Chapter 17: Feelings
From time to time, the laughter of Suwako-sama and Kanako-sama was heard outside, and Sanae Higashiya in the kitchen was holding a knife in her hand to cut vegetables, but she was a little absent-minded.
Going to school, going home, cooking, doing homework, sleeping, occasionally shopping alone, every day is so dull and boring, not even the slightest wave. Watching girls of the same age go to the club after school.,Those who didn't participate in the club also went shopping, ate snacks, and played around until dark before going home.,But because of the two adults at the shrine.,It's impossible to play outside often.,Every day after school, you have to go back to the shrine early.。 Every time classmates and friends invite to go out to play after school or during the holidays, they can only use the shrine part-time, and the excuse of being busy with their studies is to shirk it, and over time, the classmates also know that she will not go to play with everyone, and the relationship is a little less close.
Although the classmates in the class are still very good to themselves, and it is also their duty and responsibility to serve the two gods, Sanae is already a little out of breath on this boring day. This feeling has become more and more common recently, and some time ago I could hide it in front of the two gods, but today when I got out of school, I overheard the girls in the same class, "Why don't Sanae go play with us?" It's still early after school. "You just transferred in and you don't know, Sanae has always been like this, she is very busy at home, it seems that she has to take care of her two sisters, so Qinli, remember not to call her next time you go out to play." With such a dialogue, Sanae couldn't hold back anymore, almost crying and running near the shrine, and then barely put away her tears, but she couldn't pretend to be in a good mood.
Alas.
The girl sighed softly and shook her head, as if to shake off all these unhappy things.
"Hmm... Are the potatoes cut and the seedlings small... Feed! ”
Sanae thundered in her ears, and when she came back to her senses with a pain in her hand, it turned out that her distracted finger was cut, and Sanae exhaled in pain "Ah", Bai Mingqiu quickly took a band-aid and pulled Sanmiao's hand to paste it on her.
Bai Mingqiu's hand was very warm, and Sanae, who was holding his hand, didn't know if it was an illusion, so he forgot about the pain for a while.
"Alright."
Bai Mingqiu let go of her hand, Sanae was still a little stunned subconsciously, she was stunned, and hurriedly thanked: "Thank you, Mr. Bai." ”
Bai Mingqiu shook his head, and said in a stern tone: "Why are you so careless when chopping vegetables?" Concentrate, what should I do if I hurt myself? People are fragile. ”
Sanae lowered her head, speechless.
Bai Mingqiu sighed and said softly: "Well, I don't blame your position, you have to be kind to yourself, your body is more important than anything else, and you have to protect it very carefully." ”
"I'll be careful in the future, thank you, Mr. Bai." Sanae bowed.
"Alright, alright." Sanae is so serious, but it makes Bai Mingqiu a little helpless.
He glanced at Sanae's eyebrows and asked, "Sanae-sama, are you in a bad mood?" ”
"Huh? How are you..."Sanae was a little surprised.
"When I demonstrate the spell, I don't keep my mind, when I cut vegetables, I don't think about it, and I am sullen between my eyebrows." Bai Mingqiu said softly, "Did something unhappy happen?" ”
"It's nothing..."Sanae shook her head, not quite wanting to say.
Bai Mingqiu pondered for a moment and said, "Then let's not talk about it, let's cook, the two Miss Dongfeng Valley are still waiting." ”
Sanae nodded, silently continuing to cut the potatoes.
The kitchen was quiet again, except for the boiling of water and the clashing of kitchen knives on cutting boards.
Sanae finished cutting two potatoes and began to cut lettuce, and with a bend of her index finger, she immediately felt a pain in her heart, and the wound wrapped in the band-aid was still some time away from healing, and her hand movements were not so flexible.
It's so stupid.
Sanae complained a little about herself.
Mr. Bai's kindness was really felt by himself, and he was made like that by his failed spell, the frog fell on his face and was not angry, but was extricating himself. He was very nervous when he accidentally cut his hand, and quickly bandaged himself, sincerely blaming and reminding himself, as well as a gentle persuasion for fear that he would be unhappy. It's nice to be such a kind and gentle person.
But he rejected his kindness, he wanted to explain me and make me feel better, but I rejected it so simply, shouldn't it?
After cutting the lettuce, Bai Mingqiu should be called to come to the pot, but Sanmiao was a little hesitant. Bai Mingqiu was staring at a pot of water with his back to Sanae, Sanae hesitated for a long time, and waited for the water to boil before he spoke: "That... White... Mr. Bai. ”
"Huh?" Bai Mingqiu turned to look at Sanae.
"I'm sorry." Sanae bowed again.
"Why did you suddenly bow again?" Bai Mingqiu wondered.
Sanae said in a low voice: "Sanae was abrupt just now, and he shouldn't have deceived Mr. Bai." ”
"Just now... Oh, you mean that time. Bai Mingqiu remembered.
He turned off the fire, leaned against the table, and said softly: "How can you use the word deception, do you want it to be Miss Sanae's freedom, I can't force it, hmm... And we've only known each other for a few hours, so we can only be regarded as strangers, and I wouldn't talk to such a stranger if the topic of mood changed to me. ”
Sanae straightened up and looked at Bai Mingqiu, with a slight smile on his delicate face, and his eyes were sincere and warm, which made people involuntarily believe him.
