Chapter 514: An Insurmountable Wall
"I have something to tell you. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info" Lin Yan glanced at him and said in a low voice.
Her tone was a little wrong compared to usual, but she had a lot more strength than usual, and she was no longer as pale and chaotic as before, although this was a bit abnormal, but her spirit was much better, which made Liang Min a little happy, no longer caring about anything else, nodded and said to her:
"Come in."
Lin Yan lowered her eyes and followed him into the study, Liang Min's study was very large, very spacious, there were very few useless furnishings, and there were the most books on the art of war, so as soon as he stepped into the study, he could smell a strong smell of books and ink, without the slightest soft furnishings, simple and cold, and there was a little natural elegance in the simplicity.
Lin Yan has been to this study many times in the past, before the pressure on the two of them was not so heavy, she and his husband and wife relationship was still very good, she had done everything about red sleeves and incense, she was shy and happy at that time, but now she ......
"Sit down." Liang Min said.
Lin Yan was no stranger to his study, so she didn't feel uncomfortable, she sat on a chair under the window.
"It's cold, why are you dressed so thinly?" Liang Min looked at her and said, reaching out to touch her cheek, wanting to see if she was cold.
Unexpectedly, as soon as her hand touched her skin, she avoided it, Liang Min's heart sank, she withdrew her hand curtly, looked away from her face, paused, and asked without words:
"Do you drink tea?"
"No need, I'll just say a few words and leave." Lin Yan lowered her eyes and said in a low voice, "My dowry is still in the hands of the princess, please ask the prince to return my dowry to me." ”
"Dowry?" Liang Min was stunned and frowned, she didn't expect her to suddenly mention this.
His stunned made Lin Yan a little annoyed, raised his head to look at his face, frowned, and said in a stiff tone:
"The dowry is mine, and it should be returned to me, and the Rui Wangfu will not want to deduct my dowry."
"Naturally not." Liang Min frowned, her hostility towards the Rui Wangfu became stronger and stronger, and it became more and more exposed, making him helpless and a little angry, "Why did you suddenly remember to mention the dowry, the silver I left you last time was not enough?" ”
"You and I have reconciled, of course I have to take away my dowry, you are no longer my husband, I have no reason to take your money." Lin Yan said, untied the burden he was carrying and put it on the table beside him, opened it, and inside was a white flower of silver, "After my dowry is counted, I will order someone to send it to Xue Minglou, please hurry up, I will wait to use it." Then he stood up and turned to leave.
Liang Min looked at her back and sighed silently.
As soon as Lin Yan walked to the door of the study, a hand swept over her ear and pressed straight on the door frame in front of her, making a bang, startling her.
Liang Min stood behind her, leaned over, stared at her side face and asked:
"Waiting to be used? Where is it used? ”
He had almost never made such a sudden act of intimacy to her, Lin Yan was shocked, her heart was pounding uncontrollably, the smell on his body was too familiar to her, because it was too familiar, she didn't feel it when she got along day and night, it was precisely because the two of them hadn't seen each other for a long time like now, when the familiar smell on his body suddenly rushed towards her at close range, she actually even trembled a little at her fingertips.
"What are you going to do in such a hurry to ask for a dowry?" Lin Yan is very weak in money, and she doesn't pay much attention to it in her daily life, it is her temperament to be at peace with the world when she encounters, so she suddenly wants money, Liang Min can't help but think about it in other ways, she definitely doesn't want to use it herself, where does she want to use it, will she be deceived or something, as for whether it is a man or a woman who deceives people, he didn't want to think about it anymore just after his mind turned, he asked bluntly.
Standing behind her like this, Lin Yan felt that she was about to lose her breath, she turned around suddenly, quickly got under his arm, kept a little distance from him, took a deep breath, lowered her eyes, and said in a repulsive tone:
"I have separated from you, and it's my business where I want to use the dowry!"
"We haven't reconciled yet, you are still my wife in the genealogy, and this will never change, you can do it if you want a dowry, you have to tell me where you plan to use it, if you don't say I'll give it to you."
"You still want to withhold my dowry?!" Lin Yan looked at him incredulously and raised her voice, she was very annoyed.
"Even if I do this bad guy, what can you do with me?" Liang Min looked at her angry face with a smile, very good, the angry expression was much more vivid than her pale gentleness in the past, so that she seemed to be alive, he should have discovered that he wanted her to show her vitality more than to be a hard-working and virtuous wife.
"Do you think I won't dare to sue the emperor?" Lin Yan is really angry, she takes his words seriously, if the dowry is deducted, she will have nothing, she can do it herself, but there is no foundation, even if she thinks about it, she doesn't dare to raise a child, she is not dizzy and thinks that as long as she can raise the child, even if she takes the child to ask for food, as a mother, she at least wants to let her child have no worries about food and clothing, but he actually wants to deduct her dowry, what will she take to raise the child without the dowry, she is angry!
"Who do you think the emperor will look at?" Liang Min was almost amused by her momentum, and looked at her with the corners of his lips hooked and asked.
"You ......" Lin Yan was really angry.
