719. A strong desire to survive

In a trance, I don't know if it's a dream or reality, and there is a cry of sadness in Fenghuafei's ears; It was the sorrow that had been covering all the pain in his heart, and it made Feng Huafei's heart sad, as if it was worse than the sadness in his body. Who is it? The voice is so familiar, it is...... Is it a jade? Feng Huafei began to fall into a chaotic memory, and other voices began to come from his ears besides the sorrow......

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The creak of the door opening, the sound of soft footsteps, Feng Huafei seemed to have regained all consciousness, and it seemed that he could sense that the person behind him must be Yu Zhenzhen.

I don't know how long it took to walk, but Yu Zhenzhen finally walked to the meadow; She squatted down and helped Feng Huafei tighten the covered clothes again; But he didn't expect Fenghua to stretch out his arm suddenly, hold Yu Zhenzhen's hand with the greatest strength, turn his head back, and say hoarsely to Yu Zhenzhen with bloodshot eyes, "Ling Bo...... Is what he said true? Limbo, Limbo has ......"

Yu Zhenzhen nodded, and tears fell on Fenghuafei's clothes; Recalling the events at that time, it is still broken now, "At that time, the three princes and the immortals united to suck the soul of Yan Yi out of Ling Bo's body with a soul bead, but ...... It's too late, Ling Bo at that time, the soul has been ...... by the soul of the previous body in the body" Yu Zhenzhen gritted her teeth, raised her head high, and desperately turned her eyes from side to side, trying to swallow back her tears; But it was useless, tears still fell down his face, "The erosion is full of holes, and after the soul of Yi Yi is included in the soul bead, Ling Bo's body began to fester, from the chest. ...... to the waist"

"He must be in pain......" Fenghua Fei grabbed Yu Zhenzhen's hand, her face pale as a dead man, "Ling Bo is very afraid of pain." ”

"At that time. Limbo has ...... There is no way to save it, and the only way to keep the water spirit of the land of Shenzhou alive is for the immortal to give up the identity of the immortal clan and enter Ling Bo's body, so that Ling Bo's body can be repaired and the water spirit can continue to live; Only the immortals, who are twin brothers with Ling Bo, can do this, but at the cost. Ling Bo scattered his soul and disappeared into heaven and earth. It's like...... It's never been the same. ”

Feng Huafei listened to Yu Zhenzhen say this in a daze, and the tears were already flowing, and she didn't feel that she was crying at all. Yu Zhenzhen painfully recalled the original incident, choked up, and continued to be strong. "I still remember. At that time, I stupidly kept holding Limbo's mutilated body, and said to Stygian that it is absolutely not, Limbo is mine, and his life and death are decided by me. But it didn't work, even if I kept Ling Bo and waited for his body to completely decay, it would still be the result of his soul being scattered; But at that time, I really just wanted to ...... I just want to talk to Limbo more. Even if it only stays with him for half an hour, it doesn't matter if it's a cup of tea. A stick of incense is also good...... I want to see him again, I want to hear what he has to say......"

Feng Huafei listened to Yu Zhenzhen's crying and complaining, and her mood also rose and fell; He hated Yan Yi and Ying Ling to death, if it weren't for the two of them, how could things have developed to this point. He could feel the trembling all over her body; So at that time, even if she didn't see it with her own eyes, she felt the same mood at that time. He wanted to hug the woman in front of him tightly, telling all the sadness in each other's hearts; But he can't, not only because he doesn't have the strength to get up now, but also because he is no longer worthy.

"Senior brother, do you know? Just when everyone was at a stalemate, it was actually Ling Bo, who spoke in person, and said, "Yu Zhenzhen wanted to laugh reluctantly, after all, it was Ling Bo's growth, and she should be happy for him; But at that time, in that situation, how much she hoped that Ling Bo would still be the one who was naΓ―ve and ignorant of the world, but was with her in everything, "Ling Bo said so deeply and righteously, Zhen Zhen, let Shen Chi come." He has prepared the psychology of soul scattering, but, that idiot, he doesn't know what it means to be soul scattered, he doesn't know at all, if he really does this, he will be separated from us forever in the future, and he will never see each other again! ”

