Chapter 58: Is This a Breakup?
Lin Xingchen, who slept soundly all night and got up early as usual, saw at a glance in the hotel's restaurant that Song Jia was dining with Shen Aojun. Under the eyes of the two of them, there seemed to be a feeling of being unspoken.
'Morning! Two senior sisters! ’
It seems that Xingchen is also a diligent person! You also get up so early? ’
As a college sister, Shen Aojun, after yesterday's contact, already knew that Lin Xingchen in private was actually very polite and had no arrogance. She also has a lot of respect for their seniors, and she naturally has a good impression of them!
'Senior sister, are you a compliment? I talked about it earlier, and the two senior sisters were earlier than me. Then should I reply, the two senior sisters are also diligent people? But then again, the early bird gets the worm! ’
accompanied the two senior sisters who graduated from the drama to gossip a few words, and Lin Xingchen, who was holding breakfast, finally dined with the crew members. By the way, I was also at the dinner table, explaining some things to these people.
As a member of the crew, the actors don't need to arrive too early for filming. The crew of the film crew must be on the set in advance to prepare. Therefore, in Lin Xingchen's view, the crew members are also very hard.
After breakfast, there was no booting ceremony. As the director, Liao Ming said a few words, and the crew officially entered the filming stage. This also means that the latent has officially entered the stage of boot shooting.
The life of filming is undoubtedly boring and repetitive. And Lin Xingchen, who is the producer and screenwriter, has also become the busiest person in the crew. Even many times, there is not even a chance to get rid of lovesickness at night.
Fortunately, the actors Lin Xingchen found are all powerful actors, and the overall progress of filming is smooth. This made Lin Xingchen also feel relieved, looking at the footage after shooting every day, he also felt very satisfied.
The days passed like this, and it was not long before a few gunshots rang out. Shen Aojun, who played 'Zuo Lan' and 'Ma Kui', and Ren Zhong announced in an alley that the two of them had officially finished their roles.
Looking at the two of them, who were obviously much thinner, Lin Xingchen also said gratefully: "Senior sister, senior, congratulations on the completion of the two scenes!" Next. Take a good rest for a while, it's been hard for both of you these days. ”
actors, many times it is neither morning nor late. Even if Lin Xingchen has prepared the logistics very properly, many things are unexpected when filming. And Ren Zhong worked very hard in this shooting.
Listening to Lin Xingchen's words, Shen Aojun also smiled and said: "Compared with filming in the wild, this kind of spy war drama is already easy. Our mission is complete, but you need to take care of your health! ”
During the filming period of the crew. Shen Aojun also understands what a workaholic is. If the actors of the crew work hard, Lin Xingchen, who wears many hats, it is called real hard work, staying on the set day and night.
Thank you for your concern, I'm young and my body is well fed. This time, I couldn't send the two of them away, and the crew still had something. Wait for the next time the crew is finished. I'm going to invite you over for a finale feast! ’
Considering that the crew is still filming, Lin Xingchen is not easy to invite. Finally. The crew entered the normal filming process. Suddenly relaxed, Lin Xingchen was also afraid of affecting the state of shooting.
Therefore, let Lu Xiaojun be the representative, invite the two to have a meal, and arrange a vehicle to send the two to the airport to leave. When someone leaves, someone comes. But Lin Xingchen has been waiting for someone. It never seemed to come.
During this time, Lin Xingchen did not forget to contact Zhao Siji, who was far away in the pearl. But what surprised him a little was that he had been in Hengdian for almost two months, but Zhao Siji had never come to Hengdian to visit the class.
Even when he called, Zhao Siji said that he was busy preparing for his graduation thesis. But in Lin Xingchen's opinion. Does it take so much time to spend your graduation thesis in the acting department?
Career is successful, love withers, is this really the case?
Regarding this matter, Jiang Shuying, who was far away in the pearl, also didn't understand. To her surprise, she sometimes tried to ask Zhao Siji why. This sister, who knew everything before, was not willing to say the reason this time.
Just when the lurking was about to come to an end, he received a call from Jiang Shuying, and Lin Xingchen also took the time to return to Mingzhu. Seeing Zhao Siji, who was packing his luggage in the apartment, this made him somewhat incomprehensible.
'Siji, don't you want to talk to me even if you leave?' ’
Facing Lin Xingchen's inquiry, Zhao Siji seemed to be a little guilty and said, "Xingchen, I just think it's better for us to be separated for a while." And I have to go back to my hometown early to prepare a passport. ”
'Does this count as a breakup?' ’
Lin Xingchen, who was ashamed in his heart, also understood that he was not qualified to question Zhao Siji anything. In this love, Zhao Siji has paid a lot. In the same way, Lin Xingchen's contribution is the same.
