545. 546 His forsaken is the abandonment of her by the whole world

"What do you know about Lin Donghe?"

Lin Dongyao made a start, but he didn't say the rest of the words. Since the full moon has guessed, it doesn't want to drag it on.

"You know him well more than anyone else. And this understanding has been there for a long time, it seems that I have only known you for a long time, and you know more about him than anyone else. ”

He didn't suspect that there was some ulterior secret between the full moon and Lin Donghe, but he saw again and again that there was a deposit about Lin Donghe between them, and he thought it was necessary to ask and explain it clearly.

"What if I say—I may not really be the Linghu Full Moon you should know?" Full Moon looked at him with clear eyes, and at this moment, silence spread under each other's eyes.

What she has to say will be her biggest secret, and once she speaks, there is no turning back.

He loves her deeply, but can he accept such a her!

"Sue sù me, all one qiē. I want to know. He looked at her earnestly.

"The things of the past, in my opinion, used to be painful and hateful, but after getting along with you, a lot of hatred has changed its taste, and the hatred is still there, but I will no longer torture myself with the hurt and pain that others have done to me."

The words of the full moon, Lin Dongyao, who listened to it, became more and more frightened, and he didn't know what more thrilling words were waiting for him in the future.

"Full Moon, if you don't want to say it, just because I've never asked you, I won't ask anything about you and Lin Donghe in the future."

Lin Dongyao suddenly raised his hand and touched her slightly cool cheeks. He didn't know what happened between her and Lin Donghe, but if it was really as painful and tangled as she said, then he mentioned it, and it was also a painful memory for her.

He couldn't be so selfish.

"There's nothing you can't say. It's just that I'm indeed the full moon of Linghu now. But he is a person who has experienced the reincarnation of two lives. Are you afraid of me? I was born again for one life, and I was born again for two! In the previous life - I died unjustly, all the dearest and most loved people died in front of me, and died indirectly because of me, I was killed by Lin Donghe and Linghu Pingxue with my own hands, I was reborn with resentment, and I came back - it's just that in the previous life, I lived to be in my twenties.

This is who I am—"

Her tone was so calm that she felt nervous herself.

Before this, she never imagined that one day she would tell this secret to anyone in this life.

But the arrangement of fate is so magical, the secret you thought you would never tell, at a certain moment, in front of a certain suitable person, it just gave you invisible power, honest at this moment.

He didn't move for a long time, from his body to his expression.

Silence completely filled the spacious and comfortable carriage.

Her nervousness continued unabated.

Silently looked at his dark ink pupils, and didn't move, as if his whole person was completely frozen because of what she said.

"I was reborn in the He family three years ago, the moment Aunt He woke me up with cold water, I was already dead to another cowardly at that time, but it was Linghu Manyue who was tortured and humiliated in the previous life. I am here to take revenge, and I am planning to approach the prince step by step, and use the prince to follow you to achieve my goal of striking Lin Donghe and Linghu Full Moon.

In the Hou Mansion, the old lady and the second lady framed me again and again, in order to protect myself, and in order to eradicate the people who were not good for me in the Hou Mansion, I calculated to break them one by one, from the second lady to Linghu Pingxue to the old lady, their deaths were all related to me. Although they calculated me first, it was indeed me who secretly gave them a ride.

I also have blood on my hands! The second lady was poisoned to the point of insanity, I set up a lot of steps in it, I watched Linghu Pingxue buried alive in front of me, I watched her struggle in pain, I just watched, like watching a puddle of mud. Ling Hu Zilu's eyes were also indirectly blinded by me, I knew that Liu Mengliang and Liu Caiyun were going to give Ling Hu Pingxue and Ling Hu Zilu a head, so I secretly moved my hands and feet to make Ling Hu Zilu blind in one eye, and was sent out of the Hou Mansion.

