[363 Incomplete Women]

"Who is the person who deeply hypnotizes my memory?"

Xiao Yu asked, Jane shook her head, and did not answer.

In my heart, I smiled even more-

You see, her sister is always smart, and without guidance, she can automatically dig to find the route and problem she wants most.

"I don't know, the war was too chaotic back then, it could be the people around me, or the people around you, or even the people who participated in that war", Jane shook her head, didn't continue to guide, and said simply, "In the next few days, I will help you strengthen your training and master skills, don't worry, everything, with me." ”

Xiao Yu pursed his lips and didn't make a sound, but his head was always fixed thinking about his amnesia by hypnosis, not only confused, but also obsessed with this matter......

"Alright, I'll go get you breakfast." Jian smiled and prepared to go downstairs, "I don't need to take medicinal porridge today, I searched for a new porridge recipe, you go to the room first and wait for a while, I will bring it back for you immediately." ”

"Simplified ——!" Xiao Yu hurriedly called her, took two steps forward, and remembered another important question of his own, "I still have something to ask you......"

"What's the matter?" Jane turned around, her face was full of connivance, but her tone was a little impatient, "You should go back to the room and get dressed before talking to me about things, do you know that if you catch a cold, Nangong will definitely blame me when he comes back." ”

"When he saw the film last night, he told me a word", Xiao Yu's eyelashes moved unconsciously, "He said that I have some things that cannot be restored to normal." You also said that my stomach and intestines are damaged now, but after a year and a half of conditioning, I can be completely the same as ordinary people, so, what Nangong Tou said last night is impossible, what is it? ”

Her question made Jane stunned, and her soft and calm face suddenly became hasty, and she was a little dodgy, "No, it's nothing ......"

Jane is a person who is good at acting, Xiaoyu knows this, but she believes that in front of her loved ones, people can't help but reveal their true feelings.

Jane's face changed too quickly, and this kind of speed that was so fast that it was unexpected, and it instantly made Yan Xiaoyu understand that the incompleteness mentioned by Nangong Tou last night was perhaps, a very strict state of affairs.

"Jane, I'll know sooner or later, won't I?" On the contrary, Xiao Yu's face was usually calmer, "Sue me, I, what have I lost?" ”

Jane bit her lip, as if she was thinking, as if she was struggling, hesitated and paused for a long time before she raised her face and said slowly, "Yesterday, when you compared the two films, did you find any differences?" ”

Xiao Yu thought for a moment and nodded, "Yes!" Why is there a little bit of difference at the bottom of my film, I always feel that something is missing? ”

"That's ......"

Jane hesitated again, this time still for a long time, and finally bit her lip, looking unbearable, and said in a low voice, "That's, your ovaries." ”

"What!?" Xiaoyu was shocked, "You mean, my ovaries ......"

"Ben is still uncertain, but later when you were unconscious, I gave you a B-ultrasound test, and finally confirmed that the double ovaries were destroyed, and the infection began to be strict, and it had to be forcibly removed to save your life", Jane raised her head, her voice unbearable, "The medicine I injected you yesterday has nothing to do with the drugs that stimulate your cranial nerves, that's ...... The estrogen injections that you have to continue to inject in the future, these are also the things that you have to continue to endure for the rest of your life, and the injections......"

"No ......"

Before Jane finished speaking, Xiao Yu's face turned pale, his eyes widened, and he stepped back.

Her expression was distracted and pale, until she retreated into the corner, her back hit the door behind her, and after a little pain, she seemed to be awake and turned her gaze to Jane opposite.

A woman who loses her ovaries is equivalent to losing more than half of her ability to be a woman.

No longer able to reproduce.

No more menstruation.

There are no longer feminine features.

If you do not inject estrogen for a long time, you may even suffer from premature exhaustion, aging, and skin laxity...... These are all average, and what is even more terrifying is that it is not surprising that male characteristics such as beards have grown.

