- At first, she was all worried and panicked, and she looked at his life like a leaf hanging on a branch in autumn, and she didn't know when it would fall; Then, because of his only words of persuasion, she faintly had an illusion that her tears could be tied to his heart, so that he could occasionally say a word, so that she could rest assured that he was still alive.

But what the imperial doctor said to Lin Shan just now made her understand how naïve and selfish her illusion was!

In the process of traveling, the first thing is to preserve the body, but he is ...... But because he was infatuated with his gentleness, in order to reassure himself, he used this kind of woman's "weapon", and it was also a "weapon" that could touch him, to provoke him to speak.

This is undoubtedly speeding up the consumption of his body, what is the difference between this and using a slow knife to thin his life piece by piece?

Therefore, although the tears in her eyes at this time were really born of distress, she endured it stubbornly, even if she couldn't help it, she didn't let him see it.

She thought that she could hide her feelings in front of him, but she forgot for a while that she couldn't hide this kind of concealment in front of him ten years ago.

Otherwise, she had only met him a few times that year, how could she have been captured by him by chance?

Ten years ago, on the eve of his departure from Beijing, he handed over the Dongfeng Building to her to preside. This building has been managed by him before, this is not an ordinary Ni Xiang Red Fang, her shock and helplessness at that time, she still remembers it clearly, but because of his entrustment, she forced it down.

Ten years of tempering, she has practiced a set of exquisite, but tough as iron heart and spirit, but unexpectedly only overnight companionship, in the face of his fragility, her ten years of cultivation of internal tenacity and fierce spirit instantly disintegrated, only revealing a woman's most primitive state.

Perhaps, he was born to be her nemesis.

Or, it was the beloved person sent to her by providence.

"I'm fine." Lin Shan exhaled slightly, raised his hand to his chest, and covered the hand with delicate texture and long finger line, which was gently rubbing in a circular arc, but he didn't have much strength to hold it.

He woke up in a light sleep just now, not because he had any dream, but because of the sharp pain like a hammer hitting his heart, as if it was about to blast him into the bottomless abyss, he couldn't help but tighten his collar. Just used the strength of scratching the clothes, that is, it made him sweat like rain.

Feeling a little warmth on the back of her hand, Jiu Niang stopped her hand and held the big pale and bloodless hand with her palm, although she knew that he should not speak as much as possible now, but after hesitating for a moment, she couldn't help but ask softly: "Just now...... Are you having nightmares? ”

"It's not." Lin Shan raised his other hand, and he rubbed his chest as if it had been hammered over, his fingers touched the placket of his clothes, and he glanced at it slightly, "Jiu'er, you ......"

His voice was low, very soft, I don't know if it was because of weakness, or if there was something else in his tone.

And before he said three words, he was covered by Jiu Niang's voice: "I know, I know what you want to say, don't speak." ”

Lin Shan breathed a sigh of relief and didn't say anything more.

Jiu Niang knew that although Lin Shan didn't mention it, he must have been in a lot of pain just now, so he couldn't help but show it in his behavior.

She reached out and continued to gently rub Lin Shan's chest, but this time, she didn't use the hand that had wiped her tears and stained her palms with wetness. As her mind gradually settled, she looked sideways at the imperial doctor sitting in the corner of the car, and asked softly: "Medical officer, what is the reason for your view of his situation?" His wounds...... None of them are there. ”

The imperial doctor was also full of doubts at this time.

Along the way, Jiu Niang's warm and soft body that was still like a girl served as a cushion for Lin Shan, so as to alleviate his injury that he couldn't lie down. After knowing each other for more than ten years, there is such intimate physical contact between the two for the second time, which should be a relationship to be cherished privately.

However, at this time, it is necessary to have a skilled doctor in the car to supervise it in case of accidents. However, the three people in the car will still make the middle-aged imperial doctor who can't hide and hide slightly embarrassed.

Fortunately, Lin Shan didn't say anything along the way, and most of them were out of a state of sleep, as if he was not relying on the soft cushion of Jiu Niang, but Jiu Niang was holding a soft pillow that could not stand up on his own. The two of them didn't have much verbal interaction, and the imperial doctor except for checking Lin Shan's breathing pulse from time to time, in other times of the ride, he was generally looking down and ignoring the others, but he was more at ease.

