(7) Who envies whom

Ah Mo was stunned.

It's not that she hasn't thought about this question, but she automatically skips it when she thinks of it.

What she is most anxious about now is how to get out, to see that self-righteous fool, she can't even care about herself, how can she have time to care about anything else.

But Jinghua in front of her told her that if she wanted to break the world, then he would die.

Asking himself again, Ah Mo still did not hesitate, but if he really wanted to admit it to his face, he was not so brazen.

Fortunately, he immediately laughed again, that kind of faint but warm smile, which Jinghua is used to.

"I'm kidding you. If I really were just a doppelganger, it wouldn't hurt to die. ”

He seemed to be a little tired from standing, sat down against the bamboo, coughed lightly, and said, "If you say that if I am him, then I will treat me as him for the time being." This world was built by him, and only by thinking from his perspective can he find a way to solve it. First of all, I don't think it's as perfect as you say. ”

He looked at her and said with a wry smile: "I am still born with heart and lung problems, although it is not the poison of guts, but it is also brought by my mother's womb, and it cannot be cured."

He really wants to give you a perfect world, why don't you cure this problem of mine along with him?

But on the other hand, if he really wanted to do it, and in the end he couldn't do it, then the reason for this failure is worth studying. ”

Ah Mo nodded, and his eyes brightened, "What you said is very reasonable, and he is almost half as smart!"

Jinghua smiled bitterly and said: "In addition, although this is the place where you first met, but at this time you have not yet expressed your affection for each other, I heard that you have experienced so many things later, whether it is Yunmengze or Bodhi Town, they are all dependent on life and death, and they will never give up, and their emotions are much more complete and mature than when they were in Guanchi."

Momo, I'll be honest, as a man, I'd rather choose you and me to get married and then pull you into the illusion than choose here, that person is right, so that you won't be slapped by you when you see me bathing. ”

Ah Mo was a little ashamed, and looked at the place where he was beaten, the mark had already faded, and his skin was fair, as bright as jade.

"You're pretty cute, too. Mo finally smiled, "He sometimes plays a little scoundrel, and I actually like that." ”

"Really?" Jinghua smiled: "I just heard you say that I think he should never laugh, and then everyone is scared when they see him." ”

"No, he's also very good at laughing. But his thoughts were well hidden. Sometimes he's smiling at you, and you don't know what's going on in his mind. It's like we were separated for 500 years, and we finally reconciled, but I just took a nap in the elephant car, and he got me here. ”

Ah Mo said helplessly: "I think he doesn't understand me, and he thinks he understands me too much, but I don't understand him." Alas......

Now even I can't tell, he's too complicated, I've been with him for a long time, and even I've become complicated. I don't know how to live a simple life. ”

Jinghua's bright smile also had a sour taste in it, "But it's too simple, you don't want it!"

"How do you know I don't?"

Jinghua looked directly at her, "I want you to stay and not leave, are you willing?"

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Ah Mo was speechless.

"You won't. You just like that person, and you complain about his miserable life and ill-fated fate, and you worry about him every day. But you can't fall in love with an ordinary person like me anyway, and spend your life in a peaceful and prosperous world. ”

"Jinghua. She looked at him, and suddenly felt that this doppelganger had become thicker, and there was something similar to the real him.

"Okay, you don't have much time, so let's get down to business. He said lightly, "I said earlier, if I were him, I would choose the Chen'an Palace after the wedding or those places where I traveled in the Nether Realm to drag you in."

But with the same question as before, since he chose this place, there must be a reason why he must choose this place. And this reason is also worthy of vigorous scrutiny. ”

After he finished speaking, he looked at Ah Mo stunned and said, "Why, don't you admire me too?"

Ah Mo nodded frequently, "That's right, your mind is really very useful." Why should a doppelganger's mind be better than mine, this simply makes no sense!"

Jinghua said helplessly: "I also lived for two thousand eight hundred years, and I have always been a good prince of Yinlong, until I met you, I was deducted a doppelganger hat, should I think it is okay!"

Ah Mo smiled and stuck out her tongue, making a grimace, and actually regained the liveliness of the previous girl.

Jinghua's heart moved, and then it hurt again, thinking that person didn't know how many times he had seen her smile in his life, even if he was about to die, what was the regret?

Ah Mo had already buried his head in studying the two questions he said, and even picked up a branch and wrote those two questions neatly on the ground.

"Jinghua, then why do you say that? Why didn't he just cure your heart disease, and he had to choose the place in Guanchi?" Ah Mo hugged his head and thought for a long time.

Jinghua walked over and sat down next to her.

He seemed to think for a moment and said cautiously: "I think that since he saved me so many tribulations, he left only the congenital sickness, that is, maybe he didn't feel that it was an ordeal. ”

"It's possible, Jinghua said, if he wasn't born weak, he wouldn't have been able to cultivate hard, learn martial arts, and become the god of war. Ah Mo said.