Xiao Yu used to take biology classes very seriously in the police academy, and because he saved a woman who was abandoned due to the loss of her ovaries and even committed suicide in despair, she knows a lot about this information.

At that time, she stood on the top of a tall building, looked at the desperate woman, tried her best to persuade her, tell her life, tell her future, tell her that there are many things to look forward to and do in the future, and also tell her, and there are children waiting to be fed, waiting for her to raise, women, no matter how they live, must be strong, self-reliant, and never give up on themselves at any time!

At that time, the woman who committed suicide listened to her words, was moved to cry bitterly, and decided that no matter how high and difficult the medical expenses were, she would take her children and live alone.

She didn't expect that now, bad luck would befall her.

A woman who committed suicide still has children to rely on.

But what about her?

At a young age, only nineteen, I was told that I had lost the ability to be a mother forever, and even could no longer be called a complete woman!

The lips of the small fish trembled, and it was difficult to suppress.

Standing there, the body is as fragile as a piece of paper, and the wind blows down.

Jian Yuxin couldn't bear it, stepped forward, supported her and persuaded, "Those people who are afraid of the black fear, during the operation, the methods against you are too cruel, and if you don't have it at all, you won't pay attention to whether it will hurt others, so your ovaries have been extremely damaged...... This is also a last resort...... Don't worry, Nangong Tou, he knows, he didn't say anything about it, and he didn't mean to give up on you, Xiaoyu, don't worry......"

"I ...... Can't have another child......"

Xiaoyu leaned against the wall, looked up, looked at Jane, looked dazed and painful, "I can't have any more children......

"Little Fish ......"

"I only have simple wishes...... I want to be with him, I want to start a family with him, I want to call him an adult every day in the future, and I want to have a child for him...... That's all I want, a little bit......"

Her huge eyes were expressionless and empty, as if she had been robbed of her soul, but there was no bright spot in the darkness.

"There is still hope, don't worry, as long as you find an ovary that can be matched, you can do a transplant, but you have to wait, you have to wait until you find a match that matches your body, this point, Nangong Tou and I, are trying our best to find it, although your matching type is relatively small, there is no hope yet, but ......"

Jane exhorted.

Xiao Yu squatted there, motionless, staring blankly ahead, without a single tear, but his expression was extremely sad and painful.

"Why ......"

She muttered in a low voice, looking at the ground, muttering to herself as if she couldn't hear Jane's words, "Why is it that the simpler I want, the more complicated and embarrassing the one that God gives me...... Is it because I used to be a black cat? Or is it because, my last name is Jane? Is it because I have killed too many people in the past, and God has punished me? ”

Raising his head, he looked at her and whispered, "Jane, you say, could it be that God is trying to prevent it, and the next Jane family I gave birth to is also a monster, so it destroyed my ovaries and made me lose my ability to have children?" ”

Jane paused, didn't answer, couldn't speak, lowered her head, and hugged her.

Xiao Yu buried her face on her shoulder and asked in a low voice with a muffled voice, "Nangong Tou, do you know it too?" ”

"Hmm."

"Then why, does he want me?" She asked rhetorically.

"Fool," Jane sighed, "is because, he loves you." ”

“…… Not ......"

Shaking her head quietly, her face still buried in her baggy clothes, "Jane, it's you he loves." ”

Jane stiffened, fell silent, and silently reached out and hugged her tightly.

Xiaoyu did not hug her back, but lay on her body, motionless, like a doll, like a zombie, with no expression at all.

It wasn't until Jane carried her to the bedroom, put her on the bed, and covered her with a quilt to tell her to rest a little longer, that she closed her eyes.

From beginning to end, Yan Xiaoyu didn't leave a single tear.

She didn't know that when people experienced a kind of desperation of the most humble sorrows, they were fundamental, and tears could no longer flow.

There are tears, which proves that you still have pain; If there is pain, there will still be feeling; If you feel it, it means that you still have hope.

There has never been a moment that makes Yan Xiaoyu feel that now, the world is so silent, so dark, and even every second of thinking is so desperate.

