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Next, Princess Changle kept blushing and gritting her teeth without saying a word, but fortunately he didn't vomit on the spot like the previous prison guards, and he didn't run back to the tent halfway. It's just that he has been standing in the outpost above, and in the end Jia Jiu carried him back.
As soon as Princess Changle returned to the tent, she vomited, holding the basin and vomiting in the dark.
On the contrary, it was Jia Jiu, holding or Tianhalberd and not looking at him at all.
It wasn't until she vomited all the objects in her stomach, until she was dizzy, and until she was bitter in her mouth, that Princess Changle was in the mood to complain about Jia Jiu: "Little things without conscience, ignore me." "Princess Changle has already understood, this kind of thing, Jia Jiu will not pay attention to him, and he can only rely on himself. But knowing this, Princess Changle still couldn't help but speak.
After experiencing such a terrible thing, Princess Changle's temperament has undergone some subtle changes. Especially at this time, in this military camp, surrounded by men, it made him more dependent on Jia Jiu.
Jia Jiu shrugged his shoulders and said, "I said it a long time ago, don't look for me for this kind of thing." Anyway, once raw and twice cooked, you will always get used to it. In addition, you have to clean up the contents of the pot yourself, otherwise you will have to live in this pickled taste. ”
Princess Changle said: "This palace remembers that this is a tent for the two of us. ”
Jia Jiu shrugged and said, "It's okay, I don't care." Anyway, I can't smell the pickled smell when I breathe outside and turn to breathe inside, but the smell is contaminated on my body, and it will be gone when I come back from the battlefield. ”
"You!" Princess Changle was so angry that she gritted her teeth, but she couldn't help Jia Jiu. Listen to what Jia Jiu said. I felt more and more that the smell in the basin in front of me was unpleasant.
He rinsed his mouth with a bitter face, brought the basin outside, and handed it over to the guards outside to deal with, and then came over and pulled Jia Jiu's cheeks: "You little devil." With such a temper, who will be able to stand you in the future! ”
Jia Jiu looked at Princess Changle who was sitting next to him, and said, "The moon is so good today, but it makes me a little drowsy." My next words are all dreams, and the princess has heard it, but don't take it seriously. ”
"Say it. Hongu should listen to the joke. ”
Jia Jiu said: "As a person, the freedom you can enjoy is limited. As a woman, there are more constraints on your body. I often ask myself, will I be able to accept myself as subordinate in the future? I've been working on it to this day. Just to get married and have children, do you pin the happiness of your life on others? ”
Jia Jiu asked himself this question for two lifetimes, but he never found the answer.
Princess Changle listened. Said sullenly: "Yes." Hongu is a princess. What if she is the father's most favored daughter. Isn't it still an object? ”
Jia Jiu said: "You are a princess after all." When I think about the future draft, I am furious when I think that I will be picked and picked like a cabbage. If you are selected, whether you enter the palace or are assigned to marry, with our family's family background and family style, it can't be said that it is the rhythm of competing for men with other women. The eldest wife of the main house doesn't have to think about it at all. Thinking about those days, I have the urge to ruin it. If you put off the sign and discuss relatives at home, things will be even more troublesome. People who are in the right household or have a slightly higher status will definitely not look down on me. Who let our family have a bunch of superb relatives, or the kind that can't be shaken off. Those people. is willing to compromise, but I'm afraid that there is something selfish. identity than mine. The ability is a little worse, maybe on the one hand, through the light of me and our family, on the other hand, I feel that our family is too arrogant for him to hold his head up. I don't think I'm so lucky to meet a good man. ”
When Princess Changle heard this, she lowered her head and remained silent, and said for a long time: "That's not it." Aunt Jiashan is such a good person, but she still encounters such a result. Now, I don't have that thought. ”
Scumbag to. This seems to be a proposition that will never be indispensable between men and women. In another world, women who allow women to be independent, or even overly dependent on men, and do things that are unacceptable to others without regard for their dignity, will be contemptuously called. But the world here does not allow women to be independent.
In this world, if a woman asks for independence and does not depend on men, it is a great rebellion and cannot be accepted by the world.
But the problem is that there are still many scumbags in this world.
is like Jia Baoyu, the male protagonist in the world of Red Mansions, a man who does not want to make progress in his career in society, has no responsibility for his family, and gives up on life, has a sister and forgets his sister, looks at his sister and forgets his sister, which fully meets the definition of a scumbag. It can even be said that the whole book of the original book is about how this guy changed from a junior scum to an intermediate scum and how to become a senior scum (although it was not written in the end, but it was predicted in the book from the beginning).
