Chapter 403: The Loved One Is Always Unscrupulous
Hearing him ask, Jiang Feng smiled and said:
"Chuan Yi doesn't know, and at the same time has nothing to do with her, I want to ...... You can rest assured, but as for other things, I don't know if there is anything else you want to ask? If not, I wonder if I can finish this meal first. β
The very indifferent expression on Jiang Feng's face really made Zhou Jin angry, although he said that it had nothing to do with his mother, but Zhou Jin still didn't have the slightest intention of finishing the meal with him, so he leaned forward slightly, and then said in a low voice:
"Since you said so, then you have a little conscience, after all, my mother has been kind to you for so many years, so ...... Hmph, but even so, I still have to warn you Jiang Feng, don't let me see you following me and Xiaoxi, especially if you have any plans that are unfavorable to Xiaoxi, I advise you to accept that heart as soon as possible, because in this world, no matter who you want to hurt, the only one is my mother...... And Mu Chenxi! β
After saying it so fiercely, the expression on Zhou Jin's face was also a little hideous, but despite this, until Zhou Jin got up angrily and left, Jiang Feng didn't say a word, but although it seemed that he might admit defeat, when Zhou Jin said the last warning, Jiang Feng's fists under the table were already clenched tightly.
'Chuan Yi is not thin on me? Hehe, maybe, but it's a pity that Xiao Jin, what you don't know is that for so many years, I have actually been taking care of your mother again! β
Although Zhou Jin had already walked out of the restaurant at this time, his words were still lingering in Jiang Feng's mind. And for what he said, Jiang Feng really felt ...... There are few words that can be worthy of one's own recognition, and even the dissatisfaction in my heart has become more and more intense.
'Warn me...... Alas, you mother and son are really blessed people, both of you have said such things to me in a few days, you really care about the people in your hearts, hehehe. β
A little self-deprecating smiled bitterly in his heart, for Jiang Feng, who also cared about people, Zhou Jin and Qin Chuanyi's tone was almost identical. It really hurts him. Because although he doesn't really like Zhou Jin's child, after all, he is also Qin Chuanyi's child, so he has always felt that since he loves Qin Chuanyi. Then you should love Zhou Jin together. But now these two people themselves are willing to love. Not only did they reject their love, but they even hated and doubted themselves, and this feeling. It really made Jiang Feng feel unacceptable.
Am I really doing something wrong?' Or did I just fall in love with someone I shouldn't love from the beginning? If I hadn't known Chuan Yi at the beginning, didn't care about her like this, and regarded her as the only one in my heart, then maybe I would have a happy family now and a child as old as Zhou Jin. β
The more I thought about it, the more I felt depressed, the more I thought about it, the more I felt worthless for myself, and although I had been trying to control myself before, when the first tears of so many years slipped down on his cheeks, which had already looked a little old, everything he cared about finally began to collapse, and when the tears were wiped away by him, what existed in Jiang Feng's eyes was already full of unwillingness and hatred, and at the same time, what was hidden was a fire of revenge that could not be detected by anyone!
Since love is equal to white love, and so many years of youth have been wasted, then simply stop loving, and for those things I have lost, I will definitely let you use the equivalent things...... Come and compensate, wait...... Wait! β
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After eating, and finally 'fooled' Xue Yanan away, although the less than an hour that had just passed was a little 'painful' for Shang Zichen, after all, both his facial muscles and tongue were already a little sore, because it was to make himself perform better, but in fact, he still felt that he was very happy and happy, just because of that goal...... It's Xue Yanan.
Thinking back on this meal, he felt that it was like a blind date, in fact, thinking about it, it seemed that every time he was with Xue Yanan, Shang Zichen was trying to show his better side, but he didn't feel tired about it, just a little tired, of course, although in comparison, when he was with Mu Chenxi, he could say that he was not tired anywhere, at most, his ears were tired, but he didn't feel that it made him more satisfied.
Suddenly, a sentence popped up in my mind, that is, the person who loves someone is always so 'low', and the person who is loved can always be unscrupulous at will.
Of course, such a sentence, Shang Zichen at this time is absolutely unable and unwilling to understand, for him, different women bring different feelings, and even if he was originally loved, he should be very happy, and at the same time, he was also a person who loved people, but unfortunately now he seems to only want to be that lowly person, and at the same time, he firmly believes in his heart that the other party also loves him deeply.
People who are in love, especially men, most of them don't care about whether their future life together will be harmonious and happy, but only focus on the joy in front of them, and it is obvious that even if sometimes Shang Zichen will tell himself that Mu Chenxi is a woman who can live a life, but he still keeps reminding himself that Xue Yanan is the woman who can make him excited.
took the elevator back to the floor where the company was located, the time was just to go to work, and although the previous mood was very good, but as soon as he stepped into the door of the company, he felt a little depressed in his heart, and for this uncomfortable feeling, he naturally blamed it on a person in the company, that is, Mu Chenxi.
Slowly walked to his office, on this short journey, Shang Zichen unconsciously also looked at the office where He Yuan was, of course, he knew very well in his heart about his subconscious behavior, it was definitely not to see He Yuan, but at the same time, he also knew that he did not want to see his current girlfriend Mu Chenxi.
And when he finally walked to the door of his office, and at the same time made sure that he didn't see anyone, Shang Zichen finally understood, it turned out that the look he had just made was just worried about being seen by someone in that room...... It's not just that he wants to see anyone, and this result obviously makes him very satisfied.
'Looks like it's another quiet day, well, hopefully it will......
Thinking so in his heart, Shang Zichen slowly pushed open the door, took off his coat and hung it up, and then sat back in his place lazily.
Looking at the stacks of sorted documents in front of him, he still couldn't mention anything he wanted to work on, although in fact he hadn't done anything for several days, but now he was still just looking at them quietly, and he didn't have the slightest intention of touching them.
Without a good mood, the motivation to work will naturally be greatly reduced, although today noon for Shang Zichen can be regarded as the most comfortable in the past few days, but now he is helpless to find that as soon as he returns to this office, or it can also be said that as soon as he walks into this company, his state will be instantly low, and for the reason for this, he does not need to think about it at all.
Speaking of which, some people may think, since you don't like this place, or don't like someone here, then why do you have to stay here?
However, sometimes Shang Zichen himself actually thinks the same way, but at the same time, he also understands that it is absolutely impossible for him to leave here, even if it is nothing here compared to many large companies and groups, but he still has a relatively stable salary here, and at the same time he can leave his home...... It's close, and the most important thing is that he doesn't know what he's going to do when he's out of here.
The identity of the sales manager, it is said that it is not bad, and although the current 'dish' is not big, but he can get a salary of tens of thousands of yuan, of course, and more importantly, Shang Zichen feels that at his age of nearly thirty, he has lost the strength to compete with those young people who have just left college, because no matter what aspect he is, he is basically fixed, and at the same time, Shang Zichen often warns himself that he must be a down-to-earth personβ¦β¦
Of course, the so-called 'steadfastness' actually mainly refers to the mentality, and this steadfastness has always been used by him in all aspects of his life and work, but although he has always been like this, but in one of them, it has changed now, that is, emotion......
It is said to be emotional, and then it is love.
He has always remained single, and he didn't dare to let himself fall in love with a certain woman casually, and when he met Mu Chenxi and began to be moved by her, Shang Zichen also secretly made up his mind that his 'first love' would definitely be his lifelong companion.
It's a pity that when Xue Yanan appeared, he finally understood, no matter who it was, a promise or a promise was just a joke, and even sometimes he would remind himself that he shouldn't take those as jokes, but the loss and triumph in his heart still betrayed him! (To be continued......)