On the evening of July 25, 2046, I was idle and had nothing to do for a while, but I didn't see Xu Chunmei's buckle online, and Xu Chunmei didn't reply to my message, I left a message to Xu Chunmei in the buckle dialog box, what happened. Dialed Xu Chunmei's mobile phone, but the mobile phone was not answered, although I felt a little uneasy, but because I couldn't contact him, there was no way to do it, but I was more uneasy and anxious. A few days later, I saw a cup of coffee that Xu Chunmei replied to under a message in Xu Chunmei's space, but I didn't see Xu Chunmei reply, knowing that Xu Chunmei didn't have a big problem, I felt a little more at ease.

People are sometimes very conflicted, prone to cranky thinking without knowing what the other person is thinking, and easy to complicate simple problems. I often see short texts sent by some people on the Internet, such as Zhou Libo said: If the message is sent three times and the other party does not reply, there is no need to send it again, and if the call is not returned once, there is no need to call again. With these strong psychological hints, I always feel that I am not as important as I imagined in Xu Chunmei's heart, and I feel a little disheartened in my heart. But I don't want to miss this fate that has just begun, I always want to find a chance to know what happened to Xu Chunmei or what went wrong, and she disappeared during this time, as if she had evaporated in the world.

This kind of contradiction has been entangled in my heart for many days, and it has not improved until the end of the three tutoring courses of graduate school politics, mathematics and English.

On August 8, 2046, after the first day of the civil service national examination interview training course, on the way back to the dormitory, I finally dialed Xu Chunmei's mobile phone, and heard Xu Chunmei's soft voice, I was excited but didn't know how to speak. Xu Chunmei asked, "Hey, sir, is that you?" I said, "Yes." Xu Chunmei said, "Why don't you speak." I said, "What have you been busy with these days, why have you disappeared?" Xu Chunmei said, "No." I'm in a bad mood these days and want to become a monk. I said, "Why do you want to become a monk when you live a good life, I saw you talk about it a few days ago, and you are strange when you walk, who are you talking to?" Xu Chunmei said: "The sudden emotion is none of your business. I said, "But your love has directly affected my mood, are you really a monk?" Xu Chunmei smiled and didn't answer me directly. I immediately understood that Xu Chunmei was joking with me. I said, "I see, being a monk is really just a state of mind or a mood. True ordination may not be about formality, but the most important thing is to gain inner peace. Xu Chunmei said, "You're right. ”

I asked, "Are you missing me these days?" Xu Chunmei said: "It is because of you that I didn't really go to the monk's house." Xu Chunmei asked, "How are you doing, are you still so busy?" I said, "Well, it's busy." But after another 4 days, I'm done, and I've booked a train ticket home. Xu Chunmei said: "May you arrive home safely as soon as possible." I said, "Thank you." ”

At this time, Xu Chunmei said on the other side of the phone: "Mom, I want to drink water, you unscrew the lid of the cup for me." The voice of an old lady in Liaoxi on the other side of the phone said: "Such a big girl, why do you even use me to unscrew the lid of the cup." Xu Chunmei said: "My hands are weak." The old lady spoke with a Liaoxi accent. After twisting the lid of the cup, he walked away.

When I hear the other side talking, I listen carefully to the voice on the other side and figure out the guò conversation to learn more information. Xu Chunmei took two sips of water, changed to a Liaoxi accent and said, "What's wrong with you." Why don't you speak. I said, "I thought it was inconvenient for you to speak, so I listened to you." Xu Chunmei said, "It's okay, just say it, my mother." She couldn't hear what you said. I said, "I always thought you were a woman, and you couldn't even unscrew the lid of a cup." Xu Chunmei said: "I am the image of a female man in your heart. I said, "Although you look very weak, you are a rich woman at heart." Xu Chunmei said: "Who wants to be a woman." However, this society has forced ladies into female men. Men and women are equal, and women now have a lot of responsibilities in society and in the family. For example, in real life, whose family has truly achieved equality between men and women, it is not that women have to make a living outside, and still do laundry, cook and take care of children when they go home. I said, "The pace of life is fast, people's work pressure and life pressure are great, it is not easy for women, in fact, it is not easy for men." Both people who live together should put the family first, support the family together, and share the housework. Xu Chunmei said: "What you say now is very good, who knows what will happen in the future." I said, "I'll leave it to time to test things in the future, because we'll still have a long time together anyway." Xu Chunmei said: "A man marries a wife, and a woman marries to gamble on a lifetime of happiness. I said, "Okay, you can take your time." ”

