Chapter 181: Sincerity and Reputation
"It's great that my sister can figure it out. No matter how good Luo Xuan is, you are just a flower in the mirror, the moon in the water, you have a body, but he still does not change his original intention, no matter how persistent, does my sister still want to give birth to children such as Mei Jiangxue and Chen Xuanshuang? "Fengli is always the best at revealing what people are most afraid of and unwilling to face, so that people can't avoid it.
Nie Xiaofeng sneered, "Yes, do I still want to rebel against my relatives and leave in the future and have nothing?" ”
"Wow! The clay figurine pinched by the old man is so beautiful! Feng Heng's sighing voice came, which also dispersed Nie Xiaofeng's depression, looking down at Feng Li's clay figure with his hand, she and Feng Li were on both sides, Feng Heng was in the middle, Feng Heng was carved in pink, looking down at Feng Heng's eyes doting on Feng Li, who was full of tenderness, she, the person who smiled so happily, was it really her?
In a trance, she had forgotten how long she hadn't really laughed, it seemed that since her mother died, even if she was smiling, her heart was bleeding, not to mention, a lonely and lonely person all these years, who had nothing and lived only with the hatred in her heart.
"My mother is good-looking, and my aunt is also good-looking. My aunt should smile often, so that after the birth of the little brother, he will be healthy and happy. Feng Heng said the words of the adult seriously, and Nie Xiaofeng came back to his senses, "You know again." ”
Feng Heng puffed up his little chest and said: "This is what E-Niang said, when Aunt Qin was pregnant with a child, E-Niang told Aunt Qin like this, sure enough, Aunt Qin's little sister was funny, but Aunt Mo didn't listen to E-niang's words, Mo Yuan was always sick when she was born, and it took a lot of effort to even laugh." Auntie, you also have to listen to my mother. Have a healthy, happy brother. ”
Nie Xiaofeng looked at Feng Li in surprise, like this. Did Feng Li also teach Feng Heng? Feng Li saw Nie Xiaofeng's surprise, and explained with a smile: "I'm always busy on weekdays, I'm used to taking him with me no matter what it is, let him watch and listen more, so that he can remember some words in his heart." ”
Listening to these words, Nie Xiaofeng deeply felt that it was not easy to leave Feng, the name of the Feng family. Although she had never communicated with Feng Li before, everyone was afraid of the respect on their faces when they mentioned the head of the Feng family. And the turmoil of the Feng family over the years, Feng Li not only wants to be at ease, but also outside, and teaches the deaf Feng Heng so well. For the first time, Nie Xiaofeng had a respect for a person.
"This is my aunt. This is Eniang, this is me. Feng Heng hugged a clay figure full of arms, Yu Yun wanted to step forward to help him hold it, but he didn't want to, just hugged it and didn't let go, and said happily: "This is for my aunt, this is for my mother." ”
Sent to Nie Xiaofeng and Feng Li's arms respectively, he held himself alone. After thinking about it, he said to the old man at the stall: "Old man." Let me tell you about a person's appearance, can you figure it out? ”
"Little boy, let's talk about it, try it."
As soon as Feng Heng heard the play, he immediately began to describe, "Eh, it's a little taller than my Eniang, sword eyebrows, starry eyes, thin lips ......"
Described vividly, the more Nie Xiaofeng listened, the more he felt that something was wrong, and asked Feng Li: "Who is he talking about?" ”
Feng Li felt a burst of astringency, in fact, even if she could take good care of Feng Heng, there were some things that she could not replace, especially the role of her father. "Baby!"
With such a call, Feng Li's body stiffened, but he didn't look back, and Feng Heng, who was talking vividly, even if he couldn't hear it, he was keenly aware that something was wrong with the people around him, turned his head and looked, and when he saw the person in civilian clothes, a trace of joy flashed on his face, and then he looked at Feng Li's face, Feng Li quickly recovered to normal, Feng Heng looked at Feng Li and didn't look displeased, so he called "Amma".
Seeing Feng Heng's all the expressions in his eyes, it was even more like eating Huang Lian, it turned out that unconsciously, she gave Feng Heng so much pressure, and when he was looking forward to Kangxi's kindness to him, he would still be afraid of her mood; It turned out that she thought that she was very good at disguising Kangxi, but Feng Heng always knew it.
Kangxi strode over and picked up Feng Heng, Feng Heng was startled, the two pairs of clay figures in his arms almost fell off, but Kangxi quickly helped him hold it steady, Feng Heng smiled and hugged the clay figure again, "Thank you, Ama." ”
Patting his head, Kangxi's eyes turned to Feng Li, Feng Li's heart tightened, to this day, she still hasn't thought about how to face Kangxi, when Jiang Nan, Kangxi didn't even want her life in order to save her, at that time she was shocked, moved, and the high wall built in her heart was also relaxed, but the reality they faced after returning to Beijing made Feng Li see very clearly that Kangxi could die for her, but when he was alive, in his heart, the most important thing was the country, for the Qing Dynasty, he could use a qiē, including himself.