Jia Baoyu, who is known as Puyu, is still like this, not to mention the other men in the book.
In another world, good men are as rare as sand and gold grains on the beach, this is the ancient era, when men abandoned women and played with women, to be honest, Jia Jiu really didn't have the courage to face such a sad world.
In another world, meeting a good man is as difficult as buying a lottery ticket. In this world......
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Jia Jiu said, it's better to wash and sleep.
Women are not qualified to choose, only patience and acceptance.
Compared with Jia Jiulai, Princess Changle didn't have a very clear understanding, but now, his dreams of marriage and family are completely shattered.
For a moment, all that was left of the tent was the sound of breathing.
After a while, I heard the sound outside, and it turned out to be Shang Qingyi who came over accompanied by Jia Lian.
Jia Lian is the chief bookkeeper in the army, and he has been trained in the past few days, and now he is able to work independently. Lao Yu can be regarded as freed from the temporary main book, and only gives Jia Lian a hand when things are busy, and more often, he hands things over to Jia Lian.
As soon as Jia Jiu saw Shang Qingyi, he said, "Your business is over?" ”
Shang Qingyi smiled and said, "I have already handed over the Zhao clan to the caravan, and someone will send him to a nearby town." ”
Jia Jiu nodded, indicating that he understood, and said, "You told me last time, I'm afraid that the entire border will not be safe in the future." Juntun Mintun and those villages and towns were inevitably looted by the Di people. Are you sure that woman will be able to give birth safely? To be able to raise that child in peace. ”
Children are not sensible, and they only know how to cry when they have nothing to do. It was a peaceful year, but if it was a time of war, their cries would only expose the hiding place of their parents and family members and bring disaster to adults. Therefore, the period of war is also the period when the infant mortality rate is highest. Some died of disease, some died of improper care, and some were killed like sugar gourds, but the saddest thing was that they were killed by their fathers, mothers, and family members.
Not to mention the poor mothers who are reluctant to have their children and can only choose to die with their children in the end.
What Jia Jiu said is not untargeted.
Shang Qingyi was about to answer, but he heard Princess Changle say, "What's the matter, is the border unstable?" ”
Jia Jiu and Shang Qingyi glanced at each other, winked at each other, and then said, "I think the princess has also heard about the arrears of military salaries in the imperial court. ”
Princess Changle nodded, frowned slightly, and said, "When I was in the palace, this palace would hear about such a thing every year. What, what's wrong? ”
Jia Jiu said: "So do you know how many years this kind of thing has been going on? At today's border passes, the soldiers can't even get together their spears, so they can only use bamboo poles instead, not to mention scimitars and bows. Before, An Yuanwei used his head and military exploits to tempt businessmen to send some spear heads and ash rods over, so it looked okay. But not anywhere else. Can you imagine, princess? The Di people galloped across the grassland on horseback and wielding scimitars, while my soldiers could only be bare-handed or even barefoot! There is nothing but low earthen cities and scattered camps. Is this called war? This is not a war, it is a death. Some people in the court, what they did was to let the Di people slaughter my soldiers of Daqi. ”
As he spoke, Jia Jiu took out something and said, "Do you know what this is?" This is called dried meat, which is one of the rations of the Di people for winter. Do you know what he's made of? ”
Princess Changle was shocked, lowered her head to look at the piece of meat that was shining under the lamp and candle, and only raised her head after a long time: "This, is it human flesh?" ”
"That's right. It's human flesh. And it's also a dried meat made from my Daqi soldiers. ”
Even though she had made psychological preparations, Princess Changle was still shocked by Yan zhòng.
He almost fell into his position for a long time before he said, "You, what do you want to do?" What will become of Daqi? ”
Jia Jiu said: "It's not what I want to do, but what kind of choice the generals made in the end." Because of the stupidity of some people, Daqi has shed too much blood. ”
"Is it?" Princess Changle stood up all of a sudden and said, "Do you want to perish in Daqi?" ”
Jia Jiu said: "Great Qi will not perish. It's just that the whole north will be in flames. For many years, soldiers have died on the battlefield one after another, and how many families have been ruined and even cut off incense! But what did so many lives get in exchange? It's not enough for some people's cold eyes. ”
Princess Changle said: "But in that case, the imperial power will be weakened. The Maison's strength will be further strengthened......"
Jia Jiu said: "So what? It's better than letting your son die in such an unbelievable way. Your Royal Highness the Princess, ask yourself, who insisted on opposing the matter of harmony, and who remained silent? Who insisted on making peace, and who pressured your opponent to send you to the grassland? ”
Princess Changle finally couldn't support his legs anymore and fell to the ground weakly. (To be continued......)