"Look at me, I digress when I speak. Princess, it's your turn to play chess. ”

Chan'er knew that Yue Sheng was obviously changing the topic, she only chuckled, and then dropped a son: "I lost this game." ”

Yes, she lost, but she lost not only a game of chess, but also feelings, and the people she cared about the most, she lost.

From the moment she knew that her mother's tomb had been destroyed, she was destined to have to choose the same, since she chose her deceased mother, she could only be sorry for Situ Ye, she couldn't face him with her heart, because then she would be restrained.

Ling Hao, I will let you bury my mother!

"Chan'er, what are you thinking?"

Because Gong Molin was the only one who didn't wander, he was the only one who saw it, and he didn't understand where the fleeting hatred on Chan'er's face came from?

Who does she hate? Is it Ling Hao? After all, their maternal grandfather was just mentioned.

If so, if Chan'er has such a deep hatred, why did she choose to go back with Situ Ye?

She should know that if she went back, Ling Hao would definitely not let her live a leisurely life with him, and he had used so many means at the beginning, how could his purpose be to let Chan'er go back and compete with his daughter for favor?

"Huh?" Chan'er came back to her senses when she heard Gong Molin's words, and then shrugged: "I'm thinking, where did I lose in this game of chess." Alas, I feel so unwilling! ”

Chan'er made a relaxed appearance.

"Princess, life is like chess, one wrong step. The wrong step, in fact, I set the trap of the step you just now, but I didn't pay attention to it when I pulled you at the beginning, so when you found out, you didn't think about it and thought it was an opportunity. ”

Chan'er lowered her head and pondered after listening, life is like chess, one wrong step, one wrong step.

Yes, her life is really like chess, every step is wrong. But she had no choice. Because that's the path she chose in the first place.

"The general's understanding of life is much deeper than mine."

"Hehe, the more things I have experienced, the more I will naturally think. It's just that the lowly job would rather everyone be happy. You don't have to go through that much. It's just a simple thing. ”

Situ Ye lowered his eyes. He knew that although he was talking about everyone, what he hoped for most was Chan'er, right? He wants Chan'er's life to be simple. He hopes that Chan'er can be happy.

"Yes, a simple life seems very simple to say, but how many people really get such a life?"

Chan'er didn't understand what she wanted to live at first, but after so many things, she already understood that the life she wanted was a simple life.

But she also said that she couldn't get such a simple life.

"Alas, what's the matter with the masters, why are you so sad?"

Ruqing gently bowed her body, and then said with a smile: "The masters are living too well every day, eating big fish and meat, playing piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, and there is no fun after a long time, so find some sadness to have fun?" ”

Everyone laughed when Ruqing said this, and Chan'er looked sideways at Ruqing: "Ruqing, when did you become so naughty?" ”

After listening to Chan'er's words, Ruqing glanced at Chan'er angrily, "It's not all you who broke me!" ”

Everyone laughed even more happily after hearing this, and everyone hoped that this moment could be eternal.

It's just doomed to disappointment.

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"Chan'er, I have something to say to you." Out of Yue Sheng's house, Situ Ye grabbed Chan'er.

Gong Molin could guess what Situ Ye wanted to say, so he shrugged his shoulders and left with Tianxuan, "Chan'er, I'm waiting for you in Yilu Zhengtang, you can talk to him well!" Ruqing, come here. ”

Seeing Ruqing follow Gong Molin and the others away, Chan'er said lightly: "Lord Wang, do you remember the beginning?" When I told you, I would ask that, it was out of subconscious that I fell into someone else's trap, I thought I was waking up in someone else's bed, I thought I betrayed you, but in fact I didn't, although I was happy, but the first reaction was shock, but you, do you believe it? I asked you, do you believe it, I was scared, I was afraid to hear you say whether you believed it or not, but in the end I didn't hear the answer, I really didn't know whether I should be glad I didn't hear the answer I didn't want to hear, or whether I should be sad that I didn't even get a trace of trust. ”

"Chan'er..."Situ Ye bowed his head guiltily, at the beginning, it was that time, he injured Chan'er completely, he shouldn't have believed her: "I'm sorry, I was... I am..."

