350 I am afraid that he will drive me away

[350 I'm afraid he will drive me away]

Xiaoyu didn't know what was wrong with her, she really wanted to continue to be presumptuous and willful and cry loudly, because she was very sad......

But subconsciously, slowly, unconsciously, she stopped, because, she felt, Jane was watching, staring at herself. It was as if under her sister's gaze, she shouldn't have been so ignorant, so willful and affectionate, so she stopped sobbing, quickly calmed down, and looked up to Jane and said sorry.

"Crying, for human beings, is just an expression of affection", Jane touched her head with her hand, her voice was gentle and kind, "When a kind of affection occupies her heart and sadness is incomprehensible, it is a means of release, Xiaoyu, if you want to cry, just keep crying, don't bear it." ”

Jane didn't blame anything, but Xiaoyu felt self-blame in her heart, she shook her head and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry, Jane, it's okay, it's my fault, it's my cranky thinking for a while......"

"No matter what you do, if you want to achieve your goal, you will pay the corresponding price", Jian Yi sighed, "Just like the decision you made to sΓΉ in the first place, when I left to help you, you should have expected the current situation, isn't it?" You've always been strong, but this time, what's wrong? I'm still ...... It's the first time I've seen you like this......"

"I ......" Xiao Yu wanted to speak and stopped, thought about it, and finally shook his head, and replied with a wry smile, "I think, the reason is because I used to be a black cat, and now I am Yan Xiaoyu. ”

"No, I have taken care of you these days, and I have secretly examined you, and your body and your QiΔ“ are the same as before, nothing has changed, and they are still more than many times beyond the norm. It's your heart that changes," Jane corrected, "you didn't understand before, so you don't need to care about yourself or your enemies. But now, you've learned to love, so you've learned to hurt. ”

Yan Xiaoyu didn't answer, but she agreed with her words in her heart.

"Are you feeling better?" Jane asked, raising her hand to wipe the tears from her face, "Are you still feeling uncomfortable?" Is there anything I can do for you...... Or ...... I managed to get out, is that the best outcome? ”

In a word, Jane is always smart.

Xiao Yu sat up, wiped her tears, shook her head, grabbed her hand and said, "I'm blaming myself, it has nothing to do with you, Jane." ”

"Okay, I know why you're sad", Jane sighed and said, "These days, for the matter of the chip in Nangong Tou's mind, the two of us have indeed been in close contact, but between me and Nangong Tou, there will definitely be nothing, you can rest assured of this." Moreover, since I have appeared in front of him all these years without being found by him, now, it is easier for me to hide Nangong Tou, who has lost the memory between me and me. Now that you're in the period of recovery, don't think about it, it's not good for your body, you know? ”

Jane spoke bitterly, and the words she said were in her heart, and Xiaoyu nodded and said yes.

"In fact, these days, Nangong Tou's care and love for you, I see it everywhere, every time I come back from mountaineering, because I want to bring the first information to me and Young Master Tang for research, so I go directly to my or Young Master Tang's room, although the main focus of this visit to Mont Blanc is the memory chip, but after Nangong Tou gave me the information, the first thing to care about and inquire about is always you." Jian stated, persuaded to a certain extent, "In addition to bringing information, one of the important reasons why he didn't go back to the room was that he was afraid of disturbing you, after all, most of the time he came back was late at night, and when he returned from the snow-capped mountains, most of them were covered with a cold chill, and you were still in a very important period of recuperation, and this kind of cold hurt you too much, he was in a hurry, and he always went back and forth, so that of course, it also disturbed your rest, and most of what he did was still in consideration of you." ”

Xiao Yu did not doubt her words, but said softly, "I don't doubt you, and I won't question the stone's feelings for me from beginning to end, but I'm afraid of ......."

Her voice became unconfident, "I'm afraid...... I can't be as good as you...... I don't deserve to be by his side at all, I'm afraid that one day, he will suddenly remember it...... He is such a clean and clean person, and he will definitely not allow an imposter like me to stay around, I am afraid...... He drove me away...... I'm more afraid...... Because of the recent time associated with black terrorism...... He's ...... now. began to suspect me......"

"Fool! There is no memory, there is no past, the buried identity, the same face, the person Nangong loves now is you, how can he doubt you? ”

"If I don't suspect it, why is there a monitor in my room when I'm unconscious?" Xiaoyu finally said the hesitation that he had buried alone in his heart these days, "Is this the method that you will use to treat your closest lover?" ”

Jian Yan smiled back, smiled kindly, and showed a row of teeth, "At that time, I sued you that you had surveillance, just to remind you that you should pay attention to your words and not reveal doubts about the identities of the two of us...... It's also my carelessness and negligence, forgetting to tell you, this monitoring setting, is Dr. An, Young Master Tang, we unanimously discussed TongguΓ², and also approved by Nangong Tho, because you need a semi-isolated environment, it is impossible for us to stay by your side all the time, so the installation of monitoring, can always pay attention to and treat your condition...... During this period, even if Nangong Tou goes to the mountain to investigate, he will definitely bring a micro display on his body, and always care and pay attention to you. Otherwise, why is it that the surveillance is removed after you can get out of bed and move around in a wheelchair at will? ”

Jane's words made Xiao Yu look stunned.

After thinking about it carefully, I realized how hateful I was, because of my cowardly and timid careful thinking, worried about grievances, and scared for so long, just now, even with tears, crying loudly in the whole villa without scruples, like a baby......

Suddenly, she felt that she was very stupid, and she was also full of embarrassment for her behavior, her face flushed slightly, and her heart was filled with guilt and apology for Nangong Tou.

Deceiving, disguising, and pretending to be by his side was enough to make her ashamed for several years, and now, she even added a layer of suspicion that she didn't trust him?

Miss Yan...... You're really, stupid, stupid, and so bad.

Xiao Yu's heart was slightly dark, hooked his head, deeply blamed himself, and after blaming himself, as if he remembered something, he looked up at Jian and asked, "You said last night...... There has been a breakthrough in research...... What is it? Nangong Tho ...... Hopeful...... Do you remember the past? ”

When Jian heard this, he suddenly laughed-

Some of them mean something.

Somewhat unfathomable.