Chapter 255: Sincerely
"I remember reading a quote that says what is lost is always the most precious. Ah Ye, I saw this sentence in you, when you didn't lose Chan'er, you didn't understand her preciousness, but if you lost it, you know how wrong you are. ”
Situ Ye laughed self-deprecatingly, yes, once he thought that Chan'er would not leave him, he thought that Chan'er would always be by his side, he thought that Chan'er liked him, as long as he imprisoned her by his side, sooner or later she would forgive him.
As everyone knows, forgiveness, how simple two words, but he doesn't know how to ask for these two words.
Because "forgiveness" is definitely not something that can be obtained by imprisonment.
"Let's go, go to Fengque Palace."
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When he arrived at Fengque Palace, Situ Ye first asked Qi Meiren to say goodbye, and then came to Zhuhaixuan, he saw Chan'er sitting in the courtyard, holding black chess in one hand and white chess in the other, she actually learned Yue Sheng's habits!
"Chan'er, can I accompany you in the next game?" Situ Ye came to the stone table and sat down, then asked with a smile.
"His Royal Highness the Prince." Chan'er put down the chess pieces and got up to salute: "Chan'er should congratulate His Royal Highness the Crown Prince first." ”
"Chan'er... It's not me, it's not me, it's really not. I don't know what Wen Jian thinks, yesterday he suddenly brought up this matter in the court, I was also forced to helpless, I was already planning to give up this plan, because I didn't want to see you sad, if I said that I was before, maybe would, but now I won't, because I remember my original purpose. ”
Chan'er looked at him suspiciously, his original purpose? What is it?
Situ Ye grinned. This smile is like the sunshine of spring, warm and warm, Chan'er can't help but think of the first time she saw him, wasn't she attracted by his clear smile at that time?
She turned her head awkwardly: "What is it?" ”
Situ Ye waited for Chan'er to ask, he knew that Chan'er actually liked him, just because she was injured and refused to say that he liked it again, but this time even if he was cheating, he had to ask Chan'er to forgive him!
"Chan'er, do you remember what I said, I said it. I protect you. Whoever wants to move a finger of you, I want him to pay with his life! And I also said, although I can only promise you a lifetime. But. May life and life depend on each other. Actually, that's what I wanted to do in the first place. But then... It's like this chess piece, one wrong step, one wrong step. I lost my heart and forgot my original purpose, so much so that I hurt my most important person, hurt the person I wanted to protect the most, and let her leave me, but I was lucky because now I got her back. ”
When Chan'er heard this, how could she not understand what he really wanted to say about the original purpose, what he wanted to say was the seven words that modern people most often hang on their lips!
Chan'er thought, how many people have been harmed by those seven words, and many people are saying "I love you for a lifetime", but in the end, how many people can be together for a lifetime?
"Oh."
Seeing her reply so coldly, Situ Ye didn't care, anyway, he already knew that he couldn't get any response from Chan'er, "Come, Chan'er, let's play the next game?" I've never played chess with you! I always knew you were a talented girl, but I didn't know you could even play chess! You too, it's so hard to hide from me! ”
"Yes? You've never asked me if I would. ”
"Well, that's right, I was negligent before, and I will definitely understand you completely in the future."
Chan'er sat down and said while parting the othello: "Understand? Totally understood? I can't fully understand myself, so how can you? Don't talk too much, or you'll only be more disappointed. ”
Situ Ye knew that Chan'er was saying this to him, he looked at Chan'er with a smile, now she is willing to tell him this, I want to make her forgive herself, and it is not far away, "Chan'er, I will take you back, in Lanyue Pavilion, I don't just miss you!" ”
Chan'er was stunned, not only him? Who else?
By the way, and Ling Huan, she will miss her too, right? It's just that she thinks about how she ate her flesh and drank her blood, right? She was thinking about how to design her this time, right? Ling Huan, no matter what means you have, just use it, I'll wait.
That's right, as long as there is no Situ Ye's fetters this time, then she will definitely not lose, she will definitely not! If her heart becomes stronger, what will she be afraid of?