Chan'er turned her head to look at Situ Ye and asked word by word: "What kind of psychology are you?" ”

Situ Ye didn't know how to answer.

What is his psychology? What did he think at the time?

He thought Chan'er and his seventh brother... He thought Chan'er betrayed him for his seventh brother!

Chan'er sneered: "Do you know, I said to Ruqing at that time, I have nothing to do with you Situ Ye, if you say yes, then there is only hatred, no love!" ”

When Situ Ye heard this, someone picked up a sledgehammer in his heart, and then smashed it hard, he almost fainted in pain, but he knew that this was his own doing, she was still so young, and she was so sincere to him, he didn't believe her! At that time, he was really hateful!

"It's just that I didn't expect you to chase after Dasheng, and I originally made up my mind that even if you came, I wouldn't go back with you, but... It's just that too many things have happened in this, I once met a hexagram master, he once gave me a hanging, I didn't believe it, but he said, a thousand years of reincarnation, is there no cause and effect? ”

"Now I realize that maybe this qiē I experienced is a cycle of cause and effect, right? Maybe I came to this world to settle some grievances, or the so-called marriage, since this is what I have to choose and face, I can't escape even if I escape. ”

The more Situ Ye listened, the more he didn't understand, he only vaguely felt that Chan'er at this time was like a wisp of green smoke, and it would disappear at any time, he didn't like this feeling, but he didn't want to interrupt Chan'er, it was rare for Chan'er to talk to him so much.

"So I decided to face it. I will definitely go back with you, for the last time, and choose to believe you. It's just Situ Ye, I have one thing to explain, I can't care that there are other people around you, and I can't be around someone who doesn't trust me, so if I know that you still don't believe me, I will leave immediately. As for Ling Huan..."

"Chan'er! Ling Huan, she can't compare to you. I'm with her... I've never been a husband and wife, because the only person I want is you! Although I often stay with her, it is also to make my mother not embarrassed you, I sleep in a separate bed with her! ”

Chan'er looked at Situ Ye in shock. He hadn't even had anything to do with Ling Huan until now?

But Ling Huan is his wife!

"Chan'er, I know what you're thinking. But you don't remember. I told you at the beginning that I will only take one scoop of weak water for 3,000. Also, I want you alone. I knew it might not be fair to her. But I've already wronged you in terms of identity, so how can I let you share a self with others? ”

Chan'er didn't know what to say, she knew that Situ Ye was sincere to her, but where did he put others with such sincerity? She and Ling Huan were both women, and she thought she could know Ling Huan's feelings.

It's no wonder that Ling Huan hates herself like that, she designs herself like that, but she can be regarded as leaving her dignity, after all, she didn't send her to someone else's bed at the beginning, even if nothing happened, but if she woke up in someone else's bed, she would not be able to hold her head up for the rest of her life!

Very inexplicably, Chan'er remembered a song, why should women be embarrassed by women.

"You say more than that, but how much have you done?" After speaking, Chan'er lowered her eyes, is the person she fell in love with in this life really worth the so much she once paid? "Forget it, the past is gone, don't mention it."

After saying that, Chan'er raised her feet and was about to leave, but Situ Ye took a step faster for her to block her way: "Chan'er, are you really going back with me?" ”

"What do you think?"

Situ Ye's face immediately bloomed with a big smile, but this smile stung Chan'er's eyes.

"Chan'er, after I go back, I will definitely not treat you like before, this time I will let you see my actions."

Chan'er nodded, bypassed Situ Ye and walked towards the medical hall, but suddenly stopped after walking a few steps: "You said yesterday that your seventh brother also participated in the original incident, right?" How do you know? ”

"I guess, because of that time, my relationship with my seventh brother... You also know, it is impossible for him to go to me, and he can't go to help him speak to Concubine Zheng, he has no good impression of Qin Minjun at all, and even disgusted it. Otherwise, she wouldn't have been so sorry..."

"Go? Where did it go? Chan'er turned around in confusion when she heard this, and always felt that something bad was wrong.

So Situ Ye talked about the former Jin Dynasty, in June this year, Situ Xuan's concubine was sick, and the medicine stone was ineffective, when she was dying, she only had one wish, that is, she hoped that Situ Xuan would go to see her.

