Since then, Bai Ruolin has often had nightmares. She often dreamed of the scene of that day, the poor man struggling in the water, looking at her with a very resentful gaze.

He was cursing, he was hating, he was struggling with endless pain.

Why couldn't she reach out? The man was so close to them that she could have saved the life of such a poor man if she had reached out.

Why didn't she do it?

"Some things are like that. Tsing Yi's voice echoed in Bai Ruolin's ears.

But she didn't understand.

"If you had understood, you wouldn't be here. Tsing Yi said again.

Tsing Yi's words were like a steel needle piercing Bai Ruolin's heart, making her feel pain, but she didn't know where the pain came from.

When she woke up in the morning, Bai Ruolin's forehead was often covered in cold sweat. She had repeated the dream so many times that she was able to dream of it as soon as she fell asleep.

Even if she didn't want to.

Since then, Bai Ruolin has not seen anyone, she has rarely seen even Tsing Yi, and she has become more silent and does not speak to Bai Ruolin.

"Tsing Yi, why are you doing this?" Bai Ruolin grabbed Tsing Yi, she asked, but she didn't know if she could get an answer.

Tsing Yi stopped, she turned her head to look at Bai Ruolin, but there was no joy or sorrow in her voice.

"It's because you don't understand, so we've spent too much time 'wasting'. Tsing Yi replied.

She seemed to be displeased, unlike her and him, Tsing Yi also had some human emotions on her body, which made Bai Ruolin feel at ease and made her feel real.

Tsing Yi was the only one who made her feel the reality of the island.

"What the hell don't I understand?" Bai Ruolin became more and more incomprehensible.

"Because you don't understand, so I'm telling you, you don't understand either. Tsing Yi replied.

What she said was right, if Bai Ruolin didn't understand something, even if someone told her, she still wouldn't understand.

Bai Ruolin suddenly thought of her, whether she was also in such an environment and let her figure it out by herself, but it was not easy to say.

Human beings are blind, they can't recognize the world they don't understand, maybe that's the gap.

"You don't understand what God is. Tsing Yi said.

Tsing Yi's tone softened, and she stood firm and said.

You don't understand what God means to the world. She tried her best to make you understand, but you didn't. Think about that person, and maybe you'll understand. After Tsing Yi finished speaking, he left.

The "person" mentioned by Tsing Yi is worth the person who drowned in the water that Bai Ruolin saw.

To be honest, Bai Ruolin had too much dissatisfaction in her heart, and she didn't understand why what she thought in her heart was a god who would benefit all living beings in the world, but she could watch the person in front of her die with a blank face, but she did nothing.

They could have helped, and that person could have been saved.

"But we don't have to. Tsing Yi said again.

The words she said repeatedly were not that she couldn't, couldn't, didn't want to, but didn't have to.

As if it were superfluous.

When Bai Ruolin was about to say something, a person appeared at the 'door'. This person is none other than Bai Ruolin who has not seen her for a long time, her.

She was still dressed in black, and her whole weak body was enveloped by the wide clothes. From the position of the 'door', she stood against the light, looking extraordinarily holy.

"Let's go. She said.

Her voice is thin, and the end note always makes people feel that she lacks strength, and she dies halfway. But this sentence still reached Bai Ruolin's ears steadily.

Bai Ruolin almost thought that she hadn't heard what she said clearly, so she asked, "You...... Say what?"

But she didn't answer, just stood there quietly, as if it didn't exist anymore.

An answer appeared in Bai Ruolin's mind.

She didn't need to answer.

So Bai Ruolin nodded, and was about to obey.

She had nothing to take with her, so she came here alone and left alone.

It's just that Bai Ruolin still didn't give up, she asked, "Why?"

It was not the 'girl' who answered her, but Tsing Yi.

There seemed to be a sigh in Tsing Yi's voice, and she said, "Because we have spent too much time on you. ”

Bai Ruolin didn't speak, and she left like this.

On the way out, there was no one to see her off. Only Tsing Yi gave her a small boat to cross the lotus lake.

However, this small ship could not cross the huge sea 'waves'.

Before dusk, Bai Ruolin returned.

She sailed away, but swam back wet. Before the boat left the lotus lake, it died in the lotus lake, so Bai Ruolin was pitiful and climbed onto the shore of Agarwood Island.

When Bai Ruolin returned to the shore, Tsing Yi was already waiting for her.

Tsing Yi seemed to have known that Bai Ruolin would come back at this time, she had already prepared another boat for Tsing Yi, and then said, "You can go." ”

But soon, Bai Ruolin came back wet again.

After repeating this too many times, Bai Ruolin finally climbed onto the shore, she looked at Tsing Yi standing in front of her, and said, "I think, I can see her." ”

At this moment, Bai Ruolin's whole body was covered with wet water, and her face was pale and colorless. Her breathing was heavy and her strength was drained.

And there was a glint in her eyes.

"Oh, really?" Tsing Yi smiled slightly, the corners of her 'lips' slightly raised, but she couldn't tell whether it was questioning or joy.

So Bai Ruolin nodded, and she said, "Yes, I'm sure I can see her." ”

"What do you understand?" a weak voice rang out.

Following the voice, Bai Ruolin's gaze fell behind Tsing Yi.

Behind Tsing Yi, not too far from the pier, there is a low two-story wooden building. On the veranda on the second floor, she stood there dressed in black, facing the sea breeze.

The faint sea breeze blew the corners of her clothes, but it never 'exposed' her body.

"I was in the water, I cursed you, I hated you, but I can still stand here because I believe in my heart that God will bless me. Bai Ruolin said.

"I don't know if you feel my feelings, but I know at the moment that it is not you or God who really needs faith. It's us. ”

Bai Ruolin's voice fluttered, and it was quickly swallowed into the sea breeze.

"Maybe you're right. She said. "Come in and change your clothes. ”

God does not need faith to become God, but human beings exist because of faith.

So they don't care about all the swearing and complaining, it's the human beings who need it.

After learning about the world of God, Bai Ruolin finally got the opportunity to really meet her.