399: Heart-to-heart

Ji Hongye took off the sweaty and blood-stained clothes on Nalan Jinxiu's body, wiped her body clean with a warm cloth towel, and then put on clean and soft dirty clothes.

After this toss, she was clean again as usual, but her expression was paler. Ji Hongye gently put his hand on her hair, which was naturally sweaty, he wanted to wash her, but he felt that it would affect her rest, so he didn't move.

"Third master, go and rest for a while! The slave and maid come to guard the lady. ”

Mo Yan had just come back from the young master's side, and he was worried that the child was less than a month old, and he had been poisoned before, so his health would be bad. But I never thought that Dr. Sun had examined and said that everything was fine except that it was weaker than ordinary children. This made a few of them very happy. As slaves and maids, they naturally hope that their masters are good, and if their masters are good, they will be well.

"You have also been tossing for a long time, arranging for people to take turns guarding the children, and everyone else should go to rest. Ji Hongye's mood has just experienced ups and downs, and although he is tired at this time, he is not sleepy at all. Only by staying by her side can he be sure that she is indeed out of danger and still by his side.

Mo Yan wanted to say something more, and he also knew that the third master's temperament had always been the same, so he glanced at Ruyi. Ruyi shook her head at her, and the two of them went to the outer room one after the other.

"The situation of the third master just now is also quite dangerous, and he has so many official affairs, I am really afraid that the lady will not wake up, but will burn him out. Mo Yan's worries were not unreasonable, after all, the third master was like that just now, and they were all frightened.

"Madame has just given birth, and the situation is so dangerous, it is impossible for the third master to leave. Why don't you call a few mothers-in-law over and set up a simple bed next to the bed temporarily!"

"That's right, so that the third master can rest, and he doesn't have to worry about running into his wife. ”

After the two of them had discussed, they summoned their mother-in-law to go over and build a bed. Ji Hongye was afraid of making noise to Nalan Jinxiu, so he insisted on refusing. Mo Yan didn't dare to contradict him, Ruyi was much more bold because he had been following Nalan Jinxiu for a long time and was used to seeing the gentle appearance of the third master, and he said a lot of truths, but he actually moved people.

When Ji Hongye leaned on the makeshift couch, he was still thinking that Ah Jin was really bold, and even the maid she brought out was very backbone. When he thought of his little wife, his heart was sour, and he could only turn sideways and look at her quietly.

Her body was already weak after giving birth, and because of excessive blood loss, the whole person looked very pale. Doctor Sun instructed some precautions, including that the weather is cold now, and the lady can't catch a cold.

Usually there are earth dragons in the house, and the temperature is just right for him. Now that he has added a pot of charcoal, he will feel hotter, and he thinks about her in his heart, so he has not slept all night.

When Nalan Jinxiu woke up, she still felt sore, but what was even more uncomfortable was her throat, which was itchy and dry. She asked for water in a daze, and when she felt the cup come to her lips, she drank it all in one gulp from the man's hand.

Ji Hongye saw that she seemed to be very thirsty, and thought that she must be sweating too much, so he turned around to get the teapot. Who knew that she grabbed his hand, didn't open her eyes, and whispered, "Third brother, don't go." ”

Ji Hongye had no choice but to put the cup down, reached out and patted her hand, and comforted: "Don't be afraid, I'll be here with you." ”

She still refused to let go, still closed her eyes and said, "Stay with me." ”

Ji Hongye felt that she was a bit like a child now, seeing that most of her body was on the inside of the bed, and the outer part was still empty, he lay down next to her, put his hand on her back and patted it gently.

Nalan Jinxiu lost too much blood, so he didn't have much energy. I thought that I would close my eyes and recuperate for a while, and it would be best to brew some sleepiness, but I didn't know for a long time. She knew that she might have slept for too long, so she slowly opened her eyes, and then she looked at Ji Hongye, who was staring at her.

The two looked at each other, but neither spoke.

Ji Hongye's heart was slightly astringent, he approached her, and said softly: "How do you feel now, are you better?"

Nalan Jinxiu still looked at him and didn't answer a word. She wasn't pretending to be silent, but she didn't know how to speak. She is still worried about whether the third brother minds if she used to be Zong Xuanyi's wife.

She thought that this kind of thing must be very difficult to accept! Anyone who knew that his wife had completely belonged to someone else would be disgusted in his heart. That's why she didn't dare to speak.

But as long as she thought that those things were before she didn't know him, and the later entanglement was not something she wanted, she felt a little wronged. With such complex emotions intertwined, she really didn't know what to say.

