Chapter 516: I can think of me
Mrs. Jing warned Feng Quji and said that I would let the Feng Mansion have an accident, and if something really happened to the Feng Mansion, then Mrs. Jing would definitely not let go of this hard-won excuse.
Jiaotu thought about it carefully, sighed and nodded.
"It's the slave woman who didn't think it through, and we can't go wrong here."
She complained for a while, and soon adjusted herself to show a mysterious smile, and said: "The slave woman wants to be able to talk to Madame you more, but she has hidden your important matter, knowing that you are anxious, but she also begs Madame to be considerate of the slave woman, otherwise where can the slave woman get your heart to say these words, Madame?"
Well, if you doubt the slave woman, you should be forgiving the slave woman. Oh, this is a secret letter from the emperor when the husband received the emperor's recital, and the emperor instructed him to give your wife, please read it quickly. ”
The word that suddenly came to my ears made me get used to it for a while.
"Your Majesty?" I was dumbfounded.
Jiao Tu smiled ambiguously and said freely: "It's the emperor, you can take your time, the slave doesn't dare to disturb." ”
I looked at Jiaotu's figure quickly moving away, and she looked back and laughed several times, but I still had a sense of unreal hallucination.
Ying Zheng has not heard from me for half a year, and after the parade, only the few cold handwriting that gave Feng Quji's receipt are about me, and I thought he didn't remember me anymore - although I don't want to admit it, but I often think so, but why did he suddenly write to me at this time?
If you reprimand me, then I have been living in peace, or is it that Mrs. Jing has complained too much, and he suddenly can't stand it anymore and sent me a letter?
Anyway, write to me. That means he hasn't forgotten me, at least in his heart, for a moment, there is still me.
Joy, but also uneasy. I can't comfort myself that Yingzheng's letter is a good thing, because I can't think of any good thing that I can bring to me with Yingzheng at this time.
At last I had the courage to put my eyes on the letter from the place where the pepper had disappeared, and I was eager to open it, but in the end I did not act.
"Madam, why don't we go to the dormitory?" She knew I was scared, and she felt that the enclosed space gave me a sense of security.
An enclosed space doesn't give me security. However, I had an excuse to delay by taking advantage of Luo Onion's remarks, so I silently did so.
Ying Zheng's letter was wrapped in a tightly stitched sheepskin, and the inside could not be seen. I had to take it apart to see it, so I had no choice but to pick open the sutures with a knife.
No matter whether I was afraid or expectant, Yingzheng's letter was still presented in front of my eyes. I didn't think about it. He wrote only three words, three short words:
Can you think of me?
He asked me if I wanted him???!!!
I burst into tears in an instant, and I could no longer suppress the grief and grievances in my heart, so I cried when I held the letter in my heart.
How could I not miss him, this man I love so much and miss him all the time!
"Shallot, quick. Find out all the letters I have written, and I will give them all to those who deserve to see them. "I instruct Luo Liang urgently.
"Whoa."
From the very beginning, Luo Cong felt that my mind should be seen by Yingzheng. It's just that I didn't dare to do it, and now when she heard my impulsive order, she didn't slack off at all, and reacted almost to the limit to take the letter.
Help me pack it together, Luo Cong excitedly urged me to order it to be sent to Feng Quji, I had the heart to agree, but suddenly sat down eagerly.
"Hurry up and get pen and ink, I want to inform him of the news that Chang Man will sit up today."
In just three words, my world has completely subverted the dull tone, and then Luo Cong told me that I was suddenly excited like a child with a great wish, and she was also happy to see it.
Finally "enlightened", I eagerly let Luo Cong take care of her, and she made a fuss from me until I rearranged what I thought was the perfect piece of qiē and delivered it to Jiaotu's hands.
"Madam, if the emperor sees these letters from you, he must be moved to rekindle his love for Madame—no, the love that has been burning more and more intensely." She laughed playfully at me.
Although I have always fantasized that I can get all of Yingzheng's love, I don't say that it is a prayer to come true, but even if I say it now, I think it is impossible.
"I don't dare to expect him to love me passionately all the time, I, as long as he can occasionally miss me and always have a little love for me, it's enough, but I'm afraid that this wish is destined to come to naught." I smiled silently.
Now I can still read my condition when I play this kind of Yingzheng, and I am thankful!
It's not that I'm pessimistic, it's really that Yingzheng's mind is hegemonic, and he has very little heart for his children's affection, and I'm able to share how much of this little affection - I really have to be pessimistic.
"Madame, don't be arrogant, according to the slave maid, the emperor's whole heart is on you, it's just that both of you have strong personalities and haven't understood it yet."
Luo Onion spoke as if she understood better than I did.
