Chapter Seventy-Six: Loneliness
"What do you mean by that?" He Feifei screamed at Shan Bing.
"It's literal. Sister, to tell the truth, I know, from childhood to adulthood, in many places, I'm sorry for you, but I didn't play any tricks, really. â
"I don't know why, why my cousins love me so much. However, there is no need for me to prevent them from pampering me for any reason, although you are close to them by blood, but it is also my brother. â
"You ......" didn't expect that one day, Shan Bing would spread out these words, and for the first time, He Feifei couldn't see this cousin who had been a simple killer since she was a child.
"Sister, many things, there is no reason, logic is not everywhere meaningful." Perhaps, this person is sorry for people in his life. However, that doesn't work, if she doesn't make it clear today, in the future, maybe it will drag her down, miss her parents, miss her cousin, and ......
"There is no reason, hehe, no reason, you know what, you have no reason, my brother, they pay, it is the price of life." How can you be so reasonable? How can you be so bland? Are you still my simple cousin? Have you changed? Or, growing up, I never really knew you?
"It's one thing for me, my cousin...... to know, but it's another thing to be confirmed." Why are they? In the past, Shan Bing didn't dare to ask, but since this is already the case, then, let's figure it out at once. â
"They know I tricked you out on a blind date. After the end times come. I'm afraid that something will happen to you, just ......" He Feifei's tone was mixed, not only sadness, but also jealousy. Can't hide jealousy.
"Then, they all met zombies." Unexpectedly, as a result, the truth is so. I always knew that they loved themselves, but they still didn't expect that kind of love to transcend their lives.
It's very inhuman to know that you have such suspicions. However, now that Shan Bing can think, her brain is no longer an ornament. Why do these relatives in the family love themselves so much? Why do you let yourself know about the reserves in the single family temple? Before. Shan Bing wouldn't have thought of thinking about these things at all, but now, as long as he thought about it, these things. Abnormal?
Is there something else going on? Still, there is something else hidden.
"You're so ruthless. Once, I thought that your life would ruin your ignorance. â
It can be seen that not only Shan Bing, but He Feifei is also ready to finish the words that have been hidden in her heart for more than 20 years at one time. "From small to large. You are stupider than me, your mouth is not as sweet as mine, and your brain is not as smart as mine. If I don't look good, even my taste for life is much worse than mine. Sadly, you're always angry and don't know what to prioritize, but. I really don't understand why. Whether it's my parents, my parents, or my brother, they all treat you as a treasure in their hands. â
"You can do whatever you want, that is, you go to a normal college, and after graduation, you become a primary school teacher, and no one in the family raises objections, as long as you are happy, it seems that everything is understandable and acceptable. But what about me? Everything is arranged according to the family, I really don't understand why they are so kind to you. So tolerant. â
After a pause, he organized the language, "Later, I thought, is it because you have to be kinder than me, I have to consider the gains and losses in everything I do, as long as I pay, I want to be rewarded, in order to achieve my own goals, I can do whatever it takes, but it is very pure, very clean, and there has never been any big ambition, so my family likes you and wants to protect you, once, for a while, I wanted to protect you like my brother, so that you never get close to the dark side of society." â
Shan Bing didn't answer, it seems that He Feifei has really been suppressed for too long, so let her vent it first.
"I used to regret it, I regret treating you like that, because you are a clean sister, you are very kind, you are caring, but, wrong, it turns out that I have always been wrong."
"You're a ruthless person at all, you're cold-blooded than me."
"You know, that day, for the first time, when I saw you give the bloody zombie brain to Shan Shui, I thought what it was? I think you're a monster, a cruel monster. Later, Mo Qiqi left, and at that time, I thought that one day, you would think that I was a burden, and then, without hesitation, leave me behind. â
"For more than 20 years, I have never seen you clearly, I have always been proud, no matter how much my family loves you, but you are a brainless fool, sooner or later, you will pay the price. Hahaha"
Shan Bing opened his mouth, but he still didn't speak, he didn't expect that in the eyes of his cousin, he would be such an image.
