Chapter 331: What's the matter if you lose the world
Coming to the Xuanshu Hall again, Chan'er's mood was different from when she first came, this time she knew the whole truth of the year, and knew Situ Ye's heart, she couldn't blame him anyway.
Actually, he's not wrong at all, is he?
But she wants to be paranoid and impose all the faults on him, if he is really at fault, he is at fault that he attaches too much importance to her, so that others can take advantage of it, so that she misunderstands him, and only then does he go against her.
Ah Ye, if this time the matter ends smoothly, are you willing to hand over the throne, and then the two of us will go to the end of the world?
Once you asked me if I would like to leave with you, I thought about it a lot at that time, and because of the commitment to the general, but also because of the existence of a little envy in my heart, envy is that those who travel through the life are so prosperous, but now I don't envy it, because I find that I still like to live alone for the rest of my life.
Actually, I'm not desperate for love, am I?
When I was in Hehuanlou, I thought of what happened to me in my previous life, and I really thought that I was completely desperate for my feelings, but I didn't know that I didn't! It's just that I met someone unladylike in my previous life, and I didn't meet you at that time in this life.
"Liang Ping, you go brew a pot of tea that I planted with my own hands back then... I remember that there are some in this palace, and when I came just now, I saw the tea on the table, and it was clearly that kind. ”
Liang Ping smiled wryly, "The beauty is still so meticulous, but the tea is all old tea, and it is not as delicious as it was back then, but His Majesty was reluctant to drink it back then." Recently, I ordered the servants to take it out and soak it, and I think His Majesty thinks that he himself..."
Liang Ping didn't say the next words, but Chan'er knew that he felt that his own limit was approaching, so he was reluctant? He... In fact, he wants my things to accompany him away, he hopes that my things can disappear into this world with him...
Chan'er understands that Situ Ye's feelings for her are delicate and long, and they are too heavy, because she cares too much. So more afraid of losing. He wanted to be perfect, he wanted to protect her in everything, but he forgot that she was not a glass doll.
She can actually accompany him. Together, face all difficulties. She wasn't as fragile as he thought.
"Let's go make tea. By the way, my clothes... Is there anything else to do with this? I want to see him again. ”
Liang Ping looked at Chan'er in surprise, it seemed that Chan'er's attitude had changed a lot after coming out of Lanyue Palace... Liang Ping remembered that when he saw Chan'er just now, he saw that there were tears in the corners of her eyes. She had clearly cried, and she had cried shortly before he had passed.
Is it for Your Majesty? That's a good sign!
After all, Liang Ping grew up with Situ Ye, although six years ago he felt that Situ Ye was too much for her, and there was a trace of rebellion in his heart, but after all, he was loyal to Situ Ye, but he was very upset with Chan'er at that time.
But now that he saw that Chan'er was fine, and knew that she would definitely be able to save His Majesty, he was naturally much more relieved, and then he still hoped that Chan'er and His Majesty could eventually become married. With this in mind, he was even more happy to see such a result.
So he hurriedly took Chan'er to the side hall, and at the same time turned out her clothes, all of which were new, Chan'er looked at these clothes suspiciously, although they looked like her favorite colors and styles, but they were not hers.
"Beautiful... The princess doesn't know, His Majesty makes new clothes for the princess every year, and it will only be better than the concubine's clothes, more detailed, more, and there is absolutely no need for them to be less, His Majesty said that if the princess is here, the princess should grow taller, so the clothes are also a little larger. ”
Chan'er was moved by Situ Ye's carefulness, because she was only fourteen years old six years ago.
She did grow a little taller, but because she was already very tall, and she was already fourteen when she left, even if she was long, she wouldn't grow much longer, and Chan'er completely fit her size after wearing it.
"Sure enough, the princess looks good in it! Princess Wenjing snatched one to wear before, and His Majesty laughed at her for not looking good in it, like a child stealing an adult's clothes, and she was angry for several days! Speaking of which, Princess Wenjing hasn't entered the palace to see His Majesty for a long time. ”
Liang Ping knows that Situ Ye has always loved Wen Jing, Princess Wen Jing is fourteen this year, and she is considered the eldest princess in terms of position, but she has never been married, so everyone has always called her a princess, plus Situ Ye only has one son, and he is still doubting that this child is not his, so Princess Wen Jing has never changed to Princess Wen Jing.
"Princess, actually... Your Majesty, he... He has..."
Chan'er saw Liang Ping stumbling like this, and she understood in her heart, after all, he had just talked about Situ Ye's concubines.
So he asked with a smile: "Liang Ping, do you want to say that he has a son?" I already knew, and I was still wondering if this child was his, I asked Liu Zhaoyi to do what happened to Ling Huan at the beginning, and I naturally knew the effect of the medicine I gave her, even if Ling Huan was already pregnant at that time, she would slip the tire, but... Unless the child didn't come that time. ”
Liang Ping's body was shocked, this was the same as what Situ Ye said, but he added another sentence to what he said, he said that unless the original thing was not done by Chan'er! Now it is confirmed from Chan'er's mouth that the original thing was indeed done by Chan'er, so that child is not Situ Ye's child!
"That kid was indeed obtained at the beginning, because His Majesty has hardly entered the harem since then!"