Xu Chunmei said: "After a few days, you will go back to Liaoxi and we will play here for two days, and I will lead you to see the scenic spots here." I said, "I haven't been to your city of Geumsan, so let's talk about the sights of Geumsan first." ”

Xu Chunmei said: "We have the famous Liaoshen Battle Memorial Hall here, we also have the ancient pagoda temple of the Liao Dynasty here, and we have Dalinghe Park here. I asked, "Is there anything nice to eat?" Xu Chunmei said: "The delicious ones are sugar gourds and grilled chicken, and the fun and good-sounding ones are two-person turns, and if you want to sing, there are singing halls." I said, "You said so much, but you didn't say the key one." Xu Chunmei asked, "What didn't you say?" I smiled and said, "Geumsan City has you." ”

I said, "Didn't you say your home is in Montenegro County?" Xu Chunmei said: "Hehe, they are all under the jurisdiction of Jinshan City." I said, "Oh, that's right." So where am I going to find you? Xu Chunmei said: "As long as you come, call in advance, I will go to Jinshan Railway Station to pick you up." I said, "I was moved, and I burst into tears." Xu Chunmei said, "You're on your way to the restaurant." I said, "Yes, it's at the restaurant." Xu Chunmei said: "Then let's talk another day." I said, "Okay, goodbye." Xu Chunmei said: "Think, call before coming." I said, "Okay, hang up." Xu Chunmei hung up the phone, I put the phone in my pocket and went to the restaurant to buy food.

Because of Xu Chunmei's news and hearing Xu Chunmei's voice again, my heart was a lot calmer and I became happy. After happily eating, I returned to the dormitory and turned on the computer, turned on the button, and saw a statement that Xu Chunmei had just posted, and it was written like this: Life, we start in the laughter of our relatives, and end in the sadness of our relatives. We can't control our own life and death, but we should be glad that we have this life.

We want to have a happy home and be a happy person every day. People live for a lifetime, and how many grievances and grievances they meet. But isn't that what a person lives like this? What's not to see? The troubles and sorrows in the world, grievances and grievances for decades, will disappear in a moment, what else can't be resolved?

We can't waste this life. So let's start with the joy! Do what you want to do and love what you want to love. There is no such thing as a perfect person. Fall, get up and start over. How can you see a rainbow without wind and rain, I believe that next time it will be more stable.

In this life, we should work hard, and how many goals are difficult for us to achieve. We should look at our failures with a normal heart. "How can you be as good as you want, but please be worthy of my heart." As long as we do our best, we should feel fulfilled and satisfied, regardless of the outcome.

In this short life, if you want to live easily and freely, you should "remember what you should remember, forget what you should forget." Change what can be changed, accept what can't be changed. "If you have the opportunity, you will work hard, and if you don't have the opportunity, you will rest at ease, only in this way will you live a new self full of personality!

In this short life, don't be overly demanding, don't have too many extravagant expectations. Money, power, and reputation are not the most important thing, the most important thing is to be kind to yourself, even if you have the whole world, it will disappear with death.

In this short life, happiness is also a day, and unhappiness is also a day. If you do something wrong, you can't do it all over again; A broken heart is difficult to heal for a lifetime; After today, there will be no other life of today; A lifetime that will not look back for a minute. Why don't we cherish the present?

In this short life, we can face it calmly, or we can grasp it positively. When you can't see it, when you are proud, when you are indignant, when you are in deep pain, please think about it, no matter what, you are always lucky to have this life.

In this short life, there is no afterlife at all, if you believe it, you should also live this life well. So let's start with a smile! Happiness is the most important thing.

In this short life, we should cherish it, treat it well, and grasp it! Do everything you can and cherish everyone around you. Life is too short, cherish it! Treasure! Feel good, immediately leave a message below saying: Inner abundance is the most important thing, may you be happy and happy every day.

After writing this message, he suddenly felt that it was time to get his train ticket, turned off the computer, said hello to Shen Zhe and Xiaodi, and said, "Boss, fourth, I'm going to get the train ticket, can you go together." Shen Zhe said: "It's in the courtyard of the school, you can go by yourself." Xiaodi said, "I have something to do in a while, and I won't go." I said, "Okay, I'll go myself." Humming: "The person I love most in my life, I wake up and I still look like you, can you love me again and let me be your lover......" happily walked out of the dormitory, and Shen Zhe's voice came from the dormitory: "The fifth child is crazy." ”

The school train ticket agency took out the booked train ticket, and walked back to the dormitory building while looking forward to the day when he would meet Xu Chunmei. (To be continued......)

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