Tian Mi directly ignored the people in the hall, and was trapped in her own thinking, the more she couldn't figure it out, the more she drilled into the horns, and finally trapped herself layer by layer, and couldn't find a way out at all.

On the one hand, she felt that she was right, and it was her mother who was making trouble unreasonably. But on the other hand, I don't think my mother is like a vexatious person, she must be wrong. For a while, the battle between heaven and man in her mind turned into a mess.

Tian Mi grabbed her hair irritably, rubbed her long and neat hair into a mess, and then thumped her hands in frustration.

She was staring straight and stunned somewhere, and suddenly saw a half soft hem slip out of the corner of her eye.

Tian Mi then looked up and saw Qiao Xuan squatting beside her, her big hands casually restoring her messy hair to its original shape.

"I made my mother angry." Very frustrated voice.

"yes." I don't deny it, but I still have a relaxed smile.

After being affirmed, she became even more frustrated, and the most frustrated thing was that she still couldn't understand: "Why? ”

Why be angry? Now that she has the ability to support her family, shouldn't her mother be happy and even proud? Why is it like that?

"Xiaochuan didn't go out to help, but was able to study, and you didn't learn to take care of the housework, but you didn't touch the spring water with your fingers. Don't you think it's weird? In the farmer's family, the child is only a few years old and has to follow his parents to work in the fields. Qiao Xuan didn't answer the rhetorical question, and when he saw that Tian Mi was thinking seriously, he paused.

"That's ......" Tian Mi racked her brains to think about this question, but her head was full of paste at the moment, the more she tried to sort it out, the more chaotic it became, and in the end, she could only tentatively say: "That's ...... Is my mother doting on us and reluctant to let us be like this? ”

Qiao Xuan shook his head, but did not explain in detail, but sighed: "Ling Tang, you really treat the two of you as the daughters of a big family." ”

Tian Mi faintly felt that she had caught something.

Although her mother's strength is weak, she has no hesitation to support the family, she would rather do needlework all night than their sister and brother to suffer a little, even if the living conditions are poor, she is also doing her best to make them live well.

As Qiao Xuan said, even if the material distance is too great, in some aspects, the Tan family is indeed treating them according to the requirements of the children of the family.

"The family of farmers and merchants does not strictly control women, but the big family is the most face-heavy. Showing one's face, in the eyes of the world, is an obstacle to women's morality. And the so-called women's virtues: demure and gentle, observance and respect, shame in doing oneself, and law in movement. Qiao Xuan's voice was quiet and soothing, and from Tan's point of view, he said slowly: "Ling Tang wanted to teach you to be such a woman, but you openly went against her will, fought with people in the street, was reckless and competitive, got a copper smell, and entered the market. How could she not be angry? ”

Tian Mi suddenly realized that her mother was not angry, but completely disappointed in her. As a modern person, self-reliance and self-improvement are a deep-rooted concept in her mind, but here is an ancient time, and women are virtuous if they are not talented, which is a tradition they have inherited for thousands of years.

Moreover, for the mother, I am afraid it is not just the traditional bondage.

The mother can be literate and literate, has superb embroidery skills, and is more beautiful like a flower, and the view is extraordinary. Such a person must not be from a low background, and the things he has seen since he was a child and the education he has received are naturally different. Therefore, there are certain things that are particularly important.

All along, my mother blamed herself, feeling that she was dragging down her sister and brother. Therefore, she did everything she could to compensate them. Let them live well, it has almost become her obsession. And this good standard is estimated to be not ordinarily high.

After Tian Mi figured it out, she felt a deep sense of powerlessness.

Do you have to live according to their ideas if you want to fit in?

The ideological system that had been built up in a lifetime suddenly wavered, and Tian Mi hesitated.

After a long time, she raised her head, looked at him, and asked in a very soft and shallow voice, "Do you also think that I did something wrong?" ”

The girl's low voice contained strong expectations, and her big eyes clearly reflected his face, as if his words at this moment were enough to change her life.

Qiao Xuan was shocked by his sudden thought, and when he looked closely, the girl's love had calmed down a lot, and her eyes only fell on him lightly, as if she was not waiting for an answer.

"I think it's not bad, and individuals have their own way of living." Qiao Xuan paused, and said in a clear manner: "No matter how much Ling Tang wants to pamper you as a young lady, it is a fact that you are so family-oriented. If you make real life unhappy because of other people's nihilistic views or your own unrealistic thoughts, wouldn't you be wronged? You have a skill and can contribute to this family, how can you sit back and enjoy it? ”

"Dare to take responsibility, but it is a bravery." Qiao Xuan touched the top of her soft hair, and praised for the Nth time without hesitation: "Brave girl." ”

Tian Mi deliberately turned his head sideways to let go of his big hand, pursed his fleshy lips, nodded without blushing and panting: "Actually, I think so too!" ”

Therefore, when he just saw the person who was hesitating and hesitating, it was an illusion, an absolute illusion!

"Hmm." Qiao Xuan didn't expose her either, rubbed the top of her hair again very gently, stood up, and turned away.

As soon as his gaze was sideways, he unexpectedly saw Tan standing against the door, his eyes containing the autumn water in the sky were confused, and he looked at the small figure under the shrine blankly.

He didn't make a sound, his eyes skimmed over the mother and daughter, and his footsteps moved slightly, and he quickly disappeared into Tagawa's room.

After Tian Mi figured out the cause and effect, she had a bottom in her heart, so she no longer bent her body, but straightened her back and knelt upright.

Let the mother kneel, then kneel, she can't live according to her expectations, so why bother to block her in these little things, it's nothing to take a step back.

It's just that the job I found with great difficulty is going to be a little twists and turns. Looking at this posture, my mother will definitely not agree. What to do?

Tian Mi didn't have Qiao Xuan's profound skills, so it was naturally impossible to know that the Tan family had been watching her from behind. It was only after half an hour that she heard the footsteps at the door, which were long, soothing, orderly, and rhythmic, and slowly paced towards her mother's room.

After a while, a faint light lit up in Tan's room, and she held a needle and thread to thread and thread, and although she looked at the hall from time to time and pricked her fingers many times, she did not stop.

An hour later, Tian Mi took a breath patiently, clenched her little hands, and continued to kneel.

It hurts, it hurts and it hurts, and my stomach is still awkward.

She gasped for breath, feeling that time was passing very slowly, squirming frame by frame, without end.

It was another hour, Tian Mi couldn't help but wipe the sweat on her forehead, controlled her shaky body, bent down slightly, and supported her hands on the ground. Through her blurred vision, she looked into Tan's room, where there was still a dim light, and the shadow of Tan's needle elongated from the curtain.

My mother is still working, still busy with this family, and I haven't slept yet.

She then got the motivation again, and turned back to continue kneeling.

She did not see it, and after a while the light was extinguished, and the woman arose and went to the door, lifted the hem of her skirt, and knelt down diagonally before the shrine, clasped her hands together, and closed her eyes reverently.

The two people outside were not allowed to sleep, and in Tian Chuan's room, it was also quiet, both of them were lying neatly on the bed, both pairs of eyes were open, and in the middle of the night, the light was a little terrifying.

Tian Chuan didn't have enough concentration, turned sideways, and couldn't help but speak, but as soon as he opened his mouth, he was stopped by the person next to him.

Qiao Xuan made a silent gesture to him, lifted the quilt, wrapped Tian Chuan in the innermost, quietly came to the window, and leaned sideways against the wall next to him.

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Thanks to the shadow falling old demon, the dragging cylinder, and the support of the Nanxian hermit.

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