Suddenly, I don't know what the meaning is next.

It is suddenly unclear what the bottom line and future of her humble future are......

Her ideals, her wishes, her little thoughts of watching life with him and having a child together, all disappeared like a shattered foam, and there was not even a trace of a shattered phantom.

"Black Cat ......"

"Black cat."

She muttered the name and looked out the window at the glaring sky, over and over again.

I don't know how many times I read it, but I finally found out-

For her, whether to be a black cat or to be her former self is her best choice.

When she thought of that moment again, she suddenly sat up and asked for a sentence very flat to Jane, who had been sitting opposite her, "Jane, give me another pill, okay?" I want to start training as much as possible. ”

Jane was stunned at first, as if she was a little surprised by her sudden return to normal expression, and then, then she stood up and said hurriedly, "Oh, okay, you wait, I'll get it!" ”

After saying that, he walked out in a panic, looking hurried.

Xiao Yu sat up, put on his slippers, walked to the window, and looked out the window at the town where the snow had drifted last night, and suddenly felt that he could no longer experience any beauty, and what he felt was only a dimness, and the coldness that hit the bones.

No matter how beautiful the scenery is, what does it have to do with her?

No matter how beautiful the story is, what does it have to do with her?

She always doesn't deserve it, she doesn't deserve it......

Yan Xiaoyu, you are so humble, what do you deserve?

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Jane broke into the door, hurriedly staggered to her room, and when she ran back to her room, she took out the medicine she had developed from the locked drawer and small box, and finally a smug smile finally appeared on the corner of her mouth.

How could it be, so simple?

When they were asked to operate in the cave, they were still cautious.

So, she personally attacked, went down with a few knives, and slashed Hu Fell.

Using his medical knowledge, he accurately cut the flesh and blood of her two ovaries.

Then, calmly took the snow to clean his hands, and the subordinates who saw it were in a cold sweat, all of them shivered, and they didn't dare to say more. It wasn't until she ordered to continue that she finally dared to continue the knife.

At that time, it was obvious that after her movements, all the people holding the knife were obviously trembling unsteadily.

"I don't want Mr. Brando to know what just happened, what do you mean?"

She asked, and they all answered yes.

Later, she was naturally not at ease.

When that group of henchmen came to pick him up, he quietly ordered that all these people should be wiped out in secret.

The subordinates she trained herself have always been rigorous and ruthless, but at this moment, of course, they have been completely dealt with and left no traces.

And Yan Xiaoyu, who has been persecuted......

I remembered the way she looked just now, remembered that she was helplessly holding herself, remembered that she was looking at the sky in a daze, and remembered the way she lost her mind and lost me......

Jane suddenly smiled.

First a low smile

Then the grin gets bigger and bigger.

Although it was silent, you could see the infinite hideousness and rampant from that expression......

She hates!

All the time, I hate it, I hate this sister!

How many times did she even, however, want to strangle her, kill her, bury her, poison her with her own hands......

Since I was a child, I have tried so many methods, but always, I have failed.

Her innate ability to survive and recover was too high and too strong for her to fight against at all.

She pretended, assassinated and ambushed, tried her best to scheming, but she always failed and could not succeed, so she was unwilling, she was dissatisfied, and she hated, jealous, and angry even more.

How many years, how many years waited.

This simple scheming, simple calculation, facing her who is now as stupid as a pig, is so simple that it pushes her to the bottom, smashes into the abyss, little by little, to perdition......

Not enough, not enough.

Jane looked at the black granular pill, the corners of her mouth gradually flashed a cruel smile, and her eyes were pure and violent, without concealment.

This is the beginning, just the beginning.

She wants more, and she will inevitably see more, more scenes that she has hoped to see before, but has never been able to achieve......

"Xiaoyu, don't worry."

Staring at the pill, her voice was more cordial and colder, "I will take care of you, take good care of you...... Because...... You're me...... My dearest sister......"

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