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Situ Ye leaned on the bed, behind him was the pillow that Liang Ping gave him, Liang Ping said that he went to pass the meal, why hasn't he come back yet? He sighed lightly, took out the fire bird and looked at it, it became more and more black, it seems that his poison is getting deeper and deeper, right?
"Chan'er, I should be meeting you soon, but are you still willing to see me?"
Suddenly there was a sound at the door, Situ Ye thought it was Liang Ping who came in, he quickly put away the fire bird, "Liang Ping, I'm not hungry, you don't have to worry about me, I feel a little more strength today, why don't you help me go out for a walk." ”
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No one replied for a long time, Situ Ye tilted his head, and saw a shadow in a daze, and his heart moved. His heart couldn't help but beat faster, and he tried to calm himself down, was it really her? Is she finally willing to come and see him? Or did she come to pick him up?
"You... Chan'er? ”
Chan'er listened to his voice, and her heart was sour, "It's me." ”
She didn't know what to tell him, so she answered whatever he asked.
Situ Ye's face was overjoyed when he heard this, and he showed a smile that he hadn't seen for a long time, "You're finally here..."
Chan'er frowned when she heard his words, what do you mean that you are finally here? Did he know she wasn't dead? He knew that the person in the palace was not her? So how did he know?
Just when I was puzzled, I heard Situ Ye say, "It's been six years." For six years. You never show up to see me, even in a dream, you won't come, I miss you. I really miss you. But you really hate me so much. Don't you even dream of meeting me... Now that I'm finally poisoned, I can be like you... It's just that I didn't expect you to come and pick me up at this time. Chan'er, will you give me a little more time? I want to feel your pain... I don't know how much pain you'll have in that fire... I think I'm so ruthless, so I'm not human, I actually hurt you so much... So... Can I be like you? ”
Chan'er's heart was shocked, she understood what he meant... He thought she was a ghost and she came to pick him up, so he said you came...
"I... I didn't..."Chan'er pursed her lips, Situ Ye, Ah Ye, I didn't die, I didn't die, it wasn't me who died in the first place!
She raised her head and tried to stop the tears so that it would not come out, and it took a long time for Chan'er to say, "If you had known that this would be the case, would you have chosen to tell me everything in the first place?" ”
Situ Ye also regretted not being at the beginning: "I also regretted it, I regret that I forgot that you have never been such a weak person, I forgot, you are very smart, not to mention that you were all about me at the beginning, even if you know the truth, you may blame yourself for a while, but you still have me, I will comfort you!" But I forgot, I just think that you need me to protect you. ”
"What your mother said is not wrong, if you know you will definitely blame yourself, so she doesn't want you to know, it's because she is afraid that you will be hurt, and mothers in the world are probably like this! But she doesn't understand you, when she gets along with you, you will be born, and then you will be forced to separate, it is normal for her not to understand you, but I know you! But I also forgot..."
Chan'er closed her eyes, yes, when she was by his side, he wouldn't have watched her suffer.
"Six years ago, I would rather die in the fire with you, but... I know I still have a responsibility, I want to save your mother and uncle, but now... I didn't do it, I searched for so many years, and I didn't find your uncle, if I didn't find your uncle, if I saved your mother, it would only hurt her... Chan'er, I'm sorry I let you down again. ”
Chan'er's tears burst the embankment, she couldn't hold back anymore, in fact, she had already forgiven him when she saw the letterhead Ruqing gave her, "Then what do you mean by that sentence, everything in the world has a heart?" Didn't you return the token I gave you back to me? ”
Situ Ye lowered his eyes, Chan'er, don't you know? Who took the letterhead from the fire bird? After the fire, the fire bird returned to my hands, and the first thing I did was to check the fire bird's heart...
But no, the letterhead is gone!
"Chan'er, didn't you see it at the beginning?"
Chan'er pursed her lips, how could she see it? At that time, she was already outside the palace, and the "Chan'er" that others saw was simply He Zixi pretending, and the human skin mask was still given to her by Qi Meiren at the beginning...
Situ Ye saw that Chan'er didn't speak, thinking that she really didn't see it, maybe Ruqing saw it afterwards and took it, right?
He didn't want to have any estrangement with Chan'er, but now he didn't want Chan'er to know what was written on it, not hypocrisy, but he was worried that she would turn around and leave after hearing it, and he couldn't bear to take him with him, he wanted to wait for her to take him away, and then tell her.
"Actually, it's okay if you don't see it, it's uncomfortable for you. The original incident was caused by Ling Huan, but Ling Huan would have the ability to cause such a result, it was completely caused by me, if it wasn't for me... I'm sorry, Chan'er. This time, don't leave me, okay? Take me with you... I'll go with you, and I'll go wherever you say, even if it's a pair of lonely ghosts..."
Chan'er frowned, do you like to be a ghost so much?
She turned around, Situ Ye thought she was leaving, and was anxious to get up, but heard Chan'er say, "I saw that letterhead at the beginning, but I didn't see it six years ago, I just saw it." ”
After a pause, she walked to the window, stretched out her hand to push the window open, and a gust of wind blew, accompanied by a burst of floral fragrance, which was intoxicating. Chan'er closed her eyes gently, and put herself in a sea of flowers, and behind her was the person she loved most in her life...
Zhu lips opened lightly, and said the short but shocking thirteen words on the letterhead, "If you are well, why not lose the world?" (To be continued......)