Chapter 33: Sarah Aisha
[[[CP|W:847|H:445|A:L]]]"Teacher~~~~!! ”
As soon as he rushed into the clinic, the smell of the strong disinfectant and the smell of blood Estes was excited.
Seeing that the Lockbell couple were still so healthy and energetic in front of them, and his teacher Sarah was still so beautiful, Estes instantly turned into a Q version and threw himself at Teacher Sarah without thinking about it.
Why Sarah-sensei and not Yuri-sensei? Estes himself didn't know.
Anyway, I just prefer Sarah~ That's it.
"Aisha? Is it Aisha? How did you get back?! I don't know if it's going to be a war now...... Is it? ”
First, I was delighted to see the lovely and energetic Aisha, an apprentice and assistant in her clinic for a few months, and then I was worried about her......
"Why are you wearing a military uniform?"
The disgust and surprise of seeing her students wearing military uniforms that she and her husband did not like.
"Teacher, let's not talk about this now, let's hurry up, okay? ~I've already driven over to pick you up, and I've prepared a well-equipped medical clinic for you in the south of the city, where you can treat patients casually and don't have to worry about running out of drugs and equipment~"
Estes knows what the couple lacks the most at this time, if they don't guess wrong, they are now individed, and they probably don't even have anesthetics and sedatives, right?
"I'll cover all the costs, can you go now?" ~”
For those who are always willing to treat the sick and save people, save the life and help the wounded, we must prescribe the right medicine, and if we don't come to these vain heads and brains from the beginning, we will go directly to what they need most.
"To answer my question, why are you wearing a military uniform?"
But Sarah-sensei didn't let Estes get past her, and she seemed to take Estes very seriously about her true identity.
"It's nothing, it's just an ordinary military doctor~ Look, my military uniform...... No, my costume is not at all different from the army of Amestories."
"Colonel Estes! The security work around the clinic has been completed! Machine gun fire points and poly sniper points have been set up! Even if the rebels come to a squadron, they can be wiped out! ”
“…………”
Estes swore that she had never found out that the captain of her guard was so badly beaten.
It was so bad that Estes wanted to whip him with a leather whip and beat him for three days and three nights.
"Colonel?! Is what he said true? Aisha? Wrong...... Estes ...... Estes? …… Estes?! ”
For the first time, Estes felt that his reputation in Sebei had made him so annoying.
"Is that Estes, who once slaughtered hundreds of thousands of aliens in Saibei? Is that you? Aisha? ”
As if frightened by Estes' name, Ms. Sarah shook her head and slowly stepped back in disbelief.
"Yes, it's me."
Estes didn't understand, why did these people care so much about what they did in the north, they didn't kill their own people, they were enemies of their own country, and they did things that were beneficial to the country, why did an individual hear his name like this?
Hawk Ai is by her name, and Sister Sarah looks at herself differently just because she is Estes.
Obviously, it's Estes standing here, a minute ago, a minute later, and three months ago with them talking and laughing.
"That's me, I'm the one who led the troops to kill more than 100,000 Draguma people in the north of Sebei, I'm the one who used Aisha's nickname to spy on intelligence in Ishbal City, and I'm the one who led the troops to destroy half of Ishbal City, and now I'm the colonel in chief of the Raiders Army in the southern city of the Amistolis Army in the Ishbal region, and I'm your student trainee Aisha."
Several times in a row, Estes, who was not yet seventeen years old, couldn't stand this feeling anymore.
This kind of teacher who treats others sincerely and others treats them so coldly.
She was a little upset.
Estes believes that there will always be a return for paying, and if there is no return for so much emotion and investment, it means that the investment is not worth it.
An investment that is not worth investing without a return is an idea, this is the idea of Estes. It is also the core of the alchemical equivalence exchange of this world.
"Your student, Ms. Sarah."