She shook her head vigorously and said seriously: "Mr. Bai is not a stranger, even if he is a stranger, Mr. Bai is also a very kind and kind person. ”
"I'm embarrassed if you praise me like that." Bai Mingqiu smiled, and Sanae also laughed.
After laughing, Bai Mingqiu looked directly into Sanae's eyes and said softly, "Then, Miss Sanae?" ”
"You can call me Sanae, Mr. Bai."
Sanae nodded, and the smile on her pretty face faded. After organizing the language, she whispered, "I'm an ordinary student, and the only thing that isn't ordinary is to be a shrine maiden at the shrine. ”
"Hmm."
"Because of the work at the shrine, I only come to the shrine every day after school, and there are two people in the family, well... Sister, my sisters came back late, it's already past dinner, so I need to come back to cook and take good care of them, don't look at them like that, in fact, both of them are very hard. ”
After a pause, Sanae continued: "But after a long time, the classmates in the class are not very willing to play with me, I know that they are not alienated from me, but... But... When it comes to the topic of playing, it automatically ignores me, and I can't interject in the usual topics..."
"Friendship, like faith, will disappear little by little, I don't want to do this!"
Sanae gradually crouched down, bowing her head and whimpering.
Bai Mingqiu had been listening quietly, silent, and the girl's low sobbing was the only sound in the kitchen.
Sanae suddenly felt a burst of warmth, it was Bai Mingqiu's hand caressing Sanae's head.
Warm, sun-like warmth.
"Mr. Bai?"
"It's not going to go away, whether it's faith or friendship."
"Huh?" Sanae raised her head to look at Bai Mingqiu.
"Faith is a feeling, friendship is a feeling, all kinds of emotions are a collection of feelings, each feeling is different, and all feelings come together to become a unique existence. I have always believed that somewhere in the world, there must be pure, long-lasting, incomparably beautiful, indelible feelings, whether it is faith, friendship, or something else. ”
Bai Mingqiu's eyes flashed with a strange light, bright and gorgeous, like a shining meteor in the night sky.
"Sanae, life is indeed very dull and helpless, and there is no way to change many things, but if you can see a certain shining point in the dull and boring life, then the days will be much more interesting." Bai Mingqiu said with a smile, "As for friendship, you are still young, and you have a long way to go, and there is time to meet friends and lovers who are close to you, the kind of life, don't worry about it at all." ”
"But...! This...! Sanae wanted to refute, but couldn't say anything.
Bai Mingqiu said with a smile: "Also, it's not good to be willing to go far." ”
As he spoke, he shouted outside, "Oh no! Sanae is injured! It didn't take long for Sanae to hear the sound of running in the hallway, as well as the anxious cries of Kanako-sama and Suwako-sama.
"Sanae, it's okay!"
"Bai Mingqiu, how is Sanae!"
Sanae slowly stood up and looked at the two adults who were running over in the distance, Kanako-sama ran over in a hurry without wearing clogs, and Suwako-sama rushed over without even putting on the straw hat that was close to her sleep, and in the face of such anxious two people, Sanae couldn't say a word of rebuttal.
It's so stupid.
The two gods have been worrying about themselves, and the classmates and friends around them have not treated them badly, and Mr. Bai's kindness has been rejected without thinking about it. On the contrary, he is so stupid, and he keeps thinking about some things that he doesn't have.
It's called capriciousness.
Tears couldn't stop sliding down Sanae's cheeks, but she smiled brightest.
"Sanae, what's wrong with you! How to cry! Where did it hurt? You okay? As soon as Kanako stood still, she even asked a lot of questions, and Suwako also looked at Sanae nervously.
"I... I'm fine... It's just that the hand cuts it. Sanae said in a trembling voice.
She approached Kanako and Suwako step by step, and she couldn't stop crying.
Kanako hugged Sanae and took her head into her arms, and Suwako held Sanae's slender waist and held Sanae's hand in one hand.
"Woo... I'm sorry, really, really sorry, woo... I'm sorry for bothering you, really, really sorry!" Sanae finally couldn't bear it anymore and tears rained down.
Kanako and Suwako were a little confused, but they quickly understood, Kanako gently stroked Sanae's head, Suwako gently stroked Sanae's small back, and the three sisters hugged each other tightly.
"Good, Sanae, good."
"Well, Sanae will be good."
Bai Mingqiu chuckled and walked to the door, looking at the sky in the distance.
Kanako put her arms around Sanae, saw the thin back, and suddenly felt a little depressed.
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Ps:
Back to the first chapter, word count! Sorry for being late!
The Sanae chapter is almost over here, and there is still a chapter.
Bai Mingqiu's words about feelings I am actually writing about Gensokyo, "Pure, long-lasting, incomparably beautiful, indelible feelings exist, whether it is faith, friendship, or something else." This refers to Gensokyo, and it's quite appropriate to think about the meaning and feelings of Gensokyo.
Finally, forget it this week, I want to see a lot of recommended votes next week~~ Please support!
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