"I explained to him that the soul is scattered, that is, there is no such person as Ling Bo in the world, and in this life, in the next life, and in the future, we will not meet again, and we will not meet again. However, Ling Bo was still as cute as before, and in my arms, "It was as if time had gone back to the past, to the moment that broke Jade's heart, and she burst into tears, even if she bit out her teeth to bleed, she couldn't stop her tears, and her grief flooded her heart," he said, because he was connected to the heart of the Underworld, so he could hear the Underworld tell him that only in this way could I live, and ...... Ling Bo asked me to live for him, and he was satisfied. Limbo, what a fool, fool! Stupid! ”

Yu Zhenzhen couldn't cry anymore, and she couldn't say a word; She fell to her knees and lay on Feng Huafei's chest, crying and trembling, as if she had returned to the moment when her liver and intestines were broken. Feng Huafei couldn't say a word or a word at this time, and her emotions were completely affected by Yu Zhenzhen; He raised his arm slightly and put it on Yu Zhenzhen's shoulder, wanting to say something, but he couldn't open his mouth. At this time, it seems that everything is superfluous.

It took a long time for Jade to calm her mood, and at the same time she was a little ashamed; Obviously, he came in to comfort Feng Huafei, but in the end, it turned out to be Feng Huafei to comfort himself. She lowered her head and moved away from Feng Hua Fei's body, and said to Feng Hua Fei in a low voice, "Senior brother, I'm sorry, Ling Bo died for me, if Senior Brother wants to blame, blame me, it's all my fault, otherwise, Ling Bo wouldn't ......"

Jade Zhenzhen clenched her fists tightly, and the tears that she had managed to retract flooded again. The name Limbo is like a strange switch, as soon as you press it, all of Yu Zhenzhen's strength fades, and she is just an ordinary woman who can cry. Feng Huafei held Yu Zhenzhen's hand, and felt her whole hand clenched into a small fist, and trembled slightly; He let go of his hand, but raised his arm and helped Yu Zhenzhen wipe the tears from her face, and then spoke, with empathetic sadness in her tone, "Don't cry, I want to ...... Limbo doesn't want to see you cry either. ”

It's not the first time that Feng Huafei has been gentle with Yu Zhenzhen, but at this moment, he said such a sentence. still made Yu Zhenzhen's whole person's defense line collapse; She grabbed Feng Huafei's hand, and tears fell on it, "Senior brother...... I know how important Limbo is to you. He's the only friend you've ever recognized, but now he's gone from you. I know that from the moment you wake up, sad things will follow, and you must feel broken. But brother, we must learn to be strong now, and no matter what happens, we must not be defeated, even for the sake of those who have died for us. Even if it's to keep them down......"

"I won't shed any more tears," Feng Huafei patted Yu Zhenzhen's shoulder with his other hand, and the corners of his mouth rose slightly. But the bitter taste was only clear to him, "Even if it's not for the land of Shenzhou, just to help Ling Bo avenge, I will never ...... Let Ying Ling be better! ”

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Right. Say goodbye to no more tears; He promised her that she had done so. He would never take his own life, because he still had Limbo's hatred on his shoulders. It's just that...... The suffocation in his chest still made Feng Huafei uncomfortable for a moment of confusion, as if his soul was about to be unsheathed, as if he couldn't do anything to keep his life; At this time, Feng Huafei was attracted by another cry - this was also a familiar voice to him, or perhaps the owner of this cry was the second important woman in Feng Huafei's life besides Yu Zhenzhen, the cry he had been accustomed to hearing since childhood. Ye Lingyun.

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"Senior brother doesn't have to promise me anything," despite Feng Huafei's words. and Feng Huafei's tone, all of which Ye Lingyun was thinking about and looking forward to in the past, but now in this situation, Ye Lingyun really no longer dares to ask for anything. She calmed down for a long time before lowering her voice and trying to minimize her nasal voice, "Senior Brother doesn't owe me anything, and I don't want Senior Brother to spend his whole life in shame in the future." If the elder brother really thinks ...... If you can't let go of my words, forget about me......"

