Chapter 302: The Betrayal of Reality
Astound! This is Mu Chenxi's first feeling.
It seems that a qiē is coming too quickly, as if her relationship with Shang Zichen is going a little fast, looking at the very intimate appearance with her arms around her arms in the photo, Mu Chenxi suddenly felt that the world was spinning for a while, but it seemed to be an illusion, which made her feel that this qiē did not seem to be very real, but it was indeed reality.
'When did this happen, how could this happen!' Yanan, how could she ......'
Smell a rat! My mind is full of doubts.
Although it is now very clear that the reason why Shang Zichen left so anxiously after work turned out to be to go on a date with his best friend, but what made Chenxi very puzzling was that his friend knew his relationship with Shang Zichen, but why would he still accept him, and it seemed that Xue Yannan was the one who took pictures and uploaded photos, and more importantly, the two obviously did not start contact today, this kind of relationship that seems to have heated up makes Chenxi very suspicious of his best friend's intentions.
'Could it be that Zichen took the initiative? But it looks like Yanan took the initiative to hug him! ’
remembered the picture when the three of them were together for the first time, Chenxi always thought that Xue Yanan was invited by himself that day, and Xue Yanan did say it himself, and he wanted to help Chenxi test the business manager, but now it seems that he is only the light bulb among the three......
Maybe Zichen said something to her, so Yanan thought that we had broken up, so he would ...... Who is taking the initiative to whom? Who the hell accepted the other party first!? But obviously Zichen and I haven't broken up yet, obviously I still love him very much in my heart! Yanan, how can you be like this, Zichen, you ......'
The more I thought about it, the more uncomfortable it became, and after doubting, Mu Chenxi's heart was only full of heartache.
Looking at the photo on the phone with blank eyes, although she wanted to look away, but she seemed reluctant to leave, as if as long as she could work hard to persevere, then she would be able to see through the story behind this photo, and she could see through everyone's heart. However, after a while, Dawn found out. It seems to be the stupidest and simplest thing ever...... It's just me.
The warmth and coldness of human affection have been vividly reflected at the moment, and when I just arrived in Beijing, I was able to meet such a warm-hearted person. It really makes Chenxi feel that life is full of sunshine and warmth. But now she thinks. As if he had been pushed into an ice cave that could only be entered but not exited, both physically and mentally had begun to gradually become cold. And the one who started it, the one who pushed himself into the ice cave, are the two people in this picture today.
These two people, one is the man he loves, the man who once confessed to him and promised his life, and the other person is his best friend and best friend for four years, and he is also the most trusted person in his heart, but now it seems that she is the person he should be most wary of!
In an instant, there were thousands of thoughts, if it weren't for the fact that she was in the car now, Mu Chenxi would have liked to cry out loud and roar angrily, and even some extreme thoughts began to appear in her mind.
However, after a while, she felt that it seemed that she couldn't do anything now, or it could be said that it was useless to do anything, except to quietly watch the intimacy between the two like this, the only thing she could do was to be silently sad, and taste the pain and sadness in her heart alone.
"Shang Zichen, Xue Yanan, you are really ruthless, even if you are really like this, you don't need to show off, even if your hearts are very sweet, but don't you want to think about my feelings, you ......?"
Suddenly, when his fingers slid unintentionally, Mu Chenxi actually found that Xue Yanan didn't just take that one, but from the second photo, it seemed that at the moment of taking the picture, Shang Zichen seemed to be a little resistant, and from the frowning and slightly surprised expression, it seemed that he didn't really want to shoot.
'This ...... Could it be that Zichen was forced to take pictures? In other words, he didn't want to take a photo with Yanan at all? Or is the previous one deliberately made by Xue Yanan? ’
Thinking like this in his heart, as if a person who fell off a cliff suddenly grabbed a life-saving straw, Mu Chenxi's brain cells suddenly started completely, trying to guess the things he hoped would happen in his heart.
'Is it that Zichen didn't have anything to do with Yanan, or maybe Yanan did this, in fact, just deliberately in order for me to see, and hoped that I could give up on him, hoping that I would not be sad about him again, then in other words, Yanan already knew what happened between us, and now she just hopes that I can cheer up! ’
The more I thought about it, the more excited I felt, and the more I thought about it, the more reliable I felt, but Mu Chenxi, who had not yet been completely excited, after seeing a testimonial from Xue Yanan, her heart, which had just cheered up, was suddenly hit to the bottom.
