"In the future, it won't!" Kangxi stroked Fengli's head and promised gently. Feng Li smiled slightly, and suddenly his eyes narrowed, "The emperor doesn't want to ask me about the past, but I want to talk to the emperor in detail." These words, except for the emperor, I have never spoken to anyone, buried in my heart for so many years, I also want to say it to someone, it is excellent to be the emperor. ”

Kangxi could feel the pain in Feng Xuan, and she was willing to say that he naturally didn't want to listen. "You say, I'll listen!"

As a man, listen to what has been buried in the heart of the woman who has been listening to him for many years. Feng Li smiled lightly at his call and clenched Kangxi's hand, "Whether it is Feng Wuru, whom the emperor has seen twice, or Feng Luochen, who I saw for the first time today, they are actually my relatives in my previous life." Maybe it shouldn't be called a past life, but it's not a past life, and I don't know how to say what happened in the past. ”

Feeling Feng Li's nervousness, her palms were full of beads of sweat, Kangxi didn't know why Feng Li was nervous, but he still held her hand tightly. "Feng is ruthless, my biological father."

Kangxi's eyes widened, "He is Ah Li's biological father, why did he do everything possible to put Ah Li to death?" ”

Feng Li took a deep breath, "Because when my mother had me, he was hunted down, and everyone thought he was dead, and my mother was heartbroken to find out that she had me, and for me, he married my father, who is also Feng Wurui's twin brother, Feng Wuchen." ”

Kangxi's eyebrows jumped, just such a complicated relationship, he could imagine the love-hate entanglement. And Fengli is mixed in it, and how much pain and torture should be endured.

"I was young. I always thought that my parents were the best parents in the world, and I didn't know how much my mother sacrificed for me, and that was my father in honor. Actually, my uncle's people gave up for me. One has a heart but marries another person, only the name of husband and wife, but not the reality of husband and wife; The other did not want his brother's only flesh and blood to be looked at in any strange way, so he gave up his beloved, and never saw each other again. They thought that when I grew up and became sensible, they would let each other go. Unexpectedly, the quiet days were only eight short years. I thought the dead man was back, and when he saw that my mother was married to my father, he didn't give anyone a chance to explain at all. I just thought that both my mother and my uncle had betrayed him, and I was the biggest proof that they had betrayed me, and he just wanted to kill me. ”

Eight years later, Nafeng left that time. Only eight years old. An eight-year-old child, who has grown up under thousands of pampering since she was a child, how can she resolve it in the face of a resentful person who is bent on killing her?

"He used means to take me away from school, put me in the forest, and let countless poisonous snakes surround me. If it weren't for the secret guards who protected me, I would have died long ago. He came back silently. As soon as he came back, he did it to me, and after he did it, my grandfather knew that he was not dead, but he was not dead, but he was silent for the past eight years, and he didn't care about it when he came back, and he directly started at me, and my grandfather was furious and vowed to arrest him back, not to sue him, I am his daughter. ”

Speaking of this, Feng Li closed his eyes and showed grief, "But he didn't wait for grandpa to make a move, his movements were faster, he and my dad are twin brothers, they look exactly the same, he pretended to be my dad and entered Fengyuan, and when he saw his mother, my mother recognized him at first sight, and she was speechless with joy, she wanted to sue him, she gave birth to me for him, but he attached to her ear and asked her if she remembered what she once said, she loved him, loved so much that she was willing to die for him, willing to die at his hands." My mom nodded happily, and then he killed my mom like that, and when my mom died, she was still smiling. ”

Feng Li at this moment, the anger and unwillingness, this has tormented her for many years, and it is still a scene that cannot be erased, she doesn't understand how Feng Wuru can be so ruthless, she doesn't even give her a chance to explain, just kill her like that, even if she dies willingly, she is willing to use death to prove her love for him, but Feng Wuru really understands, understand?

