Chapter 190: Actually, what you're doing is just a form of self-satisfaction

Then Kitano Haruka glanced at Chen Dao cautiously a few times, Kitano Haruka was not sure if Chen Dao was really angry, but ......

When she saw Chen Dao like this, she did have a feeling of being very scared in her heart, so Kitano Haruka didn't even dare to come out, so she looked at Chen Dao with a difficult and complicated gaze.

At this time, Chen Dao used a tone that didn't know whether it was mockery or sneering, and said slowly: "Kamiya-san, in fact, I really didn't expect that you were such a fragile person. ”

Yui Kamiya was slightly stunned when she heard this, and then her expression became a little stiff, and there was a hint of shame in her voice, and she asked softly, "Teacher Chen Dao, what do you mean by this?" ”

"A person who hides his inner pain with a smiling face is actually just a cowardly person." Chen Dao opened his mouth and said, "Kamiya-san, do you think that if you take the initiative to close your heart, you won't feel pain?" ”

"I have no idea what you're talking about!" Yui Kamiya's face turned pale, she suppressed her anger, and replied unceremoniously: "And you don't know me at all, and you're not one of mine, so you don't talk at length there, and you're not qualified to talk about me at all!" ”

"I'm your teacher and homeroom teacher, so I'm qualified." Chen Dao retorted sternly: "Although I really don't know much about you, let alone any of you, as long as you are my student and I see that you are in trouble, then I must lend a helping hand to you, which is what I should do as a teacher!" ”

"Yui Kamiya is in pain inside?"

Haruka Kitano was stunned twice. Immediately, she took a closer look at Yui Kamiya a few more times, and found that Yui Kamiya's face was not at all painful except for being ugly!

Haruka Kitano was really puzzled. Could it be that Chen Dao made a mistake?

"Teacher, if you continue to talk like this, then you won't want to be my boyfriend in the future!" Yui Kamiya gritted her teeth fiercely and threatened.

Chen Dao didn't seem to hear Yui Kamiya's words, while staring at Yui Kamiya with sharp eyes, he also said, "Kamiya-san, I'll just ask you now." Have you ever been truly happy since your good friend Nana Kago passed away? ”

Kamiya Yui looked at Chen Dao with a blue face. Don't speak.

And Kitano Haruka heard Chen Dao's words, and his heart shook, what? Yui Kamiya's best friend actually passed away?

"Maybe if I say that, Kamiya-san, you may not be able to answer. So let me ask you, do you feel alive now? Or, do you feel like you're still Yui Kamiya? ”

Chen Dao slowly said word by word, but each word fell on Yui Kamiya's ears, which made her feel very harsh.

At the same time, Yui Kamiya's body trembled slightly because of the anger.

"Can't answer?" Chen Daohaha laughed twice, and then told in a heavy voice: "Actually, what you are doing is just a kind of self-satisfaction, or this is just a way for you to escape from pain. And it has to be said that this approach is really ...... Immature. ”

"What did you say?!" Yui Kamiya's face turned pale, and she asked as she bit her red lip.

"The teacher asked you before. What are your plans after becoming a voice actor, you said you didn't think about it, but you didn't think about it at all. Chen Dao crossed his arms and said directly: "I think if Nana Kago is still alive, then she definitely won't want to see you become like this!" ”

"You......" Yui Kamiya opened her mouth, but the words felt like they were stuck in her throat. I can't say anything.

"Every one of us, no matter me. Or Haruka Kitano, or others, in the process of growing up, we will encounter all kinds of difficulties, setbacks, and pains......" Chen Dao said in a sonorous voice: "But the reason why people can grow and become mature is because we have the determination and courage to overcome pain, difficulties, setbacks, etc., but Kamiya-san, you took the initiative to close your heart, escape the pain, and also use the method of realizing your dreams for your friends to self-satisfaction and anesthetize yourself!" So you're just a coward who loses to the pain and sadness of your heart! ”

"I'm not a coward!" Yui Kamiya's eyes were red, and she argued excitedly.

"I felt from the beginning that there was nothing wrong with you making her dream come true for a friend who is no longer alive, and I supported it!" Chen Dao stared at Yui Kamiya's eyes, and after taking a long breath, he continued: "But now I understand that you are actually just doing this to escape the pain, because whether it was before, now, or in the future, you have no way to accept the death of Kago Nana!" ”

"Don't talk about it, you guy." Kitano Haruka gently pulled Chen Dao's clothes and complained in a low voice: "I think Kamiya Yui is going to be made to cry by you." ”

"Whether you cry or not, I just want to say, Kamiya-san, if you force yourself so hard, hurt yourself, and hurt all the people who care about you, then what you did is not right at all!" Chen Dao coughed lightly, cleared his throat again, and said, "Isn't your parents' wish also very simple?" They want you to live for yourself, and how do you respond to them? Kamiya-san, you owe your parents a word of sorry. ”

Now Kamiya Yui's lips trembled violently, and there were vivid tears floating in her eyes, and then Kamiya Yui's face was both blue and stiff and looked at Chen Dao, and finally Kamiya Yui's hoarse voice was full of anger: "Have you said enough?" You don't even know anything!

"I may not know anything, but ......" Chen Dao looked at Yui Kamiya and said earnestly: "I know that people can't be resurrected after death, even if Kamiya-san, no matter how unwilling you are to admit it, no matter how much you escape, it is impossible for Kana Nana to come back to life, so you should cheer up and take your future path well." ”

Yui Kamiya's face became very agitated and irritable, and then she said as hysterical: "You can't understand my ......"

"I understand." Chen Dao said softly: "And Kamiya-san, as long as you are willing, then I will try my best to pull you out of the quagmire of pain." ”

Chen Dao also knows very well that Yui Kamiya, who was still a junior high school student before, is impossible to face the death of her childhood friend, after all, this is very cruel to her, and it is impossible for a junior high school student to have a good psychological element, it is normal for her to choose to escape, which is also a self-protection function of people.

Chen Dao can even be sure that Yui Kamiya doesn't want to be a voice actor at all!

And at this moment, Kamiya Yui bit her red lip, her tone trembled, and she replied angrily: "I don't need it!" (To be continued)