Chapter 185: I Want to Eat You
Na Chunxiao didn't understand what he said, so he explained: "I'm just insisting on what I want to do, and it has nothing to do with anyone. Now I want to protect you, but now, maybe one day in the future, I have something else I want to do, and at that time, even if you want me to stay with you, I won't stay. ”
In the last sentence, he said it very funny, and with his somewhat exaggerated expression, Chunxiao couldn't help but laugh out loud.
Bai Ziyuan restrained his smile, restored his old appearance and said: "That Chunxiao, you want to be with Li Shengwei, you are engaged, or even get married in the future, it is your choice, I can't control it, and I am not qualified to manage it." Which university I go to and why I go to that university is also my business, you know? ”
It's his business, so she can't manage it, and she is not qualified to manage it, so how could Chunxiao not understand.
She just didn't understand why Bai Ziyuan was so persistent, he didn't want anything, but he was willing to give so much, and he couldn't get a response from her, was it worth it for him to do this?
The atmosphere between the two of them was not bad, and she simply asked the doubts in her heart.
After taking a sip of coffee, Bai Ziyuan replied to her with a smile, "I don't know if it's worth it, I just know that if I don't do what I think now, I'll be very uncomfortable." Actually, I've been thinking about it these days, and I'm not even sure if I'm not sure if I want to make this choice to protect you or to protect myself. ”
He himself was also very conflicted, at first he always thought that he made such a choice for Na Chunxiao, but when he heard that Na Chunxiao was going to get engaged. There was not so much pain in his heart, and he realized that he had been obsessed with it. It doesn't seem to be just guarding the spring dawn.
In the past, he chose to escape from his feelings, and he would obey his parents' arrangements whether he wanted them or not, but when he chose to face up to his feelings for Na Chunxiao, he found that there seemed to be more than one mistake he wanted to correct.
He wants to make his own decisions, to do what he wants to do, not to fight, but to go with his heart. He didn't know if he liked the profession of a doctor or not. But he knew that he didn't want to work in the diplomatic service like his parents did.
Maybe it's because Bai Ziyuan has been holding back so hard these days, or maybe it's Chunxiao's listening attitude that gives him the desire to talk. He told Na Chunxiao all the contradictory and complicated thoughts in his heart.
After finishing speaking, he felt a lot more relieved, and Na Chunxiao was also relieved.
Not for her, at least not all for her. The guilt in her heart could finally be lessened.
"Bai Ziyuan. Although I am not qualified to take care of your affairs, I still hope that you will think carefully, after all, this is a lifelong event. In the end, she still persuaded with great seriousness.
Bai Ziyuan shook his head and smiled, "That Chunxiao, we are only nineteen years old, but we are just studying in a university, how can we be involved for a lifetime?" It's just a stage of life. The path we will take in the future may have nothing to do with the choices we make now. ”
That Chunxiao found that Bai Ziyuan's eloquence was very good. The tone is mild-mannered, but the words that can be said make people have no way to justify.
The two chatted back and forth like this, from noon to evening, until Na Chunxiao's stomach gurgled and they realized that they had been chatting for so long.
"I promised my mom that she was going home for dinner, and I wouldn't invite you to dinner. Let's start school on the 25th, when will you leave tell me in advance, let's go together. Bai Ziyuan looked at his watch and said calmly.
Coming out of the café, the slanting sun near the western mountains casts a faint halo, enveloping the bustling and ancient city.
The two people are bathed in the warm sunset, and the mood is cheerful and joyful. After an afternoon of communication, their relationship was obviously much closer, of course, this closeness has nothing to do with men and women, and is more similar to that kind of sympathy.
They waved goodbye like old friends who had known each other for many years, and agreed to report to the university together.
Bai Ziyuan was thinking about his mother who had just been discharged from the hospital, and took a taxi to leave first, and Chunxiao looked at the car that had merged into the traffic and gradually disappeared, and let out a long sigh of relief. Whether Bai Ziyuan was trying to make her feel at ease and pretend that nothing happened, or whether he really saw the true expression of his heart, this afternoon's conversation undoubtedly made her reacquaint herself with him.
He is not a sensual and impulsive person, let alone a person who has always thought she was tired of feelings, he has his own ideas, and he didn't dare to express them before, so it makes people think that he is a good baby who will obey his parents' arrangements in everything. Now, he wants to be brave himself, even if his parents oppose it, even if his friends and teachers disagree, he insists on his choice, just this courage makes Na Chunxiao admire it very much.
"People are far away, and they are reluctant to go home!" Suddenly, a cold male voice interrupted her thoughts.
"Brother Sheng Wei, why are you here?" Na Chunxiao didn't seem to hear the vinegar in his words, and smiled and took his arm.
He snorted coldly and said arrogantly: "I didn't come to pick you up, I didn't want to stay with that stupid dog!" ”
Na Chunxiao wanted to laugh, since they broke through the last line of defense, he had become more and more undisguised in front of her, and she was able to see his childish side.
"What are you angry with chestnuts as a big man, okay, let's go home now and make you something to eat at night", she said patiently as if to soothe a sulking child.
Li Shengwei's throat slid for a moment, as if he thought of something delicious, lowered his head slightly to her ear, and said in a voice that only two people could hear: "Then that, I want to eat you." ”
After saying this, his face was redder than that Chunxiao's. That Chunxiao was originally very embarrassed, but when she saw him like this, she couldn't help but want to tease him!
"Okay, but how do you want to eat, sitting or lying down, or standing?" She tilted her head sideways, looked at him, and asked not without a joke.
Hey, Li Shengwei's neck turned red, and he didn't dare to look directly at that Chunxiao, he was really teasing and being teased, asking for hardship!
"That, you, you've learned badly! Don't say that again! It wasn't until he started the car and drove in the direction of Lan Cai that he held back this sentence with his neck in his head.
"Obviously, you said it first, I just followed your words, and I learned from you if I learned badly", Na Chunxiao retorted.
Li Shengwei was speechless, the little girl with sharp teeth and sharp mouth was really difficult to deal with, so let's pay attention to him when he speaks in the future.
He silently made up his mind that he would never play with Na Chunxiao at will in the future, but the fact was that Na Chunxiao, who was getting bolder and bolder, began to take the initiative to tease him in a different way after feeling the fun brought by teasing him, so that he couldn't guard against it, but he also enjoyed it. (To be continued......)
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