Chapter 301: Summer
Su Miao saw them looking at each other in pairs, and felt that she was a big light bulb, so she crept away.
She thought she was tiptoeing, but in Lin Yan's opinion, this behavior was quite obvious, she was restrained and a little at a loss.
Liang Min glanced at Su Miao lightly, and when he saw her leaving, he walked in front of Lin Yan with his hands in his hands.
Lin Yan's heart was beating a little chaotically, and she subconsciously took half a step back and hung her head.
This action made Liang Min, who was about to take a step forward, pause, and then took it back, keeping a little distance from her, he looked at her condescendingly, frowned, was silent for a while, spoke in a low voice, and asked:
"You haven't figured it out all these days?"
Lin Yan's lips moved, and she wanted to say, "It's only been a few days", and besides, in the past few days, because he was not in front of him, his spare time was so rich that she forgot to think about it, of course, this kind of thing can't be said, she didn't know how to answer him for a while, so she had to be silent.
Liang Min stared at her silent appearance, stared at her all the time, and after a long while, sighed softly in a low voice:
"Is it really that hard between us?"
Lin Yan's heart shook because of his slightly lonely and lonely tone, and he felt like rejection and suffocation, a pair of light long eyebrows frowned, and he wanted to say something to him, but he suddenly didn't want to say it.
The two fell into a suffocating silence.
The two stood facing each other, he looked at her and she at the ground, until he stopped looking at her, but shifted his gaze to the distant wall. He said softly:
"I'm in a hurry to go back to Liangdu, and I can't stay here anymore."
Lin Yan, who was hanging her head, heard this, and her eyes trembled slightly. Immediately, she hid this slight tremor in her dark eyes, and she still half-hung her head and did not make a sound.
Liang Min took his hands, stared at her for a while, sighed long in his heart, paused, and said:
"Su Miao still has the last round to go to Liangdu. When the time comes, will you go back to Liangdu with her? ”
Lin Yan hesitated for a moment and replied softly, "Probably." ”
Still an ambiguous answer. Liang Min was silent for a while, and said lightly:
"Then I'll wait for you in Liangdu, and when you go back, you will arrive at the gate of the city. I'll pick you up. You haven't been home for a long time, go back and take a look, the flowers you raised are all there, and I heard that this year's flowers are blooming very well. Go back and live for two days, pack up, and then we'll move out, I've already let people look at the house in Liangdu, and there are two places that are more pleasant. One is in the east of the city and one is outside the city. When you get back, take a look at them all, and then come up with your own ideas. ”
This matter came to his mouth, and the fact completely became that he was taking her vacation to let her play to her heart's content, but as soon as the vacation was over, she still had to go back to face her life with him, he said it smoothly and calmly, and she almost believed that this was the case, but this was not the case, she frowned, and the long-lost suffocation mood arose spontaneously in her heart again, she was silent for a while, and said softly:
"The princess won't let you move out."
"I'll go and tell the concubine, you don't have to worry about this."
Lin Yan was silent again, silent for a long time, she suddenly raised her head, she looked at his face very rarely, and asked fixedly:
"Where's Wei Xianya?"
These three words are the taboo among them, and they are also the source of their pain, although this person is not necessarily the cause of their pain, but it is the fire that makes this pain detonate.
Liang Min breathed slightly, Lin Yan had never asked him directly, and he was reluctant to mention this name that seemed to be a stain on his life, but she still asked today, although she only asked four words, he understood her thoughts, Wei Xianya was in Ruiwangfu one day, Wei Xianya was still the side concubine of the prince of Ruiwangfu, and others still had to call her "Aunt Wei", and the word "aunt" was definitely a thorn in Lin Yan's heart.
"I've already had her sent to the family temple." He replied lightly.
Lin Yan's eyes trembled slightly, she looked at him in a daze for a while, and slowly lowered her head.
Liang Min frowned at the sad and joyless reaction, he stared at her side face, and asked in a deep voice, "Do you think I was too cruel to her?" "Married for many years, he did not shy away from showing her his way of doing things, but his decisiveness in Lin Yan's opinion, she often felt that he was ruthless, and later in order to prevent her from being afraid of him, he had to hide his side as much as possible, try to let her live in beauty and warmth, and not contact those dark and ruthless.
"Nope." Lin Yan said softly, and after a while, she added in a low voice, "I don't have the energy to care about other people's endings, and I haven't taken care of my own endings yet." ”
Liang Min was really a little surprised that such words came from her, and he looked at her in surprise.