"I didn't expect it, it's me who thinks so, you're smart, you're so smart, that is, if you're really a stupid person who doesn't know anything, how can so many people like you? Whether it is an elder, a peer, or even a child. He Feifei's words became softer and softer, and when she arrived, she seemed to be talking to herself.
However, Shan Bing heard clearly. Caicai heard clearly, Fanfan also heard clearly, and even, even Qizhi heard clearly.
"Sister......" Shan Bing pursed her lips, "I don't know how much I have wronged you because of my unintentional behavior." I don't know, it doesn't matter if I'm the kind of ruthless person you said. "Those are all in the past, although it may be unacceptable to He Feifei, but, I'm sorry.
"What do you mean?"
Again, after that, we parted ways. Here, I'll leave it to you. I will leave, but, in the future, we should not see each other again. "That way, it's good for all of us. Shan Bing said silently in his heart.
"You...... You're really ...... Now, then, get out of here for me. "He Feifei has always known how to be good to herself, so Shan Bing is not worried at all about what He Feifei will say Since they have parted ways, then, where there is your shadow, I will retreat, sure enough, He Feifei did not refuse the right to use the valley.
"Also, here, there are a lot of seeds that you can use to plant, and also, where you put food, I put some grain." After looking around, Shan Shui, Dad, Mom, in the future, let me take you to wander together.
However, don't worry, I will definitely work hard, and when the time comes, you can come out of that cold place, and then we will go to find a pure land and live happily.
He Feifei didn't look back at He Feifei again, and Shan Bingtou didn't leave this shelter again.
From now on, there will be no way out for yourself. From now on, you can only be alone, there is no one to rely on, when you encounter things, there is no one to discuss, when you encounter danger, no one will try to help regardless of your own safety, and when you are in a bad mood, no one will comfort you.
However, why, in less than a minute, I felt so lonely and lonely.
A person who feels that there is only extinction and loneliness.
Sister Feifei, I hope you can be happy in the future. That man, will eliminate the hatred in your heart little by little, right? However, even if it doesn't work, it doesn't matter, in this life, maybe we will never see each other again.
You can finally get rid of my sister who has made you miserable forever.
At that time, apart from what you said, the main reason was that you didn't want to see me, right? I'd rather be hurt like that than see me again, and now, if you get your wish, then you must be happy.
As for you saying that I will pay the price for my ignorance, rest assured, I have already paid the price.
"Master, master, why don't you drive?" Shan Bing was still sad, with the help of the fire of Liangyi, Shun lĂŹ put Shan Shui in the space with his parents, Shan Bing began to make up his mind, in the future, he would live alone and struggle, not that he couldn't bear He Feifei, but that Shan Bing was afraid, she was afraid that she would bring danger to her only relative again.
Therefore, she chose to leave and parted ways with He Feifei.
moved one-third of the food in the space and left it, those, it should be enough for the two of them to eat for three or four years, plus those seeds, without themselves, they can live well.
As for helping Lian Qizhi, I'm sorry, in my selfish heart, Shan Bing hopes that he can stay in the valley, just like that, and live a dull life with his cousin. Put those hatreds aside.
The mood was so complicated that Shan Bing didn't realize that he actually walked out. As for the two Humvees, they stayed in the valley and forgot.
"I forgot."
"Why are you so stupid, woman? You don't have wings, is it possible that in the future, you will lean on your two thin legs as you do now? Or what's the matter, you can also grow wings like I am? Nana chirped.
"I can take a walk." It's good that I haven't fallen into the loneliness yet.
It's okay, and you guys are with me.
"What a stupid woman, Fanfan, why do we have such a stupid master? The round ball on the neck is quite large, but what is it used for? Used to think? That's too demeaning for IQ, and it's too much to say it's used as decoration......"
"Hehe" Caicai was still flying, and at the same time he was extremely capable of belittling Shan Bing, but Shan Bing suddenly laughed.
"Nana, I'm fine."