I am not a slave woman who simply begged for her husband to be empty during the Warring States period, I am a new woman with a free and higher education after 2,000 years, and I can't listen to men who have already embraced other Miaojia women say such affectionate words to me, because these words will not only give me goosebumps, but also cause a negative psychology that is considered very fake.

Yes, I began to pity myself again: it turns out that these infuriating old-fashioned and explosive romance plots will happen to me, and they will happen to the honest and foolish Xianggong that I think is explosive, even if I am in love, I still don't want to think about him The perfect lover is actually making such a vulgar excuse for his other love, I am so disappointed!

Maybe these words of perfection in my mind are trendy and vivid for the Warring States period, but I'm sorry, I've been born with immune empathy thinking.

"Then I sobered up..."

Lin Jixiang will continue to speak, but I can't listen to it anymore, because if I hear too much, in my heart, it will be an insult to him and me.

"Needless to say, Xiangjue is the Lady of King Qin's Xi, who only cares about King Qin's health and illness, and the rest have nothing to do with this palace!"

If we are so strong in our love, then these words need not be explained to me; At this moment, we are already full of cracks, so there is no need to say these words to entangle the two scars in our hearts.

Lin Jixiang was stunned for a moment, he probably didn't expect me to say such a thing, and then he showed an expression of pain that could not be worsened, and moved in front of me.

"I still miss you in my heart..."

He insisted!

"Xiangjue!"

I stepped back, distanced myself from him, and said softly: "It's not too early, there are many rules in the Qin Palace Boudoir, please go back!" ”

"I'm thinking about you all the time..."Lin Jixiang ignored my words, he stepped forward and followed step by step.

"If you still want me to live, please go back!" I retreated to the wall, and there was no way back.

"She's just a shadow of you!" Lin Jixiang was full of tears, and his voice was hoarse: "Who can compare with you?" Who can take your place? You are all I have! ”

"Shallot!"

I can't stand it, what can I do, can't I see Lin Jixiang's sad words and persuasion that I don't hate him? What good would that do except make both sides more entangled and painful?

I am already the princess of Qin, no matter whether Yingzheng cares about me or not, I will be trapped in the Qin Palace for the rest of my life. If Yingzheng doesn't fall, I won't be able to get out, and even Yingzheng's favorite son Fusu can't get me, let alone Lin Jixiang, who is hostile to Yingzheng!

Although Luo Cong and the people who came with him did not understand the scene of me and Lin Jixiang meeting, they all turned their backs for the first time and did not affect us, and when they heard my shout, they turned around together and stood on both sides of me and Lin Jixiang.

"Xiangjue, Madame, she has a very hard life and is also very painful, so please Xiangjue stop stimulating her, and wait for each other's affection to stabilize before making plans." Luo Onion supported me and pleaded with Lin Ji, who might be impulsive and out of control at any time.

"Xiangjue, it's time for us to go back and meet with Young Master Rong." Whispered reminders from people.

Lin Jixiang looked at me, his eyes blood-red.

I caressed my heart and instinctively wept.

"Xi'er, take care of yourself!" He finally calmed down and didn't do anything reckless with unimaginable consequences.

Lying on the fox fur nearest to me with the help of Luo Onion, curled up to try to stick tighter with the delicate fur, although it was hot, I still felt cold.

My day was so thrilling that I lost my mind and body, and if I really wanted to live like this, then I would rather not go down again.

Although I am afraid of death, I am even more afraid of living like this!

Living in the same city with Lin Jixiang and Ying Zheng at the same time, that kind of sad and frightened heart is tense to the extreme, I am afraid that Ying Zheng will know that there is a person like Lin Jixiang, and I am even more afraid that Lin Jixiang will pull me away regardless of life and death.

I'm not afraid that Lin Jixiang and I will be killed in the most cruel way if we can't get out of Qixi Palace, but I'm afraid that I don't have the obsession to go hand in hand with Xianggong no matter what!

Yes, I don't seem to love him anymore, or rather, I don't seem to have poured my love into him, my attachment to him is more like the dependence of the only wanderer on the desert island on the desert island of the flood!

This discovery made me panic and have nowhere to hide!

If my love for Lin Jixiang is fake, then how true is my soul that lives on Tian Tianxi's body in this era? I can't even trust myself, what else can I believe?

"Ma'am, are you having a nightmare?" Luo Onion hugged me and shook me desperately awake: "Madam, Madam, are you suffering from a nightmare?" ”

It's another cold sweat, and it's a hollow with nowhere to put it!

"It's okay!" After taking a few heavy breaths, I saw Luo Onion, a little relieved, and I said to her, "Luo Onion, light two more lights, I want to read a book." ”

In the middle of the night, I don't want to sleep anymore, I'm so afraid that I can't find the way my body shakes in the nightmare!

"It must be because the yin qi in this palace is too heavy, so that the dream demon has a chance to take advantage of it," Luo Cong gently comforted me: "Madam, don't be afraid, tomorrow the slave maid will be in charge of the bureau and ask the mage to do it." ”

"Nothing to do with that." I rubbed my heart to ease the chills.

From the moment I met Lin Jixiang in the Wutong Forest, I couldn't help but want to get close to him, until now, if I want to separate, I am still a little reluctant, I can always find the security I need from him. Even if he was far away in the country of Qi, I felt at ease when I thought of the string of my fluttering kite in his hand.

He lit the lamp, poured me another glass of water, and handed the book to me.

"Ma'am," said Luo Onion, looking at me, looking like he was about to say something.

"What do you want to say?" If I feel right, Luo Cong is going to tell me about Lin Jixiang.

"Why do you always have disputes with Xiangjue after the Queen Mother Xianxia?"

After Lin Jixiang left, Luo Cong has been silently taking care of me, and she doesn't talk about the matter between me and Lin Jixiang, at this time she must have seen my affection, so she couldn't help but ask.

I gently patted her hand and gave her a comforting smile. "Not anymore." I say.

If you don't love, you won't quarrel for love, and I don't deserve to quarrel with him for the woman in red!

Thinking that I was appeasing her, Luo Cong hesitated, and said something, I pretended to read the book and didn't give her a chance. At this time, she will say something good for Lin Jixiang, but my heart is very chaotic, and I can no longer let the warmth and illusion of the touch confuse my sincerity.

In order to stimulate Lin Jixiang and Fusu, while they were there, let them die to me, I boiled eight treasure porridge and presented it to Yingzheng. In this bowl of porridge, I want to show Lin Jixiang and Fusu that I don't love them, and I also want to test Yingzheng's attitude towards Fusu's situation in my situation.

Fortunately, at the beginning, Ying Zheng allowed me to enter the Qiongyang Palace Book Hall, but his attitude towards me was extremely cold.

"If you have something to say, the widow-" Ying Zheng was swaying in the writing room, and his sleeves swept the silk silk on the bookcase, and the silk silk fell several pages down.

I walked to the bookcase, put the silver plate with porridge on the bookcase, squatted down to pick up silk for Yingzheng, and when I got up, I saw Yingzheng who was glaring at me angrily.

I was kind enough to help him pick up silk, what did I do wrong?