Lin Jixiang was saddened by my refusal, and he raised his eyebrows, dissatisfied with my trust and devotion to Yingzheng. If there is one person in this world who thinks that I am sincere to Yingzheng, it is Lin Jixiang, but unfortunately, he can't bless me from the bottom of his heart.

"If he cares about you and sees you often, he won't notice that you are unwell?" There was anger in the question, but he still stared at me without taking his eyes off it.

I don't have a physiological reaction at any time, it is inevitable that there will be a situation when I don't want to show it, Ying Zheng really didn't ask me if my body was abnormal, and it seems unusual to be as sensitive as him and love me like him.

As far as I am concerned, Ying Zheng's ignorance is right in my hands, and if he forces Li Hong to check my pulse, I really can't explain my current situation.

"I know my own body, the emperor can see through me, if I have something, can I not tell him? Besides, Yu Huai is by my side, he asks for the pulse three times a day, never interrupts, and he doesn't agree to me if I have something.

I have the emperor, and I have a court under my knees, how can I kill myself and not look at my illness, you are too worried, but you, who have been running around and working all year round, should really take a break in time. ”

I know that Lin Jixiang has grievances, he is Liang Rui by nature, and he has big things in mind, but he can only work hard to serve Yingzheng in order to compete with Yingzheng, and if it weren't for the Ying family to kill his ancestors, how could he be so miserable.

It was this resentment that forced Lin Jixiang to let go of the old and new hatreds, prompted him to plan his attempts by all means, and bothered to deal with his forces in the heart of weighing the complicated former affairs of the court. Compared with Yingzheng, he is not necessarily much easier.

Lin Jixiang didn't take my words to persuade him to rest, but when he heard me say this, he couldn't help but pour out sad words.

"I can rest at any time. If you make up your mind to join me. ”

I wanted to cry, but at the same time I thought selfishly and despicably, this moment is the time when I have an excuse and a chance to leave, because people can rarely be cruel immediately when their emotions are overwhelmed by emotion, and Lin Jixiang can't make up his mind to keep me here at this time.

"I'm tired of talking about this topic, and you find it boring, right? The past is beautiful, but it is also cruel. It's just that if it is not touched and torn now, it can be beautiful forever.

I hope that our beauty will continue to be good. ”

He was so sad. I can't leave him, but I must leave him, and if I don't leave at this time, it will be difficult for me to be released by him without leaking a flaw.

I hesitated when I took a step, I was afraid that he would stop me. If I don't try, I can still have a glimmer of affection with him, and we can get along carefully. But if he really stopped me, then he would no longer indulge in my freedom and indulgence.

But, no matter how hesitant I was, I had to try.

"I promise you." My foot had barely lifted an inch, and he suddenly opened his mouth as heavy as he had made up his mind, and I was so frightened that I stood on one foot and did not dare to shake it again, and said, "I will fulfill your happiness and joy, I promise you." Since you feel that you are willing to be with him, then I will leave it to you. But you have to promise me that he's gone, and you'll have to come back to me! ”

He must be very sad for Lin Ji, who has always been proud and lawless, to say to me that he will follow my heart Yingzheng, but despite this, although I would like to be with him all the time, Yingzheng has appeared, and I don't want to selfishly harm him again.

Ying Zheng is branded in my heart, he accompanies me, I am the most satisfied woman in the world; He is no longer by my side, and he will always occupy my life, including the place of companionship.

It seems to have anticipated my thoughts at the moment, and it seems that I just indifferently continued my own words, and Lin Jixiang's words made my decision at this moment suddenly shrink into a lonely shadow.

"If you don't agree, then he must have coerced you, and I will make him pay the price he should atone for immediately!"

This doesn't sound like a joke, and I know from the bottom of my heart that he will do it, and he has no lack of determination and ability.

"You know, he never coerced me." I'm weak.

was angry with me, vented to Yingzheng, and made both sides lose and hurt, he was determined to make everyone unhappy.

"I ask you one last time, should or shouldn't." He remained apathetic.

should, for the time being, the world situation is so silent and confused and happy; No, the world is turned upside down, bloody and bloody, and the unification of the country will be a complex and turbulent world, and how I should choose seems to be an important decision.

In all fairness, I know that Yingzheng will die, but I never want what I will do if he dies, whether I die with him, mourn while living, or raise children alone, I don't dare to think deeply, because I really can't stand that he is not alive and I am still here.

Originally, when I came to this world, I thought it was the call of Lin Jixiang at first, but then I learned that it was for Ying Zheng, if Ying Zheng left this world, what was the reason for me to stay?

In other words, why should I stay?

Lin Jixiang's question has been asked, he only listens to my voice and wants to determine the fate of the world, I must choose a path for him.

Yes, I'm sorry for Yingzheng; No, I'm sorry for Yingzheng. The relationship between husband and wife over the years has already penetrated into each other's blood and bones, and his ambition has been miserably ended in nothing from my words of rejection.

If Lin Jixiang confirms that I am pregnant with an imperial heir at the moment, and half of them may be a boy, I don't know if I will change this decision, and my attempt to get out of his sight as soon as possible must have ended in failure.

I can't agree, but I can only make the decision to agree, because I can't let it happen because of the bloody eyes, not to mention that my children also need me to stabilize Lin Jixiang, who is on the verge of collapse.

"I've been with you all the time!" As soon as these words came out, I don't know whether it was out of the shame of lying or the pain of being degraded, one of my raised feet stretched out as if it were flying.

Covering my lower abdomen and feeling the greatness and emotion of the life inside, my shameless guilt is a little better: I'm sorry Lin Jixiang, I didn't mean to deceive you, and I didn't want to give you any cruel hope, but I really had to do it!

For Yingzheng, I am also sorry, where does he need a woman who lies to survive with him (to be continued......