Katsura's past
In fact, there is a more important point, that is because of Liu Yuxin's long-term observation and research of animals, although they all have some small scheming, but compared with humans, the loyalty of animals is still higher, that is, animals such as wolves, through the interaction and getting along with several of them, and others, she feels that the credibility is still relatively high, at least they know how to be grateful than humans.
Thinking of the people I have interacted with over the years, and animals, although I say that I have no objection to being loyal to myself and can talk about people who have given their lives for themselves, but compared with these lovely animals, sometimes human beings hurt her, especially the stinging damage to her soul and feelings, it is much greater.
Animals, if he doesn't need you anymore, at most he just turns around and leaves mercilessly, and there is no other yang and yin against you, but human beings, sometimes for some purpose, are against you on the surface, but stab you in the back, that is unguardable, and the practice is the most terrifying.
In this life, I have only heard of a thousand days of thieves, but I have not heard of a thousand days of thieves, because you can't stare at the people around you with your eyes open twenty-four hours a day, think about that situation, you feel powerless, it's too terrible, or these simple-minded animals, there are not so many **, naturally there are not so many conspiracies, of course, the most important thing is that their intelligence is not so high.
"Ha, ha, ha." Liu Yuxin looked at the couple and two wolves who were selling cuteness next to him, and couldn't help laughing, at this moment his mood had completely detached from the sad appearance just now, and it could be said that he laughed heartily.
"Gui Zhi, you see that the two of them don't look like children, those eyes are too cute." Liu Yuxin laughed so hard that he lay on the grass next to him without any image, and after a while, he threw all the dignified and virtuous ladies he learned on weekdays to Java, just laughing heartily between heaven and earth.
Look, it's still our husband and wife and two wolves, you see that the master was sad in that place just now, and now the kung fu can be said to be laughing heartily. That's a credit to us. The two wolves glanced at each other, and then looked at Guizhi next to him with some disdain.
"Guizhi, look at you, they all look down on you." Liu Yuxin did not have the consciousness of being a master at all, and at this moment it can be said that Gui Zhi was completely betrayed.
In fact, the reason why Liu Yuxin laughed so imagelessly in this place. On the one hand, it was because the two wolves in front of her did marry her, and on the other hand, she also felt that if she wanted Gui Zhi to get out of the sad situation just now, she didn't like Gui Zhi to be in the sad mood of the past, so let it pass for the past. You should be brave enough to face your future life.
"Xiao Hei, you husband and wife hurry up the mountain, I'll go over to you later." Liu Yuxin is also afraid of delaying dinner, lest Mama Zhao wait too long, if you go back too late, the old man will talk endlessly, maybe menopause has arrived!
"Woohoo, whoa." The two wolves said hello to Liu Yuxin, and then ran towards the jungle one after another.
"Guizhi, tell me about your past. This meeting is just the two of us, we don't recognize the dignity of the master and servant, just as friends, let's have a good chat. Liu Yuxin saw the two wolves running away, so she returned to the theme of her busy work for half a day.
He also vaguely knew something about Gui Zhi's past, although he said that as the main responsibility, he should know all about it, but she believed in Guo Yu's arrangement, so he didn't ask in detail, the most important point is. He trusts his eyes, no matter what their past may be? Now, having worked under her for so long, they haven't made any mistakes, and they are still loyal to themselves, and for that reason she is worth it.
Besides, who doesn't have a little past. It's as if she herself has a huge secret that she doesn't want people to share, so she didn't completely dig out the eighteen generations of their ancestors who were transferred from Xinjiang, but only learned about some of their performances when they were trained, of course, he also knew about them in the past. It's just that she doesn't think about it, at least for where these people come from, she can say that as long as it's not sent by someone with ulterior motives.
In fact, for a person like him in a high-ranking position, for the people around him, this kind of information investigation is necessary, but she has always maintained that there is no doubt in employing people, not to mention that it is his closest partners who arrange these people, she believes in their abilities, and believes in her own eyes and her own judgment.
"Princess, there is nothing to say about the past of hard work, just like ordinary people, from a poor family." Gui Zhi is still a little stumbling, in fact, he is not afraid that Liu Yuxin will know her past, but she also understands in her heart that her life experience cannot be hidden, and more importantly, her life experience and life can be said to be recorded in detail in their organization.
None of the people who come out of that place should think that they have a little bit behind them, that is hidden, it can be said that it is like a blank sheet of paper, and any of their situations, including their subtle colors and habits, will be placed in front of the management of them.
"Guizhi, do you think I don't know about your past? I just want you to say it, so that you can relax in the future, so that you can live a relaxed and happy life. Liu Yuxin didn't hide any of her thoughts from her, with the closest people around her, she was always open and honest.
"Princess, I'm ......" Gui Zhi was still a little hesitant.
"Tell me, I have already told you about this place, we have no master and servant, only friends." Liu Yuxin's eyes were full of encouragement, and there was no contempt or other emotions.
"Slave, I don't know where our house is? It's just that I still have some faint memories in my memory, my family lives in a big mountain col, and the people in that place have a hard time, and my mother is always unkempt every day, but although she herself is like this, she cleans up our brothers and sisters, and the sheep have to do a lot of work every day, sometimes he occasionally picks a wild fruit in the mountains, or finds a vegetable root in the field that can be eaten first, he will carefully hide it and leave it to our children......"