In order to fulfill her wish, her palace maid went to invite her many times, but he never responded, and finally she crashed to death outside the door of his study, but he was still indifferent, until the moment she closed her eyes, Situ Xuan never stepped into her door!

After listening to Chan'er, two lines of tears overflowed in her eyes, is this the fate of ancient women? Is this what happened to the women in the palace?

But even so, why are there still so many people who have broken their heads to enter the cold palace?

Clothes and food are good, but how can they compare to a simple and simple life?

Some people are okay, all they want is fine clothes and food, and they have never lost their hearts, but some people have lost their hearts, how will they live the rest of their lives in that cold palace?

"Chan'er..."Situ Ye was at a loss, he hesitated for a long time before he mustered up the courage to walk to Chan'er's side, raised his hand to wipe away her tears, but Chan'er quickly dodged, Situ Ye pounced, he paused: "Chan'er, you..."

"I'm sorry, although I decided to go back with you, I can't get over the hurdle in my heart."

After saying that, she raised her hand to wipe away her tears, and then turned around and walked towards Yilu, without a trace of love.

Situ Ye looked at his hand hanging in the air, and smiled bitterly to himself, Situ Ye, is this the result you want?

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The rush along the way made Chan'er look a lot haggard, she stood on the carriage, looking at the prosperity of Jincheng, and after leaving for more than half a year, Jincheng has not changed at all.

"Princess..."

"Wen Xiangguo, don't call me a princess, I am the princess of the former Jin Kingdom in the name of Dasheng, but not in the former Jin Kingdom, in the former Jin Kingdom, I have no name, let alone a princess, because I am a person who has already fallen, and the princess is my sister Zixi."

"And what are you going to do in the future?"

"That's it, I don't ask for fame, I don't ask for anything, just..." Thinking of Situ Ye's words, she smiled lightly: "I only want to win the hearts of one person, and the white head is not separated." It doesn't matter if I have a name or not, and I haven't decided whether I want to leave again yet. ”

When Situ Ye heard this, he was smacked fiercely, "Chan'er, this time I will definitely not let you have the idea of wanting to leave." ”

"Hopefully!"

All the way into the palace, a few people went to see the king first, and the king was very angry when he saw Situ Ye: "You... You..."

Zhengwang was so angry that he didn't know what to say about him, and he didn't find a word to reprimand him for a long time, so he finally gave up and looked at Chan'er instead: "Chan'er, you're back, are you okay in Dasheng?" The people of Dasheng didn't embarrass you, did they? ”

Chan'er smiled slightly, and then saluted: "Thank you for your concern, Chan'er is doing well, but I often miss the days before in the former Jin Dynasty, and I also think of the people of the former Jin Dynasty, the scenery of the former Jin Dynasty, and I still think about the water of the former Jin Dynasty." ”

Chan'er's words mean to think of the source of drinking water, indicating that she has not forgotten her roots because Dasheng's people are good to her.

The political king smiled and nodded: "Okay, good, good, it's been hard all the way, right?" You go down to rest first, well, now you live in Lanyue Pavilion for fear that something is wrong, why don't you live in Fengque Palace, your mother misses you too! ”

"Father! Chan'er still lives in Erchen's Lanyue Pavilion, Chan'er is..."

"Ye'er!" King Zheng's face was solemn, "Send Chan'er to Qi Meiren to rest." ”

Gonggong Zheng listened to the order and immediately asked Chan'er to go down, who knew that as soon as he came out of the Qinzheng Palace, he saw Situ Xuan wandering nearby, she remembered what Situ Ye said, and there was another layer of doubt in her heart.

"You... You're back? ”

Situ Xuan really didn't know what to say, he heard that Situ Ye was back, and he still came back with Chan'er, so he ran here to wait, he just wanted to see her, but when he really saw it, he didn't know what to say to her.

And he knew that he was still the same as before, without any position to speak to her!

"Lord Xuan is well." Chan'er bowed.

Seeing Chan'er like this, Situ Xuan was stunned, she was different from her before, really different, when did she become so decent?

Could it be that it was cultivated at the time of Dasheng? (To be continued......)