Chapter 509: Is it hard to be together?
"She's not your mother's concubine, what a good sister!"
For a while, he was angry, and Zhu Xishi's voice suddenly rose a lot.
"What are you doing with so many old grudges in front of a child, aren't you afraid that she will be so scared that she can't sleep?"
The thick and calm man's voice, like a small needle, pierced Zhu Xishi's angry heart at this time, and when he turned around in the direction where the voice came, he saw Zhao Zhenyuan standing by the window lattice.
Li Yan was unconsciously embarrassed by the previous gaffe, Zhu Xishi soothed his somewhat knotted tongue, and asked Zhao Zhenyuan with a very lack of confidence.
"You, you're sneaking outside and eavesdropping."
If there is no ghost in his heart, he is not afraid, Zhao Zhenyuan snorted softly, and said coldly.
"Don't put those little people on my head. I've been waiting outside since Ah Heng entered your room, but you didn't notice me. ”
His heart trembled again, and Zhu Xishi was choked by Zhao Zhenyuan at this time, and he couldn't answer a word. Xie Wei was able to go out of the palace to see herself, presumably someone around her was taking care of her, she should have thought that Zhao Zhenyuan was here, and she caused such a big embarrassment for no reason.
Zhao Zhenyuan has never been a unforgiving character, so he quickly skipped this targeted topic and hurriedly called for relief in the house.
"Ah Heng, it's been some time since I've come out, it's time for Uncle Huang to send you back to the palace. If you want to go out of the palace tomorrow to watch the ceremony, then you have to go back early and earn a performance in front of your father. ”
"Oh"
Rubbing his sour eyes, he jumped off the ground from Zhu Xishi's arms obediently, and said goodbye to Zhu Xishi.
"Auntie. Ah Heng returned to the palace with his imperial uncle. ”
"Hmm."
As a matter of course, Zhu Xishi also got up from the chair and carefully straightened his clothes for the relief of his worries. Said softly.
"Go back to the palace early, don't let the emperor worry about him. I'll send you off. ”
"No need."
Without waiting for Xie Xie to speak, Zhao Zhenyuan, who was waiting by the window lattice, answered first.
"The wedding ceremony is coming, there must be many things you need to see, save some time and deal with it; As for whether to give or not to give, it's just a courtesy that goes through the motions, so why should you take care of it so thoroughly. ”
Be reasonable. Secretly distracted. Zhao Zhenyuan's words sounded really sour to Zhu Xishi, whether he was stingy or he was too stingy, he could see at a glance.
With Zhu Xishi's previous character. After listening to Zhao Zhenyuan's lukewarm words, he must have a mallet on his mouth, and he replied with a few words. But at this time, Zhu Xishi only opened his mouth, and did not see much emotional fluctuations, but his expression was much calmer.
Acquaintance noisily. Is it really going to break up unhappily in the end? Let's be honest. She was a little tired of fearless bickering.
"Will you come to watch the ceremony tomorrow, Zhao Xiaoba?"
The name that had been sealed in their hearts for nearly two years finally reappeared in Zhu Xishi's mouth, familiar and pleasant, but there was a feeling of being separated from the world, and it was painless in the hearts of the two of them.
The name Zhao Xiaoba is full of old feelings and is as fresh as ever; But now that Zhao Zhenyuan is standing in front of Zhu Xishi, he can't calmly get rid of the shackles under the name Zhao Zhenyuan, how can he turn back into Zhao Xiaoba who once laughed with Zhu Xishi? It's him, but it's not him. Zhao Zhenyuan understood that what Zhu Xishi had always remembered in his heart was Zhao Xiaoba. And not Zhao Zhenyuan.
With his throat moving slightly, his eyes clear, Zhao Zhenyuan said with the most calmness in his life.
"Zhao Xiaoba won't come, only King Rong Zhao Zhenyuan will come. A name, a responsibility, we all understand that there is no confusion and there is no escaping; Just as I persuaded myself, the person who marries my second brother tomorrow is only when he is young, not Zhu Xishi, and his heart will be better. ”
The eyes met, the atmosphere was stagnant, and the feelings of the two people under these words were also mixed, and they couldn't hold on for a few moments, and they looked away and fell into silence.
Some things have reached the point where they can't be opened.
"Ah Heng, let's go."
"Wait!"
Suddenly, the last thing Zhu Xishi should have said was to speak inappropriately.
"Is there anything left unfinished? I'm or Ah Heng. ”
"What you said before, was it from Zhao Xiaoba's position or Zhao Zhenyuan's position?"
Is it important? Not only Zhao Zhenyuan asked like this in his heart, but Zhu Xishi also asked himself in his heart.
"Is it Zhao Xiaoba, in fact, you and I both know in our hearts that it doesn't matter anymore. Could it be that if I stand here today as Zhao Xiaoba for peace talks, you will leave everything behind and elope with me? It's a bit of a joke, but you and I both understand that you can't do it, and I can't do it, after all, we're no longer such immature people. ”
"At the beginning of our acquaintance, we actually had a good beginning, didn't we Zhao Xiaoba? It's just that I foul first, and you follow the foul. ”
That layer of unbreakable friendship sounds too ridiculous at this point. Yes, we met again and again, and we all fouled on the scales of friends, but there was no proper time for both of us to foul at the same time.
Feelings are like pushing boxes at opposite ends, you are pushing me backwards, and it will always be still.
"We can't be the people we want to be, and we're still good friends, are we?"
"Zhu Xishi, then you taught me, the so-called future is still a friend, how to do it?"
The sharp words instantly made Zhu Xishi lose his position to speak. Trying to make yourself play an inappropriate role will only increase in the number of days.
"You can't have both fish and bear's paws, between you and me, it's either as good as glue or as bad as a passerby. Our pursuit is not on the same front, I can't give what you want, and you are reluctant to give what I want; It's better to be stingy and stiff, maybe one day you will be unblocked and melt this breath. ”
In the midst of the arguments, they all forgot, and there was a little dot present who quietly listened to the twists and turns of their words; But if you really treat her as a little child, then you are too underestimate her princess.
The puppet on the table was fiddled with in Xie Wei's hand again, and while she waited for the two to come to a stalemate, she put on another play for herself to pass the time.
M: Do you like me?
F: Yes.
F: Do you like me?
M: Absolutely.
Old Man (narrator): Since you are in love with each other and like each other, why can't you be together?
F: Grandpa, we're friends.
M: Yes, grandpa, she and I are friends.
Old man: Silly boy, how can a man and a woman be friends? Those who are willing to be friends with you are waiting to marry you or marry you in the future, and they don't like to mess with you every day. Is it that hard to be together?
An unintentional puppet show, the sentence "Is it so difficult to be together" quietly sneaked into the hearts of the two, pushing the atmosphere into a deeper layer of cold silence.
Is it difficult to keep introspecting in your heart?
It's hard, it's really hard, as if it's separated by thousands of mountains and rivers. (To be continued......)