Chapter 356: Two Wanderings and ...... confession
The cold wind was getting hot, and I lowered my head slightly, and she tilted her head slightly.
Ogino, who was lying on his chest, didn't move, but looked at the two people.
It seems that the previous words were all foreshadowing. Next, Kim Tae-yeon's gradually rising tone became more sincere than ever.
I heard, she said:
"But that's just a cause, not an effectβthe real result is that I'm sure I'm in love with you...... That's why I'm worried about you, and I'm so nervous every minute and every second. That's why I'm worried about you coming to ......."
Having said this, Kim Taeyeon chuckled, and she wrinkled her nose slightly: "That's why I'm worried about you...... I never lost my temper, but I lost my temper without the slightest regret. β
The wind stopped, there seemed to be another voice in my ears, and I stood in front of her, completely stunned. It was like a song in my ears, and at that moment I really wanted to take out my headphones and put on a song of Davichi's "Don't Move".
Right by the sea, in front of her, standing for the second hundred years.
Kang Min Kyung's voice was on both sides of my ears, and when I was sure that Kim Taeyeon in front of me said the word love, I reflexively remembered this person's voice and Davichi's voice. When singing about love, only their timbre is the most suitable, and there is no one else.
Take a deep breath and close your eyes once. When I opened it again, everything was there, and the mind and gaze of the person in front of me were still the same ingenious. It's not fake, she says she loves me β it's not fake.
"You ......"
It was the first time I'd spoken in a long time, but Kim Taeyeon didn't seem to be going to give me much of a chance to talk today, and she interrupted me again.
"Do you and Kang Seok-jun still think I'm still scared because of that incident in Tokyo? Actually. I'm not scared anymore, even if I want to remember it now. I'm not going to resist shaking or something. In your eyes, I have always been very weak. But it wasn't long ago that I reacted. If I really want to compare with Zheng Xiujing, I can't be like that before. I think you're going to like a woman who is a little stronger, so now I'm learning how to be strong. β
"The reason why I saw your wound expression change, and I lost my temper...... Didn't I say it just now, it was just a worry about you, not because of fear, not because of recalling something. This is what annoys me the most, taking care of others is completely at the level of a master, and it's okay to be sloppy with yourself. This is too. One place I want to change for you. β
Tonight's conversation seems to have been controlled by Kim Taeyeon from the beginning, and it has completely changed direction.
At first, it should have been me who called her out, discussed her problems, enlightened her and comforted her, and let her get out of the nightmare, forget the past, and be strong. But like. I didn't know how to guess, and I was completely wrong again.
Looking at it like this, she had already forced herself to be strong by herself. On the contrary, at the moment. She said to me that I had a problem and that she was going to change me.
It's still a mess in my head. Like paste, thoughts are all entangled. It feels particularly difficult to sort out.
"You, are you sure you're not kidding?"
After holding it for a long time. My throat was almost smoking, but I only held back this sentence.
Seeing me like this, Kim Taeyeon, who was originally very sincere, suddenly burst out laughing. With her beautiful lips blooming, she stretched out her hand and didn't answer me, just just pointed her finger at the tip of Ogino's nose in my arms.
Tilt your head and let out a long breath. The words that I had thought about and prepared before seemed to be in vain, and the script had completely changed, but I didn't expect the famous Jin Taisoft to have already surprised everyone and walked out of that haze. What I didn't expect was that her tantrum was just innocent, because I looked down on my body too much.
Wait, it seems like I'm missing something.
The tail of the eyebrows on one side was tangled with a shake of recollection.
"Ah, you just said that you want to compare with Zheng Xiujing? What does this mean? β
The memory was immediately clear, and I suddenly remembered that she had mentioned Zheng Xiujing in her last sentence.
Seeing that I was detached from the state of detachment from the soul, I also said the name Zheng Xiujing. Kim Taeyeon, who didn't care, stretched out her two hands, ready to dig Ogino out of my arms, and said:
"It's just compared to Zheng Xiujing, I don't know why, although I am quite confident in myself, I always feel that I have to lag behind her. Is it because you've spent more time with her and have more stories? In short, I'll have to work hard in the future. β
After Baek was completely expressed, Kim Taeyeon's eyes were completely bent into the Hongyue in the sky, which was a bright smile that I had never seen before.
It's just that her words sound a little ridiculous to me.
"Ah, what are you talking about all this nonsense? What is better than not, I said can you be a little less nervous? β
In response to my continued surprise and somewhat exaggerated reactions, Kim Tae-yeon, who had successfully shoved Ogino into her arms, rolled her eyes with a king-size white eye, and her black pupils were almost unvisible.
