"We're in this together anyway." This sentence suddenly shook Shui Ling's heart, and her memory suddenly opened like a Pandora's box, and she remembered that a long, long time ago, when she was still in high school in her previous life, she actually had a favorite object, and that ambiguous little affection With the end of her third year of high school, she was sold to the south and did not end.

It happened after the death of a wealthy businessman on Baodao, she successfully escaped from Nancheng once, and then went to the capital incognito, doing a small white-collar job with a low salary, and wanted to start from scratch in the capital. By chance, she reunited with her first love named Liang Qinglin, and then he launched a passionate pursuit.

Alienated, refused, and avoided, she once said to him very hypocritically that she was actually not a good girl, but he looked at her with burning eyes and said, "It doesn't matter, after so many years of separation, we will all change, you will change and I will change, these are not problems, anyway, we are together now." ”

Later, she heard from her classmates in high school that since she disappeared, he had been looking for her like crazy, and in the five years since graduating from high school, there were not a few girls who liked him, but he had been waiting for her......

Shui Ling couldn't tell what her mentality was at that time, maybe she wanted to forget the dark years of the past 5 years, maybe because this man was her first love, the cleanest part of her memory, so she started a relationship with her first love.

They have been holding hands, hugging, kissing, and getting closer and closer, carefully but very seriously handling the relationship between each other, Shui Ling once had an illusion, feeling that it seems that under the baptism of sweet love, she has returned to the simplicity and beauty of the past.

However, everything that is too dreamy will pass one day, and her break with Liang Qinglin will come after they have slept for the first time. Shui Ling thought, no matter in the previous life or this life, she will never forget that morning, when she opened her eyes naked, there was no warm good morning kiss, and there was no considerate soft words on weekdays, what greeted her was Liang Qinglin's eyes full of accusations and injuries.

He held his head in both hands, his eyes were bloodshot, and a pair of red eyes showed that he had not slept all night last night, and his face was full of pain, he squatted on the edge of the bed, looked at her, and asked her in a hoarse voice, "Why are you not a virgin?" ”

Ridiculous, isn't it? Such a man who swears to the ground, when he is a boyfriend and girlfriend, the man who holds her in the palm of his hand and spoils her, after going to bed for the first time, is thinking about why she is not a virgin?

"You have been missing for 5 years, I have asked you everywhere, looking for you everywhere, in these 5 years, no woman can walk into my heart, the sky does not live up, you finally appeared, but why are you no longer the same person you used to be? Why? Why did you sue me? I have guarded you like a jade to this day, but what do you repay me? ”

He threw himself on the bed in a frenzy, grabbed her neck with both hands, and cried out heartbreakingly, as if a faithful husband had caught his wife in bed, full of anger and grievance. Shui Ling had no doubt that if Xu Yi hadn't appeared at that time, she would have been strangled to death by him on the bed.

Xu Yi was her good friend in high school, a very good kind of friend, she seemed to hear the crying in the room, so she bravely slammed open the door and saved Shui Ling from Liang Qinglin's hands. Then the development of the follow-up plot was very bloody, Shui Ling got up, got dressed, and began to pack his things without shedding a tear, preparing to leave the capital.

Liang Qinglin suddenly woke up and apologized and pleaded, only saying that he couldn't think about it for a while, he knelt down and begged Shui Ling to give her another chance, he said that he needed time, he just loved her too much, and just hoped that her body and mind would belong to him from the beginning to the end.

He said it too sincerely, so sincere that it was difficult for Shui Ling to forgive him, so she stayed and continued to be boyfriend and girlfriend with Liang Qinglin, but after this incident, Shui Ling seemed to have suddenly understood something overnight. Some things happen when they happen, you can't pretend that they haven't happened, and some things are said to hurt people, and you can't cover them with water and collect them.

Since that night, although Liang Qinglin pretended not to care on the surface, he never touched Shui Ling again, he said that he needed time to adjust, but Shui Ling clearly saw a word in his eyes, "dirty". He thinks she's been touched by other men, he thinks she's dirty!

Later, he pulled Xu Yi to kneel in front of her and begged her for forgiveness, he said that he had not had a good day these days, he could no longer stand this feeling of separation with her, he was very painful, he needed a new emotion to heal, he wanted to marry Xu Yi, because on a certain stormy night, he drank too much, he accidentally slept with Xu Yi, and Xu Yi was still a virgin, he was Xu Yi's first man, he couldn't be sorry for Xu Yi.

Shui Ling listened to Liang Qinglin's explanation very calmly, pulled the suitcase that had been prepared for many days, and walked out of the apartment without looking back, Liang Qinglin chased him out, and said in the heavy rain that he still loved her deeply, he actually didn't love Xu Yi at all, he hoped to keep in touch with her, because he was very worried that what he did today would hurt her.

"No, I'll live better without you!"

Shui Ling remembered that she looked back and smiled, and it was extremely bright. Then looking at Liang Qinglin's discolored face, Shui Ling happily stopped a taxi and went away. In fact, the love between her and Liang Qinglin was heartbreaking, and when she entered the demon cave, how could she simply come out cleanly?

As soon as she got out of the capital, she was found by the eyes of the Demon Cave, that time, Shui Ling didn't struggle much at all, so she obediently followed the people of the Demon Cave back to Nancheng, she continued to be her senior prostitute, and lived a life of drunkenness every day, but after that, Shui Ling really gave up the idea of being a woman from a good family. Love? She didn't deserve it, and she didn't bother to get it.

Many years later, when she thinks of Liang Qinglin again, Shui Ling can't say what kind of feeling it is, she believes that Liang Qinglin really loves her, the kind that loves her very much, but his love is unspeakably clean, he gave Shui Ling a very clean love, and also asked Shui Ling to pay the same clean love, but at that time Shui Ling couldn't take it out.

If you can't take it out, the two of them can only break up, but Liang Qinglin is reluctant, until the end, Liang Qinglin tried to maintain an entangled and twisted relationship with her, he wanted to fall in love with her spiritually, but physically he was no longer willing to touch her. And what makes people feel weird is that in Liang Qinglin's mind, he can marry a wife and have children, and he can go to Wushan with Xu Yi, but he distorts Shui Ling to love him, guard him, and wait for him......

Of course, in fact, there are not a few people like Liang Qinglin who suffer from love cleanliness in society, and the only treatment to prevent them from getting sick is that the person he loves must be physically and mentally clean. And in this life, when they first fell in love, they were in the prime of each other, and she was still very clean, but Shui Ling had never thought of going to Liang Qinglin once since she was reborn, and she didn't have any such thoughts.

If Jia Duobao hadn't said such a sentence today, Shui Ling would not have remembered that there was such a person in the depths of his memory. In the exquisitely decorated room, under the bright light, Shui Ling sat in front of the computer, put his fingers on the keyboard, typed a few words, eliminated, typed a few words, eliminated again, and finally said nothing, just left the notebook and went back to bed.

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