The two fell into an unbearable silence again.
After a while, Liang Min spoke softly, he looked at her, and said:
"I'll just say this once, you listen, from now on, you don't have to worry about anything, I won't mention the matter of children anymore, as long as I don't mention it, it's useless for anyone to mention it again, I won't look for a concubine again, I can't change the fact that there are many people in Liangdu, but at least, I won't let you feel embarrassed because of those rumors, and I won't let you be criticized for having no children."
Lin Yan's heart was shocked, although she lowered her head, she could clearly feel his gaze, this gaze did not have any temperature, his gaze had never had temperature, but such a clear gaze made her heart feel as if pierced by a fierce flame, burning pain. She wanted to say something, but she didn't know what to say, and after a long silence, she said softly to him:
"The prince is going back to Liangdu, right, I know, the prince has a smooth journey." As she spoke, she half-hung her head and bent her knees.
Liang Min looked at her for a while, lowered his eyes, and said lightly:
"I'll be waiting for you in Liangdu." With that, he turned around and left lonely.
There was a slight wind blowing, shaking the hem of his black robe, and Lin Yan only felt an unbearable sadness in his eyes. It wasn't until his back disappeared from view that she let out a long sigh and turned around. Leave in the other direction.
Hanging her head and returning to Jichunzhai, she just walked to the wall of Jichunzhai, a black shadow jumped down from the wall and landed firmly in front of her, startling her, and at the same time she heard Su Xian shouting in the courtyard:
"Su Chan, rabbit cub. You give the old lady back! ”
Su Chan, who jumped down from the wall, didn't bird her, stomped her feet, and walked away.
"Is Chanchan going out?" Lin Yan was stunned. Hurriedly asked.
Su Chan hummed unhurriedly, and the person had already walked away.
Lin Yan looked at her stunned for a while, then turned around and entered Ji Chunzhai's courtyard, where Su Xian, who was shouting in the courtyard before, had long since disappeared. Su Miao changed into clothes for going out. She was standing in the shade of a tree in the yard combing her hair, when she saw this, she walked over and asked:
"Miaomiao, you're going out?"
Su Miao frowned lazily: "Xiao Weiwei said that he would take me to the street to buy two horses of material to make two plain clothes, and when the game is over, I will wear them to see his mother." ”
Lin Yan was happy when she heard it, pursed her lips and said with a smile:
"This is a good thing, make two more clothes, clothes are very important."
Su Miao pursed her lips disappetically and continued to comb her hair.
"That's right. I saw Chanchan go out just now, and I heard Xianxian's voice. ”
"Su Chan didn't go out. It's jumping off the wall, the eldest sister is more idle today, and wants to ask her to learn needlework, but she doesn't learn, and the eldest sister is angry. Su Miao shrugged her shoulders and said.
"Needle Duck," Lin Yan nodded suddenly, "Yes, Chanchan is not young, she will marry sooner or later, if you don't start learning these things now, it will be too late to learn them after you leave the pavilion." ”
"That's why the eldest sister is angry?" Su Miao said with a smile, paused, glanced at her, and asked quietly, "How are you and Liang Min talking?" ”
The smile on the corner of Lin Yan's mouth stiffened, and she involuntarily retracted the curved arc, and after a while, she smiled wryly and said:
"He went back to Liangdu first."
"Go back first?" Su Miao grasped the word "first" very accurately, and looked at her with raised eyebrows.
"I haven't decided yet." Lin Yan finally answered this question bluntly, "My head is a mess now, and even I don't know what decision to make, so let's take one step at a time." ”
Su Miao looked at her for a while, not not not understanding the contradiction in her heart, and nodded.
At this moment, Aftertaste came out of the house, already dressed neatly, and saw that Su Miao was still combing her hair, and frowned:
"Can you hurry up, it's already three poles in the sun now, if you don't leave, when will you come back!"
The corners of Su Miao's mouth twitched fiercely, and she said unhappily: "How can I go out if I don't comb my hair well, you only said you were going out after breakfast, I want to clean up naturally slower than you, you are so verbose, don't hinder me from combing my hair!" ”
"Are you combing your hair or embroidering? Grinding! Hurry up and come in and change your shoes! Aftertaste stared at the slippers on Su Miao's feet with disgust, and said unhappily, turned around, and entered the house.