Ji Hongye waited for a long time and didn't wait for the answer he wanted, he knew that she was uneasy in her heart. He lowered his head and lightly imprinted a kiss on her forehead, she could feel that his lips were also cold, but his voice was very soft: "The past is over, you just need to remember that you are my wife." ”

Nalan Jinxiu could feel his caution through the softness of the hand he placed on his back, as well as the kiss just now. When she gave birth, she was so dangerous, I thought it would not work, I was afraid that it would frighten him.

She just wanted to comfort him and tell him she was okay. But then I thought that he had lost his temper with her before, and he was so fierce, and when it came to his mouth, she swallowed it back raw.

"You, are you still angry with me?" Ji Hongye is really not used to her silence, when the two of them were together in the past, she always kept talking, and he was only responsible for listening.

"I'm not angry, even if I'm angry, I'm angry with myself. ”

Could it be that he was angry with himself for concealment, or that he was angry that he had married someone who was similar to Xuanyi of the same sect. Speaking of which, the two of them are really similar, they are both people who stir up trouble in the court.

This kind of thinking can be said to make him very uncomfortable, if Ah Jin really thinks like this, then won't he feel that he is entrusted with someone else? He had to ask again: "What are you doing yourself?"

Nalan Jinxiu looked at him puzzled, thinking to himself, could it be that he had forgotten all the words he said before? And he also lost his temper so much, wasn't it also because of her concealment and her past?

"I shouldn't have been hiding it from you, and it's such a big deal. I know it's not fair to you, but I've always been very uneasy in my heart, afraid that you will know, and afraid that you will dislike me, so I keep hiding it. ”

Nalan Jinxiu looked at him apologetically when he said this, and seemed to use a lot of courage before he said again: "If it hadn't been discovered, I would probably have hidden it from you forever." ”

"Do you think you can keep it a secret?"

Nalan Jinxiu shook her head: "Paper can't contain fire, I think you will know one day, but I just hope you can know later." ”

"Why?"

"I just want to be with you a little longer. Speaking of this, she probably felt a little sad, choked up and said: "Now that this is the case, if you don't want me to write a letter of resignation, it's just that I want to take the child ......"

Ji Hongye couldn't help frowning again, he found that she really couldn't speak. What does it mean to write a letter of resignation? What does it mean that she wants to take the child with her? Now this sentence makes it clear that she wants to leave.

He knew that his previous attitude had broken her heart, which is why she had these thoughts. Although I was very angry in my heart and wanted to teach her a hard lesson, I finally held back. In the future, my wife will teach her slowly!

"Don't say these words in the future, we are husband and wife, and we will always be together. Ji Hongye stretched out his hand and took her into his arms, but his heart was still not very comfortable, only by putting her in his heart could he feel more peaceful.

He said it so bluntly, Nalan Jinxiu naturally knew that she was forgiving herself. The words she just said were not exactly what she was thinking, and there were also some temptations in them.

Now, after listening to his words, she couldn't help but secretly blame herself again, is it a little bit of a villain's heart to live the belly of a gentleman. She stretched out a hand and gently wrapped her arms around his waist, rubbed her cheek against his chin, and whispered, "You must remember what you said today." ”

Ji Hongye felt her kitten-like movements, and her thoughts, which were still awkward, suddenly softened. He lowered his head and pecked her cheek, and asked with a smile: "I can naturally remember what I said, you question me now, but doubt that I will break my word?"

"I'm not skeptical, I'm afraid. If one day I make you angry, and you want to go through old accounts, then I am not justified and become unreasonable?"

What Nalan Jinxiu is thinking about now is that she has such a big shortcoming in his hands, and if she mentions it in the future, she will definitely feel ashamed of him, so her momentum will naturally fall.

She had become accustomed to being spoiled since marrying him, and she would feel very sad if he spoke coldly to her or lost his temper at her.

She had always thought that people who had died once had become extremely strong, and there was nothing she couldn't accept. For example, when he had a marriage contract with the Ninth Princess, she went to Northern Xinjiang alone. Although it was also sad, although I could often think about what happened between them, I was able to survive in the end.

But now it's different, they're married and have children. It was a bond they could never break, and it was the reason why she would never give up again no matter what.

Because I care, I become more afraid.

"Am I someone who likes to dig through old accounts?" Ji Hongye couldn't think of how he could have left such an impression on her.

"You are. ”

"You made it clear to me. ”

"If I do anything wrong, you will definitely punish me for writing, even after marriage. After Nalan Jinxiu finished speaking, he added: "This is due to inertia, if you think about this in the future, then I will not be bullied by you every day?"