After I finished this qiē, when the old lady was in a coma, I deliberately said these things in front of her, because the doctor said that although she is in a coma now, she can survive for a while, but she can't be stimulated in any way. I naturally know what words can stimulate her, how I hurt the second lady, Linghu Pingxue, Linghu Zilu, and even the old lady's favorite Linghu Jie, were all driven out of the Hou Mansion by my design, and their whereabouts are still unknown. You say, after hearing this, how can the old lady not breathe early?

There are too many, the abbot of Xiangguo Temple, Ding Juming and Ding Lanming sisters, also died because of my rebirth in this life, if I am still the Linghu full moon in the previous life, maybe they will still live in this world decently. I walked the path of revenge step by step, and I knew very well who could be used and who could take refuge, and for a long, long time, my heart was numb. All I saw in front of my eyes was the word revenge. ”

Full Moon said quietly, her tone was calm, at this moment, she seemed to be able to hear the heartbeat of herself and Lin Dongyao, even the sound of the carriage pressing against the ground, and the noise outside the car.

He just looked at her quietly.

From just now to now, he has maintained a posture, stiff and silent.

Her heart sank slowly.

But since it has begun, how can we stop on this story?

"You know what? Linghu Hongxi has asked me more than once if the things about the old lady and the second lady in the Hou Mansion are related to me! I was impassioned at the time, and I denied it with righteous words, and I even deceived Linghu Hongxi, because I was also full of hatred and indifference to this father at that time. If he hadn't nodded and agreed to put me in the He family, I wouldn't have almost died in the He family.

I thought - I would go on with hatred until I got my revenge. But you drove me away, from that time on, I suddenly figured out a lot, and then later, I was secretly taken away by your people, almost everyone thought I was dead, at that time, I continued to figure out a lot of things that I didn't figure out before, I sued myself, I have to avenge me, but my future life can't go on like this.

But--but, just when I wanted to find you to make it clear to your face, you took Qiu Rong in and out of the pair, and later, I knew that you were sick, and I knew your suffering. I thought I could be a normal person and accompany you through the rest of the time. But I really underestimated the influence of feelings on me, I would rather be a despicable villain, a shameless person, and I would be cheeky to take advantage of the prince's trust in me with a femme fatale, take his blood, and save your life.

In the end I succeeded, but I didn't have the face to stay, so I hid, I wanted to heal the sick and save people, and atone for the sins I committed against the prince. Perhaps, the whole world, this time will believe that I am really dead. But I'm trying to guess your heart in my own way. If it were me, would I continue to look for you? Do you have to see the body, or just keep looking for it? I still played tricks on you after all, I knew that you would continue to look for me, I kept hiding, and I also knew that no matter where I hid, you would not give up.

The sky is big, and I'm not afraid! You'll find me. Definitely. ”

The tears of the full moon burst at this moment.

She had always been calm and silent, and she didn't want to say such things, even in front of those closest to her. presented himself unreservedly in front of him, simply like a baby, only tears carried too much vicissitudes of pain.

"I see—I see."

He cleared his throat, but he said the simple four words twice before he could make them clear.

Even if he can be said to be the most calm and calm person on this continent, in the face of such a complex and magical story as the full moon, his heart will inevitably fluctuate violently, and for a while, he can't calm down.

At this moment, his calm is only superficial.

The inner turmoil is turbulent and difficult to calm down.

"yes, that's it." Full Moon nodded, and a tear fell on the back of his hand, like a crystal lotus blooming on the fertile land, and the flowers bloomed more than any other land.

But his hand didn't move, he didn't wipe her tears, and he didn't hug her into his arms.

He kept his previous movements, and his voice was as shallow and thin as it had ever been.

"So--in the last life, the relationship between you and Lin Donghe was actually -" His eyes finally moved, but the words he asked made Full Moon's heart hit hard again.

She wanted to hold back her tears, but when she poured out her heart and lungs, all he cared about was what her relationship with Lin Donghe was, and her whole body seemed to be immersed in the cold water of December, and she was full of cold.

