Chapter 145: Confusion of Memory
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The Blue Sky Nine Dragons 'Jade' kept flickering, indicating that Tianlan's consciousness was on the verge of dissociation. That meager cold breath tried to keep him sane, but in fact it was a thousand difficulties. As Tao'er said, his situation is indeed extremely bad, and even if he does not go mad, it is not far off.
This time he awakened far more memories than he expected. He has to re-experience the reincarnation process of a hundred lifetimes in a short period of time, without any respite, those great joys and sorrows that have impacted his original consciousness, even if he has been experiencing similar reincarnations for more than ten years, it is still difficult to adapt, let alone open the intensity to such a large one at once!
After more than ten consecutive generations, he could no longer figure out whether he was a eunuch with great power, or a rich man in the world, or the founding emperor of a country, or a vegetable farmer who farmed the land.
Each life has his own name, each with different appearances, life experiences, 'sexuality' personalities, experiences, his relatives and friends, and old enemies, no life experience is dull and boring, even as the most ordinary ordinary people, there are many, many things that can penetrate into his heart, leaving indelible traces. It seems that the memory of every life cannot be forgotten,
But with so many memories and so many unforgettable, he couldn't tell which one was the original...... As the fragmentary memories of "Tianlan" for more than ten years, they are so insignificant in this vast memory, like a drop of water in the sea, which is difficult to find when integrated into the ocean.
He was completely dazed......
I...... Who is it? Is this man me? Or is that person me? Is it the knight that the world praises? Or is it the notorious thief? the original me...... Who is it?
Who am I? What do I care about? Who do I know? Can't remember......
Too many names...... There are so many things to care about...... Isn't there a name...... I tried very hard to recall, and I remembered those vast memories. The memories of the two hundred lifetimes that he had awakened, coupled with the memories of the hundred lifetimes this time, completely 'disrupted' his thoughts, and even the slightest trace of the voice that constantly asked about himself could barely be maintained with the help of the 'jade' of the Blue Sky Nine Dragons.
He couldn't tell whether he was awake or asleep, and he couldn't tell what was a dream and what was real, because what he remembered was also awake and real, and there was no essential difference between what he had experienced in this life, so it was so difficult to distinguish. Is it Zhuang Zhou's dream of butterflies or butterflies?
At this time, Ye Yi, Tao'er, and Chu Shuang'er all gathered around him, and everyone's faces were worried that could not be concealed.
Ye Yi said anxiously: "It's been almost three days!Why hasn't he woken up yet?"
It has been more than two days since they survived the Spirit Tribulation, and at first they could still chat calmly, but now where do they still have that leisure and leisure! They can all see that Tianlan's expression is getting more and more painful, and the light of the Qingtian Nine Dragons 'jade' is getting brighter and brighter! They are all worried about whether this treasure 'jade' will be broken to the limit in the next second!
Tao'er pulled Ye Yi and said, "Silly melon, did Ah Lan say what would happen if he couldn't accept those memories?" Now it was obvious that those memories had far exceeded his load, which would cause him to be unconscious.
Ye Yi thought about it for a long time and said, "It doesn't seem to be." Maybe Xiaotang will know. ”
He thought uneasily in his heart, why didn't Xiaotang and Tianlan mention it to him? Could it be that they didn't know what would happen if they couldn't bear the memory? Because once he couldn't bear it, maybe he would never wake up again?
Don't think about bad places! He just slept a little longer, and he would wake up soon!
Chu Shuang'er held his hand tightly, and needless to say, she could see her uneasiness. She didn't know why Brother Lan had encountered such a thing, this spiritual tribulation was simply unreasonable! Why did this unjust fate befall him? If she could, she hoped that he would never experience the spiritual tribulation again...... But listening to Ye Yi's meaning, it seems that the spiritual tribulation is endless, if you don't find those six human realm spiritual treasures......
At this moment, they noticed that Tianlan's fingers moved slightly, and they immediately stared at him with a hundred times more energy, expecting him to wake up...... Sure enough, in less than a cup of tea, he regained consciousness and slowly opened his eyes......
"Yay, great!" Tao'er slapped Ye Yi excitedly and said, "Ah Lan has finally woken up!
Ye Yi couldn't help but be overjoyed, and said, "You guy can really sleep!"
Chu Shuang'er looked at him with tears in his eyes and said, "Great...... Brother Lan......"
However, none of them noticed that the Blue Sky Nine Dragons 'Jade' was still glowing, and it was still faithfully fulfilling its mission.
Tianlan held his forehead with his right hand, looked sleepy, looked at the three dancing people in front of him with half-open eyes, and said in a very low voice:
"You ...... Who is it?"
These three men were familiar, but who were they, and where had he seen them?
These four words were no less than a thunderclap to Ye Yi and them! They didn't know how to react for a moment......