At this time, Estes couldn't think of anything else, and she spent so much time trying to beat Ishbal in addition to her own interests and responsibilities, at least half of the reason was to save the teacher from here.
How many central bureaucrats did Estes offend for these things, and how many appalling things did he do, but in the end? ……
"Smack."
Teacher Sarah sat down on the floor.
Was it just an incredulous look?
Suddenly, Estes felt that he was sometimes too wishful thinking, and he wishfully thought that his input would be felt by the other party, and he would be considerate and understanding, and would appreciate and approve, but now it seems that this is really not the case.
The gap between people and people's thoughts is too big, and sometimes even the gap between the people they value and their own ideas and views is ridiculously large and amazing.
So big that your expectations are very different from the results.
"Teacher."
Suddenly, Estes understood something. I know that I always think about the couple's thoughts from my own point of view, but I don't really think about whether the couple will agree with my own thoughts?
Most of the people they had come into contact with before were different, they were not soldiers, they were just doctors with the spirit of saving lives, and it was natural for Estes to have this kind of resistance from a rumored cold-blooded and ruthless executioner.
They are not all the way, and they can't go together. There is a lack of mutual understanding in itself.
What's more, Estes didn't tell the story from the beginning and lied himself.
"Please go, Colonel Estes, thank you for what you have prepared for us, but not really, our clinic is here."
Teacher, Sister Sarah talking to herself...... You've got ...... That means......
"Teacher ......"
I've never felt this way, this feeling of wanting something, giving so much and not getting what I wanted...... This sense of loss and frustration......
This feeling of being abandoned by her mother and disappointing her mother...... It's so silently born and ......
Distressed.
"Your Excellency Colonel, please get out, we don't have what you're looking for here. There are still patients to be treated, so please leave here with your escort. ”
Estes knew why he valued Sarah so much.
Because of the kind of mother that Sarah exudes, the kind of motherhood that is loving and gentle, and the kind of mother who accommodates the injured person, makes Estes, who has been away from home since he was a child, feel nostalgic.
The feeling of a mother that Estes, who regrets not staying enough in his mother's arms in his childhood, longs for.
Although Estes now has a mother, it has been taken by Salim Bastard.
Belonged to the arms of Estes' mother.
The occupation was so complete that it didn't leave Estes a chance.
"Teacher, Aisha is wrong, please don't drive Aisha away, okay? Aisha knew she was wrong. ”
Like a little girl who is afraid of being kicked out of the house by her parents, Estes really knows that she is wrong, although she doesn't know what her mother said she was wrong, but her daughter knows that her mother said she was wrong. Because the mother is sad, and the daughter whom the mother loves and cares for makes the mother sad, this is wrong.
Because Mother ...... ...... by daughter Heartbroken......
"Please, don't drive me away! Come on! Please! Teacher! ”
Don't want to leave this embrace! Estes really didn't want to leave! She knows
If she leaves this embrace today, then she will never be able to embrace and have it again, and she will always belong to Wen Li alone. It's not your own thing anymore.
"Aisha ......"
Looking at Aisha, who was half-kneeling on the ground and leaning on her arms, like a little girl who lacked mother's love, lying in her arms and refusing to leave, Sarah's heart softened.
She was originally a person who was overflowing with maternal love and fraternity.
For the wounded and sick, they are cared for and cared for with a kind of fraternity.
Because they are all weak, the weak are like children when they ask for help, and Sarah, who is overflowing with motherhood, can't stand the pain and hurt of the child, so she became a doctor, because she wants to care for every child who needs care with her love, whether it is a big child or a small child.
And Aisha's appearance at this time is a helpless and afraid of being driven away and hated by her mother, a little girl who simply wants her mother's forgiveness
For such a little girl who longs for motherly love, how could Sarah bear to refuse? If you can't bear to refuse? Will she let so many people get treatment without paying for their medical bills? If she couldn't bear to see helpless people being tortured in pain, would she stay in this dangerous Cheng City? If she could bear to sit back and watch a tragedy happen......
