Chapter 195: Drunken Confession
Chan'er's eyelids raised slightly when she heard this, but she still lowered her head and read the book seriously, ignoring his plans.
Situ Ye sighed, "Why did you and I come to this point?" What about our vows in the first place? I once said that I would take you away, but you didn't agree, you refused to go with me, and because you have always been by my side to support me, I think no matter where we are, it will be our mountains and rivers, right? But now... Maybe I really should have taken you away in the first place. ”
Chan'er closed the book with a "snap" and looked at Situ Ye with sharp eyes, "Between me and you, you don't have to find any reason, any excuse, you don't believe me, I can't do anything and don't care, it was my fault at the beginning, I shouldn't have asked to marry Ling Huan for you, but if you didn't have her, would you really be dead set on me?" Without her, there will still be others, and I can't do it if I sue you! ”
This was the first time Chan'er had spoken to him in so many days, although what she said made Situ Ye's heart ache like a pinprick.
"Chan'er," Situ Ye's tone was soft, "I believe you, from now on, I believe you whatever you say, is it okay?" ”
"Believing or not believing is just the difference between one word and two words, you can say believe or not believe, but how do you do things that are clearly placed there, at least you can't do fake, you can fake once, so what about two or three times? Have you been a liar every time? Are knee-jerk reactions and actions also fake? ”
Situ Ye was choked up by the question, he knew that she was talking about what he did, and he said more than once or twice that he believed her. But what he did was not like this, and it was like mocking him, and it also showed that he didn't believe her at all.
Situ Ye sighed, he knew that what he did was wrong, which made Chan'er feel cold, but what was the reason for this time?
It is said that the authorities are fascinated, it seems that this is not false at all, Situ Ye still didn't think about what Chan'er was because of it at this time, she left him and went back to the palace by herself, and she directly asked to leave the palace.
Although Chan'er is a modern person. I really can't accept the idea of three wives and four concubines. But the most direct relationship is Situ Ye's own attitude, she saw him and Bai Fei talking with her own eyes that day, and also heard his own muttering.
Since she didn't trust him, she couldn't turn a blind eye to his merciful behavior. Then the best thing to do is to leave.
Maybe the two were really in too much of a hurry when they were together. is also because of the lack of run-in with each other. can't always think about each other, maybe Chan'er's mind has always stayed on monogamy, even if she forced herself to ignore Ling Huan. But how long can the barely earned relationship last?
It's also a matter of time before they are separated, and Chan'er figured this out and made a decision, but Situ Ye trapped herself in this relationship and couldn't extricate herself, and Chan'er couldn't explain that she was a modern person and what her thoughts were, so she could only stalemate like this.
Situ Ye stood up silently, walked out, and when he walked to the door, he still walked out as usual, leaving a sentence of "I will never let you go".
Chan'er smiled sadly, Ah Ye, don't you understand? The imprisoned relationship can't last long, and if it goes on like this, I'm afraid that you and I will go farther and farther away, right?
When Ruqing came in, she saw two lines of tears on Chan'er's face, and it was like this again!
Every time the prince comes, Chan'er will be sad, every time it's like this, Ruqing took out a silk handkerchief to wipe the tears on Chan'er's face in distress, Chan'er came back to her senses, and when she looked at Ruqing's smiling eyes, she suddenly asked: "Ruqing, aren't you afraid that I'm a monster?" ”
If others know that she is a person who has crossed over, although she is wearing a fetus, but in the end she is wearing it, they will definitely think that she is a demon.
Ruqing's eyes curled even more after listening, "Chan'er, what stupid thing are you talking about?" Well, what if you're a demon? People are good and bad, let alone demons? If you are a demon, you are a good demon, and you are my clear master. I will always follow you and guard you. ”
Chan'er was moved in her heart when she heard this, in this life, she has the sincerity of her sister He Zixi, and the loyal protection of Ruqing, she knows that she is happy, because she has also got a person who treats her sincerely.
It's just that she and him didn't protect the relationship between them, and even more so because this is the ancient of all evils!
"Thank you Ruqing, by the way, Ruqing, didn't you really think about going out of the palace to marry Brother He? Others are good. ”
Ruqing suddenly blushed, and glared at Chan'er angrily: "Don't say that I won't leave you now, even if there is really a day when I leave you, I will marry an ordinary person, and I will never get involved in such intrigue again." ”
Chan'er nodded enviously, but now that she is locked in this deep palace, she can't stay away from right and wrong like Ruqing.