"Ye Lingyun, is your head in water!" Yun Duo covered her mouth, and tears fell down, but at this moment, she couldn't wait to go in and grab Ye Lingyun's collar, let her face herself, and let her see that there were still many people in this world who cared about her, and she definitely shouldn't be so desperate, "Senior Brother Feng has already promised you, didn't you want to hear this the most before?" Isn't that what you've always dreamed of! ”

"This ...... No, it's not! Ye Lingyun's voice gradually became louder, and in this way, her thick nasal voice was exposed, as well as her already fragile heart, "I want to wait for this day more than anyone else, but I ...... I've ...... It's already ......" Ye Lingyun's voice gradually became smaller here, and when the clouds couldn't wait, the sudden momentum was like a rainbow, almost bursting his throat, "I'm not the Ye Lingyun I used to be!" ”

"You are! I know you are! Yun Duo continued to talk on the side, she found that no matter what Feng Huafei said, it could only make Ye Lingyun feel low; And after she spoke, Ye Lingyun's mood fluctuated a lot, maybe this was a good situation, so Yun Duo continued to say loudly, "Maybe here with Senior Brother Feng, I don't have any convincing power, I can only explain what you look like in my heart." Ye Lingyun, I really hate you to death, you are pestered by Senior Brother Feng every day, pretending to be very close to him, and now you are making such a mess of yourself for him! Ye Lingyun, you are so cunning, in this way, you will live in Senior Brother Feng's heart forever, no matter what happens in the future, you will firmly occupy a corner of his heart, and no one can get rid of it! Ye Lingyun, you haven't changed at all, your hated personality has always been like this, it was in the past, it is now, and it will be the same in the future! If you don't want me to reach out and grab Senior Brother Feng, you'd better wait here for me, if something happens to you, tell you that Senior Brother Feng is mine! It's my Yunduo, and it has nothing to do with you Ye Lingyun! ”

Ye Lingyun was silent for a long time, and suddenly she didn't know what decision she made, she suddenly jumped up from the ground, and rushed to the clouds in a way that everyone didn't expect; The clouds were excited, and before they could react, their collars were pulled up by Ye Lingyun's dry arm stretching out of the railing, Ye Lingyun's sharp face approached, and the big eyes like apricots glared angrily, grinning at the clouds, "It's beautiful to think less!" ”

Suddenly getting a lot closer, Feng Huafei saw clearly that Ye Lingyun's face was now pale, and she was almost not human; The wide eyes were bloodshot, and they should have been unable to rest all the time to stay up like this; Her lips were chapped and there were already some blood marks, and the white prison clothes should have been made according to her shape, but now that she was dragging her feet, it can be seen that she has lost a lot of weight these days. It was not only the collar of the cloud that was pulled up, but also the heart of Feng Huafei, he stretched out his arm and took the initiative to hold Ye Lingyun's hand holding the collar of the cloud for the first time; Ye Lingyun's heart grunted, as if it sank into her stomach; Only then did she realize that she had made such an impulsive choice invisibly, she turned her face away, and did not dare to look at Feng Huafei; Feng Huafei grabbed her hand tightly, feeling Ye Lingyun's skinny bones, he sighed faintly, looked at Ye Lingyun fixedly and said, "Please believe me, please wait for me." Ye Lingyun, this is my first promise to you, I will never give up to save you, even if it takes my life, I will never give up. Therefore, Ye Lingyun, you must not give up yourself, you must promise me. ”

"Big brother...... Guru...... Brother ...... "Ye Lingyun's eyes, which were already red from crying, were now filled with tears, she gritted her teeth, but she couldn't hold back the tears that fell; She wanted to jump into Feng Huafei's arms and cry now, but through this cold railing, all she could do was to muster up her courage, raise her face high, nod vigorously at Feng Huafei, and tears crackled down like a light rain.

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Don't cry, don't cry, I'm the one who is useless, and I'm the one who harms you...... One of you will lose a life for me, and the other will lose all consciousness and become a vegetative state for me. All this, I am the source, how can I die, how can I just leave you in the world, and I die with peace of mind, no, I can't die, I must not die!

Because I am not living for myself, my hatred and my promise will support me! Even when I get to the underworld, I have to ask the ghost king for justice, and I must finish my own things to be able to meet my eyes!

I'm flying, I must come back to life! (To be continued......)