Chapter 285: Running away from home
When she returned to the hotel in the evening, Gu Yu saw that Sunshine was still depressed, and took her hand and persuaded her softly, "Sunshine, don't be angry." Yun Feng is angry for a reason, the ancestral hall is indeed not for outsiders to enter, it's not good for me, I know that I can't ask you to go in together. ”
"I don't blame you, even if you stopped me at the time, I would have go." Sunshine pulled a smile from the corner of his mouth and said softly: "I know I'm wrong, but there's no way, today's situation, no matter what, I have to enter that ancestral hall." Forget it, let's sleep. ”
Gu Yu was also tired from tossing this day, so he simply washed up and fell asleep.
The sun couldn't sleep, she lay on the bed and looked at the faint light through the gap in the curtains, thinking about what she had been doing for the past two years, and suddenly the more she thought about it, the more discouraged she became.
She waited for Gu Yu to fall asleep, quietly got up and put on her clothes, and didn't turn on the light, she found her backpack by the light reflected from the window outside, put it on her back, and went out quietly, but she didn't expect that as soon as she opened the door, she saw Li Yunfeng standing at the door.
She was stunned for a moment when she saw him suddenly appear at the door, then closed the door, wanting to squeeze past him, Li Yunfeng grabbed her arm, "Sunshine, where are you going?" ”
"I'm going home!" Sunshine turned his head to look at him and said expressionlessly: "I don't want to mess with you, I want to go home and live a normal life!" Saying that he wanted to shake off his hand, Li Yunfeng held her hand tightly and didn't let her go: "Sunshine, you can't be unreasonable, if there is something wrong with today's incident, I apologize to you, but-"
Sunshine looked at his hand. Furrowed his brows, and said tiredly: "It's my fault, I apologize to you!" Sorry I was wrong! Sorry to bother you! In order not to cause you trouble in the future, and not to block myself. I decided to go! My spiritual sense, my conscience, you can take it all if you want to, I don't want it anymore! A mind like mine is not worthy of such ability! ”
Li Yunfeng saw her cold gaze, and his heart was cold to the bottom, "Sunshine, don't be so willful-"
"Am I willful? I just don't want to watch Deng Yongtai resist the onset of drug addiction, and I don't want him to die. The ancestral hall that I had to enter, you said I was willful? Sunshine said coldly: "I'm sorry, I'm not as calm as you." Between the living and the dead, I would not hesitate to choose the living! I know your rules, but between rules and human life, I will still choose human life! This is a choice that every normal person makes! Of course. You won't. Because you are very human, but I will, so I am not worthy of learning the Tao and cultivating immortals! …… What are you holding me for? You let go of me! Sunshine angrily wanted to break free from him, and the more she tried to break free of Li Yunfeng, the tighter she cried. She used time teleportation to hurt her vitality today, and he took away a bit of spiritual sense, and she couldn't break free between tears, and he pressed her shoulders against the wall stubbornly, and she couldn't move against the wall. Chattering at his close face.
"Sunshine, don't go. Don't leave me! Li Yunfeng looked at her with red eyes, and even his voice was trembling: "Sunshine, I'm blaming you!" But I blame you for using your good powers to put yourself in danger! You haven't experienced it, you don't know how awesome! But I've been there! I once watched you disappear in front of my eyes, I couldn't find you, I was alone in the yang world for a year, I let the world go, I tried my best to find you in heaven and earth, but you disappeared without a trace, do you know what kind of despair and self-blame I spent that year? Do you know how much trouble it took me to find you? I don't want to go through that despair again! You are impulsive, but you must know that your impulse may bring me endless despair and regret, can you bear it? Can you bear to make me despair again? Can you bear to trap me in despair and can't get out of it?! ”
Sunshine had never heard him say this, she looked up at his handsome face in pain that was almost distorted, inexplicable heartache, inexplicably moved, she kept thinking in her head what was going on? What's going on? The wall behind him was cold, and his hands were tightly clasped on her shoulders with the temperature of sweat, and the heat was terrifying.
"You...... Calm down, did I have some catastrophe in my previous life, and you have a shadow in your heart? She stammered, "If that's the case...... Then I'...... I don't blame you anymore. ”
Li Yunfeng looked down at her panicked and looked ignorant, silently withdrew his hand, sighed, and turned back to his room.
Seeing that he left without saying anything, Sunshine hurriedly took two steps to catch up, grabbed his arm and asked him, "What happened?" Why did Gu Yu leave you all good memories in his previous life, while I only left you shadows? Was I really that jerk in my past life? ”
"Don't talk about the past, it's all about your present." Li Yunfeng said gently: "I only hope that you can live in the moment, do what you want to do in front of you, and think about it yourself." ”
"Even if I want to know the lesson, at least I need to know what the lesson is!" Sunshine asked: "Every time I make a mistake, you follow me in advance, and when I mention my previous life, I seem to be very unreasonable." It's a bad feeling, and I always feel like I owe you a lot, but I don't know what I've really done wrong. ”
"Sunshine, not everything can be measured by right and wrong, and it is not something that you can get to the bottom of it and have a result." Li Yunfeng turned back to her and said: "I think there is this love between us, I taught you, only then did I let you be born and die with me, if you feel that there is no or not enough, then it is my failure." You are right, there is no equality between us, when Master handed you over to me 2,000 years ago, it was destined that I would be responsible for you, and you would be obedient to me. It's not something you and I can change. From the first time I met you, I told you, whether I am good or not, I am your eldest brother, and this is a fate that you can't choose. ”
Sunshine looked at him speechlessly with an indifferent look, which was similar to the emotional look just now, she really didn't know why he changed like this, so she could only say in a daze: "I think, you need to be calm." ”
“…… Belch? Li Yunfeng looked at her with a little shock, looking at her serious appearance, and suddenly felt that he couldn't cry or laugh.
"You......" he pointed at her in hatred, "you're a—"
"Hob meat." Sunshine shrugged his shoulders and said with a wry smile, "These three words also apply to you." Anyway, you always have a way to make me compromise, and no matter how angry I am with you, I will be the one who loses in the end. (To be continued......)