
His voice was so cold that her heart trembled.
Something boring? Are you talking about her? Did he see his own dance, hear his own singing? A good song, it turned out to be something boring by him, and she really felt aggrieved by that song.
She knew that he hated her. I don't want to see her, but it's not so obvious, right? If he doesn't want to see her, then she won't be by his side in the future.
While thinking, the steps under his feet became faster and faster. When I passed the ice, I was negligent.
With a stumbling sound, his body could no longer control it and slammed to the ground.
"Ahh Just when Su Yue was about to fall, she heard a cry from Su Yan behind her.
It's just that she didn't have time to think about it, so her body drank ice and had a close contact, but fortunately because of the thick clothes. It didn't fall much, but this fall still made her slow down for a while before she was able to stand up.
Her face was pale, her head bowed, and she only felt two feet appear in front of her eyes.
She pursed her lips, begging these two people to go away quickly, it was better to leave her alone, and save herself from seeing such an embarrassed side.
"Sister, why are you so careless, come, sister help you up!" Su Yan just now, because he almost slipped into the relationship, it was because Xuanyuan Yan was by his side that he didn't fall.
Seeing Su Yue sitting on the ground, she bent down and stretched out her hand to her.
His head slowly lifted up, pursing his lips, but his eyes didn't dare to look at Xuanyuan.
"It's okay, I can do it myself!" She was reckless, holding her hands on the ground, and tried a few times before she staggered and barely stood up.
When he looked at Xuanyuan Yan again, his face was already pale, and he didn't know if he was angry or because he saw her again.
She was in a hurry to leave, she knew that he didn't want to see her because he saw her, so his mood would suddenly become bad, right?
"Sister, why don't we go to the Star Pavilion to sit together?" Su Yan seemed to be very enthusiastic.
Su Yue knew that this was just Su Yan's kind words, and now Xuanyuan Yan, who hated himself so much, how could she let her be under his nose?
"I came out this time, I didn't tell Xixue, I understand my sister's kindness, let's go next time, right?" She lowered her head and pursed her lips, she had always been self-aware, and she knew where to go and where not to go.
Su Yan seemed to want to say something more, but Xuanyuan Yan stretched out his hand and hugged him: "Yan'er, let's go"
"Sister, then sister will go to your Yulu Pavilion another day!" Su Yan's voice still echoed in his ears, but when he looked up again, there was no trace of the two people.
On her lips, a smile slowly squeezed out, it seems that he really hates her so much, and now she doesn't hate him so much?
The two of them hated each other, but he refused to let himself go, he wanted to torture himself to see her make a fool of herself in the palace? In this case, she must not be as he wishes, and even without him, she will live a glorious life, like the plum blossom, blooming on the coldest branches.
Sometimes, people in adversity are more likely to grow than people in good times, and the saying that only when you endure hardships does you become a master has always seemed to make sense.
In the main hall of the Star Pavilion, Song Yu brought up the wine that had just been warmed.
Xuanyuan, who was sitting on the futon, looked cold, and seemed to be in a deep thought.
No one knew what he was thinking, but Su Yan knew that the prince at this moment didn't seem to have completely forgotten that girl, just now, when he was in the plum garden, when he saw Su Yue about to fall on the ice, if she hadn't grabbed him and pretended to be about to fall, I'm afraid the prince would have rushed up a long time ago, right?
Although the prince is ignoring Su Yue now, Su Yan knows that deep in the heart of the prince, he has not really forgotten Su Yue, he still cares about her in his heart, and he still cares about him, no matter how cold his face is, his heart can't deceive himself at all.
Su Yan seems to see this very clearly, so she would rather be friends with Su Yue, let him see clearly that he is not such an evil woman, and change his previous impression of him, this may be a good time.
There is no woman who wants to show her evil side in her beloved man, and she is now reconciled with Su Yue, which can not only win the favor of the prince, but also know everything about the affairs of the two people, why not?
But every time she saw that the prince was drinking so sullenly, it was for that woman, and she was faintly unhappy in her heart, and she wanted to cut her with a thousand knives!
But in front of the prince, she can no longer show that vicious appearance, she is now a gentle princess, an empathetic princess.
She frowned shallowly, pursed her beautiful lips, walked to Xuanyuan Yan's side, and reached out to grab the wine glass in his hand: "Lord Wang, you drink less, drinking more is not good for your health!" ”
"Go away!" It wasn't just because of the alcohol, but it was Xuanyuan Yan's upset at the moment that had made him lose his mind a little, and he pushed, and because of his strength, he pushed Su Yan to the ground at once.
Being pushed to the ground by the prince like this, Su Yan's heart couldn't help but tremble, the sweat on her forehead slowly flowed down, and her abdomen began to ache faintly.
It seems that this disease has flareed up again! Su Yan frowned and wanted to stand up, but his legs and feet seemed to disobey the call, and he just stood up but staggered and fell to the ground.
Sensing Su Yan's strange appearance, Xuanyuan Yan stood up with a frown, slowly walked towards Su Yan, and after picking up Su Yan from the ground, he walked straight to his bedroom, put Su Yan on the bed, and then covered her with the quilt: "Yan'er, how do you feel?" Just now this king is not good, and this king is in a bad mood today......"
Looking at Xuanyuan Su Yan, her voice was a little choked, and the pain in her body made her speechless at all, why did the prince treat her like that, all because of Su Yue, all because of Su Yue's slut? And now, the prince's warmth to her is also because of her illness, if he didn't have this disease, how could he be so gentle to himself? She hates, she hates Su Yue, all the pain she suffered, she will be repaid a thousand times over, one day, she will make the prince really fall in love with herself, not just out of pity for herself! (To be continued.) )