Chapter 580: Not Hunger
It's obviously buried in my heart.,I didn't know how to blurt it out.。
"My good young lady, why can't you live in peace, and choose such a path?" Ruyi looked at Qin Daixin with tears in her eyes, wishing that she would change her mind immediately.
Qin Daixin raised her eyes and glanced at the lush scenery outside the window, before she said, "This is fate, and it is not up to anyone." ”
Ruyi was slightly stunned, and she didn't even have time to wipe her tears, shook her head and said, "This is not your life, you can not go." ”
Qin Daixin was silent.
She didn't tell the truth just now.
She has always had a deep guilt for the Su family, she took away her daughter's right to live, and she owed her, so Qin Daixin has been trying her best to make up for her, hoping to alleviate her guilt, and at the same time, she did experience the family affection lost in the universe on the Su family. But this kind of family affection will only temporarily warm her and make her have an illusion, but it can't really melt the ice in her heart, and she has asked herself more than once, whether the death of her parents in her previous life stimulated her too much, or her obsession was too deep, why can't a "mother" like Su Shi move her?
Qin Daixin didn't know if there were other fellow villagers in this world, she only knew that she couldn't really regard the Su family as a relative, maybe because her experience in her previous life was too special, and family affection had been transformed into hatred, revenge and other negative feelings that went deep into the bone marrow, making her a person who ignored family affection and was too calm, such a person could not be moved lightly at all.
She didn't have any family affection for the Su family in the first place, and after the incident of Ailian's entry into Chunhui Garden, the two of them were even more separated, Qin Daixin felt that she was also in love with the Su family, and she helped her correct her name, found her long-lost son, saved the lives of a pair of young sons, and found the Su brothers and sisters-in-law's family, which can be regarded as repaying her life.
But what about Murong Jing?
Their feelings have always been complicated.
The strange encounter tightly tied the two people who had no possibility of intersection, and even Qin Daixin didn't know it. Why did she save Murong Jing, who was already injured and poisoned, she has always been very hard-hearted, and she regards human life as a grass, could it be said that her motive for saving people was just to protect herself? Or maybe it's fate?
He saved Murong Jing twice, but why didn't he save himself? That day in the capital, he was almost busy with a violent body, if he hadn't found Ji Xiaohai, he might not have been able to hold the master back with the cold current cardamom! She regarded Murong Jing as a beast of the flood. even ruthlessly hoped that the two would return to the bridge from now on. The way back. No matter what it didn't matter, maybe from then on, she vaguely knew what she was going to face, but she didn't dare to try. I don't have the courage, so I think about escaping. But Murong Jing is right, it is not a question of who owes whom or who saves whom, there is no balance between them, because it is fate that involves the two of them from beginning to end!
In the past, Qin Dai didn't believe in fate, but since Murong Jing jumped off the cliff with her, she felt that she believed it. If it weren't for the arrangement of fate. How could she not die, ran to this strange place, and talked about the wind and snow with an ancient uncle who was not smiling?
At this moment, many pictures flashed in Qin Dai's mind, and she still remembered when they first met. He had a lot of precautions against Murong Jing, gritted his teeth, yes, he was so angry that he jumped to his feet almost effortlessly, he was really capable, and that time, he was chased and killed, but he actually climbed over the wall and entered the door of the Qin Mansion, and swaggered into his boudoir, presumably he calculated that he would not put the entire Qin Mansion on the line, and he would not die without saving him, so he would be so determined to blackmail himself to save her; And that time, she went to the capital, and she was so sick that she was alive and dead, but she always felt a warm and safe embrace around her, as if someone was gently saying something in her ear.
Thinking about it now, those past pictures are so profound, people can't forget them, she seems to be able to remember those things anytime and anywhere, Murong Jing's every eye, every action, seems to have become a memory that cannot be erased, these memories include the scene of her and Murong Jing's big eyes and small eyes, there are also the two of them with ambiguous postures and affectionate eyes in their eyes, and the scene of two people falling off the cliff and hugging each other, and the scene when the two of them are grinding their ears and temples, and the scene of affection......
When everything comes together, there is only one word: love.
Qin Daixin lowered her head and smiled.
Ask what is the situation in the world, and teach life and death to promise.
Because of love, she was able to leave behind her eyes and go to Wana to find him without hesitation.
"Ruyi, this is fate." Qin Daixin looked at her, smiling as bright as the morning glow, and her eyes were full of bright stars, as if the place she went to was not a purgatory on earth, but a paradise, as if she was not facing a war-torn battlefield and murderous aliens, but to enjoy flowers and listen to operas.
Ruyi was stunned, it was the first time she had seen such a radiant and smiling young lady.
There is no indifference, there is no arrogance that cannot be beaten, just like an ordinary woman who has found happiness, it looks so real, flesh and blood.
Ruyi suddenly seemed to understand something.
Could it be that Miss has a sweetheart?
Only a woman who has a concern in her heart will be so disregardful! Maybe it's for that person that Miss left home and went to the battlefield?
