Chapter 146: Cliff Confidant
The books on the table that were originally piled up like a hill have now been neatly stacked by Chenxi, looking at the bitterness on her face and movements, the girl with glasses next to her did not do anything and was not disturbed, it seems that she understands the sadness in Chenxi's heart.
"Didn't we say that we were the best friends, didn't you say that you loved me the most, but why did you leave quietly like this." ’
Although she is not familiar with the girl next to her, but Chenxi does not hide anything, for her, although she and Xiaobai have not known each other for a long time, and it is only because of a pair of second-hand shoes of dozens of yuan, but at this moment she feels that when she really has something in her heart and can't confide in others, Xiaobai is really important to herself, because no matter how embarrassing it is, she will sincerely keep it a secret for herself, no matter what she is right or wrong, she will enlighten and comfort herself.
Every time the two of them are together, Chenxi always feels that she doesn't have to whitewash herself at all, she doesn't have to think about what she says and does, she can do whatever she wants, she doesn't feel like she has it, but now that she has lost this confidant, Chenxi suddenly has an extremely strong sense of emptiness.
Thinking about it in her head, when the last loose book on the table was picked up by Dawn, she suddenly found that under the book, there was a drawing drawn with a pencil on the table.
The table painting is very simple, just two cute girls, holding hands, grinning happily on their faces, although they can't see anything from their faces, but they can be seen from the morning light on their hair and clothes. These two cute cartoon girls are Xiaobai and herself, and in the middle of the two, there is a pencil written in a very small vertical character.
Leaned down to take a closer look, and the girl with glasses on the side also looked at it curiously.
"Cliff confidant? Uh, what do those words mean? Are these two cartoon characters from which anime? I don't seem to be impressed. The girl with glasses muttered, but looking at the four small words, Mu Chenxi was completely stunned.
She reached out to touch it, but she hesitated for a moment for fear of erasing the words. She slowly lowered her hand again. Tears slowly gathered in his eyes. kept spinning, although I felt sad in my heart, but Chenxi's face was full of smiles.
"Hmm...... Hehe, this damn girl. He put down the book in his hand. Mu Chenxi took out her mobile phone. I took a picture of the cartoon on my desk. Then she picked up a few more books and put them back on the table.
Standing up slowly, Mu Chenxi bypassed the girl with glasses and walked to the door. And before she left the classroom, she didn't look back and said, "No matter who sits there in the future, I really hope that she can cherish the qiē in that seat." With that, she really left the classroom.
In the room, the girl with glasses listened to the footsteps in the corridor, frowned, and then sighed softly, "I want to understand other people's stories, but I can't understand them." ”
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Walking out of the teaching building, as the sky began to get dark today, and the overcast sky in the afternoon finally couldn't bear it anymore at this time, and slowly began to rain lightly.
I felt the damp breath in the air, and the rain was not heavy, so Dawn didn't care at all. Walked straight towards the west gate of the university, now that he knows that Xiaobai has left, there is no need to go to the dormitory area, and there is no need to stay here anymore, looking around, although he has not studied or lived here, but here is to make Chenxi's heart full of sadness, but there is nostalgia.
Walking out of school, Mu Chenxi did not return to the community directly, she knew that her mood could not allow herself to nest in the room safely, and at the same time, many things were backlogged in her heart, which also made her have a fear of not daring to go home.
'My friend left me, and my place to live may not be there tomorrow, and I ...... Oh, maybe even your job will be lost in a few days. Depressed, she looked up at the same gloomy sky, and said softly, "Are you even crying for me?" But...... Why don't you cry more refreshingly? ”
Maybe it was because I heard Chenxi's words, or maybe I really held it for too long, and after less than two minutes, the rain began to slowly strengthen, and after the thunder began to flash in the sky, Chenxi, who had not had time to react, was ...... by this huge water world Wrapped.
The rain ran from the top of her head, washed her neck with tears on her face, and finally soaked the clothes that were completely dry again, and finally reluctantly left her, and threw herself into the embrace of the earth, and more raindrops fell directly on the ground, and then stirred up a splash of dirt, making Dawn's legs and skirt muddy.
However, these are nothing to Chenxi, the coolness of her whole body cannot be compared with the coldness of her heart, and the filth on her body will not erode her pure heart.
