Because he is not the king of the all...... So Zheng Xiuheng needs help from others.

In fact, no one knew Zheng Xiuheng's thoughts, and even Zheng Xiuheng felt that he was crazy, so he took Bai Xiaoxiao to Han Zhiyuan's house the day before yesterday, and took the little guy out of his pocket when Han Zhiyuan's mother went to the bathroom.

And then...... Nothing happened, Bai Xiaoxiao didn't jump on Han Zhixiang's hospital bed, but spun around on the piano, at that time Zheng Xiuheng felt that he was a fool, he really thought that Bai Xiaoxiao was not an ordinary fox, and he had saved his life, with bitter feelings, Zheng Xiuheng played the piano again until he fell asleep......

Yes, Zheng Xiuheng was very surprised, he fell asleep, and after playing three songs, he was sleepy, and even felt that the strange position in his chest was a little hot, and then he pulled down the lid and fell asleep, he just thought he was too sleepy.

And then...... Dreaming.

"You're a madman, I really hate you, hate you, let me go!" Han Zhiyuan screamed angrily, her eyes were hazy with tears, and she looked like her aggrieved feelings were completely hooked, she didn't feel it before, but since that day on, she began to hate Zheng Xiuheng for being domineering, hating the kind of person who always cares about herself, doesn't accept the opinions of others at all, and doesn't understand other people's lifestyles, it turns out that she was wrong, so she hates this predecessor who used to think she was very handsome.

Zheng Xiuheng was unmoved, but said very seriously: "She sued me, I want to say sorry to you, and I hope you will continue to paint, saying that cartoonists are my sister's dream, and that my sister has not bobo her for a long time." I want you to kiss her face! ”

Han Zhiyuan, who was about to explode, suddenly quieted down at this moment and looked at Zheng Xiuheng in disbelief. His eyes shook violently, looking frightened and incredulous, and finally turned into anger, and tears fell at once.

"You're in my house, aren't you? It's my mom who sues you, right? Zheng Xiuheng What do you want to do, what do you want to do, woo, what do you want to do! Han Ji-won cried. The shock of that moment turned into anger in an instant.

Zheng Xiuheng sighed in his heart, sighing for himself, and sorrow for Han Zhiyuan. The girl's was already crushed by the pressure, and the last self-esteem that supported her happened to be broken by him.

Zheng Xiuheng basically doesn't lie to the people close to him, and he would rather be silent than lie. Unless forced to do so.

Looking at the angry Han Ji-won. Zheng Xiuheng sighed: "Actually, you really misunderstood me, I just like you very much and want to pursue you, so I just want to help reduce your pressure, but I didn't expect your reaction to be so big, and what you just said is not a lie, if you don't believe it." I just feel sad! ”

Han Zhiyuan was stunned by Zheng Xiuheng again, and looked at Zheng Xiuheng blankly. found that his eyes were as gentle as water, his expression was guilty, and the sincere emotions conveyed in his eyes finally had some effect this time.

Han Zhiyuan was silent, because of Zheng Xiuheng's sudden confession, she didn't know how to answer, because Zheng Xiuheng was too sincere, simple Han Zhiyuan, and the idea of believing was greater than doubt.

Zheng Xiuheng actually didn't want to communicate with Han Zhiyuan so soon, and wanted to wait a few more days, but a week ago, Hyun Ya went home and said that there was a male student surnamed Bian in the school who suffered from depression because of too much pressure, and because he did not enter the top three in the monthly exam, he was under a lot of pressure at home, and he jumped from the top floor without resisting.

In 2005, South Korea committed suicide with 26.1 per 100,000 people, surpassing Japan's (20.3) where suicide culture prevails. In 2007, this number dropped to 21.5 temporarily, but it is still twice the average suicide rate in OECD member countries. It is not an exaggeration to say that South Korea is called a "suicidal country". Suicide can also be contagious, and hearing about someone else's suicide has led many psychologically fragile people to follow the same path.

In fact, Zheng Xiuheng didn't want to talk about such a thing as dreaming, he himself thought that this kind of thing was the reason for thinking about it day and night, and he hadn't dreamed of his parents before, but Han Zhiyuan's state was a little terrifying, and he was not afraid of suicide, because he felt that it was unlikely.

But what Zheng Xiuheng was worried about was that Han Zhiyuan really collapsed, and one day he really mentioned the butcher's knife to self-destruct, and from that day's words, such signs had already been shown, because it was a pit dug by himself, Zheng Xiuheng decided to bury it no matter what.

"Let's social!!"

"You...... Are you mocking me? Still want to play. me? Han Zhiyuan finally spoke, her expression was sad and indignant, and she looked like she had been insulted, but her tone weakened a lot.

