Saying this, Chenxi's eyes were also full of determination, and hearing her say this, He Yuan's mind was entangled with the word "overtime" for a while, and then he suddenly reacted, and scratched his head a little embarrassed and said:

"Well, I didn't mean that, you misunderstood me, but I really want to have you with me at night...... I'm working overtime, cough, but in fact, I haven't done a lot of work lately, I've already done it, I don't believe you can check it, it's all on my desk, cough hmm. ”

I almost confided in my heart at once, but fortunately, I reacted quickly enough to bring the conversation back in time, and for the meaning of He Yuan's original words, Chenxi didn't seem to hear it at all, and then I saw that she really walked to He Yuan's table, and after a simple check, she patted the work that had been handled haphazardly and said:

"Well, it's okay, it's okay to do it, don't bother me if it's okay, I still have something to do!"

He was speechless for a while, but because the embarrassment just now had not completely recovered, he had to shrug his shoulders helplessly, and then sat back in his seat with some unhappiness......

Until he got off work in the afternoon, because He Yuan really didn't want Chenxi to be too tired, he casually found an excuse to 'force' Chenxi to get off work in advance.

Walking on the road alone, when walking past the roadside stalls, Mu Chenxi bought some vegetables and meat on a whim. However, when she carried these heavy things home, her mood began to feel uncomfortable again.

"If Zichen is around, he must be rushing to get something for me now, if Zichen is around, then he must handle these ingredients when he gets home, and I just need to wait to eat, if Zichen is around......

The more she thought about it in her heart, the more tears gathered in Chenxi's eyes, but in fact, she was used to this kind of heartache. Because in the previous two days or so. She's always been heartbroken like this.

Returning home in a daze, although she has always lived alone, but now every time she walks into the house, she suddenly feels something. It seems that my room is a little too empty. And look at the kitchen that was like a 'nightmare' for her. It was as if she was hallucinating again.

"I'm going to cook, what about you...... Just sit on the couch and watch TV for a while, and give me half an hour. Then we can have a nice meal! ”

"The dishes are all on the table! Don't sit there stupidly, grab your chopsticks and eat, be careful that it won't taste so good if it gets cold for a while, come on, try the stew I made! ”

The scenes that were once with Shang Zichen are now replayed in front of him like a movie, but when his saliva dripped onto the floor and made a muffled sound, Chenxi was helpless to find that there was only himself in the room now, and the dining table was still empty, and the large pile of ingredients that had been carried back by himself with great effort were now just staring at him, waiting for his 'verdict' on them.

“……”

Standing straight in the middle of the living room, although she seemed very motivated and positive in the company during the day, but now when she returned home, when she no longer needed to be strong in front of anyone, she finally couldn't control the pain in her heart, so she stood here and cried.

"Ah...... Hmm, ahaha! ”

Like a child, as if venting all the dissatisfaction and pain in her heart, Mu Chenxi cried in the room uncontrollably, and she no longer needed to worry about who would hear her cry, although she also hoped that the man she loved could suddenly appear by her side at this time and give her a comforting hug, but the reality was ...... She could only soothe her wounded soul by herself, and even after so many days, she still didn't know who caused her pain.

"Why are you so ruthless, why are you all unwilling to pay attention to me anymore, why!"

The more I think about it, the more uncomfortable it becomes, and for my loneliness in the past few days, just like before, there is no one who will comfort herself when she needs comfort the most, although the last time Chenxi took the initiative to make excuses for them, but this time she really didn't want to deceive herself anymore.

"Aha!"

While continuing to cry loudly, at the same time, Chenxi was also unwilling to control her feelings anymore, looking at the ingredients that were piled on the ground by herself, she kicked them all with her feet, and then vented her dissatisfaction with anything in her sight.

A few minutes later, however, when she saw the devastated room, she burst out laughing out loud.

"Hahaha, ahahaha! I really owe it! I broke and threw so many things away, but in the end, I still had to clean up slowly, hahaha, hmm......"

It took nearly an hour to laugh and cry constantly, and when the room was finally cleaned up again, and the garbage and broken things were piled up outside the door, Dawn's tears never stopped.

Heartache is accompanied by heartbreak, but at the same time, she knows very well that she is not willing to give up so lightly, although she is a little at a loss for Shang Zichen's neglect, but she is still very sure that she really loves this man very much.

The kitchen, the living room, the bedroom, the balcony, all the morning light will go to the place, the air seems to be filled with that resentful atmosphere, and those water stains on the floor, even she doesn't know now, whether it is the water stains that accidentally fall, or the tears that she doesn't know when she fell there.

Turning all the windows that could be opened, except for the whole room door being closed, Dawn was very eager for oxygen, perhaps because she had been crying for too long, or because her mood was too depressed, she suddenly felt as if she was a little out of breath, as if she had not only lost love, but had even begun to lose her life.

"Whew...... Call! Panting heavily, something seemed to be blocking her throat, but even though Chenxi was already yelling and coughing loudly, it seemed that the thing was still reluctant to come out, and in desperation, she had no choice but to turn herself to the balcony, although it was indeed dangerous to poke her entire upper body out of the edge of the balcony, but looking at the open space and lawn below, she finally felt that she had regained some vitality.

There's a lot of people out there. ’

Looking at the people walking around in the community downstairs, whether they see the elderly or children, whether they see couples or mothers and children, Chenxi's heart will unconsciously care about lewdness.

'If you can really have a happy future with Zichen, don't ...... Whether we are happy or not, as long as we can have a future, then if it is really possible, is it that we will quarrel occasionally and start a cold war with no one caring about each other, but at night we hug each other tightly together, just because no matter what the reason, we will always love each other......

"Isn't it possible for us to be like them, every day when we get home from work, we will always be tired of being together, eating together, laughing together, and sweetly ...... together?"

"Will I be able to be like that mother in the future, holding my child's little hand, pulling him or she is hobbling downstairs in the community to learn to walk, and then every day with Zichen, laughing and rejoicing for our children's happy faces......

"Wouldn't we be like them, in the twilight of our years, holding each other, pointing to the flowers and trees on the side of the road, and walking slowly......

One by one, she thought about it in her heart, and at the same time, her eyes kept looking back and forth between those who were not herself and Shang Zichen, although she knew that these were just her own dreams, but she still hoped very much that she could really be as happy and happy as them.

The more she thought about it, the more she felt expectant, the more she wanted to be them, and when she was thinking about it so unconsciously, she didn't notice at all, her feet and hands seemed to be using their strength, trying to poke out of the balcony, and when she suddenly realized that her body seemed to be about to start falling, suddenly a voice appeared in her ears.

"Xiaoxi! Dangerous! ”

"Ahh ......"Although she obviously felt that the voice was in her ears, but when Chenxi was suddenly awakened by this sound, and immediately grabbed the inner eaves of the balcony with her hand and stabilized her body, after looking around, she was puzzled to find that the voice seemed to be far away from her.

Panting with palpitations, it took more than a minute for her beating heart to finally calm down slightly, but for the cry just now that pulled her back from the arms of death, Chenxi suddenly felt as if she was very familiar, but she couldn't think of who it was at all.

"Whew, isn't it another delusion, haven't I been a little mentally abnormal lately?"

Saying so softly, her hand patted her chest gently, and after glancing at the people downstairs again, she slowly walked back to the bedroom, glad that she had not become their after-dinner conversation, or the culprit that affected their appetite for breakfast the next day. (To be continued......)