Cafe, after leaving Zheng Xiujing's hand, I looked up at her, she slowly retracted her hand, her expression was natural, the mole on the side of her nose, she was not talking.

Returning to the calm track, without pause, I continued to speak. "After that, I started working four jobs a day, a dishwasher and a water delivery worker...... As long as I can make money, no matter what I have to pay for, no matter what I have to suffer, I will fight hard to do it. As for eating, a ramen life for several months in a row. You may get less sleep each day than you do. But as you can see now, I never complain, I never think about anything else. Although I blamed myself for a while, I quickly forced myself not to think about it, because, I know, I don't even have time to blame myself. Eventually, I got through it. I put my hands on the table steadily, and there was no longer a trace of trembling in my voice, as if the gaffe just now was not born in me.

"There are too many things in this world that we can't do, instead of constantly blaming ourselves, it is better to do our own things wholeheartedly, sometimes, doing our own things well, is the greatest comfort to others. As a younger sister, isn't living happily every day the biggest help to you Ernie? ”

The story and the persuasion had been told, and Crystal looked at me, and the circles under her eyes began to redden, which made me a little overwhelmed. "Originally, if only I had bumped into you earlier." After she said this, I quickly reacted, and then I felt a little funny. "Those people with names and surnames in history must have undergone some training when they were young, so what is this thing about me? After all, I'm the man who wants to be the King of the Pirates. "In order to amuse the crystal, at the end of the words, I made a rare little joke. Even though it wasn't funny, Crystal was very cooperative to drink back tears. "Oba, I'd like to find a time to travel with Ernie, do you have any places you can recommend."

"Travel? How long? ”

"I don't know, but Ernie probably can't have time lately, and I'll have to be busy with the S&M family concert after a while. So this plan, at the moment in front of Ernie, I didn't even mention it. ”

"Don't worry, when your sister's BLanc side settles down, there should be some free time, and then the two of you can go to the United States, or Europe to relax." With a bit of pampering, I reached out and stroked her head with a very light gesture. The crystal that I followed the hair, lay in the palm of my hand, and yawned a large, completely unladylike.

"Oba seems to have a special talent for comfort, and every time I meet him, I feel much better. Oba, why don't you find a time to talk to Ernie too? Crystal leaned on the table with one hand, lazily supporting her face, she suddenly said with some seriousness. After finishing speaking, he didn't wait for me to answer, as if he was quite moved by his temporary suggestion. She didn't wait for me to react, and pulled out her phone.

"When is Oba free? I called Ernie to schedule a time. Holding the phone to my ear, the call was already being connected, Crystal asked, raising her head at me. Seeing her like this, I stroked my forehead with a little headache. "I don't know anything about you Ernie, and I can't say anything when we meet. What if I say the wrong thing because of something I don't know? It's better not to say it. Crystal, who obediently listened to what I said, tilted his head and thought carefully for a while, and finally hung up the phone a little dejectedly and put down the phone.

"yes, there are a lot of things that I don't know very well, and although Ernie occasionally shares a little secret with me, she never wants me to take too much."

"Your schedule is not too busy recently, so call you Ernie more, even if it's to talk about trivial matters, and have more fun in your tone, so that your Ernie mood should be a little better."

Crystal stretched her sleeves, covered her face, and nodded, her eyelashes stained with a warm smell. Coming out of the coffee shop, the air was cold, and Crystal pulled the brim of his hat down, then stepped forward and grabbed my arm. At that moment, my muscles stiffened, but it only took a second to recover, and such an intimate hand-holding between relatives and relatives should be considered normal, in order to avoid embarrassment between the two of them, I made an excuse and did not break free.

The two of us, in the thick night like ink, slowly walked to the nearest bus stop.

I got on the bus and sat down in the back seat, and Crystal took out my phone and headphones before me. "Oba, did you listen to the song I introduced to you last time?" Holding her phone, she suddenly turned to me and said. I was shocked, and I was a little embarrassed for a while, just a few days ago, while chatting with Kakao, Crystal introduced me to a song, but I was busy with work at the time and didn't care. Seeing that I didn't speak, Crystal's originally bright eyes instantly dimmed, she pouted, bumped my shoulder, and then stuffed both headphones into her ears, and listened to the song to herself.

I scratched my head when I saw Crystal like this, and although I was a little sorry, I didn't care if I just thought it was a child's heart. I looked out the window, and the darkness poured in from outside the bus, only to be defeated by the light inside. Rather stupid, I don't understand that when someone is eager to recommend a song or a novel to you, there must be something in it that she is eager to share with you. I didn't know anything, but I just felt something.

