Chapter 538: I Can't Help It

When Gu Yu knocked on Hao Lei's door, Hao Lei was leaning on the head of the bed reading the script, and when he saw her coming, he smiled and beckoned her to sit down by his bed.

Gu Yu looked at his sickly and haggard face, and felt even more guilty in his heart.

"I'm sorry." She looked at him and whispered.

Hao Lei looked at her and smiled slightly: "Gu Yu, you don't have to apologize to me for him." ”

"I'm not apologizing for him, I'm apologizing to you for myself. I'm sorry, I didn't know you were injured, and you still let me carry me for such a long way, and I caused you to vomit blood. Gu Yu choked up as he spoke, "You're injured, why don't you tell me?" ”

When Hao Lei heard this, he felt a little comforted. Seeing her teary-eyed appearance, it is too beautiful and distressing.

He knew that no matter what she did, there was no way he could be angry with her. Since you can't be angry with her, let's coax, so one of the two people must not be uncomfortable.

"I'm afraid that if I say it, you think I'm jealous of him and framing him." He whispered.

There was grievance in his voice, which made Gu Yu feel a little distressed, she lowered her head and said softly, "I'm sorry, I always misunderstood you before." ”

Hao Lei stretched out his hand, took her hand, and said with a smile: "Don't tell me I'm sorry, I finally have a chance to hug you, don't talk about being hurt, I don't want to let go even if I'm dead." ”

When Gu Yu heard him say this, he pulled his hand back a little uncomfortably.

Hao Lei's heart suddenly cooled, thinking to himself, what are you doing? Seeing her sincere and frightened appearance, he couldn't say anything. For fear of scaring her, she had to turn her face away and say nothing more.

Gu Yu looked at his silent side face. There was silence too.

"Have you had breakfast?" Hao Lei said softly, "When you come to my house, treat it as your own home, don't be restrained." Otherwise, you won't be able to eat or sleep well, and I'll be upset. ”

"Hmm." Gu Yu nodded.

Hao Lei sighed softly and looked at her with his eyebrows, Gu Yu was a little frightened by him. But seeing him injured, he was a little unbearable.

There was a light in his eyes, and he looked at her for a long time before she realized that they were his tears. Her heart panicked all of a sudden! Hao Lei carefully grabbed her hand, his palms were wet with sweat, and the heat was abnormal, and she didn't dare to move. I'm afraid in case I move. What if he cries? She never thought that men would cry too, and crying was also distressing.

Hao Lei grabbed her hand and didn't dare to use it, for fear that she would scare away again. Her hands are slender and small, soft as boneless, but why is her heart so hard?

"How did I fall in love with you? I feel wronged myself, but this grievance is also my own finding. I, a big man, actually feel aggrieved in front of women, and even I feel that I am unproductive...... But what can be done? Hao Lei frowned. He said in a low voice: "At the beginning, Yun Feng said that our fates were compatible, and that only my fates were in harmony with yours. When he said that, I took you as my responsibility for the rest of my life. I think you are so weak and kind, I must be good to you and not let you be wronged. For you, I can change all my past living habits, I can only have you as a woman for the rest of my life, and I can only love you as a woman...... I don't know when I love you so much that I can't help myself...... I never thought you wouldn't love me. I still don't understand why you don't love me? Gu Yu, give me a reason, a reason for me to die, I don't want to be so sad, I don't want to be entangled in this relationship and can't get out, but I really can't get out of it. ”

Gu Yu looked at his sad appearance, and couldn't help but wet her eyes: she had no way to give him an answer, because she couldn't get out by herself. She didn't know why she just couldn't accept him? He is so good and so good to himself, and his life is in line with her own, why is she willing to risk death and punishment to be with him, rather than be with Hao Lei without burden? But she didn't even dare to think about it. She was afraid of torture and sad, would she rather he lose his life than let him be sad?

"I'm sorry, I don't know, I really don't. I know you're so good, he plots that you're he's sorry for you, but even if he makes a thousand mistakes, it's all because of me, you have to blame you and blame me! It's all my fault, if it weren't for me, none of you would be hurt, and you wouldn't be so sad......." She held Hao Lei's hand tightly and cried and said: "I don't deserve you to be good to me, you hate me, it's all my bad!" ”

Why did Hao Lei cry again when he saw her? He was already careful not to scare her into crying, but he still made her cry.

He scrambled to wipe her tears and apologized, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have told you this." I won't say it, I won't mention it in the future, don't cry, as long as you're well, you can be happy. ”

It's okay if he doesn't coax, when he says this, Gu Yu is even more sad in his heart, but he doesn't know how to tell him so that he doesn't feel sad. He understands everything, he just can't think about it; She understood everything, but she couldn't think about it.

How did it come to this?

There was a knock at the door, and the two of them quickly let go of their hands, Gu Yu turned his head and saw Li Yunfeng coming in with a bowl of medicine.

"Lei, you drank this medicine!" He walked to Hao Lei's bed, and suddenly saw Gu Yu wiping his tears; He looked at her red eyes from crying, and immediately became calm, turned back to Hao Lei and asked him: "Hao Lei, you-"

His fingers stretched halfway, and suddenly saw that Hao Lei's eyes were also red.

Why is this thing crying? That's a real deal!

"What's wrong with you two?" He asked helplessly.

Gu Yu didn't speak, silently took the medicine bowl from his hand, blew the medicine cold, and fed it to Hao Lei's mouth with a spoon.

Li Yunfeng looked at the appearance of the two of them, stunned for a moment, and saw that neither of them spoke, and he also went out with interest.

Sunshine was holding the computer in the living room and scrolling through Weibo, and when he came out, he looked a little dazed, so he asked him, "Brother, why did you come out?" still looks like he can't give up. ”

"Nothing." Li Yunfeng turned on the computer, sat down opposite her, and fought the landlord boredly.

"Hao Lei said that he wanted to discuss the script with Gu Yu, how was the discussion?" Sunshine asked him casually.

Li Yunfeng took the water cup, took a sip of water, and said calmly: "It's okay, it looks like a play." ”

"Oh." Sunshine answered, changed positions on the couch, put the computer on the armrest of the couch, and continued to type without stopping.

Li Yunfeng looked at her with some doubts: since she came out of Gu Yu, her eyes have never left the computer, her hands have never left the keyboard, I don't know what is fun, so engrossed. (To be continued......)