"Ruqing, after the prince leaves tomorrow, I will inform Sister Zixi to let her enter the palace to accompany me for two days."
Ruqing understood Chan'er's meaning, He Zixi also said that she would leave with Chan'er, since Chan'er had the heart to leave the palace, she naturally would not dispel it lightly, she had to find a way to resist no matter what.
But Chan'er is too kind, she wants to leave, but she also wants not to implicate other innocent people, but is there such a way? Ruqing always felt that Chan'er was too stubborn in this matter, maybe it was because the deepest thought in her heart was that she didn't want to leave Situ Ye, right?
This is the so-called "ask what is the situation in the world, only let people promise life and death", right?
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"Concubine Chan, please go and see the prince, right? After he left from you, he went back to the study and drank a lot of wine, and now it is the third jar, and his alcohol consumption has not been very good, not to mention that he will leave for the border tomorrow..."
Seeing Liang Ping kneeling on the ground with a handful of snot and tears begging, Chan'er was slightly moved in her heart, in the end, Liang Ping cared about Situ Ye, and she could rest assured that he was there, right?
It's just that... Should she go see him?
Chan'er didn't deny that she was worried, but she also knew that if she went to see him, it would be tantamount to showing friendship to him, if she still kept a straight face every time he came, what would it become?
At that time, if Situ Ye threatens in this way again and again, will his body be able to stand it? Not to mention that if she went and saw the drunk Situ Ye, she would definitely feel distressed, could she still be ruthless and have a cold face towards him?
Chan'er struggled for a long time, she finally looked at Ruqing, Ruqing's eyes were crooked smiling eyes, although she was expressionless at this time, but seeing her eyes could always make people unconsciously relax.
"Should I go?"
"Concubine Chan, go according to your own heart, just the same, don't let yourself regret it, some things are irretrievably lost, but now that the opportunity is in front of you, whether to decide whether to really give up or try to change, it's all in your thoughts."
After listening to Ruqing's words, Chan'er was like an initiation, why didn't she figure it out before?
Since Situ Ye cares about her so much, she can give him another chance, and at the same time give herself a chance, if he can really believe her, or if he has any doubts, ask her directly, as long as he does it, she just needs to say that he will believe it.
Even if he doesn't believe her in everything, at least don't doubt her heart for him, and don't doubt her original intentions.
And for those things she cares about, she can spread out with him, and the result is just to see them communicate, if they don't communicate, they may really have to go on like this for the rest of their lives, and then she and him just missed it?
"Ruqing, thank you, I understand."
Chan'er got up with a smile, lifted the skirt of the palace dress and rushed to the study quickly, it had been a tea time from Liang Ping to her west room, maybe Ah Ye had already drunk another jar at this time, how could his body stand it?
In fact, Chan'er was completely worried, and she didn't want to think that Situ Ye was not good at drinking, at this time, he couldn't open his drunken eyes, and he didn't even know where his mouth was, and most of the wine was naturally spilled.
Situ Ye just squinted at the person in front of him, he didn't know who it was, he just saw two figures, one of them seemed to be very anxious, she rushed up and said, "Lord Wang, how can you drink so much like this?" Tomorrow you are going to the border pass, but you have to be careful, the soldiers at the border pass are still waiting for you to boost morale! ”
Situ Ye nodded indiscriminately: "You are... Are you Chan'er? Is that you? It's true... Is that you? This king... No, I thought you wouldn't care about me, I thought you wouldn't care about me again, I thought you wouldn't shed a single tear for me even if I died. ”
The person who came was slightly stunned, how could she be treated like this by Situ Ye!
"Chan'er, I like you, I like you, I really like you."
Situ Ye only knew that he was repeating this sentence over and over again, he just wanted Chan'er to know that he liked her.
"I like you, I really... Really like you..."
The person who came bit his lower lip hard, stopping his angry scolding, "Lord Wang, I like you too, I like it very much." ”
When Situ Ye heard this, his eyes narrowed, but there was a smile on his face, he stood up slowly, but because he was so drunk that he hit a corner of the bookcase, he almost fell, Ling Huan stepped forward quickly, helped him, and didn't let him fall.
Situ Ye was dragged by someone, and simply pressed the weight of his whole body on her body, Ling Huan's struggling legs were weak, and he fell to the ground, Situ Ye pressed her, his eyes were squinted, his eyes were blurred, and he couldn't tell who the person in front of him was.
"I... I like you, love it, from... I loved it from the first time I saw it. Only I dare not say... I love... Like you. (To be continued......)