"Yes, my father is favored, my brothers are harmonious, don't you think I'm too pampered like this?" Jinghua smiled bitterly, and then said, "But there is also a possibility that he wants to commemorate his mother." ”

"Commemorate Concubine Mei, why do you think so?"

"It's up to you to do it yourself. Jinghua said, "My illness was also brought out by my mother's womb.

When my father succeeded to the throne, he should marry a woman from the Yanlong clan according to the law, but he was in love with his mother, and he would rather be an enemy of Yanlong for the sake of my mother. At that time, the 300,000 army was pressing, and Jiang Chiyu asked my father to divorce his mother's concubine, but my father put on armor to face the battle, and he was unwilling to fight to the death.

When he set out on the expedition, his mother was already pregnant with me, worried about my father's safety, and kept worrying too much, and after giving birth to me, he died. And I was born with heart and lung problems due to congenital deficiencies.

Later, Jiang Yi disguised herself as a private meeting with my father, persuading him not to make the lives of the Three Realms miserable for the sake of a momentary spirit, and she was willing to be a nominal couple with my father to calm the war. ”

Ah Mo smiled, tears in her eyes.

This is the story that Jing Hua thought of, if he arranged it, he would want such a father and a queen mother.

"Later, Jiang Yi still married your father?"

"Yes, after the death of the mother, my father still married Jiang Yi. She was very nice and treated me and my big brother as if she were her own. Father and her also fell in love for a long time, and later had a third brother Chenhua. ”

"It's a nice arrangement. Ah Mo couldn't help but say.

"Every time I get sick, my father is very worried, and always tells me that my life was saved by my mother's desperate efforts, and I must get through it well.

When my father said this, there were always tears in his eyes, I think even after so long, even if he is so affectionate with Jiang Tianhou now, he still has not forgotten his love for my mother. ”

Ah Moxiao, such a loving and righteous father, is really Jinghua's dream.

She suddenly had a feeling that this world was not just made for her, and what if this was Jinghua's own dream?

What he has not realized in this life, everything he has not had is obtained in this world, this is actually the one he wants the most?

If so, should I protect the treasured Jinghua in front of him for him, instead of recklessly breaking the world and smashing him to pieces?

Jinghua saw her in a trance, only when she was intoxicated with her parents' love, she smiled and said: "In short, I don't think it matters if I can't cure my illness or not." My mother passed away a long time ago, but now my mother is very good to me, the family is harmonious, brothers are of the same heart, and I don't feel that I lack anything. ”

Ah Mo was a little absent-minded and buzzed in response.

"It's really useless for you to go out, it's me who is too long-winded. ”

Jinghua thought that she was in a hurry to go out, and she didn't have the patience to listen to her nagging routines, so she jumped a topic and said, "Momo, why do you think you chose Guanchi?"

Mo shook her head.

Jinghua said, "Have you ever practiced the doppelganger technique?"

Ah Mo said: "I know some, but I haven't used it much." When Jinghua taught me in the past, he said that a doppelganger is actually a distraction, and you must have all your thoughts empty and concentrate on it. He said that my brain is too messy, and I think about things and things, and it is easy to practice. ”

Jinghua said: "That's right. If it's just a fantasy, it doesn't matter. But if it's a clone world that has been built, it actually has a lot to do with the real world in terms of distance. ”

"In terms of distance?" Ah Mo seemed to understand whether he understood or not, but he felt that there was only a thin line away from the truth.

"According to you, every flower and tree here is very similar to the real world, but it actually takes a lot of effort. And ......," he said, pausing.

"And what?" said Amo hurriedly, urging him to continue.

"And I always felt like I wasn't what you said I was...... Ahem, doppelganger. He was a little embarrassed, as if he was suspicious of her, and he couldn't stand her.

"Because I do have a complete memory, I can clearly remember what books I have read since I was born, where I have been, and how I have lived every day......

"You don't believe what I say?" said Ah Mo urgently.

"No, no, I believe you. Jinghua sighed, "How could I not believe you? I just think that my memory is so complete and clear, and every scene here is so detailed, which shows that the man spent a lot of effort in establishing it, and you said that his spiritual power is about to run out." ”

"Yes, he's dying, and if I don't go, I'm afraid I'll ......"

"So, Momo, I think in that case, he will definitely borrow the most convenient place at hand, and borrow the scenery to make love, and he can save a lot of effort. ”

Ah Mo's eyes lit up, "Ah, you mean Jinghua is ...... now"

Jinghua smiled bitterly and nodded, "I'm watching the pool, and that Jinghua of yours should also be watching the pool!"