In addition to worrying about Lin Shan's lifeline, if no one takes the initiative to ask him, he will not take the initiative to speak.

Hearing the inquiry, the imperial doctor raised his hand and brushed a strand of beard on his chin with his thumb, and after a long time, his fingers froze, and he said softly: "The problem should not be big, but in the end, because the blood loss is too much, the blood flow is slow, and people sleep deeper, this situation will be slightly aggravated, and it will cause angina." However, Lord Lin is in the prime of life, and he can still raise it soon. ”

When Jiuniang heard this, her brows furrowed slightly, and then she felt that the hand she was holding moved, her eyes drooped slightly, and she saw Lin Shan say softly: "Jiu'er, in a few days, I want to eat the osmanthus fish you made yourself." ”

Thinking of the fact that he used to cook in person and make osmanthus fish for Lin Shan, he heard from his words at this time that he could accompany him for a long time in the future, and not like his three subordinates who were sent away, and soon it would be her turn to be sent away, Jiu Niang's heart suddenly warmed.

There was a wisp of warm joy in her heart, which was naturally expressed on her face, Jiu Niang smiled slightly, and said: "I haven't taken a spatula for several years, and now the fish that is burned out is probably like being burned directly with fire, and it can poison ......" She said this, her words froze, she glanced sideways at the imperial doctor on the side, and changed her words and said: "You like to eat, I will definitely find a good cook to make for you." ”

After being in the same car for a while, the imperial doctor saw Jiu Niang's smile for the first time, and only felt that the flowers bloomed overnight on the cold branches of the dark winter.

He was concentrating all the way, only focusing on Lin Shan's physical state, and at this moment, he couldn't help but have some other thoughts in his heart, and said secretly: This Lin Daren's vision of a woman seems to be not low, but why is it that until the beginning of his life, he is accompanied by such a considerate and bright woman, but he seems to be unmoved...... Have you never married?

I have to say that the love that has been suppressed for so long suddenly becomes cheerful, and it is still quite infectious. When the imperial doctor saw Jiu Niang's smile, he also smiled slightly, and said, "Hehe...... Fish is indeed more powerful than other meats. Moreover, the nature of fish is mild, as the first nourishment after healing, the meat of heavy oil is really not as good as fish soup, which can delicately nourish people's vitality, even if its nutritional effect will be slightly slower......"

However, the imperial doctor's words were about to fall, and he saw a wisp of sorrow on Jiu Niang's eyebrows.

Jiu Niang suddenly thought of a thoughtful and panicked question, and after hesitating for a moment, she opened her mouth to ask the imperial doctor: "Medical officer, listening to what you just said, in recent times, it seems that as long as he sleeps deeply, he is easy to be as uncomfortable as just now?" ”

"If you can lie down peacefully, you will naturally save your body more than if you sit like you are now." The imperial doctor said this, and looked at Lin Shan intently. Originally, he just wanted to observe the reflection of Lin Shan's complexion on his body's functions, but when he saw those quiet eyes that didn't know if they were contemplative, he said again: "Thinking too much hurts the body, and it is even more revealed in the sick body." The fluctuation of the mood will also consume the body. If Lord Lin has something to worry about, he needs to put it aside for the time being. ”

Hearing this, Lin Shan glanced sideways at the imperial doctor, suddenly picked the corners of his lips, and said, "Doctor Wu, I didn't expect that you not only have superb medical skills, but you can also faintly transfer to the upper department of Shendao. ”

Seeing that Lin Shan was in good spirits at this time, the imperial doctor thought about it and quipped: "Do you believe in my Shinto technique?" If it were with the power of a certain Wu, that is, to make Lord Lin, who had never believed in ghosts and gods, change his mind, I think that wherever I go in the future, I will be able to be awed by many outsiders out of thin air. ”

"If I haven't forgotten today's incident when I return to Beijing in the future, I don't hesitate to go to the palace to chat, maybe the name of the national teacher will be decided." When Lin Shan said this, it seemed that he was going to laugh twice while he was joking, but there were only a few "snorts" in his throat, which made his breathing rhythm a little faster.