Kangxi is a person who is rational to the extreme, look at him A long time ago, he arranged for Nertu to enter the interior of the Eight Great Families, and cooperated with her plan, so that she took the initiative to lead, step by step, suppressed the power of the Eight Banners nobles, but now, in the eyes of the entire imperial court, he is just following the trend, not that he cannot tolerate the expansion of the power of the Eight Banners nobles.
And she, from the beginning, thought that she was on an equal footing with Kangxi, but today, she can't help but think, isn't she actually a chess piece that Kangxi has been playing with in her palm?
She used to think that she knew Kangxi, but now, she is not sure, since she returned to Beijing, it seems that the biggest winner is Kangxi, the patriarch of the eight major families of the Eight Banners is dead, and the turmoil of the eight major families is inevitable.
And she released a new type of gun to lure Ali to raise a new type of gun, from the very beginning she thought that after the matter was completed, she also handed over the method of making parts to Kangxi, and the Qing army that got the new type of gun was like a tiger with wings, and it could also promote Kangxi to grasp the military power more.
Closing his eyes, Feng Li didn't want to think about it anymore, but Kangxi walked to her side, naturally took her hand, ignored Feng Li's struggle, and didn't put Feng Li's resistance in his eyes, "Let's go." ”
His eyes inadvertently swept over Nie Xiaofeng, who was as red as fire, and smiled coldly, Nie Xiaofeng knew the current affairs very well, and beckoned to Feng Heng in his arms, "Ah Heng, let's go over there to see the excitement." ”
Originally, he still wanted to take Kangxi, who was okay with Feng Heng, Feng Heng seemed to understand that Kangxi had something to say to Feng Li, and struggled to get off the ground, "Ama Eniang, I'm going to play with Aunt Feng." He ran to Nie Xiaofeng, took Nie Xiaofeng's hand, and said to Feng Li with innocent eyes: "E-Niang and Ama have a good talk." After saying this, he pulled Nie Xiaofeng and ran, Feng Li smiled helplessly, Feng Heng really noticed it.
Kangxi had already held Feng Li's hand, the two walked slowly on the street, and did not speak, until they walked to the river, there were fewer people, the light was much darker, the guards were good, Yan Qing was a few, they were all some distance, Feng Li stood by the river, looking up at the sky full of stars, there were many stars, twinkling and flashing, very beautiful, looking at the stars in a daze, Feng Li did not mean to speak.
"Ah Li, I didn't take advantage of you." Kangxi already knew Fengli's forbearance, and it was difficult for her to speak first. And the last thing he can do now is to go toe-for-tat with Feng Li, besides, in front of Feng Li, he has long been accustomed to admitting defeat first.
"I said that I would avenge you and Fu'er, and Nertu is a chess piece that I have already laid out, a chess piece that can avenge you, but I was far from expecting that Ah Li would have such a plan one after another, until several scheming guys walked into your trap step by step, so that they could be caught in such a quick time."
"That's why I ruined the emperor's plan."
"Ah Li!" In the face of Feng Li's sarcastic tone, Kangxi tried hard to calm himself down, he couldn't be in a hurry, he couldn't be in a hurry, Feng Li just wanted to make him angry, she thought that if they kept stalemate, then she could leave without hesitation.
"No one has ever taught me how to like someone, Ah Li." Kangxi approached Feng Li, let Feng Li look directly at him, and took a deep breath, "And you have never told me, what you want, what you don't want, to this day, what you like and what you hate, I heard the people around you talk about it, and I saw it myself." And you, Ah Li, your heart is so hard, you don't even have a trace of sincerity for me, why are you so harsh on me? ”
Feng Li looked at Kangxi, "I'm like this, I made my attitude to the emperor from the beginning, didn't I?" I am willing to marry anyone, because whoever it is, I will be a wife, and you will never give me a wife's name. Imperial concubine, this name is very famous, isn't it, but how many people scold me behind my back, but I am just a concubine and a plaything, don't these emperors know? ”
"You know, you know it clearly, but let me suffer such insults, just for your country. The emperor said that my heart is hard, isn't the emperor even more ruthless, he can't even give me a title, but he wants to get my sincerity, my heart is so cheap? Feng ruthless words tore through Feng Li's disguise, from beginning to end, the imperial concubine, no matter how noble her identity is, is still just a concubine name, she doesn't like it, but she can't help it, Kangxi said that she is hard-hearted, how can he not.
"It's just a name, I won't be the queen again, you will be the first person in the palace."
"It's just a name, so why does the emperor let me be insulted and tortured so much?" With the spear of the son, the shield of the attacker. Kangxi, Kangxi took a deep breath, "Ah Li, let's not talk about this, okay?" Even if it's for the sake of Fu'er, you should go back to the palace with me. ”
Feng Li couldn't be persuaded for a while, but at least today he wanted to bring Feng Li back to the palace.
Feng Li smiled, the bitterness contained in the smile deeply entangled Kangxi's heart, but he couldn't, since him, Boerjijit had no possibility to do anything later, it was the situation. (To be continued......)