"What you want to know - that's it, isn't it?" She asked him rhetorically, her voice like falling into an ice cave.

He looked at her fixedly, and only then did he realize the tears on her face in the corners of her eyes.

"Why are you crying? Don't cry - I'm not afraid of the stories you're telling, and you can't cry. Isn't there always me? How can you forget, in this life, from the time we know now, I have never left you, how have I ever questioned you, even if I am seriously ill, I have always sent people to protect you and take care of you in secret.

What you just said is what you have done, and you think it is wrong, so what? Don't you know? In my Lin Dongyao's eyes, what you do with the fox full moon is right, and no one can say that you don't say a word! From the first time I saw you at the He family, I was attracted to you, although I didn't admit it at that time, but I saw a thin and thin figure on the wall of the He family, and I dried those clothes with a cold face while looking down and thinking about bad ideas. ”

Lin Dongyao suddenly hugged her tightly, and landed a long and affectionate kiss on her forehead.

The full moon raised her head and looked at him suspiciously,

"On the day I was reborn, on the wall of the He family, I always felt that someone was looking at me, yes-is it?"

It turned out that her feelings were not wrong that day, there were really people at that time.

"Hmm."

"Then I'll answer you now, I have a relationship with Lin Dong in the last life, in fact, I-"

"That's how you came to me. This is God's favor for me, if it weren't for you, I would probably repeat the untimely death of the previous life in this life, right? At least he will die in the hands of Lin Donghe for no apparent reason, right? Not only me, but also the crown prince and my father, it will be like this. Isn't it? ”

His clever belly is just as chilling at this moment.

Full Moon only said a few words about the previous life, and he vaguely guessed the bad ending.

Indeed, if it weren't for her, maybe he would still have a high-minded personality that doesn't matter to himself, and he is indifferent to anyone and everything, and his position of power is, in his opinion, dispensable. He didn't care even more about whether Lin Donghe was a real villain or a hypocrite!

Therefore, she should be his savior.

The full moon shook her head stubbornly, and then her tone was cold,

"Without me, maybe God will arrange someone else for you, like Qiu Rong, like other women. Now you all know, I occupy the body of Linghu Full Moon in this life, but my Linghu is Linghu Full Moon in his twenties in the previous life, I in the previous life, after the vicissitudes of life, that heart matures to the point that you can't imagine, I am not the innocent woman you think, I have experienced too much, from bloodthirsty killing to male and female love, all of which are the same. Do you understand?

Lin Dongyao! Can you face me like this? Can you? Can you answer me, am I a human or a ghost mother? Am I clean, or am I the femme fatale who walked away from the ghost with blood stained on it? If you want to know, I sue you! Have you figured it out? How will you face me after you think about it? Hold me? Do you want to keep going with me? You didn't think about it -- in fact, before I told you the truth, I didn't even think about how to deal with you, how to deal with you.

Maybe I used to calculate and estimate step by step, but at this moment, I really didn't think about it, and I didn't know how I could still calculate and control in the face of such facts? So, I gave up. Say it, it's your turn, Lin Dongyao! You don't just look at me, you talk! Say!! ”

The full moon suddenly tugged at his collar with some excitement, his eyes were like water, and tears stubbornly swirled in his eyes, refusing to fall.

It turned out that the most unbearable past of himself was so bloody and dried, and Akagi's was hung in front of the people he cared about the most, and at this moment, he was so helpless and lonely. It's like being disliked and spurned by everyone in the world.

Or even abandoned.

Just because, in the relationship, many times, the person you care about, often, he carries and occupies all your life, joys, sorrows, and sorrows, and he leads and controls you all the time. Therefore, his silence is the silence of the whole world, and his abandonment is the unreserved abandonment of her by the whole world.

In the past, she didn't understand, but at this moment, she felt it better than anyone else.

Caught in feelings, there is no distinction between good and bad men and women, immortals and mortals, equal treatment.