What's going on? Could it be him...... Amnesia?
Ye Yi said loudly: "Don't make such jokes with us, you don't want to say that you don't recognize us, do you?"
He saw the look in his eyes, the kind of look he looked at strangers! He never thought he would meet such a look as if he had never been in his life, and he couldn't help but be angry!
He shouted loudly, causing Tianlan to have another headache, and the intricate memories in his head came flooding back, as if he was about to drown his consciousness again.
Ye Yi didn't give up, tugged at his collar and shouted: "Hey, you dare to say that you don't remember us?!I'm Ye Yi, do you know!She's that little devil Tao'er! And her! She is the twin who healed your eyes! You said you don't remember?!" He was in a very 'excited' mood, and even he didn't know what he was angry about.
"Stop!" Tao'er saw Tianlan's headache and 'desire' to split, and hurriedly pulled Ye Yi away.
"Brother Lan......" Chu Shuang'er hugged him gently, and stroked his black hair with his hand. Of course, she was also distracted for a moment by this sudden situation, but when she saw his headache, infinite tenderness rose in her heart. Even so, even if he didn't remember her, what if he was still the same Lan brother who had always protected her, couldn't the memories between them be recreated? as long as he was still there......
"Brother Lan...... Don't worry, no matter what you become, whether you remember me or not, Shuang'er will never leave your ......"
Their voices were familiar, and it seemed that they had left a deep mark on his heart, but he still couldn't remember it, and the more he thought about it, the more his head hurt. The slight cold aura emanating from the 'jade' of the Blue Sky Nine Dragons is also a drop in the bucket. He couldn't think of them, he couldn't think of himself, countless memories were entangled, and he couldn't even tell if these memories were the same person's experience?
Who are the people he knows very well, who are they by his side all the time?
Tao'er dragged Ye Yi aside and whispered, "Silly melon, can you calm down?"
Ye Yi pulled away her hand in annoyance and said, "How can you tell me to calm down! He actually said that he didn't recognize us?
Tao'er said angrily: "You stupid! Can't you see that Ah Lan's condition is quite unstable?
Ye Yi also noticed the Qingtian Nine Dragons 'Jade' at this time, and he also knew in his heart that Tianlan would never make such a joke with them. If he said that, it meant that he really couldn't remember them! But how could he calmly accept such a thing! Wouldn't he not know each other if he didn't know him?
"Damn, this guy! How could he forget!"
Tao'er said: "Silly melon, you don't have to be in such a hurry." In my opinion, Ah Lan has too many awakened memories and can't remember the original memories for a while...... It's like...... If you listen to a lot of fascinating stories, you will involuntarily bring yourself in and forget what you were meant to do. Ah Lan must have recalled too many memories just now, which made his original memories blurry. ”
In fact, he will have more or less amnesia for a period of time after every spiritual tribulation, so he will carefully write down the faces of these people in front of him before the spiritual tribulation, so as not to really forget them.
But this time, the spirit tribulation was too powerful, and the amnesia was particularly serious.
Ye Yi felt that what she said made sense, and his mood calmed down a little, and said, "Then what do you say you should do?"
Let's not be in a hurry, take our time, first pick some important things, the things that impress him the most to remind him, let him recall it slowly!"
"What's the most impressive? Okay!" Ye Yi took a deep breath, trying to keep himself calm, at least not to scare him again.
Just as he was about to walk over, Tianlan pushed Chu Shuang'er away, got up and took two steps back, as if looking at the three people in front of him with a little vigilance.
"Tianlan ......" Ye Yi took another step forward, but met Tianlan's reprimand. "Don't come near me, stay away from me!" he seemed to be very resistant to the three "strangers", especially Ye Yi.
Tao'er said in a low voice: "Silly melon, see you are in trouble, right? It scared Ah Lan, if he turns around and leaves, are you sure you can catch up with him?"
Ye Yi scratched his head, thinking of the speed of Tianlan Feng, he really sighed to himself, and said, "Okay, okay, I was wrong." So what now?"
"I don't know, why don't you pretend to be a good uncle and dismiss him?"
"Uncle good man, what do you say!" Ye Yi was helpless against her bad idea, so he had to approach him as close as possible with a kind expression, and said, "Tianlan...... You really don't know us anymore?"
It's a pity that Tianlan obviously doesn't have a good impression of him, a violent "stranger", and quite skillfully 'pulls' a dagger from his cuff and points it at him coldly.
It was his habit to carry a dagger with him, and whether he was a healer or a killer, he always carried a weapon of self-defense. If he can't remember the memories of this life, it doesn't mean that he has no self-preservation ability at all, on the contrary, those attack skills that go deep into the bone marrow are familiar and can't be more familiar. He can get his hands on any weapon in no matter what, and the same goes for the dagger.
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