Looking at Lin Xingchen, who was a little pale, and Zhao Siji, who had packed his luggage, suddenly his eyes were a little red and said, "Xingchen, I don't want to say these two words, give me a little time, okay?" ”
'Why?' Can you tell me why? ’
Lin Xingchen, who wanted to know the reason very much, could only helplessly put forward the confusion in his heart in the end. He didn't understand why Zhao Siji's change was so big. He asked himself that during the period in Mingzhu, he had already taken good care of Zhao Siji.
Regarding Lin Xingchen's tangled and painful eyes, Zhao Siji, who also had tears in his eyes, could only say: "Xingchen, everyone has a secret. Since you have chosen to keep it secret, let's keep it secret! If the secret is spoken, then it is not called a secret.
I believe that you love me, and I believe that I love you. It's just that something is wrong with our love and it takes time to adjust. And there are some things that I can't do, and I really don't know how to face them, so I can only choose to escape.
Don't ask me why, just like when we fell in love, sometimes there is no why. I'm doing it now, just thinking it's going to make us all a little bit better. You should find someone who is more suitable for you. ”
Saying these words like choking, Lin Xingchen, who was already weak-hearted, immediately understood that Zhao Siji was only afraid of knowing something. As the old saying goes, there are no impermeable walls. Even if it is covered up, it will finally be revealed when the world is revealed.
'You got it?' ’
Facing Lin Xingchen, whose voice suddenly became deeper, Zhao Siji shook his head and said, "I don't know anything, I just know that there is a problem between us." I have to go! Take care of yourself, maybe I'll be back when I figure it out.
I took the keys with me and hopefully I'll be able to come in the next time I come back. Don't work too hard, the way you are now, it really makes me feel very distressed. I wanted to leave with a smile, but eventually you came back. ”
With tears in his eyes but still smiling and saying this, Lin Xingchen didn't know how to keep it. He somewhat understood that there were some things that Zhao Siji just didn't want to break through, which would make both of them feel uncomfortable.
looked at Zhao Siji, who kissed herself and left with her luggage, and wanted to hold her Lin Xingchen, but found that she couldn't move. Feelings of weakness, guilt, or self-blame, or even some anger, all kinds of feelings come to my heart.
Walking in this room where the two of them left countless love shots, Lin Xingchen felt. This house, I'm afraid he won't come to live in the future. The reason is very simple, when he sees this qiē, he will feel uncomfortable in his heart.
Entering the bedroom of the two, Lin Xingchen saw a letter on it. Looking at the familiar handwriting on the envelope, Lin Xingchen knew that this letter was left for him. After tearing it carefully, he quickly understood a qiē.
Zhao Siji's attitude will change, and even say that it will become what it is now. As Lin Xingchen expected, she knew something. And the person who knows is Jiang Shuying, who gets along with her day and night.
Although nothing was said above, Zhao Siji mentioned in the letter that Jiang Shuying had a habit of talking in her dreams. Lin Xingchen knew that he was afraid that Jiang Shuying would say something for Zhao Siji to hear when he was dreaming.
With lovers on one side and girlfriends on the other, Zhao Siji really doesn't know what choice to make. Perhaps, as Zhao Siji said, even if she knows some things, she would rather not know them. The taste of knowing is worse than not knowing!
Looking at the letter paper with few words, Lin Xingchen didn't know how to explain. In fact, Lin Xingchen had already expected this kind of scene today. After all, Zhao Siji's character is difficult to tolerate the existence of some things.
When Lin Xingchen was in a daze in the house, Jiang Shuying called and said, "Xingchen, why didn't you hold Siji?" She's gone by plane now and will be coming with me to England soon, what's wrong with you? ”
Listening to Jiang Shuying's questioning tone on the phone, Lin Xingchen said very painfully: "Shuying, Si Ji is afraid that he knows about us." ”
'What? How is this possible? We've always gotten along well, huh? How could she possibly know? ’
She left me a letter that said that you have a habit of talking in your dreams. I'm afraid that you said something in your dreams, unconsciously, for her to hear. Besides, she's determined to go, what can I do? ’
Saying this, Lin Xingchen could also feel that Jiang Shuying on the other end of the phone was afraid that he would not feel good in his heart. Even when they get along, they are already very shy about mentioning Zhao Siji. But this does not mean that Zhao Siji does not exist.
Don't do bad things, don't be afraid of ghosts knocking on the door. The situation that the two have always been unwilling to face has finally appeared at this moment!
'Then what do you mean, has Siji been acting all this time? So why did she go to England with me? ’
Jiang Shuying, whose tone was a little trembling, also felt incredible. After all, during this time in Mingzhu, the two got along the same as before, and they didn't change much!
I don't know, maybe you didn't reveal much in your dreams. Si Ji doesn't want to say, what can we do? Okay, I don't want to do these things, and since she thinks it would be better to leave, let's give her a little time! ’
It's not that I don't keep it, but I don't know how to keep it. It's not that I don't cherish it, but I don't know what qualifications I have to cherish it. After all, he's a bad man! (To be continued......)