But Ling Huan has a weakness, she likes Situ Ye, she wants to be liked by him!
Situ Ye saw Chan'er wandering, thinking that she was thinking about who else, so Situ Ye didn't plan to sell Guanzi, he said: "And your good son, the little pig misses you!" You're not going to forget it, are you? ”
Chan'er's thoughts were pulled back by Situ Ye's words, and she was stunned for a moment, little pig?
After thinking about it for a while, I remembered that it was the pet that Liang Ping got for Situ Ye at the beginning, but she had been away for so long, could the puppy still know her? And when did she take Piggy as her son?
"Aren't you going to play chess?"
Chan'er decisively chose to diverge the topic, she didn't want to think of the happy days before, she was afraid that she would waver.
Besides, those days have passed, they have become a thing of the past, the past is a memory, and a memory means that you can never go back, and since you can't go back, why always think about it?
Situ Ye smiled awkwardly, he knew that Chan'er deliberately wanted to change the topic, but Chan'er didn't let him go, this was a good start, Situ Ye believed that he would eventually make Chan'er believe that this time he really believed her!
In fact, he had thought a lot about it himself, and he was wondering why he didn't trust her so much.
Later, he understood that it was because Chan'er was too beautiful, and his seventh brother had other thoughts about Chan'er, and Chan'er and he knew each other before, so he began to worry, and he was afraid that he would lose Chan'er.
Second, because they were in various conspiracies at the beginning, they lived a life of fear every day, and Chan'er didn't mention much to her own father, even if she mentioned it, she only said that she didn't know who it was, but she kept saying that she wanted to find him!
Sanlai, it is Chan'er's family background, it stands to reason that she looks so stunning. It must not really be just an ordinary child, and every time Situ Ye wants to ask her, she just says that she wants him to believe her, but he doesn't know anything, how can he believe it?
Based on these three points, Situ Ye slowly developed a distrust of Chan'er, and later after Yuan Jingzhen's provocation, his distrust began to deepen, and finally hurt Chan'er.
It wasn't until he met Yue Chan that he knew that it wasn't Chan'er who refused to say it at first. But Chan'er doesn't know either!
Situ Ye thought. If time could be repeated, and Chan'er knew about her own background from the beginning, she should have told him, right? Because in the beginning, he and her trusted each other. Whatever you say, it's all said directly to the other person.
It's only to blame that I didn't know at the beginning. caused such a deep rift between them.
"Good. Let's play chess. ”
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"Ruqing, how is Chan'er doing lately? Did she say anything to you? He Yiruo asked with some concern.
Ruqing shook her head: "Chan'er said the most about Yin Jiangwang's condition, and she basically never said anything else." At most, a sentence or two of Nozomi jokes will be made. Because Zixi has been in a daze lately, Chan'er knows that she is actually thinking about that person. ”
Looking at Ruqing Yi and looking at the direction of Yunjing Palace, He Yiruo also understood that his sister had always had that one in his heart, and he couldn't help but sigh, "I don't know what she thinks, how can I like him?" Now... It's even more impossible. ”
She is the one who works for Situ Ye, but Situ Xuan and Situ Ye are incompatible, that is, because Chan'er is also because of power.
Ruqing chuckled: "If you want me to say, you should have left her behind, so that the two places are separated, no matter what, it's better, not to mention that if she is by her parents' side, maybe she can't miss him!" Maybe after a long time, she will forget about it. ”
After He Yiruo heard this, he looked at Ruqing, and for the first time he had a bold idea, and at the same time said it: "Ruqing, if I force you to stay with me, will you be able to accept me one day, and then stay by my side and accompany me with peace of mind?" ”
Ruqing was stunned for a moment, and then an uncomfortable blush floated on her face.
He Yiruo knew that he had lost his words, but the words were all spoken, and he was not a person without responsibility, so he said: "I have always liked you, but... Your attitude towards me made me timid, but I'm very glad that you can still talk and laugh with me, I didn't say before that I was afraid that if I said it, it would break this situation, such as Qing, I... I know I'm just a reckless man, maybe I can't be very careful, but I'm sincere to you, Ruqing, are you willing to give me a chance? ”
Ruqing's face blushed even more, she lowered her head, as if she was a child who had done something wrong, but if anyone did something wrong, it was also him He Yiruo, what did she do?
