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Wen Shu and Xie Xiaoji can wait, but Li Chengsi can't wait.

Li Chengsi is extremely protective, and now that witch is not sure what to do to his sixth cousin outside, he must go out early to help his sixth cousin deal with her together.

"Xie Xiaoji, why are you still stunned, and you don't take us out of the battle?" Li Chengsi stabbed Xie Xiaoji, who fell to the ground and held his head leisurely.

"Wait a little longer, when the time comes, we will naturally be able to go out, what is the little young master anxious about."

"What are you waiting for, if you wait for the sixth cousin, you will become a little witch, I don't want the witch to be my sixth cousin." She is so fierce, she beckons him with this formation and that formation at every turn, so he doesn't want to accept her.

Xie Xiaoji became interested, "Heh! You don't want the little witch to be your sixth cousin, so who do you want to be your sixth cousin? ”

"I want ...... Don't sue you! He was embarrassed to say that he had fallen in love with a sixth cousin-in-law, and if it weren't for his mustache in the middle, he would still need to be so embarrassed. Speaking of this, he almost forgot that he still had a grudge with Xie Xiaoji, how could he talk to him first?

"That's it~" Xie Xiaoji seemed to know who this kid was thinking, smiled and glanced in the direction of Wen Shu, and went to sleep again.

With what he knew about the little witch, they didn't want to get out of here for half an hour.

"Hey, thank you Xiaoji, you ......"

Xie Xiaoji waved his hand at him, obviously he didn't talk to the little young master anymore, he wanted to rest, where the children were cool and played.

Li Chengsi grinned at him, seeing that the mustache really ignored him, and felt bored. But. Gossip and the Nine Palaces are not the only ones you understand, does he also understand? Even if you haven't broken the formation. He has read a lot of books on related subjects.

Don't think that his books are just window dressing, he has read a lot of things, okay? He, Young Master Li, is so smart. Naturally, he won't forget what he has seen, give him a little time, not to mention what gossip nine palaces are, even if it is the yin and yang array of Wu Tiantian's real people, he can also find a way to crack it!

"Sister Wen, do you want to go out?" Li Chengsi jumped up to Wen Shu and patted her on the shoulder, pulling Wen Shu out of his senses.

Although Wen Shu's heart is a mess and quite uncomfortable, she is a person who is very good at controlling her own feelings. As a doctor, she has also developed the habit of never losing her cool at all times, at least on the surface. Because of this, Ah Si didn't see too much affection on her face.

As for Xie Xiaoji, I'm afraid there is nothing in this world that can hide from that mustache.

"How to get out, does Ah Hei have a way?"

"Sister Wen, don't care if I have a way, you just tell me if you want to go out." Li Chengsi stubbornly stubborn. I don't know why, the current Sister Wen actually made him feel something called loneliness.

Wen Shu shook his head, "Don't bother with that." When the time comes, it will naturally go out. "Besides, even if you go out, what can you do? Miss Xi is working hard for her own happiness. Why should she spoil other people's good deeds.

Wen Shu suddenly found that he was a little hypocritical, and he was obviously uncomfortable. I just want to think about others. She's had enough of this.

But. As she said, what can she do when she goes out? The two families are world friends, and Miss Xi is still the fiancée of Brother Jin. In this era of emphasizing the words of the matchmaker of the parents, as long as the Admiralty Tower does not take a stand and resolutely opposes it, it is almost a sure thing.

At that time, the two of them were the envy of all the people in the rivers and lakes, and they were fairy couples.

As for her, although she hates that Shen Bingyi, she doesn't want to have anything to do with him. But the fact now is that at least in the eyes of outsiders, she is the woman that Prince Yong Shen Bingyi has a crush on, as long as he wants, a sedan chair can carry her into Prince Yong's mansion.

She believes that at that time, including her own mother, she will not object, and she will even be very happy to see such a thing.

What can she do?

I have been in ancient times for so long, and I always think that I have to work hard to be self-reliant and give her and her mother a more secure life. But I forgot that in such an era of imperial power, there are some things that you can't resist if you want to. No matter how much she does, it is not as important as the other party's identity and words.

She doesn't even have that qualifications to pursue what she loves. That's right, she loves the Admiralty Tower, she loves it. She wanted to be with him and no one else.

However, none of these are the most important. The important thing is that she doesn't know what Jin Zhonglou thinks, and if she is not sure of his intentions for a day, how can she rashly leave this qiē behind and bet on the future that may lose a qiē?