"What is a nerve, what's wrong with me? Don't pretend you don't understand here, okay, it's already been said thoroughly. There are two people who like you now, and I don't know who else will be in the future, but at least there are two more people to choose from now. Since it's two people, of course you have to compare. Or maybe ...... Are you going to pick two? β
When it came time to choose two, Kim Tae-hwa, who suddenly became stunned, performed a non-standard expression of disgust, but she quickly retracted this expression and said in a tone that could not tell whether it was serious or joking:
"As for me, I'm actually fine. If Xiujing has no opinion, then the three of them will live happily together. β
As soon as these fluttering words came out, I only felt like the world was spinning at that moment, is this still Kim Taeyeon? What does this mean? Whatever! Three people live together.
The pain in my head was really starting to hurt, and although I wasn't that rigid person, it was hard to understand why they looked at such things this way.
I admit that in my eyes, love is never singular, nor does it mean that you can only love one person. But the worldly shackles and shackles were tightly confined, and for the time being I felt like I couldn't break free from them.
It's just that so far, more than one person has told me this somewhat shocking idea. Jang Bo said it, and Kim Taeyeon at this moment also said it.
Perhaps, love can break away from the world?
Because of Kim Tae-yeon's other words, I almost felt my head explode.
After shaking my head twice, I decided to stop thinking about the idea of picking two and choosing three for a while.
Back on the beach, the crescent moon had come to an end, and it was time to go back.
In the more than half an hour of coming out for a walk, another script with a completely different plot was staged.
On the way back, Kim Taeyeon kept teasing Ogino. She tugged at the guy's little paws, and from time to time she moved over and scratched me.
During this period, she suddenly went crazy again, and inexplicably asked me how many times I had watched "Spirited Away". Although I couldn't stand the way this guy spoke, I answered honestly: "Three times." β
"Like me, sometimes when I'm home alone, I remember which cartoon I have, and I watch it again without saying a word. Anyway, it's a person, and you don't need to ask other people's opinions, you can watch it if you want, you say how comfortable you are. β
After saying the word love, Kim Tae-yeon's bright smile never stopped, and she squinted her half-moon-shaped eyes and said to me happily.
"Do you know why I'm asking you this all of a sudden?"
"I don't know."
Kim Taeyeon, who was hugging Ogino, suddenly held it up to his face: "Because of this, when I first heard that you gave it a name of Ogino, I immediately reacted that you have also watched "Spirited Away", because Chihiro's full name is called Chihiro Ogino!" β
Hearing her say this, I realized why this girl suddenly asked me how many times I had watched "Spirited Away". I know she loves anime, especially Miyazaki's works to the point of loving it.
The heavy pace when he came, and when he returned, he became a little sloppy. I responded to Kim Taeyeon pretending not to care, and then added a sentence in a very small voice at the end of the sentence:
"You're the first guy to say where that name came from."
I'm not sure if she heard the latter sentence of mine, but one thing is certain, and that is that she and I are in the same mood as the morning light.
"So, do you know the full name of that white dragon?"
Actually, I also like anime that have a deep meaning and can show special feelings. Otherwise, I wouldn't have watched "Spirited Away" three times. "Howl's Moving Castle" and "Castle in the Sky" I won't know all about it.
From me, I received another response, and Kim Taeyeon seemed a little surprised. In fact, she didn't expect to talk to me more at this point, and it was not easy to talk to someone she liked about what she was interested in. Sadly, it was a surprise to her.
Kim Tae-yeon, who was a little happy and interested, jumped forward a small step: "Of course I know!" Relief to see the amber lord early! β
Tilting my head slightly, looking at her as she jumped forward next to me, I could clearly feel that something was going deeper in my heart.
The hoarseness in my voice didn't know when it had been completely polished, and I said to Kim Taeyeon in a gentle tone, "Actually, I prefer the name that Ogino called him for the first time, Amber River!" β
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Walking back like this, the bonfire not far away was clear. This walk seemed to have said all the things that needed to be said, and neither of us could lie to ourselves anymore. In the future, it depends on how the days should be passed.
Finally, before returning to the campfire, Kim Taeyeon said a very warm word to me with a serious expression. She said:
"In two days, I'll go to the hospital with you. Also, if you dare to care about your body like this again, I'll lose my temper again! β
This sentence, twenty-eight degrees. (To be continued.) )