The smile is like the morning light piercing through the mist, soft and warm.

"The emperor has always hated repeated people, I'm afraid he won't be able to tolerate my backlash."

"Brother Gonggong, what do you mean by this, backlash?!"

asked others what they meant, in fact, Zhu Xishi seemed to have eyebrows in his heart, but he couldn't believe what he heard.

And Gong Yihan didn't intend to hide anything, and said directly.

"Hour, in fact, I asked the emperor for this marriage."

"Brother Gong, you!!"

Now that the facts are in front of him, there is no room for arguing, and he tries to calm down, but Zhu Xishi still looks so flustered in front of Gong Yihan. Gong Yihan's meaning, the most straightforward understanding at present, is that in fact, everything is voluntary by him. When people face the truth, they often choose to escape and deny what they can't accept for a while, and Zhu Xishi is so contradictory now.

"But the emperor forced you to do this?!"

Actions are more straightforward than words, Gong Yihan slowly bowed down, carefully covered the big coat that Zhu Xishi was draped on, and through a layer of velvet between the big clouds, Gong Yihan held Zhu Xishi's hand and whispered.

"No one can force me to do anything, everything is voluntary on my part."

Perhaps it was Gong Yihan's serious and expressional words and deeds that suddenly made Zhu Xishi feel very frightened, and he immediately pulled his hand out of his control and stood up violently.

"Brother Gong, what are you talking about? I really don't understand. ”

Zhu Xishi's evasion is obvious, and Gong Yihan, who still maintains his previous posture of concern. I felt a little disappointed in my heart. However, since he was determined to spread the matter, Gong Yihan didn't think about escaping, and boldly took the responsibility to show his heart to Zhu Xishi.

"A promise is a promise. Besides, it's about a lifetime, how can it be child's play? As a child, I know that such words will make you feel very abrupt, but I still want to tell you that since the day I knew you, my affection for you has increased unabated; The heart is a container, and feelings can be piled up. I never imagined that my feelings for you would evolve to the point where it is difficult to restrain today. I can't help it, that's probably it. ”

Speaking of emotion. Gong Yihan's handsome face flushed with shame, but the firmness in his eyes never wavered.

"I've never been an active person in the relationship between men and women, and I'm not good at expressing those so-called sweet words. And what you have learned most about me is. Your joy is my joy; Nice words will eventually get tired. And what I can promise is that staying by your side to take care of you for a lifetime and sharing your happiness is the happiest thing in my Gong Yihan's life. ”

Facing Gong Yihan's confession, Zhu Xishi had the same reaction as all his daughters, and his face turned red. A man's confession to a woman should have been a very exciting thing, but Zhu Xishi felt that his heart was so chaotic and panicked at this time.

When his intuition told Zhu Xi very honestly, it didn't feel right. And the next words she chose to stay true to her instincts.

"Brother Gong, in fact, I'm not as good as you think. I have too many shortcomings. Always smug big, speak indiscriminately, have a bad temper, and always make impulsives to cause trouble for others"

listed his own shortcomings like a number of treasures, and Zhu Xishi's reaction was also surprising. If you are someone else, you are all looking for advantages in yourself, but Zhu Xi is good, at this time, he racked his brains to find fault with himself in front of Gong Yihan, for fear that he was too good in his eyes.

But when he was in a hurry, he was in exchange for Gong Yihan's laughter; When he looked at Zhu Xi, who was a little cute with a smile, his answer was also unexpected.

"It's because you have so many problems that I want to keep you by my side and take care of you"

Suddenly, Zhu Xishi was speechless. All men say that they marry a wife and marry a virtuous man, Gong Yihan is good, she has been picky for half her life, but she picks a woman full of flaws like her.

"When you are young, you can't be perfect. The so-called 'perfection' is nothing more than an appearance made in front of others. And these shortcomings you are talking about, in my opinion, are not flaws, but the most simple truth. The fate between people is that you hold half of it in your hand, and he holds the other half in his hand, looking for a suitable each other in the vast sea of people. Take out the truth in your heart and find the right half of your life, so that you can piece together a complete life. ”

"But Brother Gong, what should you do if I don't have the half you want?"

Zhu Xishi's words really tested Gong Yihan at this moment. A life is so long, and there are too many emergencies in between, and it is likely to wait for half of yourself indefinitely. has lived for half his life, Gong Yihan has sought clarity in everything, but he only chose to compromise in Zhu Xishi's affairs.

Gong Yihan is not beaten of steel, and there are times when he lacks courage, he does not dare to delve into the true thoughts in Zhu Xishi's heart. It's rare to be confused, and to be able to stay by Zhu Xishi's side to protect her and take care of her, Gong Yihan feels that it is a great blessing.

"It's okay, let me be the umbrella in your life that can protect you from the wind and rain, and accompany you on your way. If you really find the other half of your life in the future, I will let you go and pursue the happiness you want. ”

"No, Brother Gong, it's not fair to you."

"Hours." Suddenly, Gong Yihan abruptly interrupted Zhu Xishi: "In the relationship between men and women, there is no so-called fairness and unfairness, worthiness and unworthiness. When a person encounters the affection he desires, even if there is a flame in front of him that destroys him, he will rush to it like a moth. ”

The moth to the fire, which bears the weight of the emotion, suddenly silences the hour.

The feeling of liking a person, Zhu Xishi himself once had a deep experience, and he also knew what it was like to be rejected by the person he liked; Moreover, Gong Yihan is the person he cherishes most in his life. Zhu Xishi didn't want to hurt a person who silently cared about him in a vague situation.

Everyone has the right to choose who they like and who they love. There are not so many people in the world who are happy with each other, but more people like them who are in emotional confusion and wandering, still holding half of themselves stupidly, waiting for the old man who may not be able to wait for a lifetime.

"Hour, I had to make this decision in order to get you out of that dark place in the palace. Although the holy order cannot be violated, you can rest assured that as long as you do not accept my Gong Yihan for a day, then this wedding ceremony will always be just a formality. I'll wait until the day when you change your mind; If the truth is not fulfilled, you and I are destined to have no chance, then I will accept your choice calmly and have no regrets. ”

Under Gong Yihan's indifferent appearance, there is a burning heart, and he uses generosity and tolerance to leave a space for him to breathe freely; He is like a big tree, quietly guarding Zhu Xishi's side, waiting for the spring flowers in their emotional world. (To be continued......)