Thinking of Chan'er and Situ Ye's matter, Ruqing suddenly made a decision: "He... Brother He, if Chan'er is happy, it's okay for me to come with you, but if Chan'er... I won't leave Chan'er behind! ”
He Yiruo lost his mind for a moment when he heard Ruqing's words, he didn't know if he was dreaming, no, he had never dreamed that Ruqing would agree to him so heartily!
Yes, the meaning of Ruqing's words couldn't be clearer, she agreed to him in disguise, but the premise for her to be with him is that Chan'er must be happy first, because Ruqing is a person who knows how to repay her kindness.
If He Yiruo feels that this point is clear, he is destined to be his person!
"Okay, I also hope so, Ruqing, I won't tell you, Chan'er's family used to be kind to our He family, and when I came to Qianjin, I was also ordered by my father to find their mother and daughter, but I encountered something on the way, I encountered... When I met the king of Mingjun, maybe this is the character of our He family, so in order to repay him for his kindness, I stayed to protect him. ”
"But I never thought about it, because my dereliction of duty made Chan'er and their mother and daughter suffer so much, for them, I was guilty, and later in contact, I knew that Chan'er was a very good person, for her, from the beginning of the mission, to really want to take care of her, I really treat her as a sister, I think you are the same as me, right?"
Ruqing nodded, in this palace, she is used to seeing tricks, but Chan'er is different, although she is smart and can use means, but she will never take the initiative to harm others, unless that person harms her first!
She is not a person who is slaughtered by others, but she has a weakness, that is, she is too affectionate and kind, and she used to hear her say that the prince was too kind, but why not?
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"Chan'er, haven't you noticed that Ruqing and Yiruo seem to have a good conversation..."
Chan'er nodded, after she and Situ Ye finished playing a game of chess, she came to King Yin Jiang to come and see him, but she saw that Ruqing and He Yiruo seemed to have a good conversation.
At this time, she didn't notice that she and Situ Ye looked like they were back in front at this time.
"If Ruqing can be as good as Yiruo, if Yiru is smart and capable, brave and resourceful, and how good a person he is, what does Ruqing think?"
"She is..."Chan'er was suddenly stunned, she actually forgot about it, at this time she and him were no longer the same as before, and the dead could not come back: "She has her own ideas, if she thinks that she can be with Yiruo when the time comes, she will naturally choose this." ”
In fact, Chan'er could see that Ruqing liked He Yiruo, but she refused to leave her for her, and then gave up her feelings for He Yiruo, at this point, Chan'er was very sorry, but she also knew that she had never done anything wrong.
Because if it weren't for her, Ruqing and Yiruo might not have so many intersections, and in the same way, if she hadn't met Ruqing, she wouldn't have known that there was such a woman in this palace, not for profit, just for love, it was Ruqing who taught her a lot.
This is also why every time Chan'er hears Ruqing say that she saved her, Chan'er always feels that this is not the case at all.
Chan'er felt that Ruqing saved her, maybe for Ruqing, what she said about saving was life, referring to the poisoning incident, but for Chan'er, Ruqing was a kind of salvation for her, it was an invisible thing, and Ruqing would not understand.
At the beginning, she would fight so much for Situ Ye, although she was willing, but because she saw the truth from Ruqing, she thought that she could also have such a true relationship with Situ Ye, but later Situ Ye broke this qiē completely.
Situ Ye heard what Chan'er said after a pause, he had already guessed what Chan'er thought, although he didn't guess everything, but he also knew that Chan'er must have thought of their past, and he was a little resentful of him.
"His Royal Highness the Prince, Your Majesty asked the servants to come to you and say that there is something important to say."
When Situ Ye was about to speak, he was disturbed by a father-in-law who came in a hurry, and he glared at the visitor with some dissatisfaction, but helplessly the people came to spread the will of his father, he stared, and he still had to go in the end. (To be continued......)