"When I have to make a choice, I'd rather abandon friendship than have love!"
After reading it silently several times in her heart, although there were not many words, Chenxi still read it very carefully, and when she really understood the meaning of this sentence, she understood that it was not her good intentions for herself, but she was really telling herself, your Mu Chenxi's man, from now on it will be my Xue Yanan's!
'No, I have to call Yanan to make sure, if she answers my call, it means that she did it for me, if she doesn't answer ......'
There was a decision in her heart, although she had no reason to be around, but she still did not hesitate at all, and directly dialed out a phone call, but when she heard "The user you dialed cannot be reached for the time being", she figured out Xue Yanan's decision, that is, to block herself, and she really didn't want to continue this friendship, of course, instead, she had a new love, and this relationship originally belonged to herself.
All the negativity suddenly regained the upper hand, and this sudden ups and downs even made Mu Chenxi almost faint directly, but although it hurt everywhere in her body, Mu Chenxi's brain woke up instantly, or it could be said that she felt that she was awake.
She clearly knew the result, but at the same time she didn't know what she had to do or what she could do, as if all of a sudden there was only herself left in the world, as if the whole world had become dark in an instant.
"What's wrong with Dawn, what's wrong with it? It feels like you're breathing a little unsteady. ”
However, just when Mu Chenxi was in extreme pain, He Yuan's simple greeting pulled her back from the brink of despair.
Slowly turned his head to look at He Yuan, who was still staring ahead, looking at his slightly furrowed brows, although it was just a side face, Mu Chenxi still felt that there was such a person who cared about him by his side at this moment, and at the same time, he was also a man who had just confessed to himself.
Although I don't know if He Yuan knows the relationship between himself and Shang Zichen, but now Chenxi already feels that it doesn't matter, after all, although it is himself who is hurt the most, it seems that he has not really been abandoned by this world, at least what is the reason......
"It's nothing, maybe it's because the taillights of the car in front are too bright, and I think it's a little red and dazzling."
Readjusted his breathing, and at the same time silently turned off his mobile phone, looking at the dark mobile phone screen, Mu Chenxi suddenly found that it seemed that his mood had calmed down again, and the man sitting beside him no longer seemed to let himself feel worried and afraid, as if his confession before came at a good time, as if it was what he deserved, as if he should have lost Shang Zichen's love and Xue Yanan's friendship, it was all fate.
Hearing Chenxi say this, because there were more vehicles around, He Yuan didn't dare to turn his head to look at him, and at the same time, he was still very worried in his own heart, after all, although he was indeed a successful confession, but from then until now, Chenxi has been questioning himself.
Of course, he also regretted this a little, after all, his confession was really a little untimely, although he knew that Chenxi and Shang Zichen had been a little estranged, but he forgot about the matter between himself and Du Lingling, so even if he had tried to cover it up before, it still failed to make Chenxi believe in himself, in fact, even he didn't believe it, after all, what happened between himself and Du Lingling couldn't be covered up only by the relationship between colleagues.
"Oh, it's okay, if it looks dazzling, then don't look at it, it's time to get to your house soon, go back and rest for a while, you're really too tired from work during this time, you must adjust well."
Saying so, the car finally slowly drove into the community where Chenxi's house was located, and when it arrived at the downstairs of Chenxi's house, He Yuan pulled up the handbrake, and then lowered his head and said to Chenxi with some apologies:
"That...... If what I said made you feel embarrassed, then you just didn't say it, after all, as long as you can be happy, I feel very satisfied, and besides, I'm glad to have dinner with you, although I'm looking forward to the next time, but uh...... Okay, let's go back, let's ...... See you tomorrow at the company. ”
Listening to his words, Mu Chenxi did not get out of the car immediately, but after hesitating for a while, she suddenly patted He Yuan's shoulder, and after he turned his head to look at herself in some surprise, she smiled and said:
"Thank you for not disliking me, and if you have time, let's go exercise together!" (To be continued......)