When you can't get it, the person who pursues it will always want to see through it, but the person who is loved can be unscrupulous.

This sentence is naturally correct, just like the current He Yuan and Mu Chenxi, although they have done their best, although they have been very cautious, but He Yuan has just embarked on the 'journey'.

On the other hand, Mu Chenxi doesn't need to worry about anything, whether she is funny about He Yuan, or she ignores him, or even sometimes casually loses her temper, it doesn't matter at all, anyway, she has never seen He Yuan get angry with her, and she never thinks He Yuan will be angry with her, and the more time goes by, the more time the two people have contacted, and with this time coming to their own home, He Yuan has become a veritable guest, all of which makes Mu Chenxi think, No matter what he does, he will not leave his ......

Knowing that she is loved, she knows that she can't accommodate so many people in her heart, but Mu Chenxi still lets these people, of course, He Yuan is only one of them, let them love themselves, let them pay for themselves, laugh and grieve for themselves, but she herself is still sad for the man in her heart, and then she does not refuse, and at the same time strives to fight for it.

Although even she knows that she shouldn't, maybe she is used to being 'spoiled' by so many men, so Mu Chenxi began to want to enjoy this kind of pampering more and more.

Of course, the above is what happened before. At the same time, all of this is going on now, but it's only when it's 'not obtained', so what if it is obtained?

Obviously, it can really be said that there is only one Shang Zichen, and this is completely obtained, but in comparison, Mu Chenxi at this time really feels that he only got himself, not that he got him, or can only say that he once got a part.

Get it when you get it. The pursuer is no longer just the pursuer. And the person who is loved will soon become the person who loves the other, although it should become a love for each other, but the duration of this love. But it's far from being like when you can't get it. So out of reach. It's been forever.

From feeling cared for, it starts to feel love, and finally it becomes to love yourself. This kind of transformation has to be said to be indeed a bit fast, but the love brought by such a transformation is still very fast in the end.

Although the person who changed this time was not himself but the other party, Mu Chenxi also felt that at least in his dream, he had already begun to want to change.

One is from love to abandonment, and it is estimated that it has not really been abandoned. The other is from love to hate, which is also estimated to be only hate in dreams, but in any case, the final result of such a transformation is only separation.

However, for such a separation, I have to say that Mu Chenxi is still not ready at all, because abandonment has absolutely nothing to do with love, and hatred ...... But on the contrary, it is like an upgraded version of love, like a kind of self-forced hypnosis, and while starting to hate, he will only become more and more painful.

Even if he doesn't have to think about this kind of pain, Mu Chenxi can guess that Shang Zichen will definitely not understand it, and in fact, even if he can understand it, then he may not care much about this pain because he will become the lover of his 'former' lover sooner or later.

What is he doing? He's ...... with her Oh no, who is he with? ’

At the dinner table, although everything seems to be very harmonious, it may be that he is used to 'pretending', so although he is still chewing delicious food in his mouth, although there is no pause in the movements of his hands at all, and although his ears are always up, as if he is listening to something, Mu Chenxi's mood is very gloomy.

The one she has had, for her, is only afraid that no matter when, it is a good memory, although she has to choose, screen, so that she can try not to cry, but she still tries to recall the beauty of those things, and does not let herself believe in everything in the dream too much.

And for what you have lost, to be honest, those in today's society, may really be nothing, if you let others, it is actually just a few kisses, a few hugs, and that ...... Totally giving......

But these are the losses that have no value at all in the eyes of other women, in Mu Chenxi's own eyes, it is as if she has lost the most valuable wealth in her life, and when she has completely changed from an 'authentic' girl to a 'woman', she knows that although she is smiling, her heart is really painful!

I used to think about when and where that day would come, and who the person next to me would be.

Whether it's through watching movies, watching TV, or just reading novels, anyway, all the romance and sorrow have been imagined by Mu Chenxi.

Yes, she has always been a simple and conservative girl, although she will reverie and look forward to it in her heart, but to be honest, she has always believed that her only 'giving' should only happen after she really has a happy lover and a happy family.

But when the time is not correct, the place is not correct, and the object seems to be no longer correct, Mu Chenxi still smiled beautifully, and at the same time almost completely opened her heart to accept such a man, and then gave him her only and worthless 'gift'!

Yes, even if it is worthless, it is indeed equivalent to giving it away for nothing, because the most precious thing in her eyes is obviously worthless to Shang Zichen, or at most it can only be regarded as a one-time ...... It's just a matter of venting.

"Hehe......"

Father and He Yuan were still drinking and chatting, and mother seemed to have joined in their conversation, so when Mu Chenxi couldn't help but smile bitterly for herself, no one noticed her strangeness.

However, although this wry smile was already very light, to be honest, this laughter seemed to be very heavy for Mu Chenxi herself...... It's heavy, even so heavy that she feels like she can't ...... anymore Look up in front of that man! (To be continued......)