There are countless suddenness, and there are countless sudden, experienced and endured pain, which is called growth; And the life and death of people, Buddhism teaches the world that people should learn to be detached from attachment, but a person who was once so vivid in his memory, suddenly stopped laughing, stopped talking, and did not move, who can have that great concentration that is not disturbed.

At least Zhu Xishi knew that she couldn't do it.

The claustrophobic room was sweltering, and the golden rays of sunlight shining through the nailed window lattices made the room even more lifeless. Suppressing her heart, which was about to jump out of her throat, she walked towards the deeper dark corners of the room with extremely heavy steps, knowing full well that the person she was looking for was there.

Light is to face, darkness is to escape, and people habitually choose darkness when they are in a state of escape, just to hide their fragile self from being seen by others, and to retain a little self-esteem.

Eyes are always the proof of human spirit, but at this time, Shen Fulu's eyes are dull like dusty beads; Sitting in the corner, his empty eyes looking straight in one direction, he didn't care at all about how the spring and autumn outside the house changed and how time passed.

This feeling of disheartenness was deeply felt by Zhu Xishi, and despair was written all over the immature face of this fifteen-year-old boy, inexplicably urging down the tears that had been hidden in her eyes for a long time.

"Fortune"

Using all the accumulated strength in her body, Zhu Xishi could only call out a low voice weakly, and she suddenly felt powerless in the pain of the child's loss of mother. How can he alleviate the pain in his heart, even if it is a little bit, Zhu Xi, who squatted down, thought of this and had no solution. Suddenly, he sat on the ground like soft mud.

Can death really be a hundred? Now that Aunt Shen is gone, the body is still detained in the Yizhuang on the outskirts of the city waiting for the Holy Lord's fate, but she doesn't want this death to leave much pain for the living.

Zhu Xishi's mind was tumbling with countless whys. Messing with her, noisy with her. Let Zhu Xishi persuade Shen Fulu, but how can he enlighten others when he can't even figure out things himself? Soft in front of Shen Fulu, Zhu Xishi couldn't say half a word except for those useless tears.

Gu Miaoqing, who was so anxious outside the door that she stomped her feet, didn't have the courage to go in and persuade at this moment. The atmosphere in the room is like a tiger that only eats people, and I am afraid that it will be even more chaotic once I enter.

"What about her, what about her? Is it inside?! ”

Zhao Zhenyuan, who has just returned from the palace. The first thing I wanted was to confirm the safety of Zhu Xishi. And Gu Miaoqing, who was silent, just sighed heavily, and looked at the situation in the room with difficulty again, Zhao Zhenyuan naturally understood what she was signaling.

The thick atmosphere of sadness was like a basin of cold water poured on the head, which instantly froze the anxiety in Zhao Zhenyuan's heart. The anxious expression gradually changed to a trace of worry. Thoughtful. Zhao Zhenyuan said.

"It's not a way to keep the little brother of the Shen family locked up like this, it's better to have a long pain than a short pain, I'll go in and try to persuade you."

This step is extremely difficult, because Zhao Zhenyuan knows in his heart that he is likely to play a role that is scolded and hated by everyone next.

"Shih Tzu." stepped forward, Zhao Zhenyuan called out a sentence with great difficulty.

A call came from the midst of the loss, like a heavenly sound. Zhu Xishi, who was fascinated by tears, turned his head to look at Zhao Zhenyuan behind him in a daze. For a long time, Zhu Xishi, who gradually saw his appearance clearly, seemed to be waiting for a savior. Suddenly staggered up and rushed over, grabbed Zhao Zhenyuan's collar and questioned.

"You sue sù me sue sù me, why did Aunt Shen end up in such a miserable field, you sue me!"

Grabbing Zhao Zhenyuan's collar, Zhu Xishi tried his best to ask for the truth, and Zhao Zhenyuan let her vent for a while before raising his hand to clasp Zhu Xishi's flustered hands and said.

"Xi Shi" paused, and Zhao Zhenyuan continued: "Sometimes the truth is too cruel, are you sure you can bear it? ”

He knew, he knew! Zhu Xishi's tone came even more violently between his words and deeds.

"Sue me for the truth, sue me for !!"

Is it a blessing or a curse, it is a disaster that can't be avoided, Zhao Zhenyuan closed his eyes weakly and didn't dare to look at Zhu Xishi's expression at this time, but they have the right to know the truth hidden in his heart.

At this time, it became a dilemma to say it or not.

"Zhao Zhenyuan, I beg you, tell the truth, tell the truth! My heart was so suffocated that it was about to explode!! ”

A piercing question swept Zhao Zhenyuan inside and out, his clenched lip flap seemed to be unable to resist this terrifying force, and the words hidden in his lips suddenly took advantage of the gap to drill out.

"Your life was bought by Aunt Shen's life"

The sound was not loud, but it seemed to be a thunderclap across the silent night that shocked Zhu Xishi. Apricot eyes trembled, a little frightened color dotted her eyes, Zhao Zhenyuan's words were like an iron horse crossing the border, and Zhu Xishi's heart defense was instantly shattered; What is life for life, Aunt Shen's life for her own life? What seems absurd and ridiculous is that behind it is a huge pain.

"I know it's hard for you to accept this fact, but if it hadn't happened to Aunt Shen, you wouldn't have been able to get out of the Dali Temple prison safely."

"Let's talk about the point, I don't understand!"

Struggling to shake off this fear, Zhu Xishi's voice trembled like leaves fluttering in the wind and rain, and a pair of eyes behind her gradually revived in the dead silence, making her feel like a thorn in her back.

"Calm down!"

Zhao Zhenyuan also noticed Shen Fulu's reaction sitting in the corner at this time, the atmosphere was too embarrassing at the moment, and he didn't know what kind of abyss his words would push Zhu Xishi and Shen Fulu to, and then he became timid.

But the arrow had to be sent on the string, and Zhu Xi roared with a shrill voice, and instantly exploded in fear.

"I can't calm down! How do you want me to calm down, what did I get in exchange for my mother's life? You sue me, it's just your joke for a while, right, Zhao Zhenyuan?! You talk, you talk!! ”

Tears are pouring down like a torrential rain, so that people in the present can't avoid it, and injuries are inevitably just a matter of severity, and no one can stay out of the matter in style.

"You have committed the great crime of treason by assassinating the emperor's brother, and even if the death penalty can be avoided, the living crime cannot be escaped; I don't know what kind of sex the imperial brother has changed, it seems that he intends to let you live, and the matter of Aunt Shen happened to happen at this time, and the imperial brother In order to give everyone a satisfactory answer, he blamed all the blame on "

There is no need for Zhao Zhenyuan to say anything more, Zhu Xishi has already heard it clearly!

In order to escape punishment, the emperor blamed all the things she committed on Aunt Shen, and she walked out of the prison unharmed. But in exchange for such a hard work, can Zhu Xi live with peace of mind? Climbing Zhao Zhenyuan, her hands were powerless to support her falling body, and she fell into the endless abyss of pain.

Kneeling in front of Zhao Zhenyuan, Zhu Xishi's rapid breathing was like an asthma attack, and tears poured out of his eyes like a broken embankment (to be continued......