Su Miao glared fiercely at his back, and muttered: "This is not even the seven-year itch, you will become menopause, isn't this rhythm a bit fast." Although he said this, he still followed the aftertaste into the house.
Lin Yan looked at the interaction between them, dumbfounded, but there was a little envy in her heart, she and Liang Min have never been as harmonious as them in ten years of marriage, the condition of love is equality, but she and Liang Min have never been equal, whether it is in real life or in the psychology of two people, they have never been truly equal.
She wasn't brazenly asking for such equality, she just felt a little pity.
In the summer afternoon, the water surface is very quiet, as quiet as silk, and a ray of sunlight caresses the water surface, making people feel extremely warm. Occasionally, a gust of wind blows softly, sweeping across the water, creating ripples. In the pond, the buds that have been put for many days finally bloom into a beautiful smile, under the breeze, dancing with the skirts of the stacked green, Tingting's charming and reserved posture, and the beautiful branches are all showing people the summer style, beautiful and free, full of vitality.
On the shore of the quiet pond, the sound of recitation sounded melodiously:
"Only the most holy in the world is able to be wise and discerning, enough to have presence; Generous and gentle, enough to be tolerant; Strong and resolute, enough to be persistent; Qi Zhuang is upright, enough to have respect; Liberal arts and sciences are enough to make a difference. Pu Bo Yuanquan, and the time to come out. Pu Bo is like the sky, and the abyss is like the abyss. Seeing and the people are not disrespectful, words and the people are not believing, and deeds and the people are not saying. It is to spread the fame of China and give to the brute. Where the boat goes, the man passes, the sky is covered, the earth is loaded, the sun and the moon shine, the frost and dew are in the team, all those who have flesh and blood do not respect their relatives, so it is said to be worthy of the heavens ......"
"Click...... Click......"
"Only the world is sincere, in order to be able to enrich the world's great scriptures, establish the world's foundation, and know the transformation and education of heaven and earth. Do you have something to rely on? Hello! Abyss! Mighty! If you are not solid, who is wise and knows the virtues of heaven, who can know them? "Poems" said: "The clothes are still beautiful", and the work of the evil text is also. Therefore, the way of a gentleman is dark and sunny; The way of the villain, but the day is dying. The way of a gentleman: light and not tired, simple and literate, gentle and reasonable, know the distance and near, know the wind from the self, know the subtlety, and enter the virtue. "Poetry" cloud: "Although it is lurking, it is also clear!" ”
"Click...... Click......"
Therefore, the gentleman is introspective and not guilty, and he is not evil. What a gentleman can't reach, only people can't see! "Poetry" cloud: "The ...... in the room"
"Click...... Click......"
"Can you wait for me to finish reciting before you eat melon seeds?" Ning Le really couldn't stand it, turned around, and looked at Su Chan, who was sitting crookedly on the stone with her back against the willow tree, holding the scroll in one hand and snorting melon seeds in the other, with a bored expression.
"You asked me to come, I'll listen to your endorsement, can't you bring your own melon seeds?"
"I'm going to enter the exam room next week, I can't stay at home all day, and Su Yanshu doesn't study all day long following his second sister's ass to study the King of Chef competition, and I can only ask you to help me go through it."
Su Chan yawned lazily: "It's almost time for the big exam, but you are still reciting "The Mean", she didn't finish her words, because she was too lazy to say, but Ning Le had already heard a feeling ......of contempt from her tone.
"You know what! The foundation is the most important! Foundation! Got it? Ning Le was annoyed and embarrassed, blushing, and emphasized loudly.
Su Chan swallowed the melon seeds, stared at him directly, and shook her head lazily and slowly.
Ning Le glanced at her speechlessly, suddenly deflated, put down the book and walked to her in a few steps, grabbed a handful of melon seeds from the stone, and followed suit, saying while snorting:
"When I finish this bag of melon seeds for you, you will continue to listen to me, okay?"
Su Chan glanced at him, suddenly frowned, and said suspiciously: "Why should I listen to your endorsement, it's no good for me to listen to your endorsement." ”
"Have you forgotten, I said that when I pass the exam, I will invite you to Xiangmanlou. Sister Chan, you have to help me go through it, the paperwork and Su Yan can't be pointed, and everyone else is busy with the Chef Wang Competition, and I don't know anyone in this academy, so I finally have a smart and idle acquaintance, don't do it halfway. (To be continued.) )