"Tell me, what do you want the money for?" Liang Min asked, to put it bluntly, he was very worried that Lin Yan would be assimilated for a long time with the group of women of the Su family who did not abide by women's morals, in case he took the silver to wrap his little white face or something, Hui Gan once said that the eldest sister of the Su family was familiar with doing such things, in case she instigated Lin Yan, Lin Yan was the softest...... He had to ask.
It's not okay not to answer, frowning, Lin Yan tried to suppress the anger in her heart, turned her head, and replied bluntly:
"I'm going to adopt a child!"
"Kid?" The smile on the corner of Liang Min's lips froze, and the brisk mood just now instantly suppressed, he seemed to be unable to believe what he heard, and his eyes were full of surprise, "What child?" ”
"Among the victims of the disaster from Lunan, I picked up a child, the child has no father and mother, only eight months old, I don't want to send her to the nursery, I want to raise her."
She said it simply and clearly, Liang Min also understood, but he couldn't accept it for a while, he felt a mess when he mentioned the child, as long as they work together, there will always be a way to solve other things, but in the matter of the child, even if luck has an opportunity, but physical things can not be solved by hard work, she has seen how many doctors even he can't count, the child is a matter of the two of them as long as they think about it, they will feel that life is a dark thing. Even though Liang Min has been able to accept the fact that Lin Yan can't have children, he has tried not to put psychological pressure on her, but he has never considered the matter of adoption, deep down he still wants his own blood and blood to adopt other people's children, even if he heard her talk about it at first glance, he felt a pang in his heart.
"That's a child, not a kitten or a puppy, the child will grow up and will have her own ideas, how will you explain her origin to her when the time comes?" Liang Min's mind was in a mess, at least when he hadn't made up his mind, he didn't want her to adopt a child, if she adopted a child now, he would only feel even more confused, "If you have your own child in the future, what will happen to the child you adopt?" ”
"I can't have children of my own!" Lin Yan almost interrupted him and said in a cold tone, she has completely accepted the fact that she can't have children, unlike Liang Min, Liang Min, who accepts the facts, still has a glimmer of hope in her heart, but there is no hope in her heart.
Her words hit Liang Min again, and Liang Min's heart became heavier and heavier, and he almost blurted out:
"What if there is one in the future?"
"Are you still hoping about this?" Lin Yan frowned, looked at his face incredulously, and raised her voice in an empty tone.
Liang Min's heart became more and more gloomy, and now his body and mind were in chaos, and he was almost out of breath.
"Accept the reality, I can't have a child, with me, you can't have your own child in your life!" Lin Yan looked at him and was silent for a while, as if she wanted to break his illusion, and emphasized word by word.
"No, no, no!" Liang Min said in a suddenly aggravated tone.
"Don't be presumptuous." Lin Yan said softly.
Her soft exhortation instantly angered Liang Min, and he looked at her and said in a sarcastic tone:
"I asked you for medical advice and medicine, you said that I forced you, I said that it doesn't matter if you don't have children, you want me not to be rash, what do you want me to do, is it wrong in your eyes no matter what I say?!"
"I'm tired, I don't want to end up with your complaints."
"When have I ever complained to you?" Liang Min asked loudly.
"Have you complained less in the past ten years?" Lin Yan asked in a sharp voice, her eyes were full of wet mist, and she was almost about to cry, "The reason why I can't raise my head in this mansion, the reason why I have become a laughing stock among the royal family of the clan, your mother and concubine regard me as a thorn in the side, and you take a concubine, in the final analysis, it is not because I can't give birth to a child!" On the day of the 100-day banquet of the eldest grandson of the Marquis of Dingbei, you got drunk at night and said to Gu Ren, 'It would be good if you didn't marry Lin Yan, if you didn't marry Lin Yan, I now have at least two or three children, so my mother doesn't have to worry about these things anymore, and I can breathe a sigh of relief', do you think I didn't hear these words? Do you know what it feels like when I hear you say that? On the surface, I pretend not to care, but in my heart I care very much, the comfort is fake, the warmth is fake, everything you say to me is fake, I would rather you take a break than hear you say such things to others! ”
Liang Min was speechless, he didn't know what to say for a while, he didn't remember what he said to Gu Ren after he was drunk, but the mood at that time was more or less remembered, the facts were in front of him, although there was no complaint on the surface, but the anxiety and anxiety in daily life between words and behaviors would indeed be inadvertently revealed, this was not deliberate, although it was not deliberate, but these inadvertent negative emotions would indeed cause heavy mental pressure to her already sensitive, It was a huge psychological trauma that he inflicted on her when he was only thinking about his own anxiety.
"I've thought about it, even if we don't have children of our own for the rest of our lives, I'll admit it." He looked into her eyes and said softly, it wasn't perfunctory, he said it seriously, "So, come back." ”
Lin Yan looked at him with teary eyes for a while, turned around, and said in a cold tone:
"Please send someone to Xue Minglou as soon as possible after counting my dowry." With that, it's time to leave.
"Yan'er!" Liang Min frowned, stepped forward and grabbed her arm before speaking.
The door of the study was pushed open, and a strong fragrance hit the face, and Wei Xinyan, who was dressed in purple, walked in.
"Do you dare to come back to the palace?" As if she was a natural enemy, Wei Xinyan's disgust for Lin Yan was all written on her face, and she didn't even have the mood to hide it. (To be continued.) )