It's useless to argue with Luo Onion, I glanced at her who was too confident in me, and her stirred mind faded slightly, and suddenly thought of the most important question - can I live until the day when Yingzheng returns?
"If Mrs. Jing knows that the emperor has sent me a letter, she will inevitably be tense again and cause trouble again, you should pay attention to the hidden dangers inside and outside this courtyard."
Although Feng Quji and I have been cautious for half a year, Mrs. Jing has not been able to lure me out of the attack on others, and find a reason enough to kill me, but she has never given up, if she knew that Ying Zheng was worried about me at this time, then she would not be nervous, and she would have taken my head with a sharp force.
"Slaves will be careful." She solemnly agreed.
Ying Zheng's letter opened my heart, and also made Feng Quji and his wife see a little lighthearted hope, but Feng Quji and I were concerned, and he was more wary of Mrs. Jing's movements.
I thought that Ying Zheng would reply to me after receiving my letter, but no matter how much I tried to make excuses, he didn't give me any more characters, which made my original fanaticism slowly decrease, and there was a tendency to reach the freezing point.
"Madam," Yu Huai said after asking for a pulse, "The slave asks for permission to go out of the house to meet his relatives when the day comes." ”
Yu Huai rarely goes out, and in the past six months, he has gone out to contact Su Ji, and every time he comes back to report some secret reports about me and Mrs. Jing that Su Ji has inquired about in the palace, I feel grateful and warm in my heart for Su Ji who spontaneously helped me in distress, and Yu Huai, who risked his life to run for me with Su Ji's intelligence.
At this time, he didn't say the reason and asked to go out, probably because Su Ji had hinted that he wanted to see him.
"The emperor is not in Xianyang, it is inevitable that there will be some disturbances outside the house, you go and come back quickly, don't be greedy for the scenery."
I didn't want Yu Huai and Su Ji to be in danger, but I had no choice, and obviously, I didn't succeed in stopping them several times.
"Whoa!"
Yu Huai's move out of the mansion brought more tense security problems to Luo Cong, she was worried that Yu Huai would be targeted, so she divided several shrewd people to follow Yu Huai's side, and she was worried that someone walking outside the mansion in my courtyard would attract the attention and changes of Mrs. Jing and others, so she cautiously planted a secret whistle inside and outside the entire courtyard.
"Chang Man is asleep?" I looked at Luo Onion, who was finally idle, and asked.
"Grandma is coaxing, it is estimated that it is because of the hot weather, and the princess is a little sleepless." She said.
I smiled and explained the easy reason for Luo Onion's worries.
"Maybe it's because her physique is getting tougher and tougher, and she can't stop being excited, and she always wants to move in her dreams, so don't ask Grandma too much about her condition."
Luo Onion's casual question may cause Grandma Zhì to be very frightened, so for some of the problems that Luo Onion inevitably encountered in his growth, I still feel that everyone has downplayed it and looked at it easily.
Luo Onion also knew this was the case, so she nodded in agreement with me.
I didn't wash and rest on time, I took the bamboo book and looked at it, and waited until Yu Huai's return.
Yu Huai heard that I hadn't fallen asleep yet, and knew that I was anxious, so he no longer cared about the late night etiquette when he was in the palace, and walked straight to ask for a report.
"I heard that Lord Li didn't know any information from Linlang's mouth that could set off a bloody storm, so he had no choice but to give up, the emperor is now on the way home, in order to prevent the emperor from seeing everyone and disappearing, he will no longer use heavy punishment on Linlang."
Regarding the potential danger points on Linlang's body, Su Ji told Yu Huai like this.
Linlang's real master and I have a lot of secrets in Linlang's hands, if Li You learned from her that no matter what happened to the two of us, Mrs. Li would be able to provoke trouble and clear one or more obstacles, which is also the reason why Mrs. Jing took over when Mrs. Jing took into account Yingzheng's opinion when she delivered Linlang's etiquette to the dungeon, otherwise if it was unstoppable and Linlang was bothered to death by Mrs. Jing or my people in prison, how could he explain to Yingzheng?
For half a year, Li You did not obtain useful information, and his patience during this period must have been worn out little by little, and the methods he used must be very bearable.
"Linlang must have suffered a lot." I sighed.
How did that innocent-looking weak woman survive in the hands of the sophisticated and ruthless Li You? It is inevitable that she can't survive or die, but what kind of great faith gave her the strength to survive this catastrophe?
"If she hadn't betrayed Madame, she wouldn't have ended up in such a land." Luo Cong burst into tears when he heard this.
The tone of these words Luo Cong was distressed and regretful, she must have been reluctant to suffer so much to Linlang, who has always been valued, those tortures, I feel my heart tremble when I hear it, and it is really applied to Linlang's body, how Luo Cong is not sad. (To be continued......)