Zheng Xiuheng shook his head and said softly: "Actually, you should learn to trust others, if you think I'm mocking you, I don't have anything to explain, but during this period of getting along, I believe you should understand, I'm not the kind of character who will intervene in everything, if I don't like it, I can use more time to do things that are more helpful to myself!" ”

"Didn't you say it last time, was it because of the please, the writer PD and Li Zhimei, was it my auditory hallucination?"

Zheng Xiuheng's expression did not change, and his eyes did not fluctuate: "What do you think I like about you?" ”

"I ......" Han Zhiyuan couldn't find the words to refute this time.

Zheng Xiuheng showed a faint smile, full of warmth, and then said: "In fact, I suffered from congenital diseases after birth, and later there were many diseased organs in the body, and various problems began to occur in the body after the age of 5, until the slow failure of multiple organ functions later, because there are more than four failed organs, the mortality rate has reached 90%-100%, and death is only a matter of time, just because my illness is not a sudden acute failure, and my condition is quite stable by continuous treatment. However, the doctor said that it is basically impossible to live past the age of 18, because in addition to this disease, I have many problems! ”

Han Zhiyuan looked at Zheng Xiuheng in shock, her tears stopped again, and Zheng Xiuheng's words also shocked her: "You, you liar, right?" ”

Zheng Xiuheng shook his head and said softly: "Because you are very strong and responsible, so I was attracted to you, maybe there are reasons for your past life, just like your things, it will often remind me of the relatives who took care of me at the beginning, so after I went to your house that day, I felt shocked, because it was much stricter than I imagined, so I felt sorry at that time!" ”

"Actually, in this month, I have nearly twenty days, I go to your house to play the piano for Zhixiang during the day, if at first it was because I liked you and wanted to help you, but now it is not, because when I see that child, I always think of my past, in fact, I should have died, but I met a good doctor, although it was painful, but I survived in the end, the same, I think I can still do a lot of things for Zhixiang!"

"Whew!"

With a long breath, Zheng Xiuheng stood up with a notebook and looked at Han Zhiyuan who was in a daze and said softly: "I said this, just to let you understand that from beginning to end, I didn't have any thoughts of looking down on or pitiful, that was a bridge in the TV series, and here is reality, just like Li PD and Zhimei's seniors want to help you, but they are worried about hurting your self-esteem, so they have always pretended not to know anything, just silently taking care of you!" ”

"If other people's care and help are always regarded as pity and charity for you, then there must be something wrong, what I can conclude is that it is not the world that is wrong, but you alone, and ...... I didn't lie to you, I did dream of her, and on that piano, I fell asleep! ”

Pushing the chair back under the table, Zheng Xiuheng turned around and walked towards the door, while the onlookers outside had already returned to their respective positions at the speed of the wind.

Zheng Xiuheng's mood was as irritable as ever, since he walked into Han Zhiyuan's world, it seemed that he had walked in a jungle full of thorns, which made Zheng Xiuheng suddenly feel a little nostalgic, and after Zheng Qilong succeeded in his calculations, he felt that his thoughts were clear.

People, once they are bound by emotion, can never maintain a calm heart.

"Predecessors, predecessors...... Are you—Are you really dreaming? ”

Just opened the door, Zheng Xiuheng heard the choked sound behind him, and finally had a feeling of relaxation in his heart.

didn't look back, Zheng Xiuheng just said softly: "Yes, she actually said one more thing!" ”

"Yes...... What is it? ”

"She said that my sister liked a senior in high school, but unfortunately the confession failed, and that big dog bear was far worse than me!"

After speaking, Zheng Xiuheng walked out of the conference room, and Li Zhongmin, who had been guarding the side, hurriedly greeted him, and there were also cries in the office.

Zheng Xiuheng nodded, Li Zhimei and Liu Meihui hurriedly ran in, and Li Zhongmin thought about it and followed Zheng Xiuheng back to the office, and then the two went to the rest area together, Zheng Xiuheng couldn't help but want to smoke one.

But Han Zhiyuan's crying became more and more fierce, and Li Zhimei and Liu Meihui were very panicked, so they could only sit next to her and caress her back.

In fact, Zheng Xiuheng didn't know that the last sentence he originally kept, he just felt a little boastful, so he didn't say it at first, but Zheng Xiuheng didn't know that everyone has a special secret, just like the topics and secrets about love when they were students should never be shared with their parents.

And what Zheng Xiuheng just said was the most special secret of Han Zhiyuan's student days, which she only shared with her sister!

Tears are never mentioned at this moment, no matter what, they can't be stopped......

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At 2:30 in the morning, Zheng Xiuheng dragged his tired body back to the house, and after turning on the overhead light in the living room, he was suddenly stunned. (To be continued......)