Oh, my God......
Ruyi covered her mouth suddenly, for fear that her wildly beating heart would jump out of her chest if she was not careful!
It's too deviant.
Qin Dai looked at Ruyi's appearance and understood that she probably realized something, and she didn't break it, so she let her go.
After a while, Reiko's voice came from outside the door.
"Miss, Dr. Ji is here, and he is waiting in the courtyard!" Look at it, the invincible Dr. Ji is as well-behaved as a cat in front of his own young lady.
Qin Daixin first said "um" before saying, "Please ask Dr. Ji to use tea in the hall, and I will arrive later." ”
Reiko naturally agreed, and turned around to invite Ji Xiaohai.
Qin Daixin said to Ruyi: "Help me comb my hair." Then he got up and sat down at the dresser.
Ruyi hurriedly responded, temporarily suppressed the mind that was like a weed in his heart, and hurriedly followed behind Qin Daixin and took care of his young lady's hair.
In the time of a cup of tea, Ruyi combed Qin Daixin's hair, and slightly helped her take care of her makeup and clothes, and then followed her to the side hall.
Ji Xiaohai was drinking tea in the side hall, and there was his big treasure medicine box on the small table next to him, and he saw Qin Daixin coming. hurriedly got up and saluted her.
He hadn't been like this before, although because of Murong Jing's relationship, Ji Xiaohai was respectful to her, but now this respect emanates from her bones, and it is her personal identity.
His temperament has changed a lot.
It doesn't seem to be so bohemian, it's not so indifferent.
Qin Dai sat down generously and said, "Sir, don't be so polite. ”
Ji Xiaohai sat down at this time, and only said, "Miss and I have a favor." You are my lord and I am my servant. That's how it should be. ”
Reiko understood what he meant. Ruyi doesn't understand, what kind of master and servant, isn't this Dr. Ji a doctor? Why do you look like this to your own lady?
Qin Daixin didn't force him. He only said: "Doctor Ji, you are invited to let me see the pulse." I'm afraid you've heard the rumors in the house that I can eat and sleep lately, and I have to eat every two hours, and it doesn't seem to be anything wrong, but it's not quite right, and the people in the house are worried that I'm hungry! Although I have some speculations in my heart, I don't dare to make a conclusion, and I think I would let you see and grasp it. ”
Ji Xiaohai nodded. He got up and said, "I've also heard rumors in the house, but I guess it should be related to Chiyang Fruit." Ji Xiaohai knew that the two girls in the room were Qin Daixin's henchmen, so he didn't shy away from talking.
When Qin Daixin heard this, her heart lit up, is it really related to Chiyang Fruit?
At first, she guessed that she was in her formative years. Being able to eat and sleep is also a physical need, so she didn't care too much, but after a few days, she found that her body seemed to have undergone some changes, she was already deaf and clear, her senses seemed to have improved again, her body seemed to contain great energy, and the mental state of the whole person was different, she guessed that it might be related to the ability of Chiyang Fruit, but she didn't expect it to be true.
When Ji Xiaohai saw Qin Dai's heart like this, he knew that she was thinking the same way, so he said, "Let me diagnose your pulse, and it will be clear." Ji Xiaohai took out the pulse pillow from the medicine box and placed it on the small table beside Qin Daixin.
Qin Daixin nodded and stretched out her wrist.
Ji Xiaohai stepped forward to take the pulse, and after a while, he was silent.
Reiko and Ruyi are very anxious.
Qin Daixin carefully observed Ji Xiaohai's expression, this guy frowned for a while, showed a suddenly realized expression for a while, and nodded for a while......
It's not a bad thing to think about.
After another while, Ji Xiaohai stopped.
"Congratulations, Miss."
Qin Dai raised her eyebrows, TMD, isn't this product going to say that she is happy?
"What's going on?"
"Miss's pulse is calm and powerful, not floating or sinking, and it is a sign of good health."
When Reiko and Ruyi heard this, they both let go of a hanging heart, Amitabha, it's not a problem to be able to eat, as long as the body is good.
Before the two of them had time to be happy, they heard Ji Xiaohai say again: "It's just ......"
But?
This doctor, why is he panting when he speaks?
"However, I would like to ask Miss, have you practiced any exercises?"
What exercises did you practice?
Qin Dai suddenly remembered her unreliable master! When the little old man took himself as an apprentice, he seemed to have said that he had learned the supreme and popular mental method! He also said that there is nothing in the heavens and the earth, as if it is so great. I didn't care about it at the time, I just practiced and played with it, and now it seems that there is something wrong with this mental method?
Will the little old man harm himself?
"Ruyi, Reiko, you two go to the door and keep guard, and no one else is allowed to approach without my permission."
The two of them knew the severity, and hurriedly went down to guard.
Qin Daixin turned to Ji Xiaohai and said, "If you have something to say, you can say it directly." ”
ps:
The second shift was delivered, it was a little late, and I covered my face and ran away......