Walking on the road, there are not many pedestrians on the street except for the vehicles that are moving slowly, and the good people who occasionally drive past her, under the indifferent eyes of the morning light, can only sigh helplessly and leave, yes, now that they have lost so much at once, then these strange help is irrelevant, after all, they can't change anything.
"After the rainstorm, will there be a rainbow, or will there be a gray sky?" Dawn asked blankly, but it was still ...... No one answered.
At this moment, on the other side of the street, although there are occasional vehicles blocking in the middle, there is a pair of eyes that are always locked on the lonely figure not far away, but although he is distressed by the depressed appearance, the man under the black raincoat still does not dare to move.
"I can't go, no matter what it is, no matter what it's for, even if it's embarrassing, I'm afraid it will be better than having me by her side, absolutely can't go, Xiaoxi...... Please don't hurt yourself like this, for whatever reason. ”
The man in the raincoat looked at it silently, but Mu Chenxi didn't notice it at all, she just raised her head from time to time, and lowered her head at times, just walking aimlessly in the world that had been completely covered by the rainstorm, and the coldness of her body had made her feel a little numb.
'Why are my eyes a little drowsy, am I tired?' Are you tired...... Or are you tired? But what did I do? Well... I didn't do anything, I couldn't do anything, I couldn't do anything, I didn't do anything Lord, it seemed like who...... You can be at my mercy at will, don't ...... I'm tired, sleepy, ......'
"Smack!" Her mind was in turmoil, and she finally fell forward and fell onto the muddy sidewalk, and the moment her face touched the ground, she seemed to faintly hear a familiar voice calling to her, but she couldn't tell who it was, or ...... Is it true that someone is calling out to you?
"Xiaoxi!"
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When she woke up again, a slight headache made Dawn frown. Feeling the softness and comfort beneath her, she felt as if she was lying on the bed, but when she opened her eyes, she found that it was pitch black everywhere she looked, and she was almost ...... except for the faint light shining through the window I can't see clearly.
"I'm ...... Cough! Not. The dry throat made her unable to continue to say something, and then she subconsciously touched the phone, but it turned out that she really touched it in a familiar position next to the pillow, opened the phone and looked at the time on it, she stayed for a while before slowly reacting, at this time it was already the night of the next day.
'It's Saturday night?' But how do I remember that I went to look for Xiaobai on Friday afternoon, so what time in between...... What am I doing? ’
After thinking about it blankly, she then took a picture with her mobile phone. Sure enough, it was at home, but ...... How did I get back? She couldn't remember anything in her head, she just remembered walking in the rain, and then it was now.
'Alas, I've been living a chic day this day, and I've been traveling through time and space, although I've only been wearing it for a day......
With great effort to prop up her weak body with her hands, she vaguely seemed to hear the sound of the door shut.
"Anyone? Cough...... Well, who's there! There was a burning pain in her throat, but when she tried her best to get up and turn on the light in the room, she found that there was no one or any creature in the room but her.
'Delusion? Rubbing her still drowsy head with her hand, she just wanted to take a big sip of water, but before she could lift her foot to look for it, her eyes had already found the water cup placed on the bedside table, and the water in it was full of water, which instantly gave her the motivation to run past.
"Gu Dong Gu Dong ......" drank the water in the cup in one go, unlike the rain flowing through the surface of the body, and now the feeling of being like a rain in her lungs made her feel a sense of satisfaction that she had been revived.
"Ahh Cool, now I know that a glass of water can make me so satisfied, and I am really a person who is not greedy, hehe. ”
She smiled at the corner of her mouth, but before the smile could fully bloom, she suddenly found that next to the original cup, there was actually a white piece of paper, and on the paper were several different pills.
"Huh? These medicines are...... Well, I don't recognize any of them, I remember that there are no such messy medicines at home, so who put these here, could it be...... Shang Zichen has been here? So could it be him who closed the door just now? ”
With a babbling mouth, she hurried to the window, then opened the closed window and looked down, but as far as the eye could see, she saw no human figures, and no vehicles.
"Are you gone?" Turning around and lying back on the bed, she was still sore all over, and she couldn't lift her energy to call Shang Zichen, she just wanted to lie quietly like this, listening to the sound of rain outside the window, accompanied by a night that was not silent, waiting for the painful future...... (To be continued......)