And the crystal, the relationship between the two of us seems to be a little more than the other, like people in love, a good relationship, and the intimacy is like a mystery.

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When I arrived at Crystal's house, Crystal, who got out of the car, waved my little hand to me, and then walked gracefully towards home. In my sight, she was gently holding her feet, and her steps were unusually light. But I didn't know that at this moment, she was actually the same as this night.

Standing in the bus stop, waiting for the nth time, and the crystal was only ten minutes apart, this girl suddenly sent me a text message. "I remember that Oba just said that he was very literate, so let's give Orioni a few simple comforting text messages." After this text message, Crystal also attached a thumbs up emoji. I looked down and laughed, looked at the bus that had already arrived, and got on first. After getting in the car, I flipped through my mobile phone, and did not immediately text Zheng Xiuyan, but flipped through the news as usual. In the entertainment news list, the headlines of the latest news are still bright and glaring.

"Jessica quits the group, the head Taeyeon tears breaks: I have always wanted to protect the youth" Following Jessica's withdrawal from the group, the members of the youth are infra. Captain Kim Taeyeon tearfully apologized to fans at the autograph session, but many netizens didn't buy it, and many people under her Instagram still refuted that Taeyeon was pretending to be a good person again, pretending to be pitiful, and acting.

Seeing this in the list of comments, I couldn't help but pause as I swiped my fingers across the screen, and many ugly words kept polluting my eyes. sighed, continued to look down, and finally appeared a message to speak for Taeyeon - in seven years, Kim Taeyeon has come out to say sorry every time there has been an accident, and then she will take a car of white eyes, but she will still apologize for the next accident, because she has always wanted to protect Girlhood, she stood on the cusp of the storm again and again, and this live target has also been a target for seven years, and you are embarrassed to say that she apologized for sympathy? Not everyone can keep her original intention unchanged for seven years, she is worthy of the name of the captain of Girls' Generation, does she have a heart to say that she is a movie queen?

Looking at this message, regardless of the truth of the matter, I personally feel that this comment is the most heartfelt. I'm sorry I've been saying these three words for seven years, I don't know what else those netizens who have been exploding foul language want. Exit the news interface and scroll through the next news.

"Young so-young apologizes for Jesscia's withdrawal from the group, and her smile is criticized for being hypocritical" After Taeyeon, member Choi so-young also apologized to fans on the show. "I'm sorry and sad to suddenly break such big news, and I'll try to become a better Girls' Generation for the sake of the fans who have been cheering for Girls' Generation." However, Xiuying expressed this conversation with a smile on her face, so that netizens couldn't help but criticize her for being "hypocritical", and netizens thought that her expression was not strict at all, but more like holding back a smile.

In February 2ooo, Jessica, who was only 12 years old, was selected as a trainee by S&M Entertainment, and this boring life lasted for seven years, and then she debuted with the other eight when she was young, and it was another seven years! The feelings accumulated over so many days have almost fallen apart because of these words circulating everywhere on the LCD screen.

From the perspective of ordinary people, I actually don't want to believe Zheng Xiuyan's words, to be precise, what I don't want to believe is the word "betrayal".

Before that, when I saw Jessica's first statement, saying that she was notified by the company and members to leave the group, my first reaction was that the other eight must have been coerced by S&M to do so, and it is impossible to say that the relationship over the years has changed. Even though what I don't know is the truth of the matter, though what I do know is the news, this cruel sword has jagged teeth on it. But I still hope that the "friendship" thing really exists.

With his fingers, he closed the news interface, opened the address book, and quickly found Zheng Xiuyan among the few people. If outsiders knew about a small role like me, they would have Zheng Xiuyan's phone number, and they would definitely kneel down and look up to the sky and say: "Heaven is unfair". Looking at the empty communication records, I briefly recalled that the days when I met with a few people when I was young were far away, and the scene of holding up the falling device at the concert flashed through my mind in an instant. sighed in the bottom of my heart, and then I remembered that I had "saved a young time", and I had such a glorious moment. And the word "liaison", with the will of both of us, has also succeeded in disappearing completely. It doesn't matter what kind of kindness there is, on the contrary, I feel that they are benevolent and righteous. Anyway, 80 million is also in hand, and there is still lying in the cabinet at the bottom of the bed in the dormitory, Kim Taeyeon's gratitude bracelet.

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