"I saw him kill his mother with my own eyes, he let him do it without his mother without resistance, holding his mother's body, he was also a little stunned, my scream, attracted other people, when Dad saw the person in his arms, he was also shocked, he told him, I am his daughter, but he didn't believe it, and finally left Fengyuan with his mother's body, Dad fought with him in order to snatch back his mother's body, and was killed by his mistake." Feng Li took a deep breath, but Kangxi hugged Feng Li tightly, and saw his biological father kill his biological mother, and his adoptive father was mistakenly killed by his biological father.

"Dad died, Mom was taken away by him, the people of the Feng family came one after another, he knew that he was outnumbered, and hurriedly left, and in one day, my world was turned upside down. At that time, I didn't understand why Feng Wuru did this to me, and he didn't want to tell me about the entanglements in my parents, and I only asked me to grow up, and only when I grew up, he would tell me everything about it. I didn't want to wait like this, others didn't want to tell me, I would always find out for myself, and in the end, I knew, but at that time, I was more painful than I didn't know. It turns out that I am the culprit who killed them, if it weren't for me, they wouldn't get married, Feng Wuru wouldn't have misunderstood, and they wouldn't have to die for me. Feng Li's real self-guilt, Kangxi was shocked when he heard it, and hurriedly said: "No, Ah Li, this has nothing to do with you, it has nothing to do with you." ”

"How can it not be related. Feng Wudao said that I was the greatest proof that they had betrayed him, and that my existence was always a reminder to him that when his life was at stake, the woman he loved was with his brother, which he could not tolerate and could not will. But the third brother told me that my life is no longer my own, so many people have died for me, and I must live well, instead of those who died for me, live well. I can't even die! A deep sorrow filled Feng Li's body.

Kangxi didn't speak, Feng Li had already crossed that hurdle, so she would always live well.

"For so many years, he has always wanted me to die, since I was twelve years old, in order to protect the people around me. I've been fighting him, and over the years, he's become more and more helpless against me. For this reason, I lost my mind even more, and I became more and more crazy! ”

"Didn't you think about killing him?" Feng Ruthless died, and it was a hundred, after so many years of confrontation, he didn't believe that Feng Li didn't have a chance to kill Feng Ruthless.

"Kill him? Although I don't want to admit that he is my biological father, the blood relationship cannot be washed away or destroyed. This is always given by him, and how pathetic he is, the person he loves the most was killed by his own hands. And I will never admit it for the rest of my life, if one day I really die at his hands, if he knows that I am really his daughter. How painful he must have been. Such retaliation. That's enough! "What could be better than when he thought he wanted revenge only to find that he had never lost anything, but that he himself had buried all his fortune.

"But you've suffered so much!"

"That's what I deserve, the father and the son repay the debt, it's justified, he has caused so many killings, and I will pay it back, what's wrong!" Feng Li never complained. She already has too much, and everything is gained and lost. How can the things of the world be perfect?

"Can't you explain to him, who you are?" Kangxi was not willing to suffer so much from Fengli. If you can untie Feng's ruthless heart knot, in this way, Fengli will definitely be able to live better.

Feng Li shook his head decisively, "No, everything that should be said has already been said, he never believed it, Dad has lost his life for me and my mother, in my heart, he is my father, sue Sù Feng ruthlessly our relationship, let him believe in our relationship and use it in exchange for my peace, it is like erasing what he once did for me, I would rather not." ”

Feng Li has always been a stubborn person, because of this, for so many years, no matter what Feng Wuru has done, no one has mentioned to tell Feng Wuru the truth in exchange for their handshake. So many people died to protect Feng Li, there are too many things mixed between Feng Li and Feng Wulu, and they can't be like normal fathers and daughters at all, if Feng Wuru knows these things one day, no one knows what will happen to Feng Li.

Compared with Feng's ruthless madness, they were more worried that Fengli would not be able to hold on. Kangxi also thought of these at this time, and clenched Feng Li's hand, "Ah Li is unwilling, then he is unwilling, in the future, he will not appear again." ”

Feng Li leaned on Kangxi's shoulder, "I know that my insistence is ridiculous, but our father and daughter recognize each other, so will those of them who died because of us die in vain?" Because my life was given by him, I have no way to avenge them, but how can such a person who bears a body of sin have the right to live a peaceful life? ”

Kangxi lowered his eyes, if Feng Wuru was not Feng Li's biological father, Feng Li killed him to avenge those people, Feng Li didn't have to bear so many people's lives, but Feng Wuru was Feng Li's biological father, she couldn't take revenge, she couldn't even shout for them, Feng Li's struggle was painful, there was nowhere to say, she only kept suffering the hurt that Feng Wuru did to her, so as to punish herself. As Feng Li said, one day, Feng ruthlessly understood the truth, and at that time, Feng ruthless's revenge on Feng ruthless was also reached.