Guizhi's thoughts unfolded little by little, "Later, when my father was hunting in the mountains, I accidentally dropped my leg, and my father, who was covered in blood, was carried down from the mountain. The color of the grandmother was wrinkled into a bitter gourd face at that time, and more importantly, the uncle and aunt, as well as the aunt and uncle, they fell into the well at this time. The two families tried their best to ask for a separation, and in desperation, my father and mother had to agree, and later. In the very sympathetic and sad eyes of the uncle and the aunt, the father and mother almost left the house. ”
Speaking of this, Gui Zhi gasped, and the tears in his eyes involuntarily flooded, "My mother had no choice but to sell me and my sister, my brother is the pillar of the family, and I need to work to earn money for my father's medical treatment......"
Gui Zhi at this time, his eyes were messy, and his expression was extremely sad. He remembered that when he avoided his father, his father's heartache had an unbearable look, and of course her colleagues remembered that the uncle and them, with a sarcastic and gloating look at their family separation.
At that time, although he was still young, he clearly remembered the picture of that moment, and buried that scene deep in the depths of his memory, although he was later taken away by someone's teeth. But she still wants to work hard, live a good life, and earn more money to help her father and mother. Take care of Daddy's illness.
Later, after several tosses, she was sold to the home of a small landlord, and since then he has lived a life of serving, it can be said that the days at that time were hopeless, and he had to get up before dawn every day. It really got up earlier than the chicken, but the sun had already set, and everyone in the family went home to rest in peace, and the landlord's village was quiet, but she still needed to do some work in front of the oil lamp or the moonlight, chopping wood and washing clothes......
The days passed like this day after day, she had a busy job every day, but she went to eat very little, especially the little master of the landlord's family, who was even more arrogant, every time he saw him, he used his hateful fat hand, always grabbed her pigtail, and his mouth was still obsessed, and he kept scolding fiercely about what a dead girl or something......
Later, when the landlord's child was bad again, he pushed her into the small pond, when he thought that he was going to return to his hometown, he could go to see his father and mother and his brother and brother, and his sister was also sold I don't know where? At that time, she thought that it was her last wish, that her father's illness could be cured, her younger brother could eat enough, her brother could marry a daughter-in-law, and her mother could live a slightly better life.
At that time, Xiao Guizhi's wish was extremely simple, and it can be said that he was extremely kind, and although he was sold for his family, he still had no complaints.
After Xiao Guizhi was dropped into the pond, no one from the landlord's family came to claim it, on the contrary, an old woman came and said that she was lazy, and directly got herself into the ditch and didn't want to work.
The little master of the landlord's family saw that Gui Zhi was alive again, but their family hated this poor child for this, and at the same time they thought she was unlucky, so they sold her to other people.
Maybe God fell asleep for half the day, Xiao Guizhi was too thin, too small, although he was 7 years old at the time, but his height looked like a five-year-old child at most, and maybe for some other reason, Xiao Guizhi finally became a little beggar.
Maybe it was the intensity of survival in her eyes that made her master find her in a group of little beggars on the street.
Do you still remember when the master met her and asked her if she had any wishes? I also asked her if she wanted to eat a full stomach.
I remember that my answer at that time was, "I want my father and mother to be able to live a full life, and then I can eat enough, and as for the rest, I can do whatever I want." ”
According to Xiao Guizhi's own description, the master finally found his family after several twists and turns, but it was too late, and their family was already empty, leaving only a dilapidated thatched house that could not withstand the wind and rain. And he himself has lived a life of fighting and fighting every day.
When the sun rises every day, it does not mean that it is the beginning of the day, and when the sun sets, it does not mean that the day ends at this time, in this group of partners who everyone gets along with each other every day, as the personnel leave little by little, she has learned to use intrigue and trickery, and at the same time, she has learned how to save herself, she has learned to kill, and she has learned how to survive in adversity......
All of this is in this simple, sad, and cruel life slowly passes, Xiao Guizhi also from the beginning of the hesitation, to the back of the expressionless face, from the beginning of the nightmare when he started to kill, to the back of the direct is that the inside does not change color, everything is the beginning of cruelty, the beginning of the nightmare, and her heart is becoming more and more cold, until he came out of the many brothers and sisters and came to Liu Yuxin's side, she can be said to slowly live a normal life.
Gui Zhi herself said these processes, Liu Yuxin understands and understands, the reason why she used her spare time in every possible way to lead Gui Zhi to this place today, in fact, she didn't have such thoughts at the beginning, just because her emotions infected the little girl around her, and in the end, she used this way to let the little girl retell her own mental journey, and then let her slowly get out of her own psychological shadow.
"Is it better to say it now?" Liu Yuxin looked at Gui Zhi's face and slowly raised a very calm expression, without the sadness at the beginning, there were no other more complex emotions, at this moment, this little girl was calm.
"Much better, thank you, Princess." Gui Zhi felt relaxed for a while, and finally told the secret that he had buried in his heart for many years, although this voice was full of holes and unspeakable embarrassment, but today, with Liu Yuxin's encouragement, she walked out of this shadow.
At this moment, she felt so relaxed, as if the huge burden on her body had gone, and she would no longer overwhelm herself.
She has no more expectations for the future, she only hopes that her parents and family should still be alive and able to have the opportunity to meet again in the vast sea of people and in the years left in this life.
I always listen to it on weekdays, and the people around me always say that they want to do more good deeds, and God will open his eyes, just following Liu Yuxin, and he is also trying his best to do the good things that he thinks he can do.
I have been following in the footsteps of my master, hoping that one day, I can move the heavens, so that I can see my parents and family again in this life, and even if I can't see them, I hope they can be safe. (To be continued.) )