If he treats her as she treats him, in the end, isn't she being amorous? At that time, she was embarrassed.

Wen Shu is a very conservative person about relationships, and she doesn't have any experience to follow, and she doesn't even know who to ask for advice when she encounters problems in her relationship. She didn't even understand what kind of feelings she was in at the moment.

She loved the Admiralty, and it did. Because Admiralty Tower is a very warm person, when she is around him, she is very comfortable and happy, and can even comfort her soul.

But is this love? Wen Shu tried to calm himself down in order to make a deep and rational analysis of the current situation.

Before this, she had only seen the Admiralty Tower twice, and she did not deny that she had a crush on him. However, she knows that it is not enough to have a good impression, and a large part of this good impression is because she is new to the city, and because she is in the county mansion, she must always be wary of others. The Admiralty Tower is a rare person for her to let go of her defense.

And this time, when I heard that Xi Yao might be confessing to the Admiralty Tower, what was the reason for her panic and loneliness?

Is she jealous? Or is it just a sense of loss?

Because the Admiralty Tower was the nicest person she had ever met, she silently sought solace from him and liked the way she got along. So once he was ordered by a woman to become the only one for that woman, she naturally panicked.

Wen Shu spit on himself a little, human nature may be selfish. She was stingy with giving up her feelings like this, but she longed for more. Because she was afraid that she was really in love with the Admiralty, but she couldn't be with him. Then she would rather bury the relationship as if nothing had happened. Her inner feelings have not yet awakened, and then, as usual, she continues to live her life of two points and one line.

Impossible, right?

Let's not talk about whether a person's feelings can be buried lightly, it is her, and then think that this kind of simple life of two points and one line will be a luxury.

She even wondered if Wen Zheng and Shen Bingyi turned a blind eye to her practice of medicine in the herb shop, whether it was a disguised compensation for her. Make her feel at ease when she can, before she can step out of one cage and jump into another, take pity on her, give her a little time, and do something that makes her happy. Although she didn't think the two of them had such good intentions.

How she wished she could have given her more time. In this way, she may be able to figure out what kind of affection she has for the Admiralty. If she could be given more time, so that she could smoothly realize her plan and cut off all those intricate and disturbing relationships, would she have more confidence and courage to face the feelings that may exist in her heart?

Instead of being like now, you can't do anything, you are timid, and you can be a deserter in the first relationship you may have.

That's it, let's do it, don't think about it, isn't there a saying, it's called I am lucky to be gained, and my life is lost? If she has to make a decision today, if she can't get it back, why should she worry about a relationship that hasn't started or ended here?

God wants a person to live, not to make him/her worry about these things. There are so many things in life that are worth pursuing, so why be sad about uncertain and fruitless things? If she and the Admiralty Tower really have fate, today's incident is not the end. If she doesn't have a fate with him, why think about anything else, many times in life, if you can be smart, you will be smart, and if you can't be smart, you will pretend to be confused.

Maybe she can't find someone better than him in this life, maybe there is always a gap in her heart that is difficult to fill, she still has to cherish the beauty of this second life. There is such a thing as fate, there is naturally regret when there is consummation, and there is regret when there is reunion, why should she trap herself in the circle she drew with her own hands and can't extricate herself?

Wen Shu stood up from the ground, straightened his waist, and looked at the place where the yellow sand was flying not far away. At this moment, she seemed to see a brilliant morning sun rising from behind the yellow sand through the yellow sand.

Wen Shu grinned, she had already found the direction of her heart.

No matter when, Wen Shu has always believed that if he keeps an open-minded, optimistic and calm heart, he will not lose his way in the vast sea of people. As long as you give yourself a little tolerance, a little friendliness, and pretend to be confused sometimes, there is no threshold in life that you can't pass.

Ah Si looked at Wen Shu's instantaneous change in amazement, and even Xie Xiaoji looked over here, surprised by the smile on Wen Shu's face, and the gentle smile flowing in his eyes.

From here, she has to try to make herself happy, to be happy. Many things, let her go with the flow. She is not a saint, and she never thought that she could transcend the mundane as a mortal person, she just really let go of her heart and no longer demanded many things.

Ah Si squinted, and seemed to feel the scorching sun that Wen Shu saw. It's just that he felt an inexplicable sting in his heart, he thought that Sister Wen would never know that she at this moment made people feel distressed, and this kind of feeling, Ah Si had never experienced in her before.

………… (To be continued......)