What is more than the betrayal he thought never existed, the wife and daughter he once hoped to have, one was killed by his own hands, his daughter has tasted the torture of the world because of him for so many years, life is better than death, pain is not to live, at that time Feng is ruthless, I am afraid that life will be worse than death.

Looking at Feng Li, Kangxi gently rubbed her face, in fact, although Feng Li's heart is very soft, but once he is touched by someone, his revenge is ruthless, and he will not be soft-hearted.

"I should say, thankfully I've never touched Ah Li's scales." Kangxi said half jokingly, half seriously.

Feng Li raised his eyes and looked at Kangxi, "The emperor really wants to try my methods!" "I want to try it, what will happen if I touch her scales. Unspoken words, Kangxi didn't understand, and waved his hand again and again, "Otherwise!" ”

Feng Li revealed everything in front of him, this woman, strong, self-reliant, unwilling to give in, is also very fragile, just a strong shell, hiding her vulnerability, she is so distressing. But after knowing her for so many years, he has never seen her show the slightest. Many times, she walked through those hardships step by step on her own, and she would not say a word of bitterness!

"In the future, if Ah Li is tired, bitter, or uncomfortable, he can tell me!" He very much hopes that Fengli in the future can be like now, and explain her many difficulties, so that at least he can let her lean on.

"Who is not bitter in life, even if the emperor is the supreme of the Ninth Five-Year Plan, there is also a lot of helplessness. It's just that it has been suppressed for many years, and there is no one to say, talking to the emperor has disturbed the emperor's ears! She never thought that she was so unlucky, how bitter, life was full of flavors, the world was full of states, she was always willing to think more about her own good, for example, she had grandparents, uncles, aunts and cousins who loved her since she was a child, they would always collect the world's treasures for her in order to make her happy, and they would also dress up as a clown, do something she liked, and put it in front of her.

"Compared with many people, what I have, what I get, is much better than theirs, I don't have how bitter, how tired, compared to those people who don't have enough food, I not only have no worries about food and clothing, but I also have the love of many dear relatives." Feng Li's gaze was very soft, thinking of her relatives, those pains didn't seem to be so painful, which was also the reason why she had been so little over the years.

Kangxi said sincerely: "Ah Li can think like this, I am relieved." ”

Feng Li said: "The emperor's concern for me, I keep it in my heart!" ”

What is more pleasing than a beloved who can understand your affection, Fengli has always been a person who knows how to make people happy, he was unwilling to bother Kangxi in the past, but now that he thinks about it, Kangxi only feels that every sentence of Fengli's words is seared in his heart.

Kangxi was happy when he heard this, and his face still didn't show it, he just nodded, "Ah Li remembers my concern, but you have to take good care of yourself, Master Wuming told you to recuperate, then you have to recuperate, you have to grow old with my white head, and look at the children and grandchildren." ”

"The emperor has already been a grandfather." Feng Li said teasingly. "When I become a grandmother, it will take many years, and Ah Heng will have to have a happy girl first."

As soon as he said this, it was inevitable to talk about age, Kangxi looked at Feng Li's face as if he was eighteen, and then looked at his own face that was getting old, and said with some resentment: "I am much older than Ah Li." ”

Feng Li, they are twenty years apart, Kangxi is much older than her, but Kangxi cares. Looking at Kangxi's expression, how could he not care, Feng Li hooked Kangxi's hand and said solemnly: "The emperor is not old, for me, just right!" ”

Looking at Feng Li's serious eyes without a trace of perfunctory, Kangxi smiled, as long as Feng Li didn't dislike him! (To be continued......)