Is she still the second mother of the motherless Estes who Estes thinks is worth her dreams, enough to make the hard-hearted Estes destroy half the city and save her?
It is precisely because of her greatness and reassuring love that Estes feels that the one she has paid is worth it, for the warm embrace of her mother who haunts her soul.
"Aisha, I'm sorry, teacher, I just said something bad, Aisha, don't be sad."
Seeing Aisha with tears in her eyes and about to cry, Sarah's heart completely softened.
She decided that she could just ignore what had happened before, as long as she didn't do it in the future
"I'm sorry Sarah-sensei, I'm sorry! I shouldn't have lied! I shouldn't have lied to you! ”
Feeling that her mother had forgiven her, Estes hugged Sarah and hugged her tighter.
"Is it okay to promise the teacher one thing?"
Now Sarah only needs Aisha to give a word
"Don't embarrass these people, okay? These innocent people? ”
Sarah has always been a kind and loving person, and the last thing she wants to see is a tragedy in the world.
"They are all good people, simple people, they all have good hearts, not bad people. Most of the people in this city are good people. Will you let them go? ”
She just didn't want to see anyone die, that's all.
“……………”
But this promise, Estes can't give her, it can't be given to Sister Sarah.
Estes can promise anything, except for this one, but this one can't.
"I'm sorry, Sister Sarah, but I can't agree to this one."
Trembling and reluctant, Estes rose from Sarah's arms.
All the tenderness in my heart and the longing for my mother are forced back to the depths of my heart.
Kill all the tears and emotions in your eyes.
Unusually determined, Estes looked at Sarah, who was close at hand.
"There's no way I'm going to say yes, I can't. Farewell. ”
After saying that, Estes did not wait for Sarah's answer, nor did she dare to wait for her answer, and left the clinic in a hurry, afraid to see her sister Sarah's expression, the expression that Estes did not want her mother to show anyway.
So this time, she had no choice but to leave.
Because she felt that she could not give a satisfactory answer.
"Aisha ......"
Looking at Aisha, who was very homosexually painful and leaving, Sarah was a little confused, she felt that she was a little too harsh on Aisha, no matter who Aisha was, she was just a child, a seventeen-year-old child.
A child who wants to be loved by his mother and affirmed by his family.
And he actually negotiated conditions with her, a condition that she couldn't agree to.
Thinking of Aisha, who was always wholeheartedly healing patients, Sarah's sense of shame became even more obvious.
She could see that Aisha was a responsible child who worked tirelessly, and it was not good for her to be a teacher to let her go against her duties and do some wayward things.
Isn't it as shameless as talking about medical expenses when a patient is dying and needs treatment, even though she is just an ordinary child seeking mother's love, and asking her to give up her important things?
Thinking of this, Sarah blamed herself.
She regretted that she had done such a thing and made a poor little girl sad.
"Sarah, come and help me with the wound of a sick number, which is dying."
"Got it. I'm coming. ”
But at this time, Sarah, knowing that she should chase Aisha outside, did not go far, but because of her work, she couldn't leave.
And what about the same Aisha?
She's the same, right?
There are always things that people can't give up lightly, and it's the same for Aisha and for Sarah.
Persistence that cannot be compromised
……………………
"How's that going, Captain?"
Seeing Estes coming out of it, Red Hitomi stepped forward and asked
"Let the guards leave five...... Ten soldiers hid around to protect the clinic. Let's get out of here. ”
After a moment of confusion, Estes finally decided
"Aren't you going to take someone with you?"
"Don't bring it, let them go by themselves when the war is over...... I...... I'm afraid I won't be able to see her again. ”
"She?"
"Where's the black pupil? Why didn't I stay with you? ”
"She went to find someone for you, didn't you say you were going to find Xueyou?"
“…… She doesn't even know what Uzi looks like. ~It's too natural, isn't it? ”
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