Jiu Niang hurriedly stroked his chest, frowned and persuaded: "San Lang, even if you don't say it, you don't want us to notice, but I still know very well what you are worried about." But I beg you, at least for a while, to care more about your own body and stop thinking about other people. ”

After listening to the imperial doctor's explanation, Jiu Niang thought that the reason why Lin Shan's heart suddenly ached just now was that he was too concerned about the girl who stayed in Kyoto. Jiuniang knew that Lin Shan's love and protection for that child was something she couldn't change, and she wouldn't have a grudge against a child, but she just cared about Lin Shan's safety.

But Lin Shan actually didn't think of Mo Ye at first, the weakness of his body, and the medicine that Liao Shi gave him in advance before he went home to get the medicine, made his whole person always in a state of drowsiness and laziness, and he didn't have much energy to think about at all.

However, the words of the imperial doctor just now suddenly stirred the nerve in his mind, and after leaving the child, the thoughts that had been accumulated for more than half a month poured into his heart like a tide.

……

As the wheelless carriage departed from Kyoto and drifted away, Lin Shan only felt that there was something in his heart that could not be cut short, and as the distance was widened, there were gradually signs of tension.

I don't know how she lives alone in Kyoto, how she lives every day, and when she can't take care of herself?

Isn't it cruel to her to lie to her like this? She is just a girl, she has never suffered such a setback since she was a child, will she be hurt because of this incident?

If she had sent Sister Li to be her mother since she had just left Kyoto with her, she would have thought so when she grew up, at least now she could still find someone to lean on.

But this is not good, if she does this, when she grows up and returns to the Wang family, she may be hurt even more, and she will drag Sister Li in for no reason, which is not good......

……

If the imperial doctor surnamed Wu knew that his kind words had caused Lin Shan's mood to sink suddenly, he would definitely regret it to the extreme.

However, Doctor Wu listened to what Jiu Niang said, and then looked at the expression on Lin Shan's face at this time, but he thought about it, and the distracting thoughts that popped up in his mind before suddenly unfolded again: It turns out that Lord Lin's heart has always been concerned about other women, no wonder he is like a stop to the bright and beautiful people beside him, but he doesn't know who the woman who occupies his heart but does not show up is, isn't this a delay?

Lin Shan is indeed concerned about a woman, so he obviously cherishes Jiuniang a little, but he has never been able to take a step closer to her. And just one step away, Jiu Niang can also enter his heart and completely dispel the afterimage in his heart.

The woman who occupied the space in Lin Shan's heart did not deliberately not show up, but had already died. But she left the best side in Lin Shan's heart, she would not appear again, and she would not take the initiative to walk out of his heart, and he happened to be persistent, and he was reluctant to wave her afterimage away from his heart.

But this woman who has always kept Lin Shan's emotions passive is not the child he is worried about at this time.

He has always been very careful to keep the remnants in his heart, and it is precisely because of this that he has always taken care of her children so devotedly.

But now, although he still carried her image with him, he had left her daughter thousands of miles away, and he seemed to see the sorrow on the woman's face, and he was faintly uneasy in his heart.

It was the first time in nearly ten years that he had been so far away from the child, and he hadn't seen her for so long, and this time and distance might be extended in the future.

……

At this point, Lin Shan himself had already felt his heart touched, and he could hear his heartbeat a little duller, he knew that it was indeed inappropriate to go on like this, and after a long breath, he gradually calmed down.

Holding Jiu Niang's hand tightened slightly, he said slowly: "You know, I can't help but think about it, but I listen to you now, I don't want to." ”

After a pause, he said again: "When Liao Shi comes back, he must have a miracle medicine there, so you won't be so worried, and you can make me more comfortable." ”

When Jiu Niang heard this, she looked expectant, nodded and said, "I don't know if his house is far from here, I hope he can come back soon." ”

What Lin Shan said, Jiu Niang believed it, and didn't think much about it.

Imperial Doctor Wu on the side didn't think so, for the patient's condition, he still didn't say anything, opened his mouth to reveal the truth, and said lightly: "If Liao Shi comes back, listening to him, maybe there is another way for Lord Lin to relieve his pain, but ...... But it's not necessarily a good idea. It is rumored that the medicine that Liao Shi started is very violent, unusual! Lord Lin is so weak